Life, Once Again!

“Fuck you," he said. ”

Taeho Park pointed to Ahn Ju-hyun who was standing on the stage with his chin. I guessed it from the moment I got up on stage, but I didn't expect to brag about it from the beginning. If the Mayor of Seoul had left the theater, blood would have spilled upside down.

“Joo-hyun is in town, not a day or two. ”

Lee Jun-min next to me said. He was smiling joyfully as if he were watching a play.

“This is what you brought me here for? ”

“I was going to set the mood, but I didn't want it to be like this. This is exciting.”

“Honestly, I'm a little scared when I'm working with him. I think I'll play a game with the director every time. ”

“Don't worry, he's not barking for no reason. ”

“But once you're out of your mind, you're doing more than you can imagine. I can still see it. I can hear the people involved in the venue howling around here. Journalists are excited and taking pictures. ”

Joon put his phone to his ear. After a short call, Senior Director Kang, Joon-min's right arm, entered the theater. Head of the river immediately walked out of the theater with the reporters taking pictures. Taeho was able to predict what was going on outside.

“Brother, you've been bored lately. Chasing these kids to an event. Is it the floor?”

“Fish get caught by sticking sticks in here and there. Now, when you push as hard as you need to start, you push as hard as you need to. ”

“Isn't that a little convenient? ”

“What's wrong with favoritism? The one who can't give me one more loaf of bread. I'll take care of the ones who are left behind in a world where we can feed the good ones. ”

“I feel like I'm overinvesting. If you expect too much from someone who's just starting out, you'll be disappointed. Being an actor doesn't mean you have to push it. ”

Making a debut is easy when you have enemies in a large planning company. It's easy to show your face with a paddle. You can start in a definitely better environment than a newcomer with an anonymous affiliation, but the bottom of the entertainment industry is unknown.

“Did I ever slip? ”

Jun-min looked ahead and said. There was a floor where the gaze was directed. Taeho shakes his head, smiling lightly. If someone else had said the same thing, they would have cried out arrogance, but I had no choice but to convince Jun-min. Jun-min chose and grew a star by looking at the end of the road, the goal point, rather than the limit. It would be meaningless to him that there is no history of failure.

“And I'm the last sailor on my ship. ”

“You're quitting this job? ”

“It's too early to quit at fifty. However, I don't intend to choose a new actor anymore. Only the kids down there are good enough to make a star that catches my eye. ”

“Are you the star that caught your eye? I think there's only one person like that in my memory. Besides, I can't see him anymore. ”

Joon-min shrugs.

“Taeho.”

“Yes, sir. ”

“Do you remember what I said when I first saw you at the theater at college? ”

Remember, Taeho answered without hesitation. I met Jun-min while I was walking around the university to sell tickets to the theater he was in. The words left by a man in a shabby suit in his late thirties were absurd at the time. It's an award that will soon bloom and succeed. That's what the Bishop of the Apocalypse said.

“I thought it was just a pep talk, and then it worked out just like a lie. It was a long time ago, and it doesn't matter now, but why did you say it then? I've never seen that before. ”

“I don't know. ”

“Yes?”

“I don't know. Why did you say that? ”

I thought it was a joke, but Jun-min's expression was quite serious.

“Is something wrong? ”

“I decided I wasn't going to raise a rookie anymore because I wanted to focus on the kids downstairs, but the bigger reason is because my eyes can't do their job anymore. ”

“Is there a problem with your eyesight? So I told you to reduce the alcohol and cigarettes a few times.... ”

“Your body is healthy. ”

“So what's the problem? ”

Joon-min stroked his chin.

“So far, I've met a lot of people and raised them to be talented. But a few days ago, I had this feeling. What the hell did I believe and make their debut? ”

“Then you saw something that was invisible to others because your eyes were so distinctive. You're the one who confidently told someone like me who made a living a day, that he would succeed. ”

Joon-min pulls his head.

“Yes. I had my own special eye for people, so I would have dragged everyone down to practice. But now that I think about it, I don't even understand why I picked it. I look at my old profile and I try to find reasons to make sense of myself, but I don't feel anything. So I thought, oh, now the human eye is dead. The special eyes I had a long time ago are gone now." ”

“Hey, aren't you in the slump? Take a few days off and take a look at the trainees. Who knows if I'll ever see her again? ”

“I tried. I tried, but I can't feel anything. All I can do is pick a kid based on the data I've accumulated in the past. But it's a very simple thing that every planner does these days. I feel distant from what I've done before. ”

“Well, it seemed like he was really choosing people on instinct. You have completely different eyes than I do, watching him pull out the hot stone without even looking at his acting. ”

“But I can't do that anymore. I don't even remember what criteria I had before. During psychiatric treatment, I couldn't tell if a part of my memory had been erased, or if a bunch of twisted brains had returned to normal and had lost their ingenious eyes. You know what's interesting? 17 years ago, I read my journal and the data, and it felt like someone else wrote it. At the time, I couldn't understand what I was thinking, what I was doing with confidence, and nothing I can understand now. ”

He was a junior who ended the story with a cool smile. Taeho smiled bitterly as he watched a man who had been called a legend in the industry, demonstrating the myth of defeat in silence.

