Life, Once Again!

- Tell me about Mr. Hangul the next time. It's my only joy to hear it.

“So is your life. We have to keep spending it in places like this. But don't you want to teach me who it really is? I'd appreciate it if you'd tell me your name. ”

- Just know you're a pretty good actor for your future endeavors.

“You naughty man. I wish I could tell you. You're in my shoes. If someone comes to your house one day and asks you to move in with them, isn't it the right of the owner to know about them? At least find out if it's a robber or not, and get some sleep. ”

- I don't have a knife. I don't have the will to steal it. We can't do anything because we can't get out of here in the first place. And I told you that the other day. It's a secret I can't tell you. Please understand.

“If you can talk to me later, tell me something cool. If you have a vendetta against me, it'll make you understand. ”

- It's not like that. Don't worry. He was a pretty good guy after all. You keep the law, you keep the rules.

He was a masked man who was extremely reluctant to talk about himself. Do you think he'll die if I tell him? Is it more accurate to disappear than to die without a body? The floor carefully examines the man and relaxes his eyes.

“I don't think you're lying, so you'll have to pass. ”

- I appreciate it every time.

“I was just wondering, can I help you with something like a holy fire? If you go to a church, a church, or a temple, you get a rest. ”

- I don't think that's gonna solve it. Tell me more about it. When you wake up, you'll have to be alone again for a while.

“I am secretly very lonely. ”

- Anyone left alone in a place like this will miss their body temperature.

Piero's tears are smeared on the mask of the masked man. He was a joyful man who said loneliness but did not lose his sense of humor. The floor has been talking to this mysterious man for a long time. A week before I started school, I spent time talking to men every night. The topic of conversation was varied, but it was mainly about acting. Taking a drama or movie to study, discussing it with a man and broadening his vision helped the floor quite a bit. When the floor thought about it, it was likely that the man was a foreign actor who still stood out. Although he was later exposed to the tragic death of his wife and daughter in a car accident, the man enjoyed this moment without being grieved. Seeing that he knew he was dying and did not warn himself who was alive at this time, he was certain that someone who had surpassed the human will would constrain the man's behavior.

“Don't you want to live? Give me a hint and I'll find out, and I'll warn you, if you were in your 30s by 2020, you'd be a night like me now. If I go to him and tell him that half of your soul is in me, he'll be treated like a madman, but wouldn't he be careful about getting into a car with that? Or will you tell me that you will die in the year 2020, and if you tell me the location of the convenience store where the accident occurred, you will avoid it even if you are unconscious? ”

- Thank you for caring so much. But I can't. All I can do is watch. It doesn't matter if it's my death or someone else's.

“He's such a tightwad. The god who keeps your mouth shut. ”

- Yeah, I know.

The floor leans against the chair. It was a hard wooden chair, but the man flicked his finger and switched to a soft couch. I opened my mouth feeling cozy and wrapped around my whole body.

“Where was I yesterday? ”

- Until after graduation.

“But this doesn't fit Sujita San. You're in no position to say a word about yourself, and I'm drinking. Pay for my story later. ”

- Yeah, I'll help as much as I can.

“I feel like I'm being cheated by a con man. ”

The man makes his head stiff. I was wearing a mask, but I could see his face. Trickster. That doesn't sound right. He seemed to be making that face.

“Let's see, Road Manager. It was a tough time, 'cause I felt like I was driving all my life. And mentally, he was on the cliff. I told you, it was the road manager who introduced you after losing the line of work. You know, when people keep trying to fail, their pride goes away and their pride goes to the ground. When I graduated from university, it was hard being a young man unemployed on the news, but everyone around me got a job. I thought I'd join the ranks. Later, I had a beer with my hypercomrades, and I was scared, but when I tried to get a job, it was no big deal. I thought it would be harder for me to say after the job. But the reality of life is that you can't cross the line of work. I get irritated when I text the guys I work with asking me to meet. How many times I wrote my cover letter, how many times I sent my resume, how many interviews I did. If I had interviewed as a student instead of graduating, I would have been saved. ”

The floor sighs and sighs in remembrance of that moment. It's still a frustrating memory. An unusual person's emotional burden is no different from making acrobatics at the tip of a cliff.

“What's there to hide? I said right away. All I needed was stamina, driving skills, and a 90-degree folded waist. Actually, I was a little excited when I said road manager. I thought it was an opportunity to see celebrities in front of me. But it's not just anyone who rides celebrities around. I'll leave the work to the newcomer who just walked in. Most of all, there was no celebrity in the company that I worked for. That was when Mayor Idol ran so fiercely. Right now, the men's side is TTO, the women's side is more clutchy, but when I was in my late 20s, I was in a commotion. The good kids made idols as if they wanted to be the successor in a situation like Japan or China. Those were the same kids in the bongo I was driving. Climb into a narrow bongo and be called to some unfamous festival. I drove them day and night. ”

- You must have traveled all over the country.

