Nirvana In Fire

Sick yesterday, laid down all day, no code words, no mental internet access to take time off. Today is better, so I rushed a few words to update it, but my mind is still not very clear, there may be more typos, there are careful readers to grab me by the way. Sleep early at night, strive for a complete recovery tomorrow...

----------------------This is a spiritless divider ——————————

After saying this, Mae Chang-su closed his eyes and leaned against the board wall of the carriage, taking a quiet nap. Knowing his nature, it is necessary to take this step, though not regrettable, but always bitter in the heart. He dared not say much at the moment, but accompanied him in silence. He went all the way into Su's house without a word.

“You let Dr. Yan see you. If there's nothing wrong, take a rest.” Before bidding farewell, I was told to keep my voice down.

But Mae Chang-su didn't seem to be listening to him, his eyes flashed and he didn't know what he was thinking. Fearing to interrupt his thinking, Meng turned around slowly and was ready to go quietly. Anyone who had just taken a few steps was called by Mae Chang-su.

“Brother Montgomery, will you arrange a hunt at the Hibiscus? ”

“Yeah. It's the last spring hunt of the year. ”

Mae Chang Su shrugged his eyes and said coldly: “His Majesty will definitely invite Da Chu's mission to participate this time. You arrange with King Jing to find an opportunity to town Yuwenxiang, in case he thinks that my warlord in the Great Leung Chapel is Xie Yu, such a powerful man, to create a wolf ambition for no reason. ”

Meng sincerely felt a slight shock, low answered a "good” word, but after being silent, he couldn't help but persuade: “Xiao Xiao, you are the light oil, not this way. You even care about Yu Wenxiao. Can you handle it? ”

Mae Chang Su shook his head gently. “If it wasn't for me, Yu Wenqiao wouldn't have had a chance to see me fighting inside the center. I was worried about not handling him properly. ”

“You can't say that,” Meng Si disagrees, "the prince and the king of honor have fought like a chicken, who doesn't know? Isn't there something like that over at Daechu's? ”

“At least they haven't for a few years.” May Chang Su's eyes revealed a slight color of anxiety, "Chu Dynasty, just growing up, has performed well in the five years of his tenure, has gradually become a political connoisseur and a good situation. Apart from the turmoil in Myanmar, there is no great difficulty. But if I go down like this again, if the threat to strong neighbors diminishes, I'm afraid there will inevitably be a day of recruitment. ”

“You...” Meng Xi sighed at him helplessly, but after all, his heart moved, patting May Changsu's shoulder with great pride, and promised, "Don't worry, there is me and Jing Wang on the hunting grounds, it must show that the army will let Yu Wen open his eyes and go back to the south to stay honest for a few years. Besides, there's Nephew County Masters to the south. ”

“It's always good to be proactive without a stab, and if you give Big Chu an extra point of consternation, Nephew can relieve the stress. I'll ask you guys later.” Mae Chang Su smiled and relaxed his face. "Go away, I really feel cold. ”

Meng Si looked at Mae Chang Su's face in the moonlight and did not dare to stay any longer. After arching his hand, he quickly disappeared into the night. Li Xian had already prepared hot water to wait beside him. At this time, he immediately came and personally served Mei Chang Su bubble medicine bath. He also invited Dr. Yan to carefully examine and treat him. He confirmed that the cold air only stayed on the outer muscle and did not invade the inner body, so everyone was relieved.

That night, Mae Chang Su was not sleeping steadily, some had difficulty sleeping. He was afraid of flying. He did not dare to turn in bed. The next day, he had some headaches. Dr. Yang came to stab him with a needle and his face was silent. Li Xian was frightened by the face of the old doctor's bottom, so he blocked the children's road to report the incident for two hours outside, and refused to let him come in to disturb the master's rest. As a result, Mae Changsu found out this afternoon, he rarely got angry and scared the flying stream to hide on the beam.