“She's the product of my last instinct. I can't hire any more recruits, so I'm going to invest everything in my kids. ”

“Bro, you don't know people. Who knows? Tomorrow the pulse will be alive. ”

“There are some things I've come to realize at this age, and one of them is that I rarely miss a feeling. ”

Joon-min turns away.

“You're leaving?”

“Are you going up there? ”

Taeho sat at the end of the stage and saw Joohyun talking with the students. The protagonist and the audience that took over the stage.

“There's no room. ”

“Right? Let's go out and settle this early tonight. I've worked hard on this, but I can't starve. ”

“Well done. It was great to be able to watch a brilliant movie without a fuss. Obviously, the kids are different these days. I grew up watching quality movies, so it's not a big deal. By the time they grow up and grab the megaphones, the country's movie board will change a lot. ”

“Well, is it? ”

“Why? You don't think so? ”

“I wish I could, but I doubt an actor and a director will ever beat a producer and a distributor. Maybe if it gets worse, it won't get worse. Businessmen don't like the odds. Stable. The kids here are definitely different personalities, but you have to see if it works in the marketplace or if the mayor will accept it. ”

“That's exactly what I'm going to do. If not, someone like you has to push me. ”

Joon Minh pushed the door as he headed towards the entrance without saying anything. So I was making money like a bad joke, a joke but Taeho sounded more trustworthy and trustworthy than any other politician.

“I'd like to take a picture of that goofy romance. ”

“It's hard for me, too. You're either a reliable father or a psychopath. It's far from romance. ”

“That's too much. Brother, please spare my life. ”

Taeho walked next to Joon-min with a small smile.

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“Why did you quit acting in the middle and only take CF's? ”

A girl in angled glasses raised her hand and asked. The floor was hot and he looked at Joohyun. When he was asked, he smiled and replied.

“Do I tell you what really happened, or do I tell you for the broadcast? ”

The girl hesitated for a moment and said, "Did you notice that the smile but the smell is unusual? It's real small."

“Anybody have any dreams of moving forward from here to television or movies? ”

More than twenty people raised their hands when he asked.

“Plenty. Okay, details aren't fun, so in short, there was a demand for hospitality, and I refused. ”

There was silence. Especially the girl who asked me was mute, so I didn't say anything.

“I can't say that everything on TV is true, but it's not all lies. Certain things are going wrong, and some people can't resist temptation. Don't ask me who it is. I'm not asking you that. ”

“Are you sure?”

Another student asked.

“No matter what you do, illegal things will lure you everywhere. As many people eat with their faces in the entertainment industry, there's just a lot going on with their faces. Of course it's not as oppressive as it used to be. Temptation is everywhere. If you don't, the place that threatens you is probably gone now. There's the Internet. But be more discreet. In a sweet way, just once. I'm talking about a lot of dreamy kids over here, so don't fall for that candy bar. Never. Once over, twice over, three over. The will and restraint of a person is not that great. It's important to survive the first time, the first time. ”

“Did you have any difficulty getting back on track? ”

The girl who first asked me again. Asked if the actor was the target or not.

“Look. That was a little scary. But, you know, if you're not bad at it, I'm gonna call you somewhere. That's what the mayor looks like. Don't use her in the company, but use her in other companies. Do you think it's rational time? Money doesn't get in the way of food. But am I being too direct? ”

Joohyun laughed. Students who heard the dark side of the entertainment scene directly from popular actors made a firm expression for a while, but they quickly regained their laughter. It is aimed at, but it is still far from the world and may be less traumatized.

“Do I have to be handsome to be an actor? ”

The male student asked.

“This is also for non-use and broadcasting. ”

“Blasphemy.”

“At least a man can learn. But an actress shouldn't be ugly in this situation. This is true. Do you want me to show you proof that you're telling the truth or lying at once? ”

Joohyun lifted a finger.

“I have seen a typical looking male actor in a Korean movie recently, raise your hand. ”

The majority of students raised their hands.

“On the contrary, I have seen a movie starring an ordinary female actor. Starring, not starring. ”

Not one of them raises a hand. Joohyun shrugged.

“You know what I'm saying? I'm sorry, but I can lift your performance, but your appearance is limited. It's a forgiving atmosphere to confess carefully to plastic surgery these days, but a lot of people still don't like to touch what they're born with. So if you're dreaming of an actress and you want to look average or not, I'm sorry, but it's probably hard right now. I wish there was a time when personalized actresses would be loved, but I don't know about that. I don't know what will happen.”

Joohyun said to bring the microphone close to his mouth.

“But I want to tell you to do it. It may be deceptive and irresponsible, but I don't want to tell you to give up your work because of your looks. Because I saw it a long time ago. A person who looks really ordinary, but dominates everything with just one act. ”

“Who's that? ”

“There was, sister like that. So the reality is hard, but I believe you can do it. That you can only learn from what you eat, which is a terrible thing to say.

I stared at the girl who asked me.

“That's irresponsible, isn't it? ”

The girl shakes her head.

“No, I rather want to try. I can do what I've never done. ”

“I love that mindset. I'll see you at the set. ”

Joohyun raised his thumb and smiled.

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It's too loud to talk about Galaxy.

If you are using it, please treat it with care and exchange it immediately.

Samsung is modern, and it makes me lose my words.

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