My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Yuyan and Lu Fang went to the director's office to find Ji Changsong's attending doctor.The doctor is an authoritative expert in this area. He was called back urgently on the holiday, and he felt a little bit of complaint about the holiday.But he was still doing his best during the treatment, and when facing Ji Yuyan and their family members, he was also very amiable.

After all, if you don’t look at the face of the monk, you must look at the face of the Buddha.

The attending doctor said that Ji Changsong was rescued in a timely manner. Although he had fallen into a coma during the treatment, fortunately there was no brain damage. The recovery of acid and myocardial infarction were all resolved smoothly. There are no other serious complications in the current treatment. The condition is considered to be Much better.However, the specifics have to look at the next 24 hours, and for more others, they have to wait for Ji Changsong to wake up before making observations. They dare not say anything too absolute.

Ji Yuyan thanked him politely, expressed his determination regardless of the cost, and tried to give him a red envelope.

The doctor dared not accept it, so he declined.After thinking about it, he decided to ask Ji Youyan for a small gift.

He asked Ji Youyan for an autograph and said, "My daughter likes you very much. Today is her birthday. I helped her celebrate halfway through it. Now bringing your autograph back home is a pity."

Ji Youyan was a little bit dumbfounded for a while, so naturally he left a signature for him without a second word, and wrote a happy birthday.

Lu Fang stood behind her, his eyes full of appreciation and loneliness.He watched her lower his head to sign, and his eyes fell on her feet inadvertently.

After coming out of the director's office, Ji Yooyan wanted to contact people and try to give Ji Changsong better medical resources.

Lu Fang stopped her and told her: "Yeah, no, as far as I know, Director Zhang is the most authoritative person in our city. Auntie said that when the rescue was made, an expert team had already arrived. The long has come forward."

Ji Yuyan was stunned, and subconsciously said: "Did it... my mother contacted it? Or you..."

Lu Fang didn't dare to grab the credit, and said frankly: "It seems that the neighbor of the uncle and aunt contacted. Then, you remember to thank them well."

It's true that distant relatives are inferior to neighbors, and Ji Yooyan is deeply moved.She nodded and took note.

Back in the guard room, Wei Yizhen and Lin Yue have already bought things and returned.After everyone had an overnight snack, Ji Yuyan thanked Lu Fang's parents again and asked them to go back to rest first, and also asked Wei Yizhen to accompany his mother back.She said that it would be nice to have her guarding here.

Lu Fang's family returned with a few words of politeness, Zhong Qingyu refused to leave, and wanted to stay and guard together.There were so many things in her heart that she wanted to tell Ji Youyan, but for a while she didn't know where to start.

Ji Youyan persuaded her: "Mom, go back and rest first, even if you just sleep for a while. After dad wakes up, there must be some time to stay in the hospital for inspection, and then Mom will continue to work hard. This is a protracted battle. So you must take care of your body and don’t fall along. There is me here, and I will notify you as soon as there is any news."

"Go back first." There was a bit of incapability in his tone.

She has really grown up, not the child they thought they could keep under their wings.Between Ji Youyan's eyebrows and eyes, the youthfulness of his twenties has completely receded, and the calmness in dealing with people and things made Zhong Qingyu unconsciously feel convinced and dependent.

Zhong Qingyu compromised: "Then I'll go back first, and come over at five o'clock tomorrow morning to change shifts with you."

Ji Youyan said softly: "It's okay to be late." She glanced at Wei Yizhen and said: "If you want to trouble Sister Wei, you should run more. Sister Wei, please find a hotel nearby to rest. Then after you settle down, send a driver. Come back to pick up Yueyue."

"Sister Ji, no need, I'll be here with you. I don't worry about you alone with Sister Wei." Lin Yue said sincerely.

"If... if you don't mind, there are clean guest rooms at home, Miss Wei and..." Zhong Qingyu said unexpectedly.

Lin Yue took the initiative: "Auntie, my name is Lin Yue."

"And Miss Lin, you can rest in the guest room first."

Ji Youyan was a little surprised by Zhong Qingyu's proactive attitude. She asked Wei Yizhen with her eyes.

Wei Yizhen groaned: "Well, let's talk about aunt Yueyue all night. I will accompany auntie back now, and I will rest in the guest room first. I will come over to change shift with Yueyue at three o'clock. Yueyue will go back to sleep and I will accompany you. . Do you think it's okay?"

Ji Youyan and Lin Yue both nodded in agreement.

Before finally leaving, Zhong Qingyu asked Ji Youyan cautiously: "Do you...what would you like for breakfast tomorrow?"

Ji Yuyan was flattered, and said with tears in his smile: "It's okay, mom, I love everything you cook."

