Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

This seems to be a contradictory feeling, and it seems to be an intertwined feeling. I don't know how to answer Shu Tong.

"It's hard to answer, isn't it?" Shu Tong didn't make it difficult for me, but nodded rationally, said: "When you grow up together and become a family, you all know that there is no blood relationship with each other. When you know each other, yes The relationship between strangers and strangers, this kind of gap that you have never valued, accompanied you to grow, and it is not difficult to understand what caused today's results."

"Can you understand?" I was a little surprised because Shu Tong was calmer than I thought.

"No similar experience, it does not mean that you can not understand such an experience," Shu Tong felt like he was looked down upon, cheered up, said: "Don't always underestimate me, I'm a teacher anyway, I don't necessarily understand There are more than you, but you may not understand less than you, not to mention the girl’s mind, you are a big master, it is definitely not as good as I know-girls’ psychological age is generally precocious than boys, if the fate is in When accepting you, you are regarded as the object of longing instead of your brother. Is there anything incomprehensible today? When a girl’s psychology and physiology are well-developed, she is looking forward to her Is there anything incomprehensible to the subject's emotional tendency?"

"Did you make a mistake?" The buddy couldn't help crying: "When Yuanyuan and I became family, she was only six years old, and the six-year-old girl knew what she liked? Just fell in love with a 13-year-old boy? Anyway. , She’s too precocious too far"

"I'm talking about longing, not liking, but that longing may eventually turn into liking, not to mention that her longing object has always existed in her life and never disappeared, and in the process, She has never appeared before. She feels better than you. Of course, this has a direct relationship with Yuanyuan’s personality. She is very introverted and even a little autistic. She is unwilling to contact people. Her world is very small. You’re small and there are very few people, so don’t get me wrong. I don’t mean to say that you are excellent. I mean, there are too many people who are better than you.

I'm in a bad mood now. Shu Tong is still interested in teasing me. She is very abnormal today. Is she intending to take care of my feelings? Or did she take the wrong medicine in the morning?

"Even so, at the age of six there are longing targets, which is still not realistic, so little kids, what do you know?"

"Because she is a six-year-old child, she is wary of you, so she will not accept you easily. Think about it. If she regarded you as a loved one from the beginning, then today she likes you. , How much is left?" Shu Tong sighed: "The six-year-old child already has an understanding of the bad environment, judgment of right and wrong, already has his own thinking ability and emotional experience, and has a sense of self-protection With instinct, facing you, a stranger who popped up suddenly, when she adapted and disarmed you, she might be eight, nine, or even eleven or twelve. I ask you, your How old is your first love? It’s okay to ask another question. Didn’t you have a girl you care about when you were in your twenties? For example, that Xue Ziyuan, don’t tell me you didn’t care about her then.”

The face of the buddy is hot again. When I started to care about Ziyuan, it seemed quite reasonable if Shu Tong was less than ten years old.

However, when Chu Yuan falls in love with me is no longer the key to the problem. The key is, how do I face this problem afterwards?

"Do you think that Yuanyuan is a mental illness?" I asked this sentence very hard. Actually, I doubt if there is a problem with my psychology.

"I'm not a psychiatrist, there is no way to make a conclusion, and I haven't asked Yuanyuan to prove it. She didn't know that this book was taken by me until now." Shu Tong laughed self-deprecatingly, "I tell you the truth, After reading the contents of this book, I ran out of school, but I don’t know why I ran out, probably because I felt like a thief and stole the secrets of others. Short, I have never encountered such a thing, not to mention it not only involved my students, but also my cousin, I just called you because I was at a loss, and I bumped into you. At that time, I realized that I was too excited, there were too many subjective emotions, so I forced myself to calm down-I called you, I should not quarrel with you, but communicate with you, discuss with you, How to face the problem of fate? I said that I have something important to give back to you. Well, this is the clothes. Actually, I got it from the dry cleaner after hanging up the phone. Haha, I have been busy these days. Forget this dress. If you don’t have the phone just now, I’m afraid I can’t remember it. I’m just using this topic to force myself to calm down, without putting pressure on you without your subjective emotions.”

In this way, what is life and life, and what do you have to see me at noon, or you will be taunted and found Yunyun when you take your clothes home?I was stunned and smiled bitterly, didn't I?Shu Tong was not stupid and dared to take his clothes home, so he threw it in the dry cleaners and waited for me to take it out tomorrow. Even if he had taken it out, wouldn’t it be the same in the office?You have to take it home

"Then what do you think?" Shu Tong showed that he was willing to help me and Chu Yuan from an outsider, from an objective standpoint, and I felt a lot more at ease in my heart. In fact, I am very clear that this kind of comfort is just because I yearn for a Personally come to share with me and bear this heavy secret hidden in my heart, "Do you think our brother-sister relationship is abnormal?"

"It depends on whether you are normal," Shu Tong shook the ice in the paper cup and looked at me: "Even if there is no blood relationship, you are also legally recognized brothers and sisters, which is destined to be supervised by worldly morals, To be constrained by the yoke of ethics, this kind of feelings that fate has for you must be abnormal. As a woman, I can understand it, but neither as a teacher, as Su Su’s cousin, or as your friend, I can’t. Accepting such feelings happens between you, so what I want to know most now is whether you have such feelings towards Yuanyuan!"

I couldn't help but picked up Chu Yuan's novel again, looked at it absently, and then raised my eyes and asked Shu Tong: "What do you think?"

Shu Tong froze for a moment, evading my gaze a little bit, "should you answer me, why?] Ask me what's new and fastest?"

I was silent for a moment, and honestly said: "You have asked this question just now, but I failed to answer it, but you said you understand, and now you ask again, so looking forward to my answer can only prove that you already have an answer in your heart? , Bystander clear, I want to know your answer"

Shu Tong was silent for a while, and then murmured, "I have no answer, the answer is in your heart"

The answer in my heart is greed-my sister or taboo feelings, I want to be in my heart, never change, just have it forever, I know this is wrong, so I hope someone will take my Put your heart aside and wipe out such greed.

However, Shu Tong indulged me, she refused to tell my secret

I had the courage to find "self-destruction" again. "Then I said so. As a person, I have read this novel. Do you think that Murong's brother really likes Murong?"

"Like!" Shu Tong did not hesitate, because this was the answer in her heart.

"However, if Murong's brother likes Murong, how can he explain that Murong has a girlfriend?"

"So I am not interested in the story before this," Shu Tong's eyes became sharper. "Murong's brother is indeed a good man. He is gentle and considerate. Occasionally, he will be strong and overbearing. He has many advantages that men do not have. He protects everyone around him in his own way. He tries not to hurt everyone around him, but because of this, many people around him are used to relying on him and trusting him. , Approached him proactively, and he was obviously a passionate man who did not know how to refuse others. He liked Murong for sure. He confessed to his sister that he already had a girlfriend, perhaps because he really noticed that his sister treated him. Abnormal feelings, my sister clearly can’t accept this reality, what will she do next? Will she confess her feelings to her brother? If she confesses, her brother who doesn’t know how to say refusal, she can’t hurt What will anyone's brother do? He knows that his sister loves so hard, so tired, and has suffered so many wrongs for himself, can he still bear the refusal? Especially, mutual understanding and mutual dependence after cohabitation have made They are used to owning each other's life. Can he persuade himself to give up the current status? If he refuses, what will his sister do? If he does not refuse, what will his girlfriend do? This novel does not After writing, none of us know how this will develop, but we are all curious about this, right?"

"Yeah" I stroked the blank space after the last page of the novel, "This novel should not end in such a place, I must help her continue writing"