Life, Once Again!

Fall grabbed hold of the hem of the dress. I couldn't believe the price of a celestial yellow dress was 700,000 won. I think I can buy materials for ₩ 30,000 from the shopping mall in front of my house.

“Get your models ready. ”

When I first came to the studio, the woman clapped and said,

“I think I'll suffocate if I keep wearing this. ”

Ji-Won wrinkles. He's wearing a gray checkshirt with an army breech. The dark red bow tie around your neck twitches. Every time I do that, the coordinator next to me politely tilted, "Don't touch it."

“It looks good on you. ”

“Don't smile. ”

Autumn has a blunt face. For Ji-Won, who usually wears a similar tone of roundty, only sneakers, he will be nothing more than a stretchy piece of cloth and a leather shoe.

“Let's start with Hee-won. ”

The photographer told me to stand in the center of the set. There are two old bookshelves and three chairs with no backrest. One of them is lying on the floor.

“You said it was your first time with a model. First of all, stand up naturally. Face as much as possible. But don't give your eyes too much strength or too much strength. ”

Ji-Won stood up. Autumn smiles slightly, but the photographer doesn't say much.

“Can I just spread my right leg a little bit while I'm at it? Yeah, it's good. ”

Heewon moved as the photographer instructed. If you ask me to reach out my arm, I reach out my arm, and if I say twist my head, I twist. Jiwon's body, which was unnatural, was suddenly melting into the set.

“Hee-won. Would you like to sit in the chair? ”

Like a model student taking a picture of her graduation, she held her hands together and put them on her thighs. Her knees were flat and her waist was straight. Autumn folds its arms. When I saw the bookshelf in the background, I felt like a smart kid was sitting in my father's library. I keep smiling when I think of my usual look, even though I fit in.

“Let's take a pose, shall we? You can do whatever you want. If it's hard, try using your arm first. Then the leg, then the face. You don't have to do it in a complex way. We just need to take it slowly. ”

The magazine shooting area, which thought it would be full of solemn atmosphere and heavy shutter sounds, was filled with light jokes and laughter. The photographer in the mid-30s spoke softly and wittingly enough to advance his career with a dictionary MC, and Heewon gradually changed his expression and posture. The lame pose became more and more plausible. The hand next to the crotch calmly pointed or carried to the body, while the gaze of only Rand was free to fly through the studio.

“Fine. You can be brave. You can laugh. I like the look of crying. ”

"Can I take this bow tie off?"

"Does it look good on you? Does it feel frustrating?"

"Yes, I want to throw it away."

"Well, that's good, too. Wait a minute."

The photographer grabbed the camera and approached Jiwon. Kneel down and grab the wishes from the side.

"Can you throw a bow tie on the floor once in a while? I'll give you a signal."

"Can I really throw it?"

"Yes, with all my might!"

When the photographer said three, two, and one, Jiwon grabbed the end of the bow tie and let go of the floor. It was a smile of relief.

"It's nice, but Cody took care of it, so if you take it off, the whole vibe fades. Min-jung, do it again."

Cody, who was waiting on one side, ran into a burinake and wrapped a bow tie that fell to the ground around his neck. Heewon shrugged his shoulders as if he didn't like the collar.

"I'm exhausted."

"I like the look of exhaustion."

No matter what Hee Won does, the photographer does not make a bad sound. The camera motor moves without rest and the shutter sounds fill the room.

“Let's make a straight face. ”

The photographer who exchanged stories with the dog looked at the monitor for a while and ordered a new one. As soon as Jiwon took an oath, he looked at me. It was a sleepy look that made me yawn small.

“Feels good. Let's just lean against the wall, like we're tired and resting. ”

The shooting was accelerated. The shutter sounds faster. It looked clear to me that I was putting it on speaker. Heewon made slight changes to his body in response to the shutter to make sure he had a clear fit. Whenever his arms flutter, the photographer exhilarates.

“That's enough. Would you like to come this way?" ”

The circle moves to the monitor. Fall also stood by. The photographer dragged a few files with his mouse to organize them, then pressed the keyboard to show the photos sequentially.

“The first shot was blurry vision, inconsistent orientation of the body, but you can see it changing slightly as you take the picture, right? ”

Autumn looked at the picture in admiration. The more I went back, the more photos were lined up with atmosphere to make Lee Hee Won feel right. When the photographer touched the keyboard a few times, the color of the photo changed to a monotone, and it matched with the gaze of a lazy Jiwon, giving it a dreamy feeling.

“What do you think? Do you like the picture? ”

“I don't know. ”

“Pick one, though. It's also important to decide what your taste is and what's better. There will be more work to do with others in the future, but the more professional, the less vague the answer is. For the writer, for the model. ”

“Then I like this and I like this. I'm happy just looking at it. ”

Ji-Won picked two pictures. It was a picture of me closing my eyes as if I was dozing off and pulling my chin with my arms tucked against the wall.

“Why do you like these two? ”

“I feel like I'm sleeping. ”

The photographer smiles deeply. Moving a few pictures to a folder, including the photo chosen by Jiwon.