Zhong Qingyu choked his throat, looking at Ji Yooyan, her eyes were a bit complicated, but Ji Yooyan saw the long-lost love and tenderness.

After Zhong Qingyu left, Ji Yuyan and Lin Yue were the only ones left in the corridor. Both of them were a little unhealthy and closed their eyes against the wall.

I don't know how long it took, and the sound of leather shoes kicking came from a distance. As it gradually approached, Ji Yuyan opened his eyes alertly to look at the incoming person.

It turned out that Lu Fang had gone and returned.

With three paper bags in his hands, in Ji Youyan's surprised eyes, he walked to the chair and stood still.He took out two blankets, handed one to Lin Yue and the other to Ji Youyan and said, "It's a bit cold at night, I'm afraid you will catch cold by staying here."

Then, he squatted down, took out a shoe box from another bag and opened it.It is a pair of brand new sports shoes.

While he was wearing shoelaces, he explained: "I just saw your heels are worn out. High heels are still uncomfortable for running around. The shoes are new, bought according to your previous size." After finishing, he He raised his head and blinked, as if jokingly said: "You seem to have grown taller, and I don't know if your feet have followed."

Ji Youyan looked at him as warm and moist as before, and felt a little uncomfortable.It is moved, guilt, and a heavy burden.

She wanted to ask him, it's so late now, where can I buy such a pair of shoes now?But I also felt that maybe the answer was something she didn't want to know.

"Thank you so much," Ji Yuyan said.

Lu Fang looked at her embarrassment at a loss.He put on the laces, loosened the opening of the shoes, and gestured to Ji Youyan, stood up and smiled and said, "What are you polite? Try it, I'll go back first."

He pretended to be strong and overlapped with the figure of the young man who endured grief and blessed her many years ago. Ji You said his nose was a bit sore.

"Lu Fang." Ji Youyan stopped him.

Lu Fang looked back at her.

"I'm sorry." I'm sorry that her hesitation back then gave him hope that he shouldn't have. I'm sorry for the care and love he had given him during the years he grew up together.

Lu Fang's eyes darkened, and then he twitched the corners of his mouth nonchalantly.He stretched out his hand, slapped Ji Yuyan's head twice, and said freely, "I'm sorry? Didn't you say that you saw me as a brother? What do you do with your brother?" Like it is his wishful thinking. It’s Ji Yuyan’s right not to like it, so what can I say about it.

Ji Yooyan seemed to have to tell the truth from his look, he calmly faced each other, and then waved his hand: "Okay, I'm really leaving, and I have to go to work tomorrow." He was willing to stay with Ji Yooyan as a vigil, but he knew that Ji Yooyan didn't need it. .

Ji Yuyan looked at Lu Fang's leaving figure, then looked at Ji Changsong in the intensive care unit, and sighed long.It is best to be true, the past can be passed, and everything can start again.

Lin Yue helped Ji Yuyan to cover up the blanket, and cared about Ji Yuyan and said: "Sister Ji, you can sleep for a while, I'll watch it for you."

Ji Youyan shook his head and said, "No, go to sleep. I have been tired after following me today."

Seeing that Ji Yuyan could not be persuaded, Lin Yue opened her blanket and asked tentatively as she covered it, "Sister Ji, this... seems to be the first time I have come into contact with your family?" What I saw and heard today, It really made her feel too curious.

Ji Youyan closed his eyes and said lightly: "Well, I haven't been back for many years."

Lin Yue was stunned, but seeing Ji Yuyan as if she didn't want to say more, she didn't dare to ask any more.

Ji Yuyan closed his eyes, his body was tired, but his thoughts were very active.From the moment she received the news from her father, she has been examining the past and reflecting on herself.

To live a life again and stand up after the new year, she tried to look at the conflicts and disputes between her and her parents in those years from a more objective and mature perspective.She began to see her shortcomings.

Now that I think about it, she blames her parents for not understanding herself enough, but in fact, how can she understand her parents.The older the person, the more difficult it is to accept new things and new ideas, and the easier it is to follow the old ways.It seems that every decision she made did not give her parents enough time to accept it, so she naturally asked her parents to understand, and she didn't have enough patience to impress her parents a little bit.In any case, her parents did not treat her wrongly in the first 20 years. As a child, she has been indifferent to her parents for many years. It is indeed that she has not done enough.

Their family is so alike. Everyone is so proud and stubborn.

In the last life, she and Jing Xun walked into such fields, and the influence of family education on her character cannot be said to be inadequate.Thinking of Jing Xiu, Ji Youyan remembered how gentle Jing Xi was in the Lancheng lounge a few hours ago, and... how rude he was with Jing Xiu?

