Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

This page is blank, there is no word, more precisely, the page that should have existed is no longer there, it is torn off, not just this page, next page, next page, next page The pages were all torn off, and I discovered at this time that this notebook was not originally so thin, just because nearly half of the pages were ripped off in such a rude way, and the blank pages survived the difficulty, only less than ten Zhang.

Is this a novel that has not been finished?

Unwilling to have no answer?Still believe that there must be an answer?I don’t know what I was expecting, but I carefully looked at each blank page in the back. I understand that I don’t want this novel to end in such a place. Finally, I’m the last one in the notebook. Page, found these few lines of characters, the words written in red pen-

Life is like a note, in a limited number of pages, with the happiness I hope to write

However, the appearance of someone and the disappearance of someone have torn off all the blank pages that have to be portrayed in the future.

Since then, happiness has nowhere to write

Since then, longing to wait for disillusionment

The dream awakened, all empty, only hate and unwillingness in my heart.

Hate her, hate her, hate her!

Blame him, blame him, love him

This seems to be a poem, a poem written by Chu Yuan, under the poem, there are five characters, five very large characters-I hate Cheng Tassel!

I get it, I understand it all, I don’t blame Shu Tong’s Sanba in my heart anymore, I don’t blame her for digging our brothers and sisters even though she is not a teacher of Chu Yuan, just seeing this poem and this Five words, she has enough reasons to question me, blame me, despise me, big ear seeds smoke me, because she is the tassel cousin

I can imagine Shu Tong’s mood after seeing these, can imagine her surprise, her nervousness, her anger, her unbelievable and incomprehensible. I know she must think a lot, because she can be patient, I can sit so calmly across from me, speak to me calmly, and wait for me to read this note quietly until the last page

If I were Shu Tong, I wouldn’t be able to do it. If these things happened in this novel as well, as a person, I would take it into Shu Tong’s role. I would throw this notebook into Murong when I met him. On the face of Yuanyuan’s brother, even though it was tolerable at that time, I would still do it after Murong Yuanyuan’s brother defaulted that he had long noticed that his sister’s abnormal love tendency.

But Shu Tong did not, she always calmed down, she always tried to suppress the true feelings in her heart, not only because she had a position as a teacher and an educator, but also because she had a position as a friend, she more Yes, it is from my stand to think about and digest her unexpected discovery, otherwise, she can be impulsive, she doesn’t have to be polite to me

I put down my notebook. At the restaurant at this time, there were no more guests, looking at the still sitting quietly across from me, looking at my Shu Tong, I smiled bitterly: "Thank you"

Shu Tong, who sat there and waited at least an hour without intervening, said the same bitter smile: "Thank me?"

"A lot," I laughed self-deprecatingly: "Probably the most grateful to you, should you give me a slap in the face without seeing each other?"

Shu Tong shook his head, did not answer, got up and bought two glasses of coke with ice, handed me a cup, holding a cup of his own, snorted for a while with a straw, as if thinking about something, until the straw issued After the sound of "Woohu" can't draw anything, he suddenly looked up and asked me, "When did you notice?"

Shu Tong asked nothing, and I wanted to be confused, but when I saw her clear and serious eyes, I felt so shameful that I wanted to avoid it. Now that I still have to continue to pretend ?When do I want to continue to deceive myself?

"I don't know clearly, huh, huh, I don't know if you believe it or not. When I doubt Chu Yuan, I actually doubt myself more. I think these are just my own illusions."

"I believe," Shu Tongdao said: "If I were you, encountering this kind of thing, I would rather believe that I am more attentive, because I will not know how to face like you, and I will not know like you. What to do."

"Thank you

"What are you grateful for?" Shu Tong asked: "Thank me for saying this, so that you feel more at ease?"

The buddy's old face was hot, but there was no way to deny it.

"What about you? As Yuan Yuan wrote in the novel, does Murong's brother really like Murong? Not only the kind of love between brothers and sisters, but also the kind of love between men and women?"

This problem is expected and reasonable, but unexpectedly it makes people feel that this problem is beyond reason-Shu Tong's previous calmness and consideration for me made me unable to lie to her!

I looked at Shu Tong and suddenly felt that this somewhat natural woman seemed to know me very well and she knew how to tell me the truth

Her slowness was only her physical response, not her mind.

Mentally retarded, seems to be me

I like Chu Yuan, like my sister, the reason I am sure?It is precisely because I always thought I hated her very much!From the moment she appeared in front of me, I lived in her shadow, she was beautiful, she was excellent, she was adored by thousands, and me?I was always compared with her, envious of her in the foil, watching her take away everything that originally belonged to me, but I can only continue to give in silence, bear the burden, for the grandfather, for the stepmother, for the family, against the heart She smiles and endures all kinds of unreasonable troubles

She is not my sister. She is a stinky girl who doesn't know anything about her farts. She is proud, she admires herself.She never understood my pains. She was always tossing me more and more. Her biggest hobby was to find fun in the pain that gave me!She forced me to graduate from college and could not wait to move out of the house!

The arrival of her and her stepmother no longer leaves the old man's life incomplete, and fulfills all the happiness that the old man should have, but because of her, I have lost too much and endured too much, she is the daughter of the old man , But she is not my sister, to me, she is just a robber who has plundered all of me without knowing it-yes, until the day before she moved to live with me, I think so All literati have to pay for it. I got maternal love from my stepmother, so I have to pay for that girl’s tolerance. I have always been so balanced until I live with that girl.

In the morning and evening, I gradually found that her unreasonable troubles are more like a coquettish, her hustle and bustle, seems to be a kind of dependence, her laziness, in fact, it is only true, her excellence, not the attachment of God, but the In response to corresponding efforts

She is not arrogant, she will be at a loss for her secrets to be discovered, she will be afraid of making mistakes, she is often troubled because her breasts are smaller than the East, and she will be glad that she is smaller than her breasts. So simple, she is so simple, I no longer hate her, I started to care about her, care about her

I don’t know from what day I started, and I’m used to the life in which she is, but I know that this acceptance is the beginning of a feeling that she is expecting.

Because I never really treated her as a sister, and I found that I didn’t want her to leave, so I liked her, but I never dared to admit it, and dared not think about it. Guin had written “taboo” on one side. The big wall blocked my courage to take risks!But even if I cross this big wall, can I find the answer?Not necessarily, because the authorities are obsessed, because I keep avoiding, avoiding, and avoiding me, I never really let myself face this problem!

Now, this big wall was pushed down by Shu Tong.

Now, I have to really start to face it.

Now, I dare, or rather, give up all my worries and think about it. What kind of feelings do I have about Chu Yuan?

As a result, I found that I was really lost.

She is my sister and a lovely girl. I and her, like family members, are inseparable. After reading this unfinished novel, I want to put her in my arms, stroke her head, and comfort Her bitterness, but I dare not expose her to my arms because of a throbbing heart, because I am afraid that something hidden in my heart will be released

I'm afraid that we are no longer simply family members, nor the taboo throbbing that hides in our hearts

I can't tell, I really can't tell

[Ps: Sorry, something was delayed at night, and it was too late, let everyone wait for a long time, guilty guilty...]