Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me
717 The feeling in my heart is. . .
"If you want me to say, the East is better for you than they are"
"This joke is not funny, and on this planet, I haven't seen a girl more capricious than the East. I ran away from home with my mother. I have known her for so long, let alone call her mother. It’s hard to hear her mentioning her mother, and it’s hard to mention the last time, or she just opened her mouth and called her mother’s name, which is not ridiculous.”
"That's because you don't know her. Every family has a hard time. The relationship between the East and the family seems to be quite complicated. She rarely talks to me about the things in the family, but because of this, she is self-reliant. She is more mature than me. No matter what she does, there is a reason and a reason. It may be infected by me, or you are too accustomed to treat us as a child, so she will show the willful side in front of you. , But only in front of you, although both of us are the same age, in fact, she has been taking care of me like an elder sister, and always spoiled me and coaxed me like you."
"Like the pitiful in the novel? For you, are you willing to do anything?" The pitiful in the novel, for the sake of good friends, you can force yourself to like the brother of a good friend. So, what about the East in reality?Thinking of the evasion of the East in recent times and the abnormal attitude towards me, I am eager to find the answer from Chu Yuan.
"Um" Chu Yuan suddenly clasped my arms, but her head was lowered down, as if she didn't want me to see her expression, "But there are some differences from the novel, the pity in the novel will not Lied to Murong, so Murong felt that she was forced by herself, but the reality in the East would lie to me, so I always felt recently that she was not forced by me, but I was played by her."
What do you mean?My heart shook, and the abnormality of the little Niangpi wouldn't it really be the beginning of love?!In the past two days, her relationship with Chu Yuan has become strangely strange. Is this also the reason?Because Chu Yuan noticed that her love had begun?
Chu Yuan obviously didn’t want to give me the opportunity to verify. “You’ve already digressed, and I will only answer questions that belong to me. If you want to ask things about the East, just ask her.”
Stinky girl doesn't seem to like this topic very much, just like me who didn't like this topic before
"Okay," I continued with the question, "Do you not like tassels, or hate her?"
Chu Yuan asked indifferently: "Is there a difference?"
"Yes," I care very much. I think this question is the key to how we should start a conversation. "Don't like it, there is no feeling, hate, it is an emotion, the difference between no feeling and emotional, small?"
"That's why I don't like it." Chu Yuan is perfunctory, and she knows the difference between the two better than me, so I'm sure she is avoiding it, or trying to cover up the problem.
"Then why the last page of your novel reads "I hate Cheng Tassel"?"
"Because because you saw the poem on the last page?" The smelly girl did not answer the question.
"See"
"'I hate Cheng Liusu' is the name of the poem, um, it's easier to read it like this, than "I don't like Cheng Liusu' to read it smoothly"
What is this explanation?Chu Yuan is still Chu Yuan, the stinky girl who didn't grow up and can't tell the difference!
What I care about is not her attitude towards tassels, but whether she still hides too much darkness in her heart, which is why I asked such a question first. Prove that she was not prepared to accept any results from beginning to end
Chu Yuan is a child in the end, but the reality she has accepted intellectually is full of repulsion psychologically.
The rain was getting tighter and tighter, I wanted to take off my coat and approve it on Chu Yuan, but the girl refused to let go of our clasped hands, even if she understood what I wanted to do, I sighed helplessly, "You hate tassels Is it because of brother?"
Chu Yuan was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked me softly: "Brother, am I very selfish? Shouldn't I think you don't think Murong in the novel should like her brother?"
"Because they are siblings?"
"They are not siblings!" Chu Yuan suddenly stopped and looked up at me, seeing me just looking at her calmly, she snorted coldly, and turned away from my gaze with red face, "The law just recognized their Brother and sister relationship, but there is no way to change the fact that they are not related by blood. If you put aside parental factors, is there any difference between them and the grown-ups?
Aside from the parents?I couldn't help it. Perhaps because all my attitudes towards Chu Yuan are based on parental relationships, I have never made assumptions that put aside parental factors, and this has always been my premise. When I asked, I was actually asked by her—Yeah, if you set aside the parents, what would Chu Yuan and I be?Parents are the reasons for us to become brothers and sisters, but we have not achieved the fact that we are brothers and sisters. "Brother" and "Sister" are just two codenames. We have never really recognized that these two codenames are used as family bonds.
I finally understood, why did Mr. Xiao Shu have no idea on this matter, as she said, when you really substitute the role in the novel, you will find that it is difficult for you to find a Reasons to like each other
I suddenly felt that the guilt in my heart has been relieved a lot, but I immediately reminded myself not to give up the position and responsibility of the "brother" because of longing. The law is the rule of society, the human relationship is the bottom line of morality, and the law recognizes the relationship between parents , It is destined that the relationship is a moral bondage that we cannot break away from, even if it is disdainful, it still exists and is monitored by society.
"There are many kinds of likes, but no matter what kind of likes, no matter who they like, shouldn't they be considered selfish?"
"If you hate others because you like someone?" Chu Yuan looked down at the tip of his shoes and at the trousers feet soaked in rain, cowardly: "Like Murong, because she likes her brother, she hates Isn’t it selfish to be the girl next to her brother? Because she also feels that she hates nothing.”
"Maybe," I squatted down, rolled up the long trousers with one hand to help the girl, said: "But everyone will have such feelings, hate because of love, this must not be correct, but only this Incorrect feelings can make people become honest, because they love and hate. From time to time, this is the only flaw that humans admit but cannot evolve."
"You mean, hate because of love, hate proves love?"
"Probably, isn't there such a sentence? The more true the love, the deeper the hate"
"Really?" Chu Yuan tipped her toes, allowing me to step on her trousers under the heels, and whispered: "The feelings in my heart must be like this."
"Huh?" I got up and looked at her, but she turned her head to look in another direction.
On the sidewalk, there are very few passers-by. By accident, they pass by a couple of old wives and wives who are holding transparent dome umbrellas. Although they have passed the twilight years, they are snuggling and playing. They still have the romance and vitality of their youth.
"If the name of the poem is "I hate Cheng Liusu", then "Cheng Liusu" is just a code name, but it appears from my life and the person who took you away from my life is just called ' Cheng Liusu', if her name is Murphy and Dong Xiaoye, the name of the poem will become'I hate Murphy' or'I hate Dong Xiaoye'"
The rain water wiped out the remaining temperature on the ground, the coldness of the rainy night covered the entire city, the winding streets, the vehicles passed by, and the rolled rain mist was like a thin layer of yarn, ethereal, under the light of the rear car lights. Blurred, tossed and scattered in the whirlpool of the violent traffic, but it was a coldness.
"Fate"
The girl finally admitted the darkness in her heart, I wanted to comfort her, but saw her suddenly turned back, "Brother, I love you."
"Eh?" I was stunned. "What did you just say?"
The words Chu Chu jumped out of his head did not seem to curl up a layer of mist made of water mist, blindfolded my eyes with ethereal, so that the pretty face near by, became blurred and blurred hazy
"I-love-you -" Chu Yuan replied shyly but firmly.
[Ps: Happy Dragon Boat Festival, did you eat dumplings today?Haha, the short vacation is over, and I have to resume work or study tomorrow. I wish you all a happy mood and everything goes well. I heard that the college entrance examination will start tomorrow. I also wish the candidates and students a smooth exam. Pay attention to rest and relax your mind in order to achieve your true level. Ha ha, send blessings, I wish you success.
Cough, classmates who have not yet slept, go to bed quickly after reading this chapter!