Knowing that he had overstepped his authority, Le Fontaine had been kneeling in the courtyard awaiting his crimes. Mae Changsu ignored him. After sitting in the house listening to the children's road and reporting on important developments such as Yu Wang's Palace and Princess's Palace today, he looked a little pale.

Nearly dusk, Li Xian had been kneeling for three hours. Mae Chang-su walked into the courtyard and asked him softly: “Why did I make you kneel so long, think clearly? ”

"“ My subordinates specialize, "said Li Xianfu." I ask the Patriarch to punish me. ”

“You're for my own good. Why don't I try it?” Mae Chang-su looked at him, his eyes were still harsh, but the tone of voice had become calm. "If you persuaded me to stop me, I wouldn't be upset, but I can't tolerate you hiding from me! If I entrust this house to you, you will be my eyes, my ears, even if you are covered in the middle, will I not be blind, deaf, what can I do? I've advised you from the beginning, and unless I'm really out of my mind, there are a few people that you have to know whenever you come, and child roads are one of them. Is this an instruction that you have left ear in right ear, not in mind at all? ”

Le Platform was full of shame, tears in his eyes, and he began: "My people are entrusted by the negative lord, willing to be heavily punished. Please take care of yourself and don't get upset. ”

Mae Chang Suding looked at him halfway and shook his head. “There are some mistakes you can't make once. Go back to Langzhou and get Jane Ping. ”

Le Platform was shocked, pushed forward, grabbed Mae Chang Su's sleeve and begged: “Master, Master, my subordinates have really known wrong. My subordinates have been deported to Langzhou, so I'd rather kill my subordinates first...”

Mae Changsu looked at him tirelessly and his voice was softer and softer: “I came to the capital to face too many enemies, too many tricks, so the people around me had to fully obey and understand everything I meant, help me, support me, without having to put a little extra effort into taking care of my own interior, you understand? ”

Li Xian whimpered indiscriminately, a big man, can't even say what he is ashamed of at this moment.

“Go, send a message to Jane Ping. ”

“The Patriarch...” Le Platform's heart was extremely desperate, but he dared not ask for more help. His hands were tight and his nails were trapped in the flesh, seeping out blood beads.

“You... stay too. I've been sick a little bit lately, and no wonder you're stressed. Think about you taking care of the whole house by yourself, your back is too heavy, the strings are always too tight, there is no time to relax, it is inevitable that you will travel to the business pool. I should have realized this a long time ago, but I was neglected because my mind was out there. You and Yan Ping cooperate with the acquiescence. When he arrives, you can share with each other. I will be more relieved if there is someone to discuss the matter with. ”

Li Xian raised his head and his mouth was half open. At first, he didn't react. It took him a long day to gradually grasp what Mae Chang-su meant. He was ecstatic and shouted: "Yes! ”

Mae Chang-su stopped talking and turned around and went back to his room. Dr. Yan's back heel came in, served him a bowl of medicine juice and forced him to drink it. He said it was clear of liver flames, so he poured it down. Flying out of nowhere, he lay on Mae Chang-su's lap and flattened his mouth: “Angry! ”

“Well, Brother Su is not angry anymore.” Mae Chang-su rubbed his hair, "Fei Liu frightened? ”

“Scared...”

Mae Chang Su smiled slightly, slowly patting the flying shoulder, patting and patting, his eyes gradually blurred, leaning back on the pillow, his body slowly relaxed. Dr. Yan sucked the cushion to let him sleep, took the bed blanket and gave him a fine cover. Flight insisted on staying on lying on Brother Su's leg, burying his face in soft and dense short hair, and gently rubbing it.

“Shut up.” Dr Yan lowered his voice and ordered the teenager to quit quietly. He had just walked down the hall and rushed in to meet Li Xian without frowning.

“How's the lord? ”

“Just fell asleep...”

Le Footsteps were slightly lagging, but it was still quick to cross Dr. Yi and enter the room. Mae Changsu lay on a long soft bed, revealing half his face no more colourful than the snow and white blanket covered on him, his head lying on the side of the pillow, his nose slightly, apparently falling asleep. Li Xian hesitated beside him for a moment, and eventually he squatted down and shouted softly: “Lord, Lord...”

