Evening. Yuma, who had left the Dark Sabbath, was about to arrive home in heavy footsteps.
I'm pretty tired of seeing people say that the Red Cat route was a dream band that was in the safe house, and even pepe was blatantly suspected.
(Even though it's a resting place, I haven't been able to rest at all. Come on now, I want you to get back to your peaceful days soon...)
That's when Yuma sincerely hoped so, a face figure walked in from across the street. It's disguised, but there's nothing wrong with it.
"Ah, Mika."
Speaking from Yuma, Mika raised her side of the hat wore deep in her eyes and showed her face.
"Respond!"
"Have you finished your work yet?
"Uhm! But number seven seems tired, so I let him go back to the office first! I'm shopping! Are you going home to the safe house?
"Yes."
To Mika's question, Yuma nodded like she couldn't say.
"Any progress!? No, let's talk slowly at the coffee shop, not stand talkin '!
They entered the candoville and entered the coffee shop 'Kewi' on the ground floor.
Yuma told Mika everything that happened today. Don't say anything about your doubts about Pepe.
"Looks like it's been a long, dark day!
"In a bad way...... But I decided to think positively that the Red Cat disturbance was necessary to make it to an end"
Slightly stronger, Yuma says. Being in front of Mika makes me feel bigger, and I don't want to show my weakness.
"Was it a bad vibe?
Mika dives into her voice and asks.
"Yeah. I didn't know what it would have been like if Mika had been there."
I'm not as moodmaker as you think I am.
In response to Yuma's words, Mika spilled a slight smile.
"Um... I want to tell you this. As soon as possible…"
I thought, Yuma left it to the momentum to confess.
"You know, I was actually a very weak person, envious of strong people and people with lots of things, and I hated them. She had the same feelings for Mika, and she was jealous. But I dealt with Mika straight away, and I became ashamed of myself like that. So to Mika... I felt like Mika would normally talk to me without weird consciousness, and I tried to speak to her."
"I see... but..."
Yuma is wrapped in fierce anxiety and regret as Mika toned down openly to cloud her expression in Yuma's words, which she desperately conveyed.
(You shouldn't have said that. If I do, get up and get on with it...)
Yuma thought so, but I don't think there is another cause for Mika's frustration with the fact that she is showing a sinking face that she has never shown before.
"I wasn't strong from the start..."
With her gaze off Yuma and her face like she had chewed up a bitter bug, Mika spoke.
"On the contrary, he was weak, stupid, secluded, mean, highly craving for approval, looking down on people, and yet envious of others, a sucky person"
Yuma was surprised by the unimaginable words that came out of Mika's mouth.
(Same as me...? Oh no... Mika that moon?
From Yuma's point of view, it's an amazing surprise. Although I found her to be a friendly child, from Yuma's point of view, Mika felt like a personable and great man.
"So I know exactly what it's like to be a weak person. That's why I sing all the positive songs like that idiot. He makes his weak heart strong, energized, and his courage to stand up to him a poem. I think... to those who are in a strong position from the start... to those who are well and blessed to be born, not all of them can say so, but it's hard to understand what it's like to be weak, isn't it? Because you're a blessed person, there's a pattern of people with deep nostalgia and wide hearts."
Yuma, who listens to Mika and somehow feels like she understands.
"I was a bad guy. There was nothing. It was overlooked. So I wanted everything. That's why I wanted to be in a strong position, be prestigious and look down on you the other way around. So... I know what it's like to be weak."
"But not now."
To Yuma's point, Mika smiles lonely.
"When I was new to fame, too, I became Tengu. But... the feeling soon disappeared. Some parts have been satisfied with achieving their purpose, but there are other reasons. I saw something I didn't like..."
"Something unpleasant?
"I had a respected female artist. Exposure to TV commercials, dramas, etc. was intense and scandalous, but as a singer, I respected it. It was the same office as mine, so I got to know him. But she seemed... terrible as a person."
Mika's face was bitterly distorted.
"A mass of upward orientation, self-evident greed and desire for approval. I'm only interested in myself, and my desires just don't end. I had a talent for songs, but not a passion for songs. It was only a tool to satisfy my desires. Still impresses a lot of people, so there is a notion that no matter how personality broken he is, it doesn't matter... In fact, geniuses are many people with personality difficulties. But nevertheless, she was a terrible stunt. I don't always feel comfortable with the fact that I'm not getting my footlights on, and the people around me are just using them for that. Even marriage and divorce were the subject of conversation, and the husband was an accessory substitute because of his status. At the end of the day, it was drugged and ended up being a carcass and making a scene in the press. So I literally kept getting my footlights on until I died."
Yuma also watches TV for once, so I quickly figured out who that was. It's the case and the person who made the TV noise some years ago.
"I saw it and the feeling that I would never want to be worked hard and made myself a teacher on the other hand. I'm sorry for that guy... but there are some parts of him that I appreciate in that respect. And... while I was disillusioned, I thought a lot about how he ended up like that."
Mika hung up her words there for a little while as she turned her face out the window and looked at the people crossing out of Candoville.
Yuma was listening to Mika. I'm younger than myself, and with the person in question in my life, Mika should probably have been about twelve or thirteen. That's the story of falling into the back streets, but since that age, she has had quite a lot of life experience, of course she can't compare to girls her age, etc., much more than a bad adult, I'm sure she has more experience as a person.
Thinking about it, Yuma still feels that Mika Tsukinawa is a superman who makes it. I guess I was able to be such a superman because I had a condensed, overly intense teenager and had a stack to match it.
"It's not just that person. The reason I distance myself from the entertainment industry outside of my musical relationship is because I've heard a lot of disgusting rumors about that industry and actually, with my own eyes, I've seen a lot of people who are crazy about their desires. No... I just got a little involved and I saw a lot of it. If I step deeper, I'm sure I'll see more. I don't want to see or know any more, so I keep it just for musical activities. I refuse all offers like CM and variety shows for that reason. I was on a discussion show before, and it was terrible."
Mika laughs embarrassingly, but then fights with the backstreet delegate on his back, and given that Rivenge of the discussion show also played out well, it seems to Yuma that that's nothing but shame.
(You fought and won for the survival of the back streets, even if you were terribly ashamed of yourself in public, but still didn't end up losing)
I was in the mood to put it in my mouth and praise it, but I'm in the middle of talking about Mika, and I was ashamed to say it and praise it in the first place, so I'll keep it to sneak praise in my heart.
"I want to be stronger and bigger. I asked for strength because motive was for me… just for me. And got as much power as I wanted. But now I don't just want to do it for me, I want to use my powers to support someone else but myself. In backstreet work, you help people in need, and in front street, you entertain people's minds with sound. Of course, there is a sense of self-satisfaction in the act."
Mika talks that far and smiles again.
"Some people will laugh with hypocrites, but whether we laugh or not, this is what I meant! Arrogance and criticism, but I want to be the one who gives something to someone, as much as I can. Especially... for people in vulnerable positions or in need."
It is Mika's dialogue, which acts as the starting and closing house in charge of solving problems when residents of the front street get into back street trouble, but it therefore sounds strongly persuasive.
"Until the other day I was Mika's anti, and now I'm going to be a fan. Something strange..."
"You have to be! I would love to have more fans than one, and I want each and every one of them to have fun!
Seeing Mika revealing her joy in her words, Yuma even felt ridiculous to have ever twisted herself to seclude herself and looked at Mika.
(After stacking, you have Mika Tsukinawa. I didn't have it from the beginning. My stack is... now... no, how do we stack it from now on?
Yuma thought that if she was well aware, she could be as big as Mika herself.