Ji Yuyan suddenly became uneasy.She wanted to apologize to Jing Xiu and report that she was safe, but she took out her mobile phone and found that it was already past two in the morning.It's too late, I'm afraid Axun is asleep.Fearing to wake Jing Xuan, Ji Youyan took back the phone again.

She didn't know that in the Lancheng Hotel, Jing Xiu was concerned about her affairs, waiting for her news with anticipation and without expectation, and stayed up all night.

Finally, it was clear, and she got her news from Jiang Chun.

One after another, the ambiguous pictures of Ji Youyan and a tall man in the hospital.The man is suspected of putting on shoes for Ji Yoon, the man covers Ji Yoon with a blanket, the man rubs Ji Yoon’s hair lightly, and Ji Yoon "reluctantly" watched the man leave...

Jiang Chun was in the dialog box, deleting, deleting, and subtracting.It was Jing Xiu who told her to help check the news about Ji Yoon from the media.She was afraid that Wei Yi was too busy to avoid some omissions.

Jiang Chun thought it would only be an ambiguous photo of Ji Yoon and Jing Xuan, but she didn't expect that the last one she helped to stop was actually this kind of photo.

Jing Xun looked deeply at Ji Yuyan's fuzzy figure in the photo, and bit her lower lip.She calmly replied to Jiang Chun: "Stop it first and send it to Wei Yizhen."

Jiang Chun said "..." in the input box, and sensibly agreed to Jing Xiu: "Okay." She knows herself well.The parties are so calm, so what can she do to make trouble.

Jing Xiu quit the window chatting with Jiang Chun, looking at Ji Youyan's still silent dialog box, his expression darkened.

In the afternoon of the second day, the doctor said that Ji Changsong's vital signs had stabilized, and it would depend on when he would wake up.Wei Yizhen contacted the relationship and helped them ask for a separate family lounge so that Zhong Qingyu and Ji Youyan could take care of Ji Changsong during this time.

Wei Yizhen saw that Ji Changsong had stabilized before communicating with Ji Youyan about work.She told Ji Youyan that except for an endorsement event and a magazine page shooting in the near future at work, everything else was basically negotiated."National Production" was also passed, and the program team said that those who found a rescue can let Ji Youyan go.

Ji Yuyan just felt relieved, Wei Yizhen was embarrassed again: "There is one thing, I have already handled it, but I still need to tell you."

"Sister Wei, you say."

"Yesterday Mr. Lu came to give you a blanket and was photographed by the media."

Ji Yuyan's eyebrows tightened, "It was my negligence. Sister Wei, I don't want to expose Lu Fang, my parents and them, all of my private life to the media."

Wei Yi really nodded and said: "I know, yesterday was too rushed, so we didn't do a good job in this aspect. But don't worry, now I have taken care of it. It's just..."

"Ok?"

"It's just that Jiang Chun stopped and notified me of the ambiguous photos. Therefore, Jing Xiu may have seen these photos."

Ji Youyan suddenly changed his face.Afraid of Jing Xiu's misunderstanding, she quickly said to Wei Yizhen: "Sister Wei, I'll make a call first."

Wei Yi really quit the room first, giving Ji Youyan a private space.

Ji Yuyan wanted to make Jingxiu's phone number, only then did he remember that, just like she didn't have a mother's phone, she didn't have Jingxiu's phone either!She can only choose to use WeChat to send a call request to Jing Xiu.

Jing Xiu just got off the plane and was on the way to the hotel where they were staying in Lingzhou.

As soon as the call was connected, Ji Youyan's familiar voice came: "Axun, have you returned to Lingzhou?"

"Well, just arrived." Jing Xiu was calm.

"Last night was too late, I was afraid of disturbing you, so I didn't report peace to you." Ji Yuyan said sincerely, "My father is basically stable now, but he hasn't woke up yet."

"Did the doctor say when to wake up?" Jing Xiu asked concerned.

"No. So I have to stop working temporarily, and I won't be able to go back to record the show tomorrow."

"Yeah. Uncle is important." Jingxuan is reasonable.

Ji Yooyan was playing the drums in his heart, completely unable to understand Jing Xun's attitude, whether he saw the photos or not.After a long while, she didn't confess to herself: "Axun, do you... see the picture that Jie Jiang stopped?"

Jing Xiu lowered her long eyelashes, and responded, not too lightly, "I saw it."

Ji Yuyan eagerly explained: "Axun, that's the son of my mother's good friend. When I didn't arrive yesterday, their family was with my mother in the hospital. Later his parents went back, and he brought me and Lin Yue. I came over with a little overnight stuff. As a result, I was photographed by the media, catching the wind and writing silly things. Axun, don’t get me wrong."

