Maybe I can't have normal youth

The Sen Mountain said hello to half, and Zhao Bai An has long been tears in an unconsciousness.

Those suffering from the mountains, why don't she know?

Wipe the tears, Zhao Bai An continues to read the back of the back.

- I didn't dare to review the past during this period, and I found that you don't seem to recall the past, everything is going to be good, I have been thinking, this is the opportunity to start again, I have been immersed in this happiness. Among them.

But today, you care, and your heart, let me rush and sad, even in front of you, I feel that I am a clown, ridiculous, and you can't help but yourself.

Tangled for a long time, I finally brought the courage to honest with you, I can't hurt you, in fact, I met a girl with you in the university. But after you find me, I tried to let go, although there is nothing decisive, but later let go.

But I am still wrong, I seem to have caused a lot of misunderstandings. No, you can't say that it is misunderstanding, or it is more embarrassing and sad.

So, I am sincerely apologize to you.

Zhao Bai'an saw this, the hand didn't help but grab this letter, and then got together.

Her thoughts began to fly, then wake up as big dreams, remember everything.

Then, everything in the dreams and reality began to overlap, and she learned from , the original dreams are only a dream, but the memories of hidden.

It is a memory that is sealed by her own!

Zhao Bai An is in this time, it is hurting, and it is unpredictable, although nothing can be seen at the moment, but she is hard to learn through the glass, and some of them have seen some of them.

She saw everything in the dream of playing with anytime, Zhao Bai'an is really understanding at this moment, and she has always lost something. It turns out that in the subconscious of her brain, she has been silent in silent, and they are out of control.

She also understood this time, she was painful, and the dream of shicking, is actually her personal experience, her past pain.

Zhao Bai An suddenly remembered that at the time of the first summer vacation, she woke up and forgot everything.

Heart change

She can't help but laugh, this may be a helpless laugh, and maybe it is a mock up to himself.

The mood of her now is like a pot of hot oil directly poured on her, poured, and pulled up.

Is it hurt? It broke our hearts.

Don't you hurt? Self-deception.

The awake of this moment, brought her back to the past.

After eight years of time, I reached everything at the time, she felt that it is really incomparable to ironic.

When she was successful, she now surrounded her now, and she was soaring.

She once again sorrow, once again pain, and once again face the feeling of being forced into the desperate situation. But all the emotions have faced a collapse, and it seems to be so insignificant after another after another life and death.

At this moment, although her thoughts are bored, it is getting more and more clear.

For the matter of the year, she is more and more decent and easy.

She also understands a reason that she can't see.

Love is mad, madness, love hate, look at the eyes, but it is difficult to return, the hate, ultraunction in the world.

She is now understanding. Since the choice to walk on this is not returned, everything you have to bear, it seems that it has decided from the beginning of the start, but it is, but she is not ready to go, this is also caused. Her misfortune.

And the loss of memory is just self-deception. Zhao Bai An also finally knows that misconduct is just that her subconscious is no longer injured, whether it is a life or physiological, automatically enclosing her emotions, blurred memories.

It's like ... is the same as the fire.

Zhao Bai An also understood this moment, she has forgot a lot of facts that let her collapse, and I have forgotten the love of Sen Mountain, which is a self-protection. And she also lost his dreams from that time.

But everything is all, just a kind of way to cover, can't stand a little.

Although she escaped for a while, she can't escape. When all, when she was opened, she made her flesh and blood blurred. Let her have experienced it again, her pain, love, two difficult choices, life and death.

Zhao Bai'an is more complicated in this moment, in this short three days, but actually full of full-scale, only one day's impulse trip, she can be described as harvest. And in this harvest, she gradually be forced to confirm some things.

This also leads to the nerve she has extremely sensitive to be stimulated once again.

Zhao Bai'an headache is very poor, she simply self-emptied, in the case of helpless, she is free to stop, she doesn't stop, I don't think about it, I will be self-exiled.

She is eager to get a slice of redemption from this exile. She is more eager to be in this exile, get a short quiet, but this is not a wish.

Her brain has been out of control. Now, like being migrant mothers, the brain has no stop, it is energetic, keeps walking, and keeps automatically rotating.

This also caused Zhao Bai'an's memory and more clearly.

Zhao Bai'an clearly remembered the ruthlessness of Sen Mountain, and also clearly remembered the decision of Sen Mountain. At the same time, he also remembered the grievance and hate in his heart.

But ironic is that when the memory is torn, she can't hate, the same, I can't resentful.

When she woke up like a dream, she also knew something.

She knows that Sen Mountain is very ruthless, but she also knows that Sen Mountain is also very helpless.

This, she is undeniable that she is more undeniable that Sen Mountain does have given some hints, or there are things that come out during the line, but she did not find it later.

Now I want to come, my memory is thousands of times, she has experienced three generations.

Now I am recalling the previous thing, she is constant to all emotions of Sen Mountain.

Very strange, after this, Zhao Bai'an's mood is a lot.

Everything seems to be quiet and stop, but it is far from ending. One minute is just the beginning of the next minute.

When Zhao Bai is gradually recovered, his thoughts fell again to Yoshan left.

She can't control, and the mood of the mess is again turning again.

This time, I am no longer the previous Ideas, memories, but a subconscious, faintly guiding her to think, Sen Mountain said, is it true?