"I can't help but hate everything in this world. I want unbeatable power in this ridiculous world."
In front of the crimson-eyed girl dressed in white, Mutsuki pleaded so with the thought of spitting blood.
"Though it will depend on you, I may be able to give you quite a bit of strength."
Junko answers to the true wishes of a girl about twelve or three years old with that usual uncontrolled smile.
"Not quite, I want power that no one can beat!
It has been about three weeks since Mutsuki lived at the Snow Oka Institute. Junko, True, and Tired lived with three people, and it became quite clear to them what they were like.
Most importantly, it gives Junko the right strength to those who accept him as an experimental bench for their research.
The reason why Mutsuki visited here - that wasn't because it had a purpose. Because I had no other choice. Without knowing exactly what was going to happen when I got here, I just made sure to get over it and visited the Snow Oka Institute.
Mutsuki has been thinking about it. How to revive Shayyah. Junko told me that I couldn't do it lightly. He said Mutsuki himself was a problem to be solved somehow and that it could not be a direct force.
Hate inherited from Shayyah. Clear it up and Shayyah will be resurrected. Mutsuki simply concluded so.
"So - it's up to you. Not one in ten people couldn't stand what we're going to transplant. Not many people in pain are dead. If you have a heart that can stand it, the first stage is clear. I can't even imagine how it will evolve after that. But as far as Arlaune was concerned a decade ago, it proves that it can be as good as it gets. It's up to you to see if you can evolve the Great Monster."
"Aha, that would be good for you."
Mutsuki laughed invincibly and later became Junko's experimental bench without saying anything.
That's how Mutsuki acquired two abilities. One is a powerful playback capability. The other is Family Fresh. The latter was not prepared from the outset. It is a force blossomed by chance.
At one point, during regeneration when severely injured, I accidentally took in a small spider in my body. In doing so, genetic information about spiders poured in during the Good Moon.
The spiders taken in at the same time were also half assimilated to the cells of the Good Moon. By doing so, I learned that I could alter the spider cells in my body and obey my orders.
The ability to follow an organism large enough to take it into your body as a living weapon.
That does not directly lead to the resurrection of Shayyah, although it did nothing to help Mutsuki live in the back streets or suddenly satisfy the black impulses that boil more than within. But Mutsuki was betting on two possibilities.
One is the hope that Shayyah will come out satisfied if we continue to clear the resentment we have taken over from Shayyah as it is.
The other is the hopeful observation that after further evolution of the power of Familiar Fresh to return this body to Shayyah, Shayyah can not transfer his mind to you by creating the 'Rapprochement Moon' that Shayyah had in mind.
There are three remaining members of the sweep vacation.
Each agency paper on the back street writes online about Shinko Yukioka's murder doll, Makoto Aizawa, and a sweeping vacation protest. Fear and awe swelled up against the truth, which cleaned up five of the eight members alone, both on each bulletin board in the back street.
"So, Chang Man screwed up, and from today on, you're the one who beat me up."
Tazawa says as he faces Mutsuki and distributes cards on the table. Mutsuki was completely unresponsive and remained nagging with a dark face.
"Oh man, isn't this business right for you? That's the same as everyone else, but you can't change your mind."
If you look at it from Mutsuki, it's Tazawa who can have the same attitude as usual, which is incredible.
"I'm sick. Hey. As a result of what I've done. Everyone went to kill each other, convinced to cut off their heroes, and screwed them. Heroes were the most sick of you, so I feel like I was worried about you until now."
"Heroes are stupid, too. If you're overconfident in your power, and you go ahead, and you eat it back, you're not gonna take care of it."
"I don't know."
Shake your head small and show all your hand tags back, Tazawa. Ten clover three cards.
"No, you're pretending you know and you don't? Heroes don't even float."
"I know, but... my body is a woman because I owe it to Sharia, but my heart is a man, and I'm in trouble."
With a ray of laughter, Mutsuki turns the card over. It was the full house of Queen of Spades and Jack of Hearts.
"Whether the contents say man or man, but the body is actually a woman, I can't do that if they tell me not to think of you as a woman. Besides, I doubt your heart really belongs to a man."
"Mmm..."
"I don't think it's a bad way to die a hero. Dying for a woman you fell in love with is one of the romances of a man, and it's so evil. Bye. It's all about masculinity."
I cut back the card, saying it in a tone that I can't be serious or joke about.
"I'm glad I got in shape, but they're just killing me. Bye... It's not like they took him on the road."
"You're just self-satisfied. You're full of death, hero. But isn't that a good idea? It's better to live a sloppy life and find a place to die where you can snort when you're worth putting your life on, rather than old and old."
