My Alleged Husband

However beautiful something is, it will slowly change.

It was once before my eyes, but now it’s vanished. I love him. I so hope he can quickly return to my side.

Deep inside, she still understands what kind of things her son would actually get involved with. Deep inside, she still understands what kind of things her son would actually get involved with, what kind of words he would say, what kind of actions he would take, and what kind of outcome it would ultimately lead to. No one understands better than he does, but sometimes he has to hide all these words. He knows that once some words are spoken, their meaning changes. Why make things so awkward? Isn’t it better for the whole family to sit happily and chat together? For so many years, she hasn’t waited for her child to return to her side. Today, this day has finally come. How could she not be excited and moved?

Similarly, how could Zhang Zhentian not understand what his biological father truly feels in his heart? He’s been away from home for so many years, never accompanying his family, who have missed out on his presence for over a decade. As a son, he hasn’t fulfilled the responsibilities he should have. As a father, he hasn’t fulfilled the responsibilities of a father to his biological son. In this lifetime, he has never fully committed to any task he’s done. He doesn’t understand why he originally chose this path, a path of no return that ultimately leads a family to a peaceful and happy life. The result of all this is solely caused by his own actions. Who else can he blame?

In life, nothing is always smooth sailing. Some things happen as they do and can’t be changed by anyone’s words. Every action, every word, every decision comes with a heavy price.

Zhang Yichen could see the tacit understanding between his grandfather and his father. He knew it was time to say the most important thing.

"Let’s stop saying anything more. Since we’ve already made such a decision, let me now tell you my final decision. You’ve been wandering the world for so many years, it’s time to return home. Not for any other reason, not because I’ve chosen to forgive you, but because some things require a decision. No matter for whom, I should make the right decision. Perhaps this decision might be a torment for you, but I believe it will definitely bring joy to Grandpa. He’s done too much for me. How could I let you be unable to return home because of me, making my grandfather endure the pain of separation again? I won’t let my grandfather suffer such a harm again!

He loves me so much, giving me all the best things. I just want him to live a healthy life. My grandfather is the person who loves me the most. I must ensure that he lives a happy life, free from worries."

Zhang Zhentian didn’t understand the meaning of his son’s words, nor did he want to know how he should act to reduce his son’s hostility. Perhaps once some things happen, there’s really no way to undo them. He once hurt his loved ones, causing them so much pain and harm. Maybe now, heaven is letting them return to get back at him, making it impossible for him to live a happy life.

Although Zhang Zhentian didn’t understand what his son meant, Old Master Zhang understood very clearly.

He knew what it meant when his grandson said such things. Perhaps his originally broken family could return to its former state.

Even if the former state wasn’t his most desired outcome? But it was still a very happy family. Isn’t a family’s joy in living together the greatest happiness?

Nothing is more important than living happily together as a family. Maybe in the past, he has valued some things too much, or didn’t care enough, which is why it all ended up like this. If he had taken a slight step back, wouldn’t the outcome be different? He really didn’t understand what kind of decision he had made back then, or what reason drove his own biological son to be forced out of the family.

He was his biological son, no matter the reason, he shouldn’t have been forced out of the family. He should live happily, enjoy a blissful life in this world.

"Since I’ve spoken up to this point, then come back. I hope that when you return this time, you won’t repeat actions that bring shame to everyone. I also hope you let Grandpa enjoy a joyful old age. Over the years, Grandpa really suffered, hurt deeply by your abandonment. You might think it’s nothing, but to my Grandpa it’s a great hurt. He’s not a Saint.

What you’ve done has left Grandpa with profound scars. So, in the future, even if you don’t consider my feelings, please consider that of my aging Grandpa. He’s worked too hard, his efforts over the years have received no return, and I can hardly stand it. He is my Grandpa, how could I not consider his feelings, leaving him to cry silently? Yet, as a grandson, I’m powerless, only able to watch from the sidelines without helping. Do you know how helpless that feels?"

Old Master Zhang was truly moved by his grandson’s words. All the love he had shown his grandson for so many years hadn’t been in vain. He always considers him his closest person, making each decision from his perspective. Old Master Zhang’s heart was deeply moved. If everyone in the world could truly appreciate this kind of gratitude, what more could he wish for in this lifetime? Ultimately, he did the greatest thing: loving the person he loved most.

Recalling the soundtrack from the movies, it seemed like his eyes. I really want to know if there is such a letter that can bring you back to my side?

What I desire, still, I must create and strive for myself. Others cannot give it.