My Feelings Can Wait

It's not that Ruan Ningwei didn't remember Tao Xingruo for taking advantage of others.

She doesn't know how many years she and Tao Xingruo have known each other. Even if she doesn't have a deep friendship, she still thinks that Tao Xingruo is just looking inaccessible, but in fact he is still an honest and kind person.

Therefore, she couldn't understand why Tao Xingruo fell from the sky and gave her hope, and then forced her into despair.

But she had already reached the end of the poverty line.Since being unable to enter the drama, her acting career has almost completely ruined.Before her mother's accident, she hadn't received a job for a long time, and the money she had made in the past had been fully repaid for the gambling debt owed by her father before his death.

She looked at her dying mother in the intensive care unit and had no choice.

She took Tao Xingruo's card and moved into Tao Xingruo's home. She even moved into her bedroom and shared the bed with Tao Xingruo.Tao Xingruo's sister was ecstatic when she saw her, but she couldn't even squeeze a fake smile to this poor and well-behaved little girl.

She has never thought that, no matter how poor or miserable, she has never compromised, one day she will sell her body for money and become the plaything of the rich.If her mother knew it, she might scold her for having read sage books for nothing and shamelessly.

But compared to those wretched men who were committed to borrowing money, Tao Xingruo was pretty good.

She laughed at herself.Anyway, it fits the sexual orientation.

The mother was rescued, but hope of soberness was slim.She stayed in the hospital day and night for a week, and finally was taken home by Tao Xingruo.

While Tao Xingruo took a bath in the bathroom of the bedroom, Ruan Ningwei dried her body mechanically in the other bathroom, wrapped a bathrobe in a vacuum, and went out.Her tears have drained for her mother, and her heart is numb.She thought, sooner or later, there will be this day. Is it appropriate to take care of your mood after someone gives you money?

Unexpectedly, after Tao Xingruo came out and saw her half-undressed on the bed, his eyes were burning, he turned on the air conditioner and was seated on the bed, reaching out to hug her.

then……

He put his arms around her and fell asleep without doing anything.

Ruan Ningwei was trapped in her arms, smelling the fragrance of the bath, her whole body was stiff.

She didn't know what Tao Xing meant, was it trying to catch it, or was she out of interest when she saw her crying?She seemed to think a lot, and she didn't seem to think of anything. In the end, she couldn't beat sleepiness and fell asleep deeply.

Later, every night.

Over time, she gradually gave up hope for her mother’s awakening. Tao Xingruo transferred her to the hospital and sent a special nurse to take care of her mother. Tao Xingruo visited her three times a week, sometimes accompanied her, sometimes Send the driver to take her.

Later, Tao Xingruo signed her into the company and gave her resources and opportunities.

But from beginning to end, Tao Xingruo never touched her.After anxiously for two months, she finally asked her questions on the night of sleeping together again.

"So, do you want me to touch you?" Tao Xingruo was reading with gold rim glasses, and asked her with a smile.

Ruan Ningwei immediately turned pale.

Tao Xingruo snapped, took off his glasses and closed the book.She took Ruan Ningwei into her arms, "Do happy things with a lover. How can you be happy if you don't like me?"

Ruan Ningwei's heart was pounding, and she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.

Tao Xingruo didn't seem to care about her cramps, as if holding a big beloved doll, he raised his hand and gently rubbed her hair.

"I know I am not the type you like." Her voice came from behind Ruan Ningwei.

Ruan Ningwei did not dare to speak, Tao Xingruo was indeed not the type she liked.

Before entering the entertainment industry, she worked-study and worked as a tutor for sister Tao Xingruo for three years.Sister Tao Xingruo is a little girl who has lost her hearing and gradually cannot speak.The little girl is bright and loves to laugh, Ruan Ningwei likes her very much.But Tao Xingruo and her sister gave her the opposite feeling.Every time she met Tao Xingruo when she was a tutor, she was inexplicably nervous, so that when she later went to tutor, she silently prayed that Tao Xingruo would never be at home.

Tao Xingruo looks too serious, and his aura is intimidating.After she saw Tao Xingruo scolding and crying at his subordinates once, she saw Tao Xingruo like a mouse and a cat-she didn't dare to get out of the air and wanted to walk around.

"However, I think if you know me enough, you will love me more and more." Tao Xingruo was buried in her neck, his voice faint but determined.

Ruan Ningwei trembled, but finally calmed down.

She only thought that if Tao Xing had committed the wickedness of a rich man, and it was not enough to buy a body with money, she would wish the other party to give his heart down.

It is enough for her to experience this kind of game for the rich once.

But now, she was dazed by Tao Xingruo's thumb to wipe her tears, and a trace of her was born in a daze, she seemed to be liked.

Her tears gradually stopped.

She sniffed, and the first sentence she said was: "Don't block Lu Min." The voice was soft, with a cry.

After that, she also thought she was ridiculous, so she thought Tao Xingruo would ban Lu Min for her.

But Tao Xingruo did do similar things for her.

Tao Xingruo and Jing Xun were both stunned, unable to cry or laugh for a moment.Too much to care about others?I don't know if she is kind or stupid.

"Okay, don't block." Tao Xingruo helped her get up and promised.

Not only will Lu Min not be blocked, he will also sign in Ranwen.This is her reward to Lu Min.

Ruan Ningwei got up, embarrassed to be next to Tao Xingruo, she propped her numb and soft legs on the table with her hands.With tears still hanging on her eyelashes, she hesitated for two seconds, begging Tao Xingruo to say: "President Tao, I want to quit the show and also want to quit the entertainment circle, okay?" She didn't dare to come to this competition. But Tao Xingruo asked her to come, she had to come.