Mae Chang moved and asked vaguely with his eyes closed: “What is it? ”

“The children's road is back.” Li Pan reached out and sat down on the bed with Mae Chang Su Fa, who had heard that he had risen, "he said... the news just received from the Princess's office, Xie Xia's sister, Xie Qi, was in labor today, and the situation did not seem very good...”

Mae Chang-su glanced: “Is it difficult to give birth? ”

“Yes, I heard that the placement is incorrect, the child showed his feet first... five royal doctors have been called in...”

“Does it matter? ”

Li Xian doesn't know how to answer him, stay. “Eight out of ten children could not have been born if they had not been assisted by very skilled mothers," said Dr. Yan, who returned with him. Moreover, the mother is also a lady of the official family, she is not physically fit enough, she is afraid of the death of one corpse. ”

Mae Chang-su's face was white: “Can't you keep any of it? ”

“The circumstances are unclear and difficult to assert.” Dr. Yan shook his head and sighed, "but the woman had difficulty giving birth, almost like a ghost door closed. ”

“The Princess summoned your doctor, there must be some way, right? ”

Dr. Yan picked out the white eyebrows, “To be a royal doctor, of course, medicine won't be bad. But most midwifery depends on experience. How many children have these royal doctors delivered? It might as well be a good midwife. ”

Mae Changsu couldn't help but stand up and take two steps indoors: “I think the mother-in-law invited by the Princess should also be the best in Beijing... I hope Xie Qi can be surprised and live through this difficult...”

Dr. Yan knows better than him the horrors of difficult labor and does not speak with a beard. Li Xian thought of something and suddenly his eyes lit up, "Lord, do you remember Little Hanger?" When her mother gave birth to her, she also left her feet first, saying that she was hopeless. Later, Aunt Ji rubbed her belly and adjusted the position of the foetus so that she could land safely... ”

Mae Chang-su immediately said: "Call Aunt Ji! ”

Li Pan turned around and rushed out of the courtyard with Aunt Ji. Mae Changsu quickly asked. Heard that it was a positive tire technique handed down by rural generations. Very effective test, he ordered the car to be ready immediately, and led Aunt Ji to the Chang Princess's office in a hurry.

By the time we got to the front door, it had probably become a mess. The well-guarded doorman had just heard Mae Chang-su say the words "to help deliver the baby." He even said, "Please, sir." He panicked and led Zhang directly to the house. As you can see, the doctors were already helpless. The inner courtyard began to invite folk doctors everywhere, and Mae Chang-su was obviously one of the doctors mistakenly thought to be invited.

Go past the triple doors and get a garden full of flowers and trees. Upon entering the main hall, Princess Dayang sat scattered on an armchair to the left, her eyes stalled and her eyes filled with tears. Mae Chang Su quickly stepped forward and bowed down: “Princess Chang, I heard the lady is not well. Su brought a steady woman. She has a great technique. Could you give her a try? ”

Princess Zhiyang frightened for a moment and looked up at Mae Changsu. Her eyes turned very slowly, as if she did not understand what he had said.

“Princess Chang...” Mae Chang-su was about to say again, a sudden cry came from outside the hospital: “Chill!" Zhuo Qingyiao, a young man with a gloomy face, ran in with a falling voice, followed by two guards, presumably Yu Wang was generous and sent him.

“Mother-in-law, how's Kyle?” Zhuoqing glanced at Princess Luyang and knelt in front of her. Her face was gray, "how was she? How's the kid? ”

Princess Zhuyang's lips trembled violently. There was a large tear ball in her already swollen eyes. The tone was even more silent: “Qingyang... you... you are here... you are late...”

This sentence is like a blast of lightning, shocked Zhuoqing dizziness, kneeling for a moment, suddenly not knowing where he was. Mae Changsu also felt miserable and turned his head to sigh. Aunt Ji leaned over and lowered her voice: “Lord, can I go inside and see? ”

Mae Changsu didn't know what else to look at when everyone was dead. Aunt Ji, with his acquiescence, quickly turned around and went into the inner room.