Autumn is starting to get tense. While watching Hee-won filming next to him, I didn't know if I was going to have time to enjoy watching, but as soon as I realized that it was his turn, I thought I could do well. Moreover, unexpectedly, she ended the film with her own personality. The burden of being good comes to me sadly.

“Mr. Autumn, shall we begin? ”

The photographer smiled and said. Autumn nods and stands at the center of the set. In the huge light on the side, there was a scarf like a black cloth, and the heat that was emitting the light was unusual. It could have been used as a heater. It even looked great when Tae Yeon was weak. It was different from the lighting I saw when I helped perform on the floor.

“You must have a fever. Don't be conscious. It's hot, and you might get really sweaty thinking about it. ”

“Yes.”

“Mr. Autumn. ”

“Yes?”

“What did you have for lunch today? ”

“Lunch? Four kimbap. ”

“Man, you must be hungry. Don't you want to eat something? ”

“There's so much I want to eat. ”

"For example?"

"Fried! If it's fried, everything's fine."

"Fried, I like it too. Especially when you're eating at night."

"It's delicious, it really is."

“It's not uncommon to be an actor, right? Sometimes you have to starve, and you have to ignore what's good in front of you. Sometimes you have to smile even when it's hard. ”

“There's such a thing, but it's okay because it's fun to play. ”

"Autumn is an adult. I still can't get out of that temptation."

The photographer spoke in a quiet voice without holding the camera. I have asked a variety of questions such as what I like, whether I like animals, whether I can see dogs, etc. While answering the question, Autumn felt familiar with the heat, the air, and the gaze of the people in the studio. At that moment, the photographer lifted the camera. I was slightly surprised. It was as if I was ready now, "he said.

“I don't care where I look. But it's too hard to see air without it, isn't it? You see that poster behind me? Let's look at that, shall we? ”

Autumn saw the poster on the wall as the photographer said. On the rough textured poster expressed in gray and white, an old man with cloudy eyes looked straight ahead. Autumn felt frightened. The old man in the flat would appear at once.

“I like that feeling, too. Beautiful outfits and unconventional outfits. But I have a very stiff look on my face. ”

“Oh, I'm sorry. Focusing on the poster in the back, I didn't even know it. ”

“Is that so?"

The photographer looks back and smiles beautifully.

“Obviously, that poster is a little heavy to keep staring at. It was self-indulgent, but I was really happy after that poster. It gives me a creepy vibe when I see it. ”

“Yes, it really is. ”

“Do you recognize him? ”

Autumn narrows its eyes. I was overwhelmed by the glare and couldn't help but look at the overall look on his face. As soon as I saw the old man relaxed, I shouted, "Ah, autumn."

“Isn't this Teacher Yoon Mun-joon? ”

“Yes, it is. Do you know if this is a twilight attack? ”

“Yes, I know. ”

Autumn responded boldly. I don't know how. It's the first movie on the floor.

“It's one of those posters. But it wasn't actually used. He said his eyes were too strong. Actually, I was a little unfair. This is a good picture. Mr. Autumn, how are you? Do you like that picture? ”

“Yes.”

I answered without hesitation. It was scary, but I could see it was a really good photo, separate from him. I can't help but dislike a picture of emotion that I don't even know myself about.

“You can't capture that impression just because the camera is good and the program is good. Honestly, even with a disposable film camera, that photo of yours will always feel like that. because that's the subject's natural atmosphere and power. Of course, Autumn can take pictures of that feeling. ”

“Me?”

“Everyone has a unique atmosphere. And of course, if you add the years to it, it gets richer and deeper, but there's definitely a feature that you can only express at this moment. Mr. Autumn, would you like to have a smile? ”

Autumn smiled hesitantly. It was a smile that I had made many times during the acting, but it was very strange to keep a static smile.

“Mr. Autumn, don't you feel a little awkward smiling? ”

“Yes.”

“It's the first time, but it could be because it only moves muscles. You don't just move your face separately from your emotions when you're acting, do you? The same is true of photographs: they're more static and instantaneous than images, but they're definitely emotional in between. I want to see Autumn's innocent smile. What could you think of that would make you smile? Family? Friends? Or a boyfriend?”

Autumn looked at some images that wrapped around her head for a moment and smiled. The photographer started pressing the shutter.

“It's okay, but you look a little nervous. ”

“Is that so?"

Autumn seemed to have caught my mind. A moment ago, I thought of the face of the floor. I want to be with him and be comfortable, but I keep comparing my shortcomings to his position and decided to stay away for a while. I know you like him, but if you still think of him, you don't even know him. Am I good enough to be on the same stage as the floor?

“How about something else? I want to see that smile. ”

It's a smile that I put down. At that moment, you see a great yawn, like a frog, sitting behind the light. If you put a blanket on me, I think I'll just lie down and sleep. Seeing that natural virtue made me feel like a fool for worrying about myself. At that moment, I felt lost.

“Yeah, that's a good laugh. Do you want to keep that feeling in your heart and hold your left arm a little bit this time? ”

The photographer said, "Autumn has made a remembered smile."

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I've changed the placement of this fluorescent lamp a little, but your eyes seem to be feeling a little more comfortable.

Good job changing that.

Hehe...

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