Life, Once Again!

“I haven't seen your face in drama lately. Did you get fired?”

A friend who was sitting next to me asked me, I switched seats at the beginning of the second semester, but a friend I hadn't talked to in a long time was disqualified as a neighbor.

“Less gravity, though. I didn't get fired. There's a lot of love going on right now. It'll only take a minute to get it out. ”

“Too bad.”

“It's a pity I got the fuel for the synagogue. ”

“Shouldn't you be getting a down payment? Tens of millions of won. ”

“Those guys up there are great contractors, and in my case, they're professional and similar. Receive a payday in proportion to the number of times your face appears on TV. ”

“All it takes is a face? So, what, you don't shoot stuff and you don't get paid to show your face? ”

“If you show up as a reminiscent or a picture of not attending, it's less than a regular entry fee, but it's money. ”

“That's nice, but I hope you'll work hard to raise your ransom and get treated. ”

“Of course I'm asking. ”

The friend asked me a question. I remember him as one of the less verbal kids in class, but today I saw that there were no tentacles. Maybe he didn't know it well because he wasn't close.

“Hey, you know, it's hard being an actor? ”

The friend who asked me without hesitation asked me for the first time. You look a little embarrassed.

“Why? Celebrities? ”

“No! I don't like standing in front of people. I'm not confident.”

Wait, he took out his phone and showed me a picture. It was a girl who looked like an elementary school student. A friend was also in the photo, but the girl was smiling brightly, holding her friend's crotch.

“Who?”

“Brother.”

“You look a little old. ”

“I'm 10. I'm late. I'm always singing in front of my relatives because I'm so active. He's not very good, but he's not shy, so he can be a celebrity every time his relatives see him, which sounds pretty serious to him. ”

“If you're 10 years old, aren't you a sophomore now? ”

“Huh."

“Then you'd better not think too deeply. That's what we did when we were kids. President, scientist, firefighter. I just put out my mouth what looked good. Don't you think it's a dream to tell kids that idols and celebrities look cool these days? ”

“I think so, too, but the problem is my mother. My mother was very united. My mom's got more fan duty next to her, so she's gonna be a celebrity jumping around every day. ”

A painting was drawn. A child's talent will appear to parents as a great talent. I just whispered the recorder in my mouth, and I was wondering if I was good at music, and I just kicked the ball and thought maybe I was good at soccer. Even a hedgehog is pretty, but how proud would I be if I could see the better part compared to other kids? It is natural to worry about the future of our children as parents who have seen the frustration of a competitive society every day when the news is turned on. Studying will appear to be a lustful mistake for parents who want to focus on basics and other special talents to buy insurance. My child, who is having a fun party in front of his relatives at this moment, is already a superstyle performer at the Olympic stadium.

Suddenly, I realized that I have deep empathy for my parents. It's like I've been there. Maybe what he saw in the novel was overrated, but the floor stopped thinking and looked at his friend.

“Speaking of which, you are in opposition. ”

“Honestly, it's not a yes or a no. But I'm a little worried. I don't know what to say, she's a screamer. That's why he manages the accounts. ”

“You know that part? ”

“My family is close. Anyway, my mom keeps asking me if I want to be a celebrity next door, and she wants to be a celebrity, and she's a celebrity planner, so I'm trying to figure that out, and I'm a little worried. ”

“Talent is something you need to sharpen and polish, so I don't think it's bad to try it once. I don't think it's hard to find a home situation when the school story comes naturally. ”

“It's not that hard. But when I see you looking forward to your sister, it reminds me of my childhood. ”

A friend sweeps his head with both hands. It was a complicated shape.

“I was actually attracted to my mom when I was a kid. He says he has a gift for pianos. ”

The piano says, and the floor looks at his hand. It was short and blunt like a man's finger. It was far from the fingers of a fine, fluffy pianist.

“A short finger is no problem playing the piano. Long kids can play better, of course. ”

“Have you learned it for a long time? ”

“When I was a kid. If you think about the time you spent playing the piano with the kids more than you did playing with them, you have a pretty good idea. ”

“You were enthusiastic. Are you still playing? ”

“A hobby. There's a Grand Piano I bought as a kid still at home. ”

“Ah, the Grand Piano. ”

It seems like a very good house, not a mediocre one. I understood the behavior of my friend's mother even more. If you have room at home, you will have access to a variety of other things besides studying. Learning can never escape the equation of time and money. The floor sees a friend smiling beautifully. If you lived with a piano in your childhood because of your parents' rice paddy talents, it's natural to worry about your brother.

“You have a good brother. ”

“Huh?"