Almost the next moment, there were several shouts.

“Who are you?! ”

“What are you doing? ”

“Somebody...”

The shouting woke Zhuo Qingyiao, and he immediately jumped up and rushed in with sadness. At the same time, Aunt Ji's voice rang out: "Lord, the child can still be saved! ”

The trust in the subordinates prevented Mae Changsu from blocking Zhuoqing's distance at all, trying to stop him, but the young man, who had already lost his mind due to confusion, did not even want to, and slapped him.

“Fly, don't hurt him!” In a mess, Mae Chang-su only had time to shout that sentence. After a few moves, Zhuo Qingyiao's body flew backwards and stopped until he hit the pillar, but from the momentum he rushed forward again immediately, the flying stream did not hurt him very well.

Mae Changsu was about to explain it aloud, and Zhuoqing stopped halfway there.

The weak baby cries out, coming out of the inner room, not loud at first, not continuous, crying twice, then rest, but crying, the sound becomes louder and louder.

Zhuoqing Yao's whole body was as if it had been sucked away by the baby's whisper. He fell on his knees and held one hand against the surface of the water grinding stone. His other hand covered his eyes and his shoulders kept moving. His teeth emitted a whimpering sound of utmost concealment, intermittence, and the tone was extremely low. Even though it was not a painful cry, it made the smeller more sour.

Princess Luyang had entered the room by now, and about half an hour later, she slowly walked out with a swaddle. Aunt Ji followed her and quickly flashed back to Mae Chang-su. “My lord, when I went in, the maternity was fake and out of breath, but now... it was really hopeless and a boy was born. ”

Mae Changsu nodded and lost his mind. It was not joy or sadness. He had little relationship with Xie Qi, but seeing the reddish young woman yesterday, today is a cold ghost, after all, a little sentimental.

“Here... this is your son, give him a hug.” Princess Zhuo Yang swallowed and placed the weak baby in her arms in Zhuo Qingyuan's bend. The young father looked down and hurried to look up. His eyes filled with anticipation: “Where's Jill? When the baby was born, was she supposed to be okay? ”

Princess Zhuyang's eyes were miserable. Her tears seemed to have dried up. There was only one red colour left. “Qingyuan, take the child away and raise him well... If she were alive, she would surely want the child to be with her father...”

Zhuo Qingyang's gaze settled, as if she had passed through the Princess Luyang in front of her and landed somewhere far away. Outdoor winds blow in, drifting and bloody. He squeezed his arms tight, put the child on his chest and stood rocking.

“Qiao is my wife, I shouldn't have left her...” Zhuoqing walked two steps forward and looked back, his eyes have become unusually clear, “I want to take Qiao with me, whether we live or die, we should be together. ”

Princess Luyang's body swayed for a moment, her face greyed out and her face withered. At her age, she should also have no lingering face and colour. There was only one elderly mother left, unable to bear but having to bear the grief that had come before her.

Instead of continuing, Mae Chang-su quietly turned around and walked out of the courtyard. The entire Elder Princess House is like a dead cemetery at this moment, only weeping and no one speaking.

As at the time of arrival, no one came up for questioning. Mae Changsu followed the main road laid with bricks and walked through the heavily draped garden door to the outside of the province. Instead, the sooner he walked, the sooner he walked, until the breath could no longer inhale his lungs, before he was forced to stop. There was a dark mist in his eyes.

Close your eyes and flatten your breath. Feeling someone holding onto his shaking body, the teenager's voice shouted in panic in his ear: "Brother Su! ”

Mae Changsu raised his head, twilight wind and warmth, blowing his hair irregularly floating. The reopening of eyes is already a cold still water, indifferent, cool, stable and deep, as if all emotions had been masked and there was no emotion at all.

“Flying,” he grabbed the teenager's hand, muttering, “a man's heart can harden, you know? ”