Life, Once Again!

“Take a look. At first it's embarrassing, sometimes it's disgusting to see a picture of itself, but it's always in a place where learning is taken. I don't think it's a big deal how you picture yourself living and which direction you're going, but you have to know this. ”

The photographer showed a slightly calibrated photo. Like the photographer said, seeing yourself smiling on the screen was strange and fiery. The autumn glanced at the screen, resisting the feeling of tickling. I gradually felt ashamed and began to notice the look on my face or picture. I saw the whole thing, and I found something I was sorry about.

“Experienced actors play with the atmosphere like professional models. I know what you look like on camera. The more you stand in front of the camera, the higher the snow slides will be. ”

“Can we take a picture like that later? ”

Autumn looked at the action poster of dusk and asked.

“As I said before, when you realize what your charm is and how to release it, it's quite possible. Of course it won't be easy. because if it were easy, there would be no reason for professional models or photographers or actors or jobs to exist. ”

Autumn hears the story and nods.

“Let's finish picking photos, shall we? You choose what you like and what you don't want to use. I don't know if I heard you talking to Hee-won earlier, but the ambiguous answer is not right in this situation. Rather, it's clearly favorable and good. because a clear line of sight really reveals the contours of the work. whether it's good or bad. ”

The photographer handed over the photo. Autumn screened photos based on what the photographer said. I didn't like it, but there were a few photos that I disliked.

“Then let's work on this. Mr. Choi, it's done. ”

While the photographer was talking to the lookout, Autumn looked at his picture on two monitor screens.

“Hey, Writer. Can I take this picture with my phone? ”

“You're not going to use it commercially? ”

The photographer smiled and asked. Autumn said yes.

“Take as many as you want. Hee-won also has a folder next to it, so you can import it. ”

“I'm fine. ”

Ji-Won was a nuisance to all. Autumn took yellow highlighted photographs and two photos sitting sideways looking away on a mobile phone. It was not clear that the screen was re-captured on the monitor, but it was enough to know that the model was you.

The first model, which is inserted on the concept page of a fashion magazine, does not include interviews or actor information, but it is encouraging that the magazine still has a face. I feel that I am moving forward slowly but diligently. And the expectation that one day we might get what we want.

- But it's not enough.

The rabbit in my heart said.

- You're gonna have to make up your mind. You know, it's important to act after you've made up your mind. If you call the floor because you're lonely because it's a bit difficult, it's just a step in the right direction.

I know, I replied in the fall. It was still a long way to face the floor that won a drama.

- It's hard right now, you might miss it. But it's gonna be more painful than it used to be when we meet in such a clumsy state. You have a dream. I want to be on the same stage as the floor. That's what I'm holding on to. Now it may be shiny, but over time, when you grow up, you'll be able to show the floor you're not ashamed of. It's a wonderful relationship, recognizing each other. Equal eye height, no difference in love. That's what you want, isn't it?

Equal relationships, the buzzing of the words filled my body. It can be hard now, like she said. If you overcome the greed of wanting to see and practice your skills at that time, you will meet the floor with an enhanced look and a relaxed mind. At that time, pride will also be revived.

- You have to be perfect first for things to go smoothly. Not enough for him.

Autumn listens to her. She who was living in her mind sometimes offended with sharp words, but as she took a step back, she could see that all of them were strict advice.

Why are you thinking of me like that? Fall asked her a question.

- I've said it a few times, but I'll say it again. I want you to be happier than anyone else in the world. Autumn, you're an adult. He's not a child. Grown-ups should be able to see the far future. To suppress your current needs and receive future results instead, that's adulthood. You're an adult, aren't you?

The fall gives a small nod. I don't want to be a whimpering kid. I want to be able to be independent for my mother, even for those around me, as soon as possible. At that time, everyone will be able to take the fall without running away.

- Yeah, it's good to be perfect. Starting without warning and going without a move is for punks to do it. You're an adult in the fall, right? Grown-ups should be planning. You're doing great. He's a rational adult who bends useless urges and impulsive feelings and focuses on what needs to be focused. Don't ever shake it. Just keep looking ahead for now. Deliver results and increase performance. Do you know if the floor will like you better? I'm going to be a competent person and start a perfect love. A love that is pure, not such nonsense love. I don't think it's polite to meet people when you're less prepared and like them. Don't you?

Autumn looked at her reflection on the monitor. It's time to focus on this life. The autumn snow tightened its eyes, drawing an ideal environment that starts with everything perfected.

- Yeah, I'm trying. Forget the flooring for a while.

