Meir Takita doesn't know what parental affection is. I don't even know the act of children being sweet to their parents.
Before I became conscious, there may have been times when, like all animals, I was sweet to my parents with the habits of toddlers and babies, at times when I was no different from the beast that lives by instinct. But I'm sure at that time, too, the father would not have shown much interest in himself.
Meir doesn't know her real mother. But I know that there are a few women who have been replaced and who were mothers. They mostly left in less than six months, if short, but in about two years.
The cause was the violence of his father. The boiling point is low and I don't know how to add or subtract it as soon as I raise my hand. Sometimes the police came to the house, but the battered woman withdrew the complaint in fear. I realized that if I made a serious complaint, they would kill me. Meir's father was such a man with a broken brain fuse.
Despite such a violent man, and a day labourer with no money, he was often hot on women, even though his appearance was not very good. I also childhood guessed that women like guys like this, and Meir strongly thought that she didn't want to get caught up in guys like this and be unhappy
Despite such a violent man, his father had never only raised his hand to Meir. There is nothing like being yelled at when you are verbally scolded, only pale attention if you fail. But I can't even feel the dust of love there. Even thought Meir should be scolded and beaten the hell out of him. I am astonishingly indifferent to my daughter.
It was obviously this father's fault that I began to feel strongly that I wanted him to look at me and admit it.
That's not the only reason, of course. There is not a single piece of poor, decent clothing, and because they called it a vikin in school and bullied me, there is also that recoil. He wants to be recognized by people, he wants to shine, he wants to be loved, he wants to be envied.
I am also attracted to the Tiger River because of the curse and recoil of my indifferent father. Contrary to his father, he instills unlimited affection. He admits it. It makes me feel good. Above all, he asks for it.
Meir should be at the top of her happiness right now. Offers are made from various places. Then there are those who love you. Yet Meir is unable to realize happiness.
No matter how much you sell, no matter how much attention you get, no matter how much you are loved, your heart is starving, dry, and seeking. And be aware of, compare, and be jealous of your own lawn on or next to you. I cannot forgive those who are up there. I can't tolerate beings that seem to be above me. I can't forgive a guy who stands out more than me.
Nothing has changed since a long time ago. It has become a lump of approval desire. No matter how much you try to fill, it's not enough.
But at the same time, Meir had a heart that thought she was so filthy and ugly. And those cursed words come back to life. Vikins - I knew I wasn't a dirty vikin, and such consciousness passes through my brain. In an attempt to repeat the plastic surgery, the soul was distorted and left unclean to change.
"I really hate people because I'm a vikin, and I wonder if I really kill people around because I'm a vikin"
Speak up, and I whine about that.
(Only Mr. Tiger River admitted it, but that Mr. Tiger River already...)
Meir was at home, twilight in the way. Nothing motivated, sitting in gym and looking up at the void.
I don't know how long I've been doing that. I am relieved all morning. And it's almost noon.
Tai Xintai emails me and Meir opens the inbox. Seeing what it was about, Meir's physical and mental vitality returned.
"Mr. Tiger River has escaped. Mr. Tiger River has been deprived of his Virtual Phone and cannot be contacted and would like to meet up with Mr. Suda Meir so that no one will notice. The place is... '
Check your email and erase it immediately.
It's not over yet.
Meir is strongly aware. He said he was in the middle of a fight right now.
Meir is strongly aware. About your enemy, Mika Tsukinawa.
Meir is strongly aware. He said he had the Tiger River, a community of destiny.
"I... don't want to lose to him"
Since the appearance of an overly substandard star named Mika Tsukinawa, Meir has leaned most strongly towards her among the entertainers. intense disgust, confrontation, and inferiority. While claiming to be a resident of the back street, that one feels completely in the yang. I assume my mind is always in the shadows with much more intense TV and magazine exposure.
(The guy asked me to... How could I have disturbed my mind like that then)
Ask yourself many times. And there's no answer. No, I know, and I don't want to give you an answer.
The day after Tiger River escaped the detention center, Mika and True visited the euthanasia police station.
It was Umezu and Kaori who welcomed Mika and True. Both detectives look sinister.
"He seems to be exposed to public places as a serial killer, and he's under arrest. I'm trying to fly overseas - and I would normally think..."
"I won't do that!
Mika blocks Umezu's words.
"How can you say all that?
Kaori asks.
"Because you're in the middle of a fight with me! Those two stepped with a personality that would never escape!
To Mika, who further affirms, Umezu smiled bitterly and Kaori sighed.
"Are you sure you want to leave this to these kids?
A fragrant seedling that displays a blatantly suspicious attitude in front of you.
"Oh, if anything happens, the chief will take responsibility."
"In that case, you should say you're responsible."
Answering forcefully, Kaori penetrates Umezu with a smile.
"This time, Mika is obviously a mix of personal feelings, but take a good look at what happens. It has been and will continue to be beneficial to the police"
"What's the result? What is it! I'm gonna tighten it up nicely!
Truth was I was going to follow Mika, but Mika screams uncomfortably.
"I'm not going to rattle you about a single failure."
"Yikes, if you fail even once, you lose. Be sure to succeed."
"Answer me! The answer now is to Takeda! Not against Mr. Umezu!
"Is it the type that stretches if you tap...?
It was the same Umezu I intended to follow as true, but Mika tuned in to Kaori, so I laugh bitterly and squeal.
"So, where did you escape, you don't know?
"GPS receivers are always embedded in the body. But it was destroyed. I don't know, but he woke up and it broke."
To the true question, Umezu answered.
"The tail was also wound along the way. I was oblivious to being stuck with someone capable of space manipulation. Well, either way, I couldn't get Sato out right away."
"You're such a pain in the ass as a spaceman."
When I heard about Umezu, True said. Mika agreed. I have missed it many times thanks to that person. I can't even deal with it if I take number two all the time, but the clones have a job on the table, and number two is still in need of rest, and it's hard to get them out.
"We know where the enemy is."
Yu's report is echoed by the faces of the murder club who were spared time.
"He said one of the country's informal intelligence agencies would have found out where he thought he was lurking. From Meir Tsuda's footsteps, it turns out."
"If that's how you figure out where you are, you don't have to be an unofficial intelligence agency or a detective to do it."
"Even amateurs seem to be able to do it... but we didn't know it alone"
Hearing Yu's report, Shore husband and Takuma say.
"Let's go right away. But before that..."
Yu emailed Mika and she called.
"I'm going, too! But Meir is my prey! Keep your hands off me!
"Really? Then Mika doesn't come to the site, and what you want her to do is right."
"What!? Say it!"
"We give priority to rescuing our fellow men who are being taken and manipulated. If possible, I'd be glad if you would just let Meir go."
"I'll try! Thanks for listening to this selfish one!
The phone hangs up.
"Let's go then"
Yu prompts.
"Hey, I've been waiting for you."
Get up, fist slap your flat hand, and laugh invincibly, Koko.
"Honestly, I'm under the impression that I'm not doing well at all, leaving it to the other side. This is where you want to decide in one shot."
Sharp Ichi sarcastically said as he pressed up his glasses and slowly stood up.