Nigotta Hitomi no Lilianne
9, 12th month of life
Twelve months old passed.
I left the room "for the first time" that day.
Yes, it's the first time.
The bath brought me a baby bath in my room, the meal was eating in my room, and the bathroom was like a diaper cloth.
Well, it's a baby, and I can't help but say that the bathroom is a diaper...
I couldn't help myself.
Shame? What's that delicious?
It's a baby! It's no problem! Chickshaw!
My playmate's brother, sister, nanny, mother and father all came to my room.
And no one took him out of the room.
Anyone else who comes to the room is like an old doctor.
There is no need to leave the room as a conclusion, and no one will take you out of the room.
I didn't even want to get out of myself.
Because I was busy with my training, and I was obsessed.
It's different that nobody was willing to take them out.
My brother Theo loved and liked trees too much, so much so that he was a tree enthusiast that he could take care of the trees growing in the garden himself and boast that he had made his own flower stand for bonsai plants, so much so that he was extending the beauty to himself under the age of one.
There's no way he wouldn't want to show himself the trees he's proud of.
My sister Ellie also makes a massive flower bed in the garden, planting several kinds of flowers and grass full of edible and inedible grass and an inherent noun that I'm not sure what it is to take care of with my mother Claire.
Just as happy as Theo is about the flowerbed, it's time to talk to Theo about losing.
There's no way she'd want to show you the grasshoppers she's proud of in person like that.
Or something we've both said a few times.
He wants to show Lily our proud children in the garden.
Maybe it was because I thought I wouldn't understand less than a year old.
I guess they also understood that it wouldn't actually come true to show you.
He always looked sad and remorseful after that.
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A few days before I left the room for the first time, an old doctor who came to see me clearly said.
"Lady Lillianne's eyes are a lifelong sickness…" cloudy eyes. "
There was a mixture of unique nouns that I had never heard of.
Later, the old man visited and walked with many people with the same symptoms, viewed various literature and told me that he was looking for something to recover from.
He said that nothing had recovered as a result, and that all the people who could be found and the dozens of people written in various literature remained "cloudy eyes" without light in their eyes.
♪ Cloudy eyes ♪
To sum up the old man's story, he said it was a disease characterized by white and cloudy eyes.
Few people are innate and most develop acquired.
I mean, he seems to be a rare example of himself being congenial.
Neither the cause nor the cure is known and is considered a form of incurable disease.
Symptoms become completely blind and like a dark night in the moon.
It doesn't make you weak, it makes you completely blind.
They develop abruptly without any precursors.
Claire, who was listening, just said one word.
"… is that so……………"
It was just like that.
I should have known because my eyes would have been cloudy from birth, like I was giving up everything, accepting it.
But I think the words from the old man were something close to the death sentence.
In fact, the old man also visited dozens of people with "cloudy eyes" and walked through the literature to see if it was a mistake.
I wonder if the old man and mother had a slight desire to make a difference.
I knew Theo and Ellie, and I knew it, so I didn't try to get them out of the room.
Because they can't show their beloved sister what they wanted to show them they loved.
That's why I didn't try to get anyone out of the room.
And I walked out of the room today.
Of course, I didn't leave alone, my mother looked important to me, and my brother and sister are beside me together.
My vision is closed in the dark.
But that's not all. I may be the only one with these cloudy eyes, but I can see magic (tentative).
My mother is holding me dear, my brother and sister walking with me beside me, I can't see the color, but I can see it well.
So I'm not sad.
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The area that appeared to be the hallway was a little colder than the room, but the same thin magic (temporary) as the heating device in the room exited at regular intervals from the top, so it could be considered comfortable.
I felt a little loose up and down on foot, it seems to be down the stairs.
Apparently my room was more than upstairs tall.
I've never known it before.
For the record, it's very unusual in terms of the clothes I'm wearing right now.
I usually wear pants with skirts or something like a coverall, but what I'm wearing right now is like a puff sleeve balloon dress.
A large ribbon is stuck on my back in a way that suppresses the front area, and I get compliments from Claire and Ellie that I'm like a fairy.
The hair is also carefully set, and I wonder if it is a headdress or if it has any fluffy embellishments on the hair band.
I can't see the mirror, so I touched it all myself to make sure, but obviously it's for leeway or party clothing.
Even if there is no magic (tentative) in terms of clothing, I can't grasp the details if someone wears them, but I can generally tell.
I can't grasp the details even if I strengthen my eyes to my vision, which has improved a lot after training.
I don't see any signs of growth with regard to clothing from the area where I can now grasp the facial appearance.
It's strange because I can't see any clothes that people aren't wearing.
There is a strange boundary between being invisible in the state you are holding in your hand and being visible in the state you are wearing.
It's a big bracket called clothing, but when I wear accessories, I can see it roughly.
Well, even if it's out on a necklace or something, it's too vague, and I'm not sure.
Clothes or things to wear? Maybe that's what it is about.
Although I'm not going to give up yet because there is still a possibility that if I improve my eyesight more I might be able to grasp the details.
My clothes look like that, so I don't see my body through them.
So the only way to grasp the clothes in detail is to touch them directly and make sure.
There are still tons of things I don't know.
I'm getting a little excited.
As soon as I thought so, the stairs seemed to be over.
Keep walking a little bit, my brother and sister are pushing something.
I don't see things that don't have magic power.
Probably a door to see how it works.
They seem to be slowly pushing one open door at a time.
Both open doors...... actually this house was pretty wealthy?
There is no such thing as a double open door.
No, it sounds like this isn't the country I lived in my whole life, and maybe both open doors are standard foreign countries.
After the door opened while I was thinking about that, a bursting noise called bang bang bang made a wooden spirit.
Being in the sea of thought, I was greatly surprised by the sound, but I didn't know if it was because I had usually passed silent faceless characters or because I was too surprised, but I didn't have any voice.
And a lot of blessing voices to be heard.
I hear voices inside.
Oh well, is today your birthday?
Finally, I'm 1 year old.
A year after I was reincarnated, it was as short as it was long.
I mean, this is a birthday party.
There were so many people in the darkness that they could grasp the details of magic (tentative) into a white human form that they even trained to see it.
One year after reincarnation.
There are only six people I've met.
But the people who gathered me for my birthday party are over 50 just because I counted them all.
There are so many people who bless me.
That made me kind of cry.
Claire slowly enters the circle of blessings as she holds herself back.
And Father, let yourself sit next to Alec and sit beside him.
Ellie beside Claire, Theo beside Alec, and blessing words again.
My chest was filled with emotion.
And solve one of the constraints I imposed on myself.
I was reincarnated for a year.
I barely changed my expression and came through silent characters.
That ends today, too.
"Thank you very much."
I laughed nicely and said that with the best smile I could.
"" "" "" "" Or, cute -!!!! "" "" "
... I honestly didn't expect that reaction.