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Radio said 7: 00 P.M. I realized that the floor in the slow moving car was almost at the destination.

“Bro, I'll walk from here. It's gonna be hard to get in there. ”

“I'll take you. It's so soon.”

“If you want to pull it out later, you're in trouble. Weekends are crowded and the side streets are packed with wagons. It's better to walk from here. ”

“Really?"

The sick man nods and stops. The floor opens and lowers the car door.

“I'll take the car and go to the field. You go first. ”

“You're coming?”

“I have to go. The actor is going to play and the manager can't leave. ”

“Go inside and get some rest. If you stop the car, you can take a taxi. ”

“I told you. From now on, it's a physical battle. Take it easy in the car. And I'm a little disappointed if you don't stop me from doing my job. Are you trying to make me white? ”

He laughs and reverses the car. The floor takes the bag and goes into the left alley. As India grew farther and farther away from the noisy lights, the closed alleyways showed. I followed a prominent streetlight. It was still smelling of stink and sewers.

It's time to tread on the shredded asphalt. You hear a rumbling sound. A dark alley and a bright light contrasting it illuminate the paved wagon in front of the Old Chamber.

“You're the youngest! Get Gemball and Tungsten. Yeah, yeah, four in a row. Director, I'm gonna need to reposition the bulb in the wagon. It's shaded on the actor's face. ”

“Yes, go ahead. ”

The scene was busy with staff moving around the packing wagon. When I visited before, it was a quiet island wagon in the city, but now it was as crowded and noisy as it is thriving.

“Hello."

The floor greeted the natural PD who was watching the lighting supervision.

“You're here early. Did I misread the schedule? ”

“The shoot over there was quick. Nothing to do in the middle. ”

The floor looked at the packaged wagon. It looked a little different than before. The orange shield, the symbol of the wagon that had been stretched out for a long time, was rolled up and tied in a rope to the horse. A small pouch with six guest chairs, it seemed like it was hard to catch the angle when the screen was lowered. In the rounded back and forth, a light similar to a streetlight was emitted and illuminated around the packing wagon.

“It looks so small from the looks of it. More than ever.”

“You have to be relatively small when people are crowded. I don't care if you shoot it like that, we'll only keep seven Maximums out there. ”

“You took out two chairs, too? ”

“I wanted to emphasize that it was small. ”

Nature approaches the staff clearing out the Packaging Wagon props. Two steamers rising, a fish tank, and a basket with eggs. The interior was intact.

“One drink.”

Natural PD gestured. There was a man holding a photo machine under the streetlight next to the packaged wagon.

“My Stillwright. And this is our drama host. ”

There was a brief introduction to nature. The floor immediately greeted.

“Hello, I'm Hangul. ”

“Yes, nice to meet you. It's Kim Joon.”

Flooring shook hands lightly with the photographer.

“Can you take a picture of him? I'm putting it on makeup, but it's my first solo shot in celebration. ”

The photographer smiles and nods.

“Should I get a pose or something? ”

I had never experienced a still shot, so I looked at the camera lens and asked.

“Just act natural. because it's not fun to be overly authoritative. ”

The floor nods. The photographer did not press the shutter immediately. The camera that was concerned was pushed out of interest after a few minutes. The floor recited the lines while looking inside the packing wagon with a script. About 30 minutes until the promised time.

Then I heard the photographer calling. The head turns to the left. I saw a photographer checking the camera liquid crystal.

“Well done. ”

The floor walked next to the photographer's gesture of approaching. He showed me the back of the camera. He looks as if he's muttering with a script.

“I'll do it often. I like this cold image. Of course, that doesn't mean the impression is faint. ”

“It's okay. I've heard a lot about dirty eyes. ”

The photographer stares blankly and smiles.

"Which one do you like best?"

I was a photographer who showed several photos by pressing the button. I took almost 30 photos in that short time. The sphere, the color, the intensity of the light were all different pictures. While looking at the picture, the floor selected a picture with a dark facial shadow in the streetlight light.

"I like this one."

"Is that so?"

"Yes, I don't know much about photographs, but I think it fits the street a little well."

"How about this?"

The photographer showed me another picture. Even though it looked good, the floor liked the choice.

"I like the old photos."

"Haha, I get it. I like people who insist as much as Mr. Floor. I don't like ambiguity."

The photographer starts walking around with the camera. The floor watched for a while, then took a look at the script.

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It's going to rain a lot.

He's been here all day.

And the wind's getting cold.

It's going to be winter soon.

[nonsense response]

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Referrals, always appreciated.

Coupon, thank you. I write thanks to you.

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