"Slaughter and monkey, I am the most suitable actor. It is good to cooperate or to accept it. If you are sitting in her seat and made the same request to me, I will do the same."
"I wouldn't be so excessive like her," Ziyuan whispered, "I can't stand her temperamental young lady, especially her recent arbitrariness and self-assertion in many ways plus unreasonable troubles , Makes me think she is more and more like a person"
"Like who?"
Ziyuan didn't seem to want to say much, but after being patient, she squeezed a name out of her teeth, "Miss Three."
I was stunned for a moment, and then said with a smile: "It's hard to hear you take the initiative to mention Miss Three, don't you shy away from telling me this?"
Five years ago, until I was separated from Ziyuan, I thought Ziyuan was a simple girl who could not hide any secrets in front of me, but when she said goodbye and disappeared silently from my life, I knew, This girl may not have much attention, but she will hide the secrets in her heart more than anyone I know. This is very much like her. She grew up in a single parent family, and she has long been used to endurance and patience. Learned to be strong, "It's not a taboo, it's not a time, this is part of the agreement between her and me, I can't afford to violate the agreement"
"What agreement do you guys have, you will definitely not tell me in time? Continue to say, when I didn't ask" I don't want to embarrass Xiao Zi, and although this girl is dependent on me, she is not without a backbone, in fact she She has never obeyed me and has relied on me. Obedience is only her own will. She is very stubborn. Once you have made a certain determination, it is difficult for others to control her. It was also because of her personality.
I’m afraid that Ziyuan will never say goodbye again, so I won’t be stupid enough to ask her any questions that she knows she can’t answer. Ziyuan is a sensitive person. If she feels the pressure that Miss Three has put on me, she will Blaming that responsibility on myself, I feel that she is now intentionally keeping a certain distance from me, she is very concerned about my relationship with tassels, Murphy, Dong Xiaoye, and sometimes even can not bear it Living shows a trace of jealousy, but still keeps the attitude of a bystander, unwilling to intervene in my feelings and life, is the proof-no matter what agreement she made with the third lady, there have been What kind of exchange of interests, the relationship with me that night, is definitely part of it. She has already carried too much guilt for this, so she gave up her position as much as possible to protect my life from this. affected.
Therefore, before Ziyuan can tell all her secrets, and before she releases the guilt accumulated in her heart, I dare not approach her proactively. I am afraid that she thinks that I am responsible for taking care of her and eager to take care of her. She was afraid that she thought that I had given up feelings for tassels and Murphy for this reason. In this way, maybe one day when I woke up in the morning, I would never see her again.
Ziyuan is very kind, because she is used to being hurt, but never wants to hurt anyone in the past. She is also cowardly, and she will always give up easily.
So, I shouldn’t ask, I won’t ask anything now.
Ziyuan let out a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that I would get to the bottom of the question, the panic in her eyes flashed over, and the only thing left was gratitude, "What I want to say is that you should be like Ms. San Mi, and some of Murphy. Just lift it."
"Take Murphy?" Ziyuan's words surprised me a little.
"It's not the same kind of mentioning, I mean what to say," Ziyuan was afraid that I would misunderstand, but she obviously didn't think about how to explain this sentence specifically, "I mean, like they have such a mind , Ability, and because of the special family conditions and growing environment, the Qianjin Miss who is used to being out of trouble is often self-centered and does not take into account the feelings of others, so often makes some ordinary people like us Things that are difficult for people to understand, the reason may be superman's first-class strategy, or it may be naughty and naughty, they may be purposeful, or they may have no purpose. In short, some things may be said by themselves. It’s not clear what we want to pursue, but what is certain is that we can’t help them toss so much.”
Ziyuan's words are not logical. What I heard seems to be incomprehensible. "Xiaozi, what do you want to say?"
Ziyuan was silent for a little while before turning her face away, and said quietly: "All the arguments are pale in front of reality, neither society nor people, there is always a hierarchy and a gap. I don’t want you to be like me. , Also reduced to someone's toy because of something difficult to give up, whether she is intentional or unintentional"
There are too many emotions hidden in Ziyuan's words, but I still can't understand, "What is the hard-to-give thing you mean?"
"Family, love, friendship, humanity, money, rights, beauty, gambling, drugs. Everything that can bind people is something that is difficult to give up. If it falls into the hands of others, it will be the handle and be held. The person who holds the handle will be like a puppet, and will never help himself, unless, you can cut off the silk that binds you, but it is too difficult and difficult."
Ziyuan’s words are a bit esoteric, but fortunately my understanding is quite good, “You mean, I’m Feifei’s toy, and you’re Miss San’s toy?” I know I’m shackled, and it’s me who shackles me Admiration for Murphy.
"The reality is far more complicated than you think. I am only a toy for Miss San, and you are not only a toy but also a tool, a tool in the eyes of many people, Miss San, Mo Yizhi, Zhang Mingjie, Liu Xiaosheng, everyone tried Using you to achieve a certain purpose for yourself, even the police are fantasizing about using you to catch a few big fish, so did you arrange winter night to protect you? In other words, you are also a tool for winter night, because she wants you Can help her complete the task, and the completion of the task is her purpose. So, how can you be sure that Murphy did not inadvertently treat you as a toy or a tool?" Ziyuan sighed a long time, said: " Do you know why I don’t want to be in the office?"
From the sour playfulness of asters, I have guessed a rough idea, "Wouldn't these two guys be fighting again?"
Ziyuan smiled, "Murphy posted a photo sticker on the back of your phone, right?"
as predicted!
"Looking at Officer Dong's dynamism, I am afraid that her sister is not so angry just for your tassel?"
Ziyuan's gaze, which seemed to be non-smiling, made her guilty conspicuously abandon cold sweat. She who had been watching silently for a long time was far more thorough than a few parties saw. The girl seemed to continue to say to herself: "Just now Ask Officer Winter, if Yuanyuan's illness is better, she said that the girl's spirit is still not very good. I didn't eat dinner yesterday, and I didn't eat much breakfast today. I don't seem to be familiar with this symptom. I remember every time I went When your family spends the weekend, Yuanyuan suffers from this disease. Did she see the photo on the back of your phone?"
This girl was too keen on Ziyuan's understanding of Chu Yuan. Before that, I mostly understood it as a joke, but now, I am terribly panicked. It seems that it is only now that Ziyuan sees my relationship with Chu Yuan. It's really inexplicable.
"Murphy's original intention may just want to emphasize that you belong to her or she belongs to you, never thought of hurting anyone, but your connivance to her has caused her to inadvertently hurt many people, don't you still Should I pay more attention to it?" Ziyuan said quietly: "For me to be the same as before, and seeing you get so close to other girls, you will certainly not be able to eat like gas."
"Not now?"
Ziyuan's words seemed to be emotions without deep thought, and I asked them out as soon as possible. Both of us were stunned and then avoided each other's eyes. Ziyuan was shy, I was afraid of her shyness.
The atmosphere was a bit embarrassing, Ziyuan was silent for a while, and whispered, "Your girlfriend is Cheng Tassel."
But you can't say that you are already my woman, otherwise Ziyuan Yizhun thinks I'm forcing myself to be responsible for her, "Even so I don't want you not to eat, but I hope you will be jealous."
Ziyuan Noodle Shengxia is funny and curiously asked, "Do you like jealous women?"
My serious answer: "I know it's a little shameless to say that, but when you are jealous, I will be at ease. I'm not sure I will make you feel happy, but I don't want to even have the chance to try."
Ziyuan blinked and asked, "Xiao Nan, are you afraid that I will leave without saying the same as I did five years ago?"