The word is no consolation for the Moon. Tazawa is a fat, short man on the ground. Mutsuki was attracted to that enjoyable way of life and thought, and was particularly nostalgic for Tazawa among the sweeping vacations.
"I'm pretty sure the hero was worried sick about you the most. So at least don't draw on that thought. It's fine that you keep getting mowed and killed by hatred and sacrificing, but you don't really think there's anything going on down there, do you? What you need is something else, right?
My eyeballs get hot. It only sounds like a cliché sermon when other humans say it, which, Tazawa says, is completely different.
(My raison d 'être is for Sharia. Shayyah is everything)
stared down at the cards, and once again the Rakuzuki said strongly in his heart,
(But that Shaye afflicts me... I lose something important because of the sacrifice I'm making to awaken Shaye. stray)
I wonder if the opportunity to stop that stray is exactly now.
Forget about Shayyah and try to clear up Shayyah's grudges, even though he lives in the hope of it all, Shayyah at heart is nowhere. My self, Mutsuki, does exist here and now. I keep taking endless revenge to clear up the resentment of Shayyah, who is nowhere.
The will is annoying. What are these grudges and things for? Endless revenge has only brought about the consequences of driving your people to death.
"If only I wasn't even such a strange person..."
Squeeze as you spill tears over the cards.
"Weird? It's not like you're the only one who's special. Bye, huh? Everyone in the world is sick. This guy always wanted to think that I was normal, and the concept that normal is normal, normal is normal, normal is normal is normal, normal is normal is normal, but I want to be good, but in fact, this world is like for rubbish. All the people in this world are maggots in raw garbage. That's who he is. At least it looks like it to me."
There were nuances to lighten up the depressing Mutsuki, but it was also Tazawa's true intention.
"I've been playing around scattering that garbage and crushing both maggots. Fun, huh? So you can have more fun, too. You've said that many times, haven't you? This world is a playground. At the time we were born in this world, we were the chosen elite of hundreds of millions of sperm, and if we didn't enjoy it, we'd lose it, wouldn't we? It's the best way to feed the people who died trying to protect you."
This world is a playground - I have heard the words from Tazawa's mouth many times Mutsuki.
I'm out on that playground playing with myself and Shayyah, who disappeared without going out on the playground. Mutsuki always becomes so aware.
While I am comfortably inspired by Tazawa's words, I honestly cannot accept them. No, I'm not denying Tazawa's idea. Because I want to affirm it, I return the presence of Shayyah and become strongly conscious.
"Ma, this line I always say is what my first lover used to say when I was a kid. I've changed since then. Oh, no, the cult religion we've been talking about lately, like" The Megalodon of Thin Happiness, "you're saying the same thing. Some people think the same thing."
"What kind of playground is this?
"Oh. That's what I said to my elementary school kid, Kickin 'Cho. So, I had the same idea."
Tazawa speaks with a nostalgic eye.
"Something's weird about you being my age - you're an adult, you're a woman who feels objectified... That really influenced my outlook on life. That's the only word he said that changed me. With only a few things, people can change. I'm going to make it."
"What happened with that kid? Confessed?
A good moon spilled with nature and a smile. It is very intriguing, such as the story of Tazawa's first love, which was thought to have nothing to do with serious sex play.
"No... in six years of elementary school, I killed myself... You tell me all about the beauty of your life and the crap and fun of the world, and you're a suicide, right? I didn't know when I was a kid, but don't think a lot about it now."
Mutsuki's smile disappears in Tazawa's answer. I also imagine a lot of Mutsuki.
"When you're depressed, when you're mushy, when you're tempered, when you think of him, you calm down right away. I used to laugh like this all the time. Is it the goddess in me? Hehe."
and Tazawa, with her mouth wide spread to the side, showing her teeth and laughing. Tazawa smiles a lot.
"It's a shock that you killed yourself, but is that child's words reaching me through Mr. Tazawa? Something's funny."
"It's people that connect the world. The playground is not fun to play alone. We all play together. I don't like him. He beat him up and kicked him out of the playground."
"The way you kicked me out sounds like I didn't taste good..."
Everything is a later festival. As a result, I drove the sweep vacation to a half-destructed state. They all died for themselves. But neither Tazawa nor Kato blame themselves. Even though it was my muscle to go first and get killed, my people went first and got killed to protect me.
There's still three of us left.
Tazawa tells him in a powerful voice, seeing that Mutsuki felt self-blamed and was about to be depressed.
"Exactly, if only you survived at the end of the day, then we could win, right?
Mutsuki didn't say anything. Honestly, that's the most unpleasant development, and if that was enough to happen, I even wanted to die first, but I couldn't possibly speak of it.