"You, aren't you an idiot? I wish you'd leave me alone."
"That's not going to happen. What you did in your room is my responsibility too."
Anna was annoyed by the carya in her room. I just found it ridiculous that Khaya bothered to go out with herself and skip a meal.
This is Serene Women's Abbey, known for its strict commandments. Anna had been sent here a few weeks ago. Karya said she and I have been in the room for four years now. Supposed to be the same generation as herself, she baked her care for it in a worthwhile way since Anna was sent here. That seemed hypocritical and disgusting to Anna.
I had a connection with her. I had a face-to-face. Even then Khaya tries to take it lightly by saying it is God's call. I couldn't believe that.
Khaya was previously the fiancée of the son of a large merchant whom Anna had deceived. It was Anna who tore him and her friends apart. Without even showing resentment for the matter, Khaya accepts Anna as a companion.
Anna was surprised by Khaya's attitude. I wonder what you're up to. I suspected she was also blowing Anna's bad mouth into the other nuns while burning her care, but that didn't look like it at all, and the other nuns didn't care about Anna's past or anything.
Anna was not properly willing to observe the discipline or anything here, and she grabbed herself in bed without going to Mass time, or skipped the job that was decided upon by everyone. As Anna, she's decided to live her life in this ancient and painful monastery, so I was wondering if she didn't have to be as serious as everyone else. Either way, you can't get out of a place like this prison for life.
I was wondering whether it would be okay to train painfully or not. If I was having fun troubling the instructor's nun, a report went to the monk chief and he was skipped eating in solitary confinement. If I just thought I could afford no meals, I'd be surprised to find myself in a cell across the street to Khaya for some reason. Why are you in solitary confinement to her? And when I thought, a senior nun who put her in a cell said, "They're going to hang out with you," he said. I hear Khaya offered me joint responsibility.
Khaya was flat on Anna stuffing me wondering if she wasn't stupid. Because you're in the same room, you're responsible for what you did. The eagle-fried attitude was irritating for no reason.
I wondered how you could even try to be responsible for what others did when it wasn't even what you did. I couldn't allow her to act.
"You must hate me, don't you?
"Why?"
"Why do you want me to tell you? You don't really think that I took your permission from you, do you?
"Oh. That's the thing. I was sad then."
Khaya didn't seem as sad as she said with her mouth. Anna got angry because she thought the story was ridiculed.
"You, that's why they shake you on the board. The board said so. He said being with you irritates me. You're so quiet, you can't help but think of it as a stupid picture."
"Well, it was. I didn't realize it myself. So the board came to a woman like you who was confident in herself and didn't hesitate to take it away whether she had a pardon or not."
"You...!
"Huffle. That's funny. My lords, I've had trouble favoring women like you."
that many men have no eyes to see women. And when Khaya told me, Anna noticed. Khaya said she was not a foolish woman. Apparently the board misjudged the pardon dowry.
The cold cell ladder conversation chills my head. Anna realized that a woman named Khaya was not the kind of woman the board was saying.
"Why did you leave me alone? Someone like you wouldn't have known what would happen to the board."
"You didn't ask me if I told the board. He only heard your words. Love is scary, isn't it? Looks like you won't be able to make an accurate decision."
"He's also a disaster, isn't he? Caught up in a woman like me like this."
"It really is. When I told you to pick a woman to play with, I insisted that you were the woman of destiny."
"The woman of destiny?
"Yeah. He said he was in real love"
Serious love. Anna had a sore chest when she heard that. That's what I used to think of Anton. I could only have been a convenient woman for him.
I still can't forget about him, so I guess it's unconcerned.
"Sounds like it wasn't for you."
"That's right. To me he was nothing but gold. Maybe that's why you got punished."
You get caught up in a bad guy. What a deserve. Huh, I wondered why Khaya was in this monastery. In Anna's case, she was sent here by commutation of sentence, but in her case she didn't sin, and I feel like the other nuns were saying things like coming here hoping from herself.
"How did you get here?
'Cause I was really in love with that one.'
I was told that you meant the board. Khaya said she came to this convent for women because she didn't want to marry anyone else because she thought about forgiveness. I thought Anna was an idiot.
"I'm sorry about the man you chose, too."
"As much as marriage is allowed, we get serious about love that we don't want, so we were out there, and we were like each other."
"Including me."
……
"Your former pardon is stupid, too. If I had chosen a woman like you, not a troublesome woman like me, you might have built your mansion as a big merchant's wife by now."
Anna had this forgiveness for the man. And I thought. Though it's not something I can say that I've torn that fellow apart.
"It's over now. But I've felt jealous about him once, and I can't believe I'm ever going to see you again like this."
"What's the big deal?
"Yeah. I never thought we'd meet in a convent like this. Maybe this is some kind of guide, too."
"Right. Probably not sooner."
Anna has been laughing at what Khaya says.
"You're funny."
"Isn't that interesting, Anna?
"Anna's fine. Because I call you Khaya."
"What is that...?
"Don't you like it? I won't tell you if you don't want to."
"I don't hate it. Sounds like we're close."
"I say I want to be like you."
Khaya says pleasantly. Who would have thought they wanted to get along with the woman who slept with her permission to marry. But Anna was about to be drunk by the slightest atmosphere of Khaya and forgive her. It's an unprecedented experience to want that from yourself, but I thought I could have that relationship with her.
I need Khaya's consent to do that. "Fine," I said waiting for a response from Khaya, and a pleasant reply came back.
"Fine. Be your friend."
Nice to meet you. Anna. And, my voice came back from the cell across the street, and I was so glad that was Anna. After being released from solitary confinement, Anna became disciplined. Once again, he tried to listen carefully to Khaya and the senior nuns.
The other nuns, who were burning their hands at Anna's attitude, were surprised at what had changed her, but Anna decided to change her lazy attitude also for Khaya, who would personally burn her care. Waking up early and praying with Khaya makes me tight. I didn't think this was a bad life.