Maybe I can't have normal youth

"Ah hey! I'm coming!" Zi Chen and Huang Han met with me every day after school started to chat (crossed out) for self-study.

Haichuan University has a large campus but few students, so there are many places for self-study.Not to mention that the library contains three times the number of seats for students, and different teaching buildings also contain different self-study spaces.Linhe is also equipped with a lot of brown iron chairs and wooden tables, coupled with a British umbrella, holding a cup of freshly ground coffee.You told me directly that I believed it in a certain tourist attraction.

You can even choose to have a picnic (cross out) and chat (cross out) self-study on the big lawn. No one will think you are weird, and there is even a trend recently.

But when Zi Chen made this suggestion, I resolutely rejected it.If I don't say anything else, I will sit on the fresh grass and I will not do it, nor will I be beaten to death.

Yes, I love Xiaocao so much.

That's strange.

Although I usually see the green and thick grass, I want to go up and feel the soft feeling on the soles of my feet, it's really super comfortable!But as an extreme phobia patient, I would never allow myself to have any contact with the grass except for the thick soles.

Who knows if there are any bugs just below when you sit down, and who knows if there will be bugs crawling in the soil below you, will they break out of the soil, and climb up along your pants.

Whoops, my goodness.I can't stand it even thinking about it.

I will never agree to sit on the grass and have a picnic unless I spread a super-thick, super-large and not easily broken tablecloth.

When thinking about high school, our high school has the reputation of "Natural Botanical Garden" because of its remote location.When you open the window in the classroom, unnamed branches that grow too luxuriantly can't wait to come in, poking the top of your head with the branches, and touching your cheeks with the leaves.

If you think that learning in such an extremely natural environment is a wonderful thing, then you are really wrong.

Every time there are all kinds of colorful bugs jumping in with the branches and leaves.Red, green, purple, blue, everything big and small.And it's all varieties that have never been seen before.

This is not the scariest.

Most of these bugs have wings, first jump into your eyes, then take off when you retract your head in horror, and follow your pace to catch up when you step back a few steps.I don't know why, they seem to feed on your fears, and they will accurately pounce on the person who is most afraid of them.

Then there will be an extra scream in the classroom.

Whether it is crisp or thick.

Hey, forget it.Don't think about the sad past.Let's get back to the topic.

For more than a week after school started, I, Huang Han, and Zi Chen tried out the various self-study sites in the school. In the end, we carefully selected this place that they are very satisfied with.

There is a large round table, and an off-white curved sofa with an angle of about 120° covers two thirds of the round table.The back of the sofa is connected to a walnut-colored baffle with the same curvature. The baffle is very high. You must kneel on the sofa to protrude about half of your head.

There are only 6 such round tables in the lobby on this floor, and each sofa faces the wall, which guarantees very good privacy.Compared with the library, here is very free.The library stipulates that some areas cannot speak, and some areas can only whisper.

Hey, how could girls who are in their youth stay silent for so long.And really when we get together for self-study?Obviously the main purpose is to chat (just a handful of melon seeds!) Besides, Zi Chen and I are both carefree and extroverted. After we shared interesting things with each other, the thrilling laughter was almost not driven by the librarian. Get out.

It's great here, in a small semi-enclosed space, laughter does not hinder anyone at all.

"Ah hey! I'm coming!" I jumped on the sofa and immediately sank a lot.This leather sofa really does not tire of sitting.

Huang Han and Zi Chen had already been sitting on the sofa. I don't know when they arrived.Huang Han is still reading, maybe it's the military training book.Zi Chen rested his chin on the table, with his arms straight, lying on the round table bored and playing with his mobile phone.

"Have you decided? Course selection." I took out the selection form from my bag and shook it in my hand.

"Oh, it's so fast." Zi Chen mocked jokingly. "We've already decided on it. We are waiting for you to come."

"Hey, it's not because my experience get out of class is too late!" The first week of Haichuan University is the trial time for all classes. You can listen to any class. In the end, just pick the one you like and hand in the elective class. Table can be.Today is the last day of the audition.

"How was it? What did you choose?"

"Ah, wait," I continued, "I'll take a guess first."

"Wow!" Zi Chen suddenly came to his mind.

