That night, the apricot left the facilities of the Megalodon of Thin Happiness and headed to the excellent town of Euthanasia.
I had a date scheduled for tonight. Rarely was he speaking from the apricot because he was all about taking care of Midori and was shabby these days without a call from the truth.
True and face-to-face since he was wounded in the battle against Vipers and returned from a denominational facility to the institute. It has not been such a long time, but it has been a long time since we have met alone.
It was no different from the usual true except I was playing gips. The conversation really makes me thin happy megalodon-related, but I can't help it. Usually, backstreet-related conversations dominate. We don't have a common hobby, so we don't have much else to talk about.
Dinner and go to a hotel. Do what you do, date a very normal evening. But between apricot and true, the act of pinching a meal itself is frivolous and unusual. Because I usually just have to do it. That's almost just true convenience, too. Apricots also hang out with each other knowingly.
I think of apricots every time they really hold me. He said that what he was asked for meant that he had killed someone again.
How many nights has it been? And I wonder how many people you're killing. Every time I become aware of the fact that I am taking someone's life, causing my soul to smell blood and nitrous smoke, and infusing myself with life, Apricot really remembers the refracted joy.
But at the same time, I became aware of this. Who are you killing for?
At first I felt only superior pleasure just touching it, but gradually I had to be aware of it. As the degree of joy intensifies, as the body develops, so does its awareness as it solicits feelings for truth.
The answer is clear from his street name. And I remember intense jealousy, but I was afraid that my current relationship would break, and I couldn't say it, but...
"What makes you work under Junko Suzuoka?
An apricot looking at the ceiling while in underwear on the bed hits a question I've never wanted to ask and couldn't ask. I dared to touch what I never touched because it seemed like a nuclear mine that was going to end their relationship.
"Shit - I guess. Well, there's a lot going on."
The truth, already dressed and sitting on the bed, answered. The content of the answer was vague, but it has been answered immediately without precipitation and without any hesitation.
"If I asked you not to, would you stop?
"Don't stop."
More instant answers are returned to the further inquiries we have penetrated. Apricots got a little decent, with instant answers that didn't think about anything and didn't even consider the other person's mood at all.
"Don't you like her?
In a surprisingly mean tone myself, the suspicion that had always been in the apricot came out with his mouth.
"We're done. We're friends. Whether you have thoughts or not. I'm dating an apricot now."
I finally think there's something really wrong with the apricots here, peeking into the apricots and telling them in a serious tone sometime.
The last word echoed the heart of the apricot. Now another self in my heart had warned me that I should stop this conversation, but push it over and go further.
"Which one do you like better?
Apricots could not stop the rampage, even though they had already heard the answer from the truth. Reason is meant to work properly. Nonetheless, I'm messing around with a mine that I don't know when it's going to explode.
"There's nothing you can do if you doubt my words, but they're apricots. That's why we're touching each other. Now I'm just looking at apricots."
I couldn't believe the word in apricots. No, I didn't think the truth was lying, but in the depths of my mind I didn't even realize the truth myself, I was guessing that my heart would be something different.
Even as I've been dating, I've been thinly guessing. That's why I can't forgive you. That's why I keep messing with mines. You can explode if you want. I want to keep the mines themselves cleared with my own hands.
"Well, what if I told you to break up?
"No. I'm telling you it's serious. I have three things to do. Until we do that, we won't change our current position, and I want you to cooperate with Apricot for that."
"You mean the bullying is also included in the purpose?
"Oh."
True to snort.
"To be honest, I also want to be deeply connected to a person named Yunzuka Apricot, an informant. It's very comforting to have a trusted collaborator."
The rationale can also be seen in apricots. The relationship between me and Li Mei is right.
"That's plus, for abnormal lust processing."
I didn't say this ironically. I joked and said. I thought apricots wouldn't matter if it was a tool for that or just a sex friend, but I was glad from apricots that Truth needed my abilities as well.
Besides, he was also meant to be a proper lover. And after we've revealed everything, we're asking for your help.
"Is that lust acquired?
Apricots are also a substitute for avoiding touching on the expensive topic after a true murder. But if it was true now, I felt like you could tell me if you asked.
