That night. In anticipation of the time when all the families of the coming dreams would be at home, Zao and the coming dreams visited the Sandcastle family.
"Dream!?
"Brother!? Whoa, whoa! It's your brother. Oh!
Surprising mother with her hips off the doorstep and her sister's flowers jumping into her dreams screaming.
"What about you?
Only my father, who pretends to be at peace, asked to come to his dreams. I am not so wary that I am not the person who would harm my dreams when I appear with them.
"It's called Daisuke Zuo, who is the building beam of the backstreet backyard organization. Dreams are registered as part of my organization."
The mother just seemed surprised at Zuo, who revealed her identity and further told her that the coming dream was her own subordinate, but the father turned into something determined after alternating the coming dream with Zuo with a rugged face.
"Come dreaming... that's your decision to make, isn't it?
To my father's inquiry, the coming dream took my father's gaze firmly and nodded.
(This father switches heads fast. I don't know what it is because I had time to think while I wasn't dreaming of coming, but should I even say it with my dream father on a boulder nonetheless)
I saw the father of my coming dreams, and Zao was impressed.
"Excuse me. I'd like to go up and talk to you carefully, would you mind?
"I don't mind."
Towards a father who goes badly, Zuo responds, arguably transgressive.
Passed to the living room, towards the family of his coming dreams, Zao explained the general history. I lay low that my dreams killed people.
Zao dared not use reverence, but tried to come up with the attitude of a cross eyed figure from above. Because I thought it would be smoother to play the person who was the boss of the backstreet organization and overlooking the residents of Front Street. Weirdly poorly or humbly, the other side follows. If I had to, I would feel intimidated, but I was thinking a lot about the other person's pattern and simulating...
(Isn't it a good family? My family seems to love me properly. Or do you look good in front of me? No, you don't even look very like that)
Contrary to anticipation, the family of the coming dream only looks like a good family. It was unexpected, but Zuo appeased.
On the other hand, honestly, it is a collection that has become increasingly unclear about coming dreams. The coming dreams themselves are back because they are worried about their families, but from that it is doubtful.
"Come dream, there's something I want to hear from you too. Why did you come out here without saying anything to your family? Why did you think of that when you felt bad for worrying? It's rude of me to say this in front of my family, but I thought you were being abused at home and running away from home. Oh, excuse me. It's a common pattern in teenagers falling in the back streets."
After Zao asks the Coming Dream, turn to the Coming Dream parents and gently say no.
"My father, my mother, my flowers, they're dazzling gentle, good people. Good. But... because I'm evil."
It's a nagging addition, and I talk about my dreams like it's hard to say.
"I kept it from everyone, but I'm already killing people. Your uncle will know, but that's not all. I'm killing something else."
Even though Zao kept his mouth shut because of it, he exposed it from those who came to dream, and both the parents and sister of the coming dream change their complexion.
I could tell from Zao's eyes that that wasn't his first murder. I could not feel any hesitation or tension in doing so.
"I didn't think I could do that if I was in the house. Besides... when I wrap my dick around it, I do something bad again. Because I was born evil. So I didn't wrap myself around it, I thought it was better to be empty, and I was emptying myself as much as I could. But... I couldn't. Brother Kehiko, who has played well for a long time, found out he was being bullied. Empty like me... I thought I'd help you if you're a person born to be evil, even with your hands dirty. So, I had it remodeled at a place called the Snow Oka Institute, and I killed the bullies with that power. I did bad things, but that evil saved people. But evil is evil. This, my father, my mother, my flowers, I will grieve if I know."
"Brother... it's not evil. Yikes!
Suddenly, the flowers scream in tears.
"And if you help people, and if you don't want us to know, it's not evil."
"No, it's evil. Evil is evil, even if you do good. I was born as evil, and I kept my desire to do evil under control, and I lived empty-handed."
"No, no!
To the crying flowers, the dreams approach and embrace.
"Is my child properly useful in your organization?
His father looks at Zuo and asks in a gentle tone. Age looks about the same as Zuo. He is a gentleman with a straight back and calm down.
"This is how we visited here together because we are one of the important constituents. I want you to work for us."
Tell me honestly what you think.
"Naturally, it suits dangerous eyes, too, right? And it hurts people again, doesn't it?
mother asked. Not the wind to blame, not the wind to mourn, not the wind to give up, but seemed to Zuo as he was confirming after he was ready.