Jing Xiu heard her talk about these things in the hospital last night, and her heart felt a lot of pain.He is a person who can justly act in front of her parents; and she is someone who is not qualified to be with Ji Youyan.

After a few seconds of silence, Jing Xun answered with a low "um".

Ji Yuyan couldn't hear Jing Xiu's emotions, but he didn't know what to say to explain it more clearly and let Jing Xiu feel more at ease.The conversation suddenly fell into an embarrassing silence.

One thing flashed in Ji Youyan's mind, and he asked Jingxun tentatively, "Axiu, thank you for notifying me in time. How do you...how did you know that my father had an accident?"

Jing Xuan's knuckles curled up."I've investigated you." Jing Xun was frank, with undetectable anxiety.

Ji Yuyan's throat tightened.

The fluttering words fell into Ji Youyan's ears, and pressed against Ji Youyan's heart, but they seemed to be heavy.Compared with Jingxun, it is also a fantasy of rebirth. It was not that she had not thought about this possibility yesterday.It's just that she didn't want to believe that Jing Xuan would use this method on herself.

Before, during the Ruan Ningwei incident, she felt uncomfortable when she heard Jingxuan said that she was investigating.Investigating the privacy of others privately is an act of disrespect for others.Rude and arrogant.

The phone was quiet as she expected.Sorrow and sorrow welled up in Jingxun's heart.She knew Ji Yuyan's pride and self-esteem, so no matter how puzzled and curious she was before, she had never done anything like this before.

"Without your consent, I apologize to you for doing such an infringement of your privacy. I'm sorry." Jingxun's heart was sore and painful, but there was no expression in his voice.

Ji Yuyan heard her apologize, not only did he feel less comfortable, but even more uncomfortable."Axun, you don't need to apologize to me. I didn't really blame you. Besides, the result is not bad."

"I just, I just feel a little uncomfortable for a while. I don't like you to understand me in this way." She confessed, "If you have anything you want to know, you can ask me directly." She promised, she will learn Frankly, why couldn't Jing Xiu trust her more?

Jing Xiu listened to her voice of trying to control her emotions, and her grievances could not be contained.She raised her head to hold back the tears she wanted to fall, suppressed her sobs, and asked Ji Youyan, "Have I never asked you?"

Regarding her parents, hasn't she asked Ji Youyan in the past six years of dating?During the first year together, Ji Yuyan did not go home during the Spring Festival. She asked Ji Yuyan. Ji Yuyan vaguely said that she had a conflict with her parents. If she didn't want to say more, she didn't dare to force it.Later, she asked too many questions, and she was afraid that Ji Yoon would be annoying, and she gave up.She waited desperately for Ji Yuyan one day she would really open her heart and take the initiative to tell her, but until the end, she did not wait.

Ji Yuyan opened his mouth and was speechless.Today, if Jing Xiu asked, she would definitely say.But in the previous life, she did keep tight-lipped under Jing Xun's repeated inquiries.

"You have to ask you everything before you tell me, right? If I ask you, you will tell me frankly, right?" Jing Xiu sniffed and muttered, "Well, I'll ask you. Is Lu Fang really just the son of your mother's good friend?" She didn't want to talk about these things at this time to bother Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan would not know how she felt when she first discovered that she had been with her girlfriend who had been with her for many years and had been reluctant to disclose family information, as well as a childhood sweetheart fiance.

When Ji Yuyan heard that Jing Xun could accurately call the name "Lu Fang", his brain exploded.Axun...how many investigations have been conducted, are they the complete facts?

She uttered a pale face: "Axun..." She stuck.

The language organization ability in her brain collapsed, and in a few words, she didn't know how she should explain it, so that it would not become too much wrong, and the more the description became darker.

"Sister Ji! Sister Ji! Your father is awake!" Lin Yue broke into the door.

Ji Youyan's spirits refreshed.

Jing Xiu heard it through the phone.She whispered and said: "Forget it, go see uncle." After a pause, she added: "Pay attention to your body."

Ji Yuyan ran to the intensive care unit and pleaded: "Axun, wait for me, when I go back, I will definitely give you a complete explanation."

The internet on the aisle is not good, Ji Youyan didn't hear clearly whether Jing Xiu agreed to her.

Jing Xiu terminated the call.

The author has something to say: Sister Ji kneels on the washboard: A Xiu a tear, a star in the sky.

Enthusiastic people: Rainbow farts are useless, it is recommended to buckle straight numbers!

Sister Ji is dead: love me again, oooooo