“I've never been to the North Korean Arms. Sleeping in the car, waiting for the kids, driving them to the next event. I repeat that, and if I come back to work and I catch my eye in one of those messy rooms in the office, the alarm goes off. Then we're out again. I picked up the other kids. The company raised an idol with an octopus. When I think about it now, there were a lot of scared kids. I signed up and practiced without looking into the company situation. It was a saturated world of Idols, but the formula for getting up there is unchanging. ”

- People are easier to do when they're mortgaged.

“Just like that. I worked there for a while, and then I moved to another place. The team leader who used to work there went out and set up an agency, but he said he'd give me a raise if I came over there. I thought working with him wouldn't be so bad since he was such a good caregiver. He started management by signing with actors with their faces. I kept working on it. Take the actor to the set and drive on schedule. I'm more relaxed than I was when I was a kid. I saw a lot of actors on TV. I was pretty free when I got to the set, unless I was a hardcore actor. There were no big constraints except to be around the scene. Of course, it depends on the scene, but if you had a grumpy director, you'd have to wait by the staff at all times. If he didn't have enough hands, he would call his managers and let them do their job. ”

- Supporting others isn't easy.

“By the way, you were a great actor. How'd it go with the manager?”

- I had a five-year guard with me, and I sent her on her honeymoon. He was a great guy who could work without complaining and still paint his future.

“He was a good man. I was going to show off my newest cell phone on my birthday, but a honeymoon is nothing compared to that. ”

- I told you, I was a pretty good actor.

“Of course. I was so busy that one day I suddenly thought, How long can I keep doing this? I wasn't confident in making connections because I was as social as the team leader, so just because I was a road manager didn't mean I could see the future. About that time, I was ready to join again. I wanted to work at my desk. ”

The masked man nods his head and asks a question.

- Have you ever seen a woman impress you as a road manager?

“Women? Actors? Don't say a word. I realized that the first thing I learned at work was that I was a person living in a different world that I learned from. I get excited when I see pretty people. She's pretty, but that's it. I didn't feel bad because I didn't have anything to do with it anyway. It was like looking at a doll. ”

- Even if she wasn't a famous actress, she'd be in love with someone.

“You know, I like to talk about women in secret. Seeing you ask me if you've ever liked a girl the other day, I think you want to talk dirty. ”

- I like dirty, but I want to hear pure love stories.

“Pure love. Let's see, I think there was a woman who was very attractive. ”

- When was that?

“When you drove out at dawn for pancakes? I picked a strange woman up next to me. ”

- What kind of woman was she?

“I don't know.”

The floor focused on the mind, but I remembered the temperature, the landscape and the sound that day, but the appearance of the woman sitting next to me remained in the fog. As you may know, the floor that was tapping the boundary of memory shrugs and folds its thoughts.

“I can't remember. I think something happened when I saw my heart go crazy. Well, that doesn't really mean it doesn't come to mind right away. ”

- Maybe we should concentrate a little more. She could be beautiful.

“That's it. I can feel it. Memories like this last forever in obscurity. You shouldn't try to remember. It's like the lottery number I saw in my dream. At the time, it was clear, but when you wake up, it just kind of blows away. ”

That's what a man sounds like when he leaves. "

“That's a shame. Is it because you haven't heard of beauty? ”

- Yeah, that's too bad.

“To tell you the truth, it's an old man's life, so it's not much of a romance story. So don't count on it. ”

At that moment, I feel a hand wiggling on my shoulder. The floor glances at the man and takes a big breath. My eyes opened as my body's senses rose. I saw the teacher come in through the door.

“I understand you're sleepy for the fifth period, but let's not sleep from the beginning. All right, open your books. ”

The teacher said.

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After the crease leaves, the man slowly takes off his mask. I sat on the couch in front of him and sighed. Now it was darkness and silence that became as familiar as my body. When the spirit of the floor rises to the surface, it becomes a world cut off from the rest of the world.

“Thirty-three.”

One memory has now turned to death at thirty-three.

Thirty-three. When I joined the company and did my job well and was ahead of my promotion in recognition of my achievements. Age before the inequality of the world, before the inequality of the bloodline. I returned to the crevice of the time when I trusted my colleague, was enthusiastic about the challenge, and took a vigorous step forward. Though there were vaguely forty-five cautions and disbelief in people, the balance was tilted toward a glowing floor with fresh youth.

The man slowly closes his eyes. This one was definitely different from the previous one. Being able to talk to myself, too, was a profound change in memory. Even though they had forgotten that they were reincarnated over time, their time of death was unchanged.

I could hear the center of the wheel twisting somewhere. Whether this was a positive sign or a rapid ripple, the man could not tell.

One thing is clear.

It is definitely different from before.

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Starting tomorrow, it's 29 degrees again.

It's September!

yuurrrgh

Oh, I see.

And Galaxy Note 7 is going off like some kind of bomb.

If you're buying around here, tell them to be careful.

Apparently, they smoke and burn when they're not charging.

It's a flagship model, and I'm looking at it proudly, and I don't know how the world works.

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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