My Archangel

Now, she is very concerned about how she lost this memory.

And the loss of this memory... maybe what does it have to do with Al, whose impression in her mind is obviously deviated?

——If there is still hope to recover from my favorite mother, that’s fine. In that case, I won’t be entangled like I am now, I will try my best from the heart...

'......?'

Immediately, along with this thought from "Vina" in the cabin in front of her, Vina, who was observing this scene in reality, also opened her eyes wide, as if she realized something.

——Yes...Yes!Just make Al become as important as my mother in my heart, even if it's just fiction.

——In this way, I can put my heart and soul into it...

In the next moment, when these two thoughts were again uploaded from the "Vina" in the picture, Vina had already realized the real reason for losing this memory.

'I sealed this memory myself, and then autonomously changed Al's impression in my mind...?'

Vina was silent. She watched the picture, which was constantly operating through the Hall of Thinking, and carefully modified her impression of Al, "Vina", she sighed slowly.

She thought that she had found the reason why the Al in her impression and the real Al were not in line.

In the picture, "Vina" through the temple of thought, intensified the guilt in his subconscious that gave up Al for his own life countless times.

Then she began to further modify other impressions of Al in her mind.

Soon, under the sculpting of Vina, Al's impression began to be rewritten from an ordinary child that can be seen everywhere, and it has undergone earth-shaking changes.

He began to become obedient, he became sensible, he became strong, and Vina was startling...

"Um... it's done, this is my Al."

In the picture, "Vina" has drawn a brand new portrait on a piece of paper.

The Al in that painting is different from the portrait she drew when Al was used as a model. She almost changed a part of her face and showed what she had never seen on the real Al’s face, which moved her. Facial expressions and eyes.

"In this way, as long as I take a short break, the real memory is temporarily blocked in the bottom of the subconscious through the hall of thought. When I wake up again, I will probably continue to study hard because of'love' and'guilt' instead of Researching for the sake of research as it is now..."

"When one day, after the true resurrection of Al according to my mother's will, I will probably soon notice the difference in the impression, and then I will check the authenticity of Al through the hall of thought, so as to restore this memory..."

In the picture, "Vina" did exactly what she thought.

Subsequently, the follow-up development was far beyond ordinary.

Perhaps it was guided by the false and strong sense of guilt, or perhaps it was guided by the non-existent Al. After waking up, "Vina" put forth far greater efforts and determination than before, and for hundreds of years Later, he succeeded in making Alna's consciousness about to disappear and the dark matter group had a reaction other than erosion-compatibility.

Then, the many things that happened after Al woke up... are things that Vina is already quite familiar with in reality at this time.

But... "Vina," who chose to seal her memory to deceive herself at the time, finally missed a step.

That is, in order to resurrect the lovely brother who did not exist, she put too much energy and time afterwards.

It's not only about half of her life so far, but also her spirit and pride that has been almost overwhelmed by guilt and time for hundreds of years.

No, it's much more than that.

Because even if you have guilt in your heart, if you repeat hundreds of years of hard work just because of guilt, a normal person will have mental problems.

Without exception, "Vina" after healed "Al" and reunited with "Al" was like this.

At this time, from the perspective of an onlooker, Vina in reality clearly noticed that even after he cured "Al" at that time, he still hadn't had emotions similar to happiness or excitement.

Yes, it's just numbness, just a sense of relief as if to get rid of some kind of shackles.

And it is precisely because of these points that when "Vina" realized that Al when waking up was different from the Al in his own impression, he still did not confirm through the thinking hall, but chose to escape, deliberately avoiding it. This idea.

The nine hundred years of hard work may be in vain, and the beloved biological brother may have been eroded by dark matter and turned into a monster in human skin... These kinds of things that she didn't care about, eventually became It made her feel overwhelmed and pushed her away from the fuse of the truth...

At this moment, the scenery in the Hall of Thinking is still changing.

"I was in such a bad state more than ten years ago?How did I recover?'

Watching the scene in the picture that after the first attempt to sew the container failed, because "that sensible and mature Al can't become like a child because of a failure, is it possible that he has been affected by dark matter...?" "Vina" who felt numb and helpless because of unrealistic conjectures, Vina in reality slowly gritted her teeth.

At this moment, even now she can see how depressed she was in her life more than ten years ago.

And according to her judgment, if nothing happens, she has not had the courage to confirm whether Al is the real thing or not because of gains and losses...probably from now on, she will live in a serious heart shadow like this.

But... What Vina didn't even notice was that this situation only lasted for five years.

Because five years after reuniting with Al, a new resident once again welcomed in her cottage.

A baby, as if guided by fate, appeared in her study.

And just beside the baby, there was the non-existent Al that she had drawn.

--what happened?Why does this kid appear in my study?

——Forget it, it doesn't matter what happens, just let Ah Jiu take it outside and throw it away.

In the picture, after returning to the study to notice the baby "Vina" originally planned to throw this inexplicable outsider directly outside the house, but after getting close, she saw it in the eyes of a baby for the first time and had never seen it personally. I've seen it...that look only belongs to "Al".

Then, the baby was adopted by her.

It was adopted as a container that could restore "normal" Al, whose mental state became less and less stable due to the failure of the container experiment.

The thinking hall continued to operate, and the picture before him jumped again, and the timeline came to a certain day five years later.

Surrounded by white snow-capped mountains, this is because the "container", who has just turned five, is in poor mental state. The scene when "Vina" took him out to see the snow-capped mountains for the first time.

At that time, this container already had a name called "Al".

Of course, this is just to get used to it in advance. After all, this container was in the eyes of "Vina" at the time, and it would become a real "Al" soon.

"That's not right... wait a minute... It's only five years. How come my state suddenly recovered so much? The me in the picture now...is laughing?"

At this moment, Vina in reality noticed something wrong.

Because she discovered that in this short period of five years, her condition has changed completely from the previous nine hundred years.

Although the expression on his face still looked cold, he had lost the thing called "numbness" without knowing it.

"How is this going?"

Just as Vina in reality felt confused, the picture before her jumped again, three years later.

In the picture, "Vina" just finished shopping outside and returned to the hut in the Forest of Monsters.

Then she saw that in the living room, the "container" that had been cautiously in front of her for the past few years was playing very seriously with the Tentacle Monster called "The Lisiren Expedition failed." "The war chess game.