"Emm, but the lessons are all mixed, so the difficulty is a bit high."

"Hey, no matter, you said you want to guess! Hurry up!" Zi Chen urged.

"Ah... Okay. First of all, I don't think you would choose dance. After all, you have already danced very well; nor would you choose painting. After all, your paintings are unsightly..."

"Hey, what does it mean to be unsightly!!" Zi Chen retorted, "I am obviously good at drawing! And why can't I sign up for the painting direction if I draw normally?!"

"Because it feels like you have no room for improvement, hahahahahaha."

"Hum hum!"

"Well, I'm joking. But I still exclude painting." I pondered for a while, "but I still know too little about you, and it's harder to guess, but I think I should prefer science."

After all, many things in liberal arts may be less challenging for Zi Chen with a good memory, and she has a very challenging personality.

"That's right." Zi Chen nodded, "Then I will tell you the correct answer! The main direction I am currently determined is...Chemistry!"

Wow, there is still a certain deviation from what I thought.

"It turned out to be chemistry, it's really hard to guess! And why?"

"Ah, if you want to talk about the reason," Zi Chen tilted his head, "maybe because high school is more partial, and then I don't really want to choose the talent as you said. The most important thing is! I this week The experience class that I attended was just an experiment. I thought it was so interesting! It was colorful and amazing!"

—— "Wow, it's really interesting! The colorful flowers are amazing!" ——Remote memory, I don't know who said similar things before, and it seems to be me.

"I always feel that listening to your description, this experiential class is like the kind of coaxing children. First I will give you some sweets, and then wait until the real class begins to show the difficult fangs. By then you will have been trapped. , I can’t escape.” The painful experience of studying hard in high school made me vaccinate Zi Chen first.

"Hmph! I think you just think I can't do it! Hmph! I want to show it to you!" It seems that my advice has turned into a radical approach.

"Yes, yes, you have already filled it out anyway. Did most of you choose the relevant courses in this major?"

"Yeah, I'm really serious! And because high school is in English, I don't have much contact with this kind of science stuff. This week I think it turns out to be so interesting! I feel like I missed a lot."

"When you think it over, I'm sure to believe you, but what does it mean that your high school is in English? It seems that there is no such direction?"

"Oh! That's because I belong to Aton, which is different from ordinary public requirements." Zi Chen explained.

"Ayton...It's the private girl's high school, right!" I remembered, "Wow, that's expensive! I didn't expect you to be a rich lady, no wonder doing housework is so bad."

"Hey~no~" Zi Chen waved his hand, seeming not to like me saying that she was a rich lady.

"Then Huang Han has chosen the direction?" Then I stopped staying on the previous topic, "Oh oh! Come and feel it!"

There was a flash of light in my mind, "I see! It's history and humanities! Right?"

"Oh, that's right. It's not bad, Xiao An, there is a set." Before the quarrel between Zi Chen and I did not interrupt her to continue reading, I really admire this meditative ability.But this direction is quite suitable for her.

"What about you? Have you thought about it?" Huang Han asked me.

"Oh, no, I really don't know..."

For me, it is difficult to have things, things, and people that I particularly love from the heart.Even if I act like I particularly like something, I still don't think it must be indispensable deep in my heart.When I really calm down, even if I seem to like to eat this thing, I can stop immediately if I want to stop. There will be no nostalgia or pity. No matter how good the book looks and the plot is no longer attractive, I can stop it if I don’t read it. Look, I won't be curious about the follow-up at all; if I love this star again, I can completely forget about it in the next second and never watch lace news again.

On the surface, I behaved like a young girl, like this and that.But it seems that there is a switch in my heart. After it is turned off, I think these are really no big deal.

So this is one of the reasons why I am passionate about everything. I am not afraid of trying, not afraid of trial and error, hoping to find something I really love, just like the rare and precious Alice in Wonderland.

But these, there is no need to elaborate.

"Didn't Haichuan University require students to choose a fixed major? That's one of the reasons why I chose it." I shortened the reason, "Because I am interested in everything, I want to learn everything."

"and so?"

"So I won't set the main direction. I will try various courses here. If I can meet someone who I really like, it will not be too late to decide~"

"It's a special feeling, I really have you! I hope I can graduate successfully by then.