Maybe I can't have normal youth

Thinking for a long time, I finally decided to write something.

Although it is said that people who can see it, maybe even one is dissatisfied, but still want to write something.

Or I feel that there are some sorry readers, because this book contains too much image and metaphor, for example, the fire three woods will refuse from the white door to go out, because it understands what this means. Therefore, there will be that there will be hesitation in the white temple of Zhao Bai'an in a few collapse, which means Zhao Bai'an's mental split. Also, for example, the white queen represents Zhao Bai's closed past, as the fire of the Red Queen shows the extreme disgusting of the white queen, then, Zhao Bai'an itself is closed and excluded from the past. Well, there are many metaphors or symbols, but how to say ... may not be suitable as a novel that is happy to deliver to the public.

Although the book name of this book is called "Maybe I can't have a normal youth" this Japanese light novel feel, but for me, maybe "How Zhao Bai An is dead" is more appropriate. Because the original intention of this book is because Zhao Bai'an's death.

I looked at her dead, I looked at her dead process, I started to recall how she died. This is why, the preamble of each of this book is reversed. Because I have the death of Zhao Bai'an, I have this ending first. I have begun to push all forward, starting to recall the past, start to organize everything, and began to deal with Zhao Bai An how to die.

I don't know if I see the last, will you have a confusion, is Zhao Bai An still live? After she is a spiritual collapse, the abnormal thing that is experienced, is it true? Are you really happening?

However, every person's understanding must be different. You can believe that the imprisonment has disappeared, you can believe that everything is already in the past, and you can also believe that Zhao Bai is dead. In the evening, she lie down on the floor of the residence other than the thousands of miles, no longer got up ...

Alice climbed out of the rabbit hole

Peter Pan Great Adult

Happy prince finish scrap iron

The gardens of the gardens

Pilot did not drop the sand dune

Star girl is not adopted

Gelda has not found Gay

Blue beard, wife, no brother

Bluebird is in the cage in a lifetime

The crow has never been long as a writing desk.

Perhaps a child's words are present in a virtual, and the cold-born real thing is what the world is working.

But still I wish you see you, you can have happiness and good.