“Soliloquy. So the conclusion is you want to help your brother avoid trains like yours? ”

“I want to make my mom think more about it if possible. Now, he's excited and he's working hard, but if he doesn't fit in, he's gonna want to quit. Then it's too late. She's probably gonna turn her back while we do more. He's a tough guy, but he's patient. I once fell off a slide halfway around the world and didn't cry. I came home and washed myself with tap water. I'm worried about you when you cry. She's like that, so I think I'll hold on to her if I don't want to do it later. I don't want to see that. ”

“If that's the case, you should talk to your mother first. I heard from a friend that it's not like celebrities to prepare from childhood, so I don't bloom early like this. ”

“Do you want me to worry about that? I think I'll take my brother to school tomorrow. ”

“Leave it alone for now. Maybe he's really talented. You said you recognized the institute, right? Then convince him to go to Gangnam Film School first. There's no such thing as a teaching institute for professional actors. ”

“Film school? Is this a good place?"

“It's nice, but it's not for everyone. Take the test to enroll in the academy. There's not a lot of people coming to take that test. ”

“Do you have a test to enroll in the academy? ”

“I'm going to get it for my school career. If you go there, you'll see pictures of active actors all over the place. If you go there and show them, they'll give you a rough quote. Maybe you can't get through it all at once. Most people come up with skills. ”

“If you don't succeed, it doesn't matter whether you're talented or not. ”

“You have to try to slip. Only those who depend on them can gain their talents after hearing they have no talent. Talent doesn't come from being told to come out like a cash machine. In the end, you have to clean it with effort. And then you see it at some point. Oh, this is the limit of my talent. That's the only way to determine if I'm talented or not. The important thing is that this process has to be done of its own free will, and it's no use trying to push back. Peace gratitude is enough if you don't like it.If you're talented but don't want to use it, you're just as good as me. ”

A friend who was listening quietly nodded.

“What was frustrating to hear you say just flew away. You're right. Talent doesn't matter. It matters if you really want to. I would have taken the piano a little more seriously if she hadn't been so petulant. ”

A friend looks down at his hand. It seemed to remind me of something a long time ago.

“There's the floor. ”

“Huh?"

“Can I ask you again next time? ”

I asked him carefully, "How many floors are there?" Flooring asked a friend to give me his cell phone.

You don't know my number, do you? ”

“Uh, uh. ”

“I'll take it for you, so if you need anything later, text me or call me. I may not be the best person to tell, but I'll tell you what I do know. ”

“Really? Thank you so much. ”

“Buy yourself a meal later if you're grateful. Meat."

“Okay, I'll buy it for you. ”

A friend touched his cell phone with a single smile. Soon a text message came from the floor's phone. It was a letter that said, "Thank you."

“Good talk. It's hard to talk to her, actually. ”

“To me? Why? ”

“Well, you look a little cold. And I was wondering if I could ask you this. I'm an actor.”

“I care about everything. in the same class.”

Pic smiled and looked at the clock. We have about 10 minutes until class starts.

“I'm going to sleep. Wake me up when you get back. ”

“Sleep tight, sleep tight. I'll wake you up right away. ”

A friend said in a panic. I fell on my desk and closed my eyes. As my mind became dazed, my gaze became brighter and darker, a completely different landscape opened up. It was now a stage of familiar mind. And the owner of that stage is also sitting in a chair today.

“You can just come in these days. ”

Is it because the door was locked a little bit?

“His door's scrunched. ”

The floor sees a man in a mask. During the summer break, I was able to have a natural conversation with this man. I could move my mind to this space if I wanted to. Stages in the dark often visited this place because they were very relaxing.

- I talk to my friends about things. I talk to them about things. Plus, she told me to call her number. You're very social and sociable.

“This is what normal people do. ”

Some people I knew up until a few years ago were the price of separating relationships. I wasn't such an easy person to interfere with other people's work.

“I hear that sound again. It's because when I was just reincarnated, I couldn't discern much, and I was terrified. It's a little hard to think right now. What were you so afraid of that you only sought a safe path instead of challenging it? If you don't fail at this age, when will you fail? ”

- So you're just gonna challenge anything?

“No. Not again. Maybe we should go after Celia. I just thought I'd take a little more care of myself. They're good people. ”

- Aren't people basically evil?

“It may be evil, but isn't it generally good? At least that's what I've been through. in my past life.”

It's a mysterious word. I asked you the same thing, but you said you died in the line of duty?

“Yes. It was time to work hard. It's time to run for a promotion with my comrades. There's a silly kid downstairs, and he's given her a bad memory. You made me see a dead body. ”

- You said the new guy was the son of the boss of the bullying company?

“I did. It was a glorious parachute. ”

- It's a little ridiculous to think about something like this after you're dead, but it would have been a real pain in the ass if he'd done it backwards. because one side was holding on to a hard rope.

“He was my second in command. There was a bit of a rough patch, but he wasn't a traitor. ”

- I don't know, some kind of embezzlement.

“Why are you saying such bad things? Any bad memories? ”

- No, it's nothing.

“People are so fresh. ”

- I'm a little fresh.

You look at him smiling with a creak.

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It's been a long time since I've written at dawn.

It's raining outside.

The smell of burning asphalt cools down, and it somehow calms my mind. even though it doesn't smell very good.

And on a rainy day, this one can't fall.

Track, track, track 60 minutes.

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1: 28 a.m. I wonder if anybody's reading it. Ah-ha-ha!

Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. Thanks to you, I rent a room.

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