Possessing Nothing

398.92. Despair (5)

Lee Sung-min stared at his world.

For the first time, I thought it was chaos mixed with chaos.

The memory of Mahjong Yang Seven thousand.

The memory of the dragon that was killed by Heju.

A noble blood number called blood horse, a memory of white matter.

Me of a lifetime, me of a lifetime.

The memories tangled so that they didn't fit back and forth were chaos itself.

But not now. Heju left the ritual of rationality, and this vast world of consciousness became entirely rationality.

This world was no longer pale. There was no fog. The villagers here were now alone. He slowly began to walk the world of consciousness.

Huju disappeared, but Lee Sung-min was completely connected to him in a moment. What his consciousness saw. He felt something.

Taking away the sadness and remorse of leaving, how Heju laughed.

Don't cry. Smile.

That's what Heju said. Still, smiling didn't go so well. Every time I think of a memory related to hunger, I can't help but smile.

So much so that he was important to Lee Sung-min. I can no longer hear the voices of idleness that was always laughing and chattering.

It shook the mind of the rational mind that I could not meet Juju in this world of consciousness.

But, still.

Lee did not stop walking. I promised Heju that I wouldn't just dip myself in the trash after killing Jennifer.

Someday, when there is no regret left in this world after everything is over, I promise to go with Heju, Samaritan and Chang to the world.

I couldn't die for it. I had to stop the apocalypse. Lee stopped walking.

Suddenly, he stands in the middle of his consciousness. His conscious memories come back to him one by one.

A long time ago, in Safa, there was a tribe called the Black Plain Gate. At that time, the Black Flame was a man named Sheep Weapon, and he was born as his son.

With a natural gift, he surpassed his father's accomplishments at a young age, reached transcendence, and founded an organization called Heimlich, along with a shaman named Heimlich.

In his marvelous masonry, everyone called him the Magpie.

A long time ago, there was a proud dragon. Like all dragons, he was superior to all races from the moment he was born, and was arrogant to suit the nature of the magical manipulation.

Like most dragons, I lived and enjoyed traveling the human world through polymorphism.

A long time ago, there was a figure called Ju Hee White, a noble blood. Suddenly summoned to this unknown world, he wandered around as a romantic, not as a herd, as in the previous world, enjoying the work of the shameless and the struggle against tyranny.

Then, by chance, or by design, I met two vampire sisters.

Not too far back.

There was a 14-year-old boy who didn't want to go to the academy.

Lee Sung-min opened his eyes that were closing. It took me a long time to recognize all those memories.

Reality wouldn't have been so long ago. We know that the passage of time in the spiritual world is different from the outside.

Lee slowly lowered his gaze. The memories that filled the world were scattered.

Who am I?

I'm the Magpie with the Magic Man's memories. I am a dragon with the memory of a dragon. I'm a noble blood line with the memory of noble blood.

It was a pointless question. I already knew who I was. ‘Me’, it had to be me. Not magic, not dragons, not precious blood.

Am I a nobleman then?

“…… No. ”

Lee slowly closed his eyes. He raises his hands and covers his face.

My face was sticky with tears. Not with earrings. Until now, Lee Sung-min has been an earl.

From the moment I killed the sword, to the moment Jennifer blew her head off.

“Not enough.”

Earrings are weak.

Earrings were not enough.

Brainy!

The sound was loud enough for everyone to hear. She giggles and stops laughing.

She pulls out the hand that was lodged in the Black Dragon Cove's stomach. Nearby, Scarlet falls in bloodshed, and not far from that, Lloyd sits with his head down.

“Ah, ah... ”

Osla's wings are torn apart. White Soccer raised its pale face.

She is covered in blood and looks at the direction of the sound in her invisible eyes. Rubia, who was completely exhausted, lifts her head powerlessly as she consumes the blessing.

Biceps.

I heard it again. She did not see the tragedy that she had created.

She wipes out the blood soaked in her hands, and sees a place where she can hear the heartbeat, the muscles, and the heartbeat.

My heart was beating loudly in Lee Sung-min's chest when his head flew off.

