Something's wrong with my thoughts. I am aware of that.
The boundaries between reason and emotion are blurred. I have no control over myself.
emotional instability brought about by suffering. Myself running oddly when I realize it. Sudden ferocity. And a time of agony to visit again.
How is it that I am in this condition now?
Ask, but no one answers. I have no one to answer for.
Ask, but I actually know the answer to that. While I know it, I can't help but ask.
Where it didn't hurt until yesterday hurt severely today, and the features I worked until yesterday don't work today.
When I realize it's going to fade, I'm going crazy. No, I'm already going crazy. I also wonder if it would be easier if I just went completely crazy.
I can't help but curse my body eroded by disease when I'm old. I become conscious of whether this fate of dying in agony is a business to have lived with scattered lives.
If I ask forgiveness, will I be forgiven? If you seek salvation, will you be saved? To whom?
The instinct to be aware of the great being is also equipped for him. He was also equipped with the instinct to pray only in times of great convenience.
Curse, anger, and eventually seek out a doomsday. A glimpse into the most expensive moment I've ever lived. That's where you're going.
The nesting instinct returns him to the territory.
I would love to see them. I truly hope that it will be covered.
I shouldn't be alone. I have them. Just being aware of that makes my mind lighter.
Masami and the Bull Village sisters were once back in Blue Rust Village to send their elders.
It was evening by the time we delivered the elders to their homes.
"Hey, you two, hang out a little bit."
Upon leaving the elder's house, Masami spoke to Gaye and Maye, and walked out.
On the way over to the grocery store, the sisters decide it's a grave visit when they see Masami buy flowers and incense.
It was in the cemetery that Masami and the others stepped in. It's a hacienda on the side of a cliff overlooking the sea.
"Mother, I've made friends besides Leviathan, so I brought them to you. Normal friends, not those who kill."
Towards one of the tombstones, open your mouth gently with all your sisters in the right beauty where you report full penetration.
"Where should we go in first?
"It doesn't matter in turn, and it's a hassle here, so go through it."
To Gaye whispering, Maye replied so.
"It's your mother's birthday."
I look down at the squeeze in my hand and Masami speaks.
"Mother was a little scared of the night as a child when she heard it was delivered at night. It's inspiring, so I heard a lot of rap sounds, and I used to dream about fox spirits."
"Lap sounds are my fault" "Fox Spirit dreams are just dreams"
"Delivered"?
Gaye, Asae ask at the same time after each of them has penetrated.
"Leviathan delivered your mother's body. He searched through the ocean and delivered it to me."
Masami answered as she raised her face and stared at the red-stained sea and sky.
"My mother, I died fighting Leviathan when I was a year old. He said he was only eighteen. She gave birth to me at seventeen or something, so I must have accidentally deadbeat her by failing to contracept. And yet you gave birth to me without dropping me off, I am so grateful. Your mother is an absolutely good person. I think so."
"You killed your mother, and Leviathan is your friend?
Gaye asks strangely.
"You said you delivered your mother's body properly, too, didn't you? I told you, didn't I? If Leviathan lets the person who fought him die, he will find the body from the sea and deliver it to the village, whenever possible. Isn't that amazing? Minds like respect for the brave. Don't you think it's nice? You think so, don't you?
"I don't understand a bit......" "I don't think so. Normal resentment. Hate."
Both Gaye and Maye return negative answers.
"I resented him at first, too, and I was angry and I didn't understand. That's normal. But I can understand it right away. 'Cause we're not killing each other with hatred."
I wonder what it means to just make sure it's standard while saying that's normal, Maye and Gaye think.
"I still don't understand," "If you don't hate me, why are you fighting me?
"Well, have you ever wondered if the reason to fight might be Leviathan's brainwashing? That's about it because it's the devil of the sea. That's about as capable as it seems. I think the grim penis is being manipulated, too. But it's fun fighting. Very fun. Feels like I'm playing. Feelings of resentment and hatred really don't boil down. We recognize each other and feel very much like we're looking for each other. All fishermen in Blue Rust Village do, so do sea people, and so does Leviathan"
Everyone is possessed by the battle itself - the sisters felt so, but kept quiet. I don't really like the impression. But Masami and the others have accepted it positively as a part of their lives.
Or maybe we can figure it out if we hang out and fight with Masami too. I don't even want to understand.
"We immediately end hostility to hatred."
Asae groaned pompously.
"I'm sure Masami has a happier life"
After listening to Maye's words and Masami's story, Gaye concludes so.
"Can you decide that? You don't know, do you? I don't want you to decide that way, and I don't think it's about consciousness either. I don't think it's about comparing. 'Cause it's a pain in the ass, and that's what's gonna make you unhappy, right? A troublesome thing iz unhappy. This formula is absolute."
"If I could get brain weather like Masami, I'm sure life would be happy"
"I agree."
Asae says, and Gaye nods.
"What, that's a little bad. I'm in a lot of trouble, too. For example, I'm like a person who immediately gets irritated and cum kapumped, who's easy when he's a dick, and I don't have to put up with that annoyance too often to get into trouble, so for that matter, I might say I'm more unhappy than people? But comparing it that way makes me extra stressed, and I don't think about it as deeply as possible. I'm definitely happier."
When Masami also makes sense, Gaye and Maye think.
(But finally, that means you live by your instincts alone...)
On the other hand, Gaye thinks so.
(If everyone is like Masami, the world may be at peace)
Meanwhile, Maye thinks so.
"Mmmm..."
Masami squeezed her expression and looked at the sea.
"This feeling...... He's coming to the side. He's on his way."
Shortly after I said it, a body as long as a snake emerged from the sea surface slowly, and Leviathan appeared in the sunset lit sea.
"You know, that's motivating. I feel it. Let's go."
Seeing Leviathan, Masami says, encourages the sisters to move.
"Graveside enough?
Gaye confirms.
"Fine. Your mother must have said in heaven," Come on. "
"Conveniently interpreted…"
Listen to Masami's words, and Maye shrugs.
When the three of them move to the harbor, several of the village fishermen are on a whaling boat to prepare for the crusade.
"We'll fight, too. I'm very concerned about how Leviathan is doing these days, and I'll ask Leviathan. Ask them to tell you why they went crazy and why. Bursark state without any consultation or such a water odor"
Staring at Leviathan with a determined eye, Masami rolls her fighting spirit.
"I don't get into how to talk as early as I can"
"I don't think it's the same as consulting with Birthurk or the smell of water"
Gaye exhaled, and Maye burst in half-eyed.