Raw as a clone, No. 11 was shipped early after completing a minimum education at a correctional facility.
"You are a life made as a commodity. It's a copy of the product. I'm not a decent person. Devote yourself to the consciousness and be liked by those who will be your masters. And that leads to your happiness."
Dialogue that led me to be reminded of my resondator and destiny in a correctional facility and to pessimism. Probably forgotten for the rest of my life.
Mourning, anger, envy, jealousy and hatred because the object of comparison exists. If it had just been told and planted because it was a product, this kind of emotion would not have arisen, XI thinks. And later, I think this calmly. As a matter of policy for that correctional facility, I was wondering if I should have told those clones that dialogue.
Waiting ahead for No. 11 to be sold with anxiety and giving up was a large mansion with many servants and a single boy.
The boy was surprised to see the eleventh and round his eyes. His expression then dwelt with joy and fright at the same time.
"Really... it's Mika Tsukinawa..."
The boy to whom No. 11 was to serve, Hiroshi Decayed, said in his own room, staring seriously at the face of No. 11.
"I'm a clone. Because it's not real."
"Oh, different way of talking"
Pointed out, I wonder if No. 11 should talk like the original. The original always had a disgusting way of talking like screaming, and depending on the request, they told me to talk like that, but honestly it was very resistant. There was not a single person in the correctional facility who spoke that way. It already has the feeling that it is embarrassing to do things differently from people.
"Wow, I'm Mika Tsukinawa's clone! Okay, good to see you, Master!
Bo smiled strangely at the eleventh, screaming in an upward voice without turning off the lights, blushing and distracting.
"You don't have to. Stay natural. Because you force me to do something I don't like and I don't bully you."
I still remember Bo's dialogue at this time. I was just slightly uncomfortable then, but later, I knew exactly why I threw up such a dialogue.
Bo, now twelve years old, had been bullied in school during fifth grade and had become a non-school child. Being a big fan of Mika Tsukinawa, he said he was particularly attracted to talking about the episode where Mika Tsukinawa was also bullied at school. Even in front of my parents, I often mentioned the topic of Mika Tsukinawa, so as a lonely blogger, I bought the eleventh issue and gave it to Bo.
Bo was a very gentle, mind-turning boy, always caring about the eleventh and trying to treat him equally like a normal friend. I also tried to deal with No. 11 in line with such an exposition.
I enjoyed spending so much time with Bo that I forgot to draw attention to being raw as a clone.
But there were some resistances. One is to watch TV with Bo and see the original Moonna Mika there.
From the time I saw it in the correctional facility, I had the impression that it was a freak screaming and talking, but that look on TV was always serious and full of temper. It is true that something like Aura is intensely transmitted even across the screen. When you're singing, you're literally an impatient face, as if a ghost were living there. It's too peculiar a character, so the ratings are divided, but I can also nod that people I like will always like.
"I can't believe this guy used to be bullied in school like me too... I can't believe it. How can that be like this?"
At one point, Hiroshi leaked that way in front of Pompous and XI.
It is the eleventh issue of lack of life experience, but I know about the answer to that.
"I'm sure the original was full of unpleasant thoughts and I tried so hard not to want to lose that"
"I wonder if I will remain a loser..."
Holding the hand of the eleventh, Bo shrugs with a repentant face.
The eleventh at that time, I couldn't think of any attentive dialogue. Later, there were a few words I wish I had said to you then, but even though the absorption rate and learning skills were extraordinary, I was still young.
Another thing I learned to resist was the presence of Akihiko, Bo's brother.
When we meet face to face, Akihiko, who always stares at the Eleven thing, doesn't know what he's thinking, and doesn't have much of a conversation. Speak up and say hello.
With a soft contour and a small face that seems to make sense when it comes to women, then your eyes are big and you don't hesitate to say beautiful. Moreover, the colour of the skin is unusually white and the hair is bright white. But behind its distinguished appearance, he always looks grumpy.
There was nothing as offensive as being stared at, but I really feel instinctively resistant. I figured it would be because it was obviously seen with sexual eyes.
And at one point, Akihiko finally pushed down No. 11.
"Why is he the only one? He didn't give me anything, he even bought me a dedicated slave..."
Covered in No. 11, he stared up close and Akihiko was running such a dialogue with a remorseful face.
"Let me use it, too. You're a slave, I'm a buyer's son, and you can use me."
The Eleventh also understands what the word "use" means. Sexual knowledge and how to have sex are also taught by being shown video in a correctional facility.
"I didn't do that with Bo Bo."
Akihiko turned to a more remorseful and painful face when the eleventh told him in a soft tone, as he would teach Akihiko, leaving the eleventh.
"Now... forget it. Never tell anyone. I'll kill you if I tell you."
Running about the noise, Akihiko walked away. At this time, a decisive distrust of Akihiko was planted in No. 11, but at the same time I remembered pity.
Turn to Bo and ask him what he thinks about Akihiko.
"I haven't talked to much either. Always... you mean angry. Do you mean tight? But... because I was so adored, I'm sure it was because of that."
Hard to say, Bo talked about his brother.
"Are you worried?
When XI asked, Bo nodded.
"Yeah, worried. Besides, there's something wrong with your father and your mother. Why do you make it so cold on your brother? But that's what I say..."
That was doubtful from the eyes of the eleventh. The Decaying Ropes are blatantly cold with their eldest son, Akihiko. Especially his mother, Yoko Decaying Rope, was terrible. He also curses in grandeur.
The servants are also avoiding Akihiko. No, number eleven was also told by Yoneko. Whatever Akihiko tells you, you don't have to just obey anything Akihiko says. Just listen to ourselves and Bo. Perhaps the servants have said the same thing, XI guessed.
"Hopefully... I just wish I could get along with my brother, or something like that, but... my mother and father are like that, so if I get along with my brother, he's going to scold me, and my brother doesn't seem to like me... I knew I couldn't be like Mika Tsukinawa. If it was Mika Tsukinawa, I'd scold her father and mother and make good friends with her brother and keep the whole family company."
That's what Bo told me, and the original moon Mika was yelling at the Decaying Ropes family, easily imaginable by the eleventh, and the laughter stirred up.
"Give it some courage and try to move, and if that leads to a good result, you may be able to have even greater courage and move even bigger"
Though the absorption rate is good, with the scarce life experience of No. 11, not even three months old, I give it my best thought and give it my opinion.
"Whatever the outcome, because I'm definitely on Bo Boy's side, and I'm going to support you. Because I'll protect you."
Hiroshi smiled happily and lightly at the dialogue that XI had spoken.
But I wish I hadn't said the dialogue at this time, and later I regret the eleventh.
When Bo dies, he would have asked himself for help, and even though he wanted me to be on his side, just thinking about it makes No. 11 seem crazy. Dominated by negative emotions, it makes me want to cry out.