My heart beat was strong enough to make my whole body tremble. The hair that disappeared was completely regenerated.

Xeniella's mouth twitches. Yeah, finally.

“I was worried he was really dead. ”

Playback was too slow. It took so long that I thought my mind was completely dead and my body was the only survivor.

But it wasn't. It brought her to life. What Geniella wanted was not genocide, but the complete despair of the heterosexual.

When Lee Sung-min opened his eyes, in order to surprise him...... Jenny prepared a lot of things.

I cut off the right arm of the Saxony. You gouge out Scarlet's left eye. You cut off the left arm of the Black Dragon Cow.

I cut off Lloyd's right leg. I cut and plucked one on purpose. The rest, when Lee Sung-min opened his eyes, he was going to sit in front of Lee Sung-min, who acted and screamed.

I wanted to see him cry and despair. I wanted to make you beg me to stop.

Ask for forgiveness, ask for life, don't. Xeniella slowly approaches Lee Sung-min.

I asked her several times. Are you desperate? "At that time, Lee Sung-min didn't give her the answer she really wanted to hear.

But you can hear it now. She stops. My heart beat, which was big enough to move my body, is frequent.

I opened my closed eyes.

I felt like I had a long dream. I couldn't hear the voices of idleness. Of course. He was no longer with Lee Sung-min. Lee Seong-min slowly got up.

My body did not seem to be my body. I felt the same - or worse - that I felt when I swallowed Eine's heart.

During the gesture of raising the body, he was conscious of his body. Then I realized in my grave.

It's a complete osteogenesis. The disconnect no longer existed. The enormous amount of internal air and strength that was in it remained in the body of every rational person.

Instead of being trapped in the framework of disconnection, the whole body of a straight person was disconnected.

“What do you think?”

Xeniella asks in an excited voice.

Lee Sung-min stared blankly at Geniella. With that expression, Jennifer felt a little bit of camouflage.

Your brain isn't regenerating properly? I had my doubts, but she didn't hesitate to talk.

“Look. What happened while you were down. ”

She didn't give you any details about what she did. Rather than that, I thought it would be more enjoyable for Lee Sung-min to see it with his own eyes.

Lee looked around slowly. I saw a lot of things. A winged osla, a helpless rubia, a bloody cow, a bloody scarlet, a bloody black dragon's nest, blood, blood, blood. Lee slowly closed his eyes.

There are no dead.

Luckily, they were all alive.

I could feel a little relieved about it. The elixir is not universal. A wound like that cannot be regenerated by an Elic.

If your arm is cut off, you will have to live your whole life as one arm. If the eyes are torn out, you have to live the rest of your life with one eye.

But he didn't die. They're all alive. Lee Sung-min swallowed a big breath. There were no worst outcomes.

It was not too late to turn back. Lee Sung-min was grateful for that.

“What do you think?”

Xeniella asks in an excited voice. A small, stifling voice rushes to you.

Xeniella moves the steps that stopped her. She narrowed her distance to Lee Sung-min with a light dance step.

“How do you feel? While you were down, it was like this. You……. ”

“Despair.”

Lee Sung-min opened his mouth.

He doesn't listen to her until the end. She already knew what she was asking.

While Lee Sung-min was down, she was able to kill everyone. No matter how hard they worked together, they weren't strong enough to defeat her under the full moon.

But she didn't kill everyone. I hurt him, but I didn't kill him.

I could understand why I did what I did without thinking about it. What Xeniella wants is despair for rational people.

“…… I didn't. ”

You're not dead. Now, that's enough. Geniella giggles, answering Lee Sung-min.

Jennifer shrugs her shoulders, muttering in a small voice.

“Oh, great. Very... good. Haven't you been so desperate? It's okay, it's okay. It's still a long night. It doesn't matter if that moon is there. We'll create a new full moon. Is that supposed to make you despair? Okay, fine. You still haven't given up hope. So, how do you feel right now? ”

“Rage.”

Lee Sung-min replied with a small voice. He looks down at his hands, holding nothing.

“Hatred.”

Something's not right.

As Geniella listened to Lee Sung-min mumbling, she thought. Is the brain really not regenerating properly?