"I can't order you not to hurt anyone else. It's like telling a dream to die."
"You still are. I know. You have no choice. It's like telling a soldier not to shoot a gun. I'm sorry I asked you something stupid."
"No......"
Seeing that his mother had decided to be ready in just a few moments, he heard Soshi's dialogue turn and Zuo got the impression that he was a strong, gentle and wise man.
"We are able to have all sorts of human beings in the world. A fine man, a lazy man, an unhappy man, a late bloomer, a man who doesn't know his heart, a sinner."
I look down on my dreams and my father speaks in a quiet tone.
"I was born into such a fate that you are not a man or a woman. And I can't even go to school anymore. I don't know why. We don't even know what we're dreaming about. Then he kills people and lives in the back streets. That's what made me human. But I won't be ashamed of it. I don't even mourn how it's happened so much. Because that's the way you decide. Whatever the world says, whatever turns the world against its enemies, I support and watch. Because that's what family is about. You can come back whenever it gets hard. We'll always accept."
In response to many of my father's loving and powerful words, my coming dreams did not attempt to show any reaction.
"Brother, are you leaving again?
Flowers that make a crying face.
"Flowers, your brother, you're going into society a little faster than the others."
My father tells me flowers.
"You're still brother twelve, aren't you? Isn't it too soon?
"There are times when I was about your brother and I was already an adult. Your brother is going to grow up one foot faster."
(Society is both a society and a back society...)
Zuo squeaks in his mouth.
"It's not like you won't be back forever. It's the same euthanasia city. Far away, though."
My dreams turn to the flowers and say:
"Sorry...... it's far and inconvenient now but I'm moving as soon as I can"
Zuo pinches his mouth like he's sorry. Moving to Ajito, where Zuo was vaguely scheduled, still remains a long way away, as the city of Euthanasia itself has a very large area and the home of the Lai Dream is at the tip of Euthanasia City.
(Well, think about coming to dream, or rent an office somewhere close by)
Because it is an organization that does so with a small number of elite people, we need to think about taking good care of its constituents. Conversely, I think that would be a good place for a few organizations, and for the first time, Zuo runs a small organization.
(I guess it would be desirable for the family if the form of coming dream was to work from home, but the coming dream itself seems to be in a mood that wants to be away from home now, so it can't be forced either)
It's difficult at the moment, but any of them could change your dreams of coming, or you could take it that way.
"Come on, there's no way you should stay home, no matter how dirty you are to sin. I accept you no matter how sinful you are because you are a family. Don't hesitate, because we are prepared to take the path of misery together. Relax, taking your mind off us is harder to build a wall in our hearts with us than you sin. Carve that in your heart."
"... yeah"
To my mother, who spoke forcefully, the coming dream nodded after a little hesitation.
"Mother's right. You are our family. Wherever you go, whatever you do, you've always been a part of the Sandcastle family. I'll be happy to accept you back."
I tell my father with a smile, so that he can also dream and smile.
"Brother, come back Saturday and Sunday."
"Work hard"
It was a dream to return an ambiguous answer to a flower that demanded with a hug, apparently unaware.
"I was relieved that my family seemed to take care of me. At the same time, it's pressure."
Zuo talks on his way back to Ajito by taxi. I sit alongside my dreams in the back seat.
"I took it all apart and made my fathers feel unnecessarily hard"
"It's a lot better than coming out in silence and making you worry. I was right to meet him and talk to him."
I unequivocally assure you of my dreams.
"The best answer is to normally sift around and reassure them. I can't do this."
A dream that turns that way like a shin.
"Your family is also trying to accept that it is not possible. I'm trying to face the existence of you properly. You're blessed with a very good family."
"Don't your uncle know what it's like not to like that?
"I guess it's hard to understand honestly. You mean you remember the draw?
"Drawdown?"
I think you're in a question-and-answer match, and Zao laughs bitterly.
"It's something I'm bad about, something I'm aware of that's odd, unlike kids my age"
"How did evil like me arise in a very good family full of good men? If you think about it, it's obvious you don't like it."
"I've been told not to build walls"
In response to the fact that Zao put out his mother's words to engage him, his dreams became even more grumpy.
"The only reason I can't be evil is because of the house. With all those good people, I can't help but feel affected."
"You don't have to be. I told you not to be biased. I say no to my organization, like a completely evil-stained human being."
To his evil dreams, Zao laughed, but told him so with certainty.