Anton has never told us so much about himself since he got here. There were a lot of things on the board that I could talk to, but I couldn't tell you that I shielded my wife when I was about to get stabbed.
Even though I did exactly what I did, some people didn't know I did something outrageous. But at this time, I was driven by feelings that I wanted to tell him.
"Has that gone out in self-defense?
"I don't know. I don't know myself."
Anton couldn't afford to feel then. Anna, who I should have trusted, attacked me. That made my head white. Nevertheless, the aggressive actions taken were the worst. Because it left Yurica with an indelible wound for the rest of her life.
The board never condemned Anton's confession, but has turned a sympathetic eye.
"Is that your mouth too... So what's your ex-wife doing now? What about kids?"
"We're both fine. She is now with a man who sees herself and lives with her children"
"Right. Good for you."
"Oh."
That was the only salvation. What I couldn't give in my marriage to myself. Sometimes I think maybe. If you hadn't thought about revenge or anything, if you hadn't had an inappropriate relationship with Anna or something, you would have stayed away.
Then by now, would Yurica and Noah and the three of us have lived quite happily ever after? Though it's over now.
"Me neither, until I got here, I didn't really think about anyone else. I've only thought about myself, and for that I've hurt those around me."
The board talked about itself, too, in what Anton confessed. I don't know if I can't help but tell you what Anton's been hiding.
"It was too late to notice. I was the son of a well-groomed merchant whose parents decided to forgive him. She was a baroness, trying to get me to marry her instead of spending money on a baroness whose father wanted to get along with your nobility but was in debt. Forgiveness doesn't look pampered, and the quiet personality looked silly and cursory, and I was disgusted when I thought I was going to marry a woman like this. Just about that time I was in the city and I was thinking about breaking up with my forgiving daughter-in-law because I met a poor lady who was in trouble for losing her money."
I was an idiot. And the board said.
"I quickly became obsessed with the young lady. As an opponent, I had only a thoughtful attitude, but I have lent anything and everything to the lady if she was in trouble, giving her the money the way she wanted. Don't even think that's cheating. Sometimes even the forgiveness worried and advised me that I was jealous of the lady and made her ill."
The board also seems to have behaved quite outrageously towards the pardon dowry.
"The daughter-in-law's father served a certain royalty and was exploring the movements of hostile factions. I didn't even know I was being used for that money flow. They put my parents' money on me. Pathetically my wife's home used to be the Baron's house, and even though she didn't do anything, she gave it to the hostile faction, and they were all sent to the barn, nestled in the form of a butt wipe for the top Marquis house there."
Anton felt pity for the board's forgiveness. I wonder how young you would have enjoyed going to the innkeeper.
"But then, by the hand of His Majesty the former, I was captured before I was playing luxuriously with the lady. The lady seemed to have other men who were withdrawing money, and when I was captured, I was the only one who got away well and left behind by a dump. My father mourned me and offered me an allowance. That's what I deserve, isn't it?
The board laughed masochistically saying that one of the cases had originally been sent to this monastery. So Anton wondered what happened to his pardoned wife.
"What about the dowry's family?
"He was acquitted after being proven innocent in an inquiry into his former Majesty. But I'm told that forgiveness doesn't benefit the next person to marry because she entered the house once, and that she also has hope for herself and is in a convent for women."
"Right..."
"I did something really bad to her. I couldn't help but apologize to my wife when I realized I had been fooled by a courtier since I entered the cabin. There's no way you're gonna see me."
He says he couldn't apologize to her if he didn't even see that woman. And I shrugged.
"If you didn't even meet Anna,"
"Anna......!
"You know what? You said her father was a diplomat and gave it to the late Third Prince. She was a beautiful woman, but there was a terrible woman. I don't know what's going on right now."
"When was that?
Four years ago.
The board then said it was because I'm here. Anna and I wielded the board, it must have been that Anna. I'm sure Anna snuck into her Yurican parents' house after she escaped to see how many faces she didn't eat across the country.
Oddly enough, a man swung by Anna, what cause and effect is here for both of us. Was I an idiot? You mean he was good at one over there? Whatever it is, the man involved with that woman doesn't seem to be happy.
"Poison-like woman."
"Oh. Must be. Once I smelled her, she was unforgettable."
I don't know Anna and Anton had anything to do with it. Board agrees. The board began work on the grasshopper that was stopping his hand. His words were in the form of the past. I feel something blown out of it. I wonder how many years I should be by the time I feel that way.
Though throwing the intermittent buds under his feet, Anton began to move his hands again, thinking of those who were not here.