I'm not an idiot, but if you've done this, you have to realize. Or is it that the stimulus is so intense, that the mind breaks down like that?

“…… you're acting a little strange. ”

The smile disappears from her face. If it's already a mental breakdown, everything Jennifer has done will be lost.

What Geniella wanted was for Lee Sung-min to sit down in despair and fear, crying and screaming, and if it was completely destroyed, what she could enjoy before that had to be enough.

She hasn't enjoyed everything yet. pushing to the limit, enduring to the limit, when I am most hungry and thirsty most. I wanted to feel the greatest joy.

Xeniella's eyes changed. The instant he saw through everything, Mayan was activated. Xeniella's shoulders trembled, staring at Lee Sung-min.

‘I don't have haju...? ’

Until a while ago, Heju was in Lee Sung-min's heart. Beyond the limits of maintaining existence, it wasn't strange to disappear at any time...... but I never thought it would suddenly disappear like this. No, that wasn't all. Something…… more…….

Phew!

Jennifer's eyes burst. Black blood spills from her eyeholes. Xeniella staggers back and covers the eye with both hands.

I couldn't see through the existence with immediate opinions. What needs to be seen…… is not seen.

I've never seen Lee Sung-min before, but I've never seen such a strong repulsive force.

“…… What happened? ”

“A lot of things. ”

There was no need to explain it to Jennifer. Lee took a step toward Geniella slowly.

He wasn't just looking at her. You get down on the ground behind you, and you see Preskan, who is still moaning. I also saw Jamie stiffening beside him.

“…… earring. ”

“No.”

Geniella mutters, and Lee denies it across her head.

“I'm a carnage. ”

Lee Sung-min's body disappeared.

It's not that I haven't seen it.

The shattered eye has already regenerated. She saw where he was moving.

"Carnage?"

The reason the movement stopped was because of the muttering of rational people. The word itself is not grand.

Even Geniel knew that Seong-min was awakened as a massacre. There is no reason to be surprised to come forward and admit the fact.

Heju is gone.

That was reason enough to be surprised. No, that's not it. I'm really surprised because…….

Xeniella's body is shot back. My silent lips spurted blood.

Lee Sung-min, who kicked her body, flew forward without stopping. Arriving at the location of Gemini and Prescan in an instant, he chases after Xeniella, who squeezes and flies.

Xeniella flying backwards in strikes, and Isomers chasing after Gemini and Prescan by the collar.

The two quickly left the lake. When the distance was long enough, Lee Sung-min stopped, slamming the body of Jamie and Prescan on the ground.

The ground trembles, and Gemini and Prescan's bodies are on the ground. Jennifer stops a little earlier. She licks blood soaked on her lips and looks at Lee Sung-min.

“What are you gonna do? ”

She doesn't answer any questions. Lee Sung-min quietly raised his hand.

The magic of the Fairy Forest has begun to shake. Mana, who was dissolved in the atmosphere, gathered together with the palm of Lee's hand.

Her eyebrows twitch. She saw what Lee was trying to do. I was embarrassed before my actions.

Xeniella stands at the forefront and watches as Lee Sung-min rubs her magic. I didn't need a drink or notoriety.

The magical power that filled the forest moved as Lee Sung-min wished. Lee Sung-min's lips opened slightly.

What he muttered was a language that not only humans but most beings could never understand.

Even Geniel didn't know what Lee Sung-min's muttering meant. But I knew what it was.

“Dragon language……? ”

I couldn't believe it. It's impossible. The dragon has left this dimension hundreds of years ago.

No, even if the dragon remains in this dimension without leaving. Humans, I don't know if they should call them Humans, but how can they use words when they're not dragons?

Lee Sung-min's words were real. The magic moves with the dragon's words. The magic gathered widened and made a wall behind Lee Sung-min's back.

It became a powerful barrier around the entire lake.

It is the first time I have used words. Nevertheless, it became natural. It was natural. For Lee Sung-min now, the terminology was' original ’and could be used. It was just a little awkward.

Hearing nothing in my head made me feel even more like that.

There is no flattering compliment.

I miss that voice already.