Tao Xingruo frowned, his aura cooled down."No." She spit out these three words coldly.

Ruan Ningwei's knuckles on the table turned white, her lips trembled, and there was nothing to say.

"Tao, can I talk to Ning Wei alone for a while?" Jing Xiu said peacefully.

Tao Xingruo gritted his teeth, sighed imperceptibly, and nodded and went out.

Her back was a bit depressed.

Jing Xun folds her skirt casually, and sits on the ground on the steps opposite Ruan Ningwei.Her expression was no longer the awe-inspiring she had in the previous comment, and she asked Ruan Ningwei like a gossip: "Ning Wei, do you really want to quit the entertainment industry?"

Ruan Ningwei stared at her at a distance. A few seconds later, she lowered her eyelids and said dumbly, "I can't eat this line of food. Teacher Jing, you are right, I will only drag others down if I continue."

Jing Xiu shook his head and pointed out, "I never thought that you can't eat this kind of food, it's yourself, don't you want to eat this kind of food?"

Ruan Ningwei pursed her lips and said nothing.

"Ning Wei, do you still remember why you came into this business? Is your original intention really gone?"

"Do you really don't want to act anymore?"

"Are you really willing?"

Jing Xiu sent out a few questions like a machine gun, and the guns and guns hit Ruan Ningwei's heart.Her throat seemed to be strangled, and she couldn't make a sound.

How could she not remember?She fell in love with acting from the first performance on a campus stage play.Every time she plays someone else's life in her performance, she seems to have found a space where she can temporarily breathe carefree.

Acting is an art she loves, and it's also a way for her to release her pressure. Later, it became her job for living.

When she heard the confession from the little fans for the first time, she was full of enthusiasm and thought with ambition that she would definitely work hard, be magnanimous and live up to their love.She took the first remuneration and paid part of her father's gambling debts. She took her mother, who had not been to a restaurant for more than ten years, to eat a good meal. She remembered the proud look of her mother for a long time.

If it weren't for too much love and reluctant, how dare she brazenly withstand the abuse and linger in this circle.

"Not reconciled." Jing Xiu stared at her, gently spit out her heart."Come here." She beckoned to Ruan Ningwei.

Ruan Ningwei couldn't bear her gentle request, and walked heavy to her side.

Jing Xiu stretched out his hand to hold her wrist and pulled her to sit down beside him.

"My cousin, Tao Xingruo, I have actually liked you for a long time." Jing Xiu suddenly jumped to the topic.

Ruan Ningwei was surprised.

Jing Xiu didn't care, and continued indifferently: "She has liked you since you went to her home as a tutor." As if to ease the dignified atmosphere, she teased with a little smile: "Unexpectedly? Mr. Tao, who is so powerful outside, is such an innocent little girl."

Ruan Ningwei's throat tightened, and her claws scratched her heart.She didn't think about this possibility, after all, Tao Xingruo was too kind to her.But soon, she dispelled her own overweight guess.In addition to her decent skin, what is she worthy of Tao Xingruo's likes?

Besides, if you really like it, why should you take advantage of others?

Jing Xiu saw Ruan Ningwei’s doubts and explained: “If I said that I gave her a bad idea and asked her to take advantage of it, would you hate me?” It was she who informed Tao Xingruo and asked her to go forward. To send money.

"..." Ruan Ningwei turned her head to look at Jing Xiu.

"She thinks that you are afraid of her and it is impossible to like her, so she hasn't bothered you all the time. Is that true? You don't like someone with her personality at all."

Ruan Ningwei was shaken.What kind of character is Tao Xingruo?She used to think it was serious and cold, but now... after being forced to get along for a long time, she is a little uncertain.

"You are too defensive. If she just pursues you purely, it is estimated that after breaking, you and her will not even be friends?"

"So, after she made up her mind to chase you, she desperately forced you to stay with her. On the one hand, she felt it was so convenient to take care of you and your mother, and on the other hand, she felt that she needed a chance to let you slowly Know her."

Ruan Ningwei was upset, a little suspicious, a little moved, and a little frightened.She really didn't want to, and didn't dare to fall in love anymore.

"You can't enter the show, is it related to Lu Zishan?" Jingxuan suddenly jumped the topic again, killing Ruan Ningwei by surprise.

Ruan Ningwei was too late to cover up, and her surprised and flustered expression confirmed Jing Xiu's guess.

Jing Xiu knew it.She didn’t explain much, just stared at Ruan Ningwei, and persuaded her: “Ning Wei, if there are toxic sores in the wound, you will never face it directly. heal."

She told it to Ruan Ningwei and also told herself.She didn't know if she was too greedy. She used to think that as long as Ji Youyan was good, she could do anything.Later, when she saw that Ji Yuyan had changed, she had to make an inch of it again, trying to get rid of the sore between them a little bit.

If the stubble stays in the heart, it will rot like a poisonous sore.How can you start again if you haven't finished the past properly?

"Life is so long, do you really want to paint a prison for a person like this and stop moving? Give yourself a chance?"

"Is Teacher Ji your prisoner?" Ruan Ningwei asked unexpectedly, twisting the corners of her clothes with five fingers.

This time it was Jing Xiu's turn to be startled.

After a long while, Jing Xiu replied tenderly, "She is different."

"She is my Anle Township."

The author has something to say: Today is also Teacher Jing who is protecting her little rough wife.

Jing Miaomiao: She can only question me, others can't.