"From time to time I was driven by an uncontrollable urge for sex and violence, long before I fell into the back streets. It's so uncontrollable with reason and reason. If we don't kill each other for a long time, don't even happen now and then. Violence is not the only thing. And an impulse for sex. Driven by the urge to force a woman to become devastated. That's true today. Even if I didn't kill anyone, I'd save my lust on my own."
True to remind me of the Moon as I speak. I truly know what it's like to be a good moon who couldn't contain murder. Even if you don't want to kill me, you can't indulge in the urge to boil from within. In the case of the Good Moon, the reason was obvious, but the truth is I have no idea how I am able to do so.
"I heard you have?
"What happened then is still scratching. It's not funny to say that the perpetrator was hurt, but" "couldn't you stop it?
"I wasn't even willing to stop it. I can't wait to hate you."
Apricots that surprise me what hatred means.
"I know too much about you. You want me to work with you unknowingly, with all three purposes and involvement?
"No way. I want to work with you after we've spoken properly. I really need you to hear everything about me."
I couldn't tell you the truth. In fact, for true, it wasn't something I wanted to tell someone. I need to dig up my nasty memories.
Apricots get up and get out of bed and put on their clothes. I pretend to be calm, but I feel a little confused in my head. Seeking help from yourself is something that's really important - that's all. But the bullying is definitely something that involves Junko Yukioka.
"What can we talk about now?
"Rather, now is the perfect opportunity for that. Flow wise. I was hoping to talk to you someday."
Then the truth is, I started a long story. Starting with my old story, I talked about it all without covering it up, even with three purposes, from why I fell in the back street to why I was at Junko's.
By the time we talked, it had been quite a while. The truth was that he had occasionally collapsed Pocaface, and he had strength in his voice. When I plugged it into the nostalgia of something I didn't want to recall, my emotions naturally appeared. Listening to the story, the apricots also convinced me of true natural emotional expression.
After listening to all the true stories, Apricot was silent for a while, but eventually he opened his mouth and said:
"I know what you mean, but it's hard to find out."
The first of the three aims was to protect the existence of Junko Yukioka. This is something I knew from a true standpoint. But before and after I heard the true memorabilia, the nuances I could receive were completely different.
The second was a substitute for revamping Junko to quit Mad Scientist. True himself had told me many times from the beginning that he was an unfaithful hound, and even when we met, he had acted separately from Junko by calling it a game, trying to keep the target ahead of Junko. I guess you recognize him as someone to cross.
True said it was a substitute for ending my friendship with Junko, but I don't think so very much. At least my thoughts haven't disappeared. In a way, then, there are stronger bonds than sex. But the truth was that he didn't realize it himself, and it was in the eyes of the apricot.
"What is it? Did I say something strange?
"Nothing Me, Still Fine...... I have jealousy and regret but I still don't want to lose it if it would be second or sex friend"
Apricot with a trembling voice. My hands are shaking slightly too.
"So why does that happen? I don't think that way."
"No, that's what I'm talking about"
Smiling masochistically, the apricot tells clearly in a careless voice.
"But now I know how you feel. Same as you're interfering with Junko Yukioka's side. We want to protect Midori and stop Midori. It's a tough story."
I truly questioned whether that would be the same as it was fulfilled, but I dared not speak of denial. I thought it would be more convenient if the apricots really thought so.
(Or you could be telling me stories and lying to me, and maybe the opposite is true)
The discomfort the apricot had shown itself earlier - I had witnessed it and had really begun to wonder about the apricot. At least you're not going to be my biggest understander.
It goes without saying who the greatest comprehender for true is today. But if you try to be true, it doesn't change who you want to rely on.
"What do we do? Will you help me? If you don't like it, you can say no clearly. I don't want to change our relationship."
"Honestly, I'm not going to get carried away, but I'm also going to ask you so far and say no... No, what kind of cooperation do I have to do in the first place?
"I can't say exactly. I told you earlier. I just want you to help me as an apricot informant when I need you."
(What's that?
Hearing that, Apricot weakened. Especially not the same as before. I was wondering what kind of unusual demands I had because it was something I would tell you.
(There's something wrong with this kid, too. It's absurd. Yeah, it's out of line. But......)
Apricot thought it was unnecessary to point out that "I am no different than before" if Truth were to think big and treat me as a comrade with special regard and be aware of me, and decided not to say anything. I feel somewhat happier that you are aware of that.