Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

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"Xiaonan, are you afraid that I will say goodbye like five years ago?"

I tremble

Since the relationship happened that night, I have been separated from Ziyuan, but it has not been the day when she just came to the wind. When we reunited in the office for a long time, we are conscious and cautious. Maintaining a balance, not trying to explore the things that are hidden in each other's hearts, maybe this is a tacit agreement, maybe, we just don't have the courage, and worry that the other party has no courage to break this balance, just like between the two A thin layer of yarn was hung, and I looked at her, and she looked at me. Although she could not see clearly, she knew that the other party was there, so it was very safe and we dare not touch it That layer of yarn, because we are all afraid, the haze behind that tulle is just a phantom

That layer of yarn is honest

"Yes," I said, "I'm afraid."

"You think you should be responsible for me?" Ziyuan really cares about this.

I don’t deny that this is a very important reason for me to have the stereotype of family inheritance flowing in my bones, but

"Time will not go backwards, missed will not come again, you left five years ago, leaving me with regrets, let you go after five years, leaving me, it is more than a lifetime of regret"

This is not a confession, but it is the same as a confession. Ziyuan is very calm. It seems that she knows her position in my heart better than me. She said softly, "Xiaonan, I believe no other person in the world knows better than me. You, so I believe that part of your heart belongs to me, but what about Cheng Tassel?"

"I don't know" I am a brazen and self-effortable person, I am attentive, but without the capital to spend my heart, I do not have the luxury villa of Xiangche banknotes, I do not have the means to adjust the oil in the sweet honey, I even even There is nothing that can make Ziyuan happy. Of course, if there is, it must be a false statement of conscience. I smiled bitterly: "I also feel that I am too selfish. I have missed it and I don’t want to miss it again. I don’t want to have it now. Lost, but facing the temptation, I still don’t have enough resistance. I can restrain, but I haven’t found a way to balance between you. If you choose to leave, I choose happiness. If I choose half-heartedly, I can cut it in my heart. It’s a knife, but I don’t know, I don’t know what your happiness is, because you haven’t said it, and you don’t want to say it, you always say that the time has not yet come.”

Ziyuan still didn't answer me what her happiness was, but she didn't hesitate to answer me: "If you don't let me go, I won't go."

Yes, it’s very simple, just like someone who dares to do something wrong does the original intent of taking on any responsibility, I want to compensate her, I don’t think I should pay the price for that night, more I want to make up for my guilt for those five years. When she thought of me thinking about me, I was trying to forget her. Now, this girl who deserves to hate me is always pregnant with me. Very much even twelve points of self-blame and guilt, why does this make me feel so bad?

"You said this before."

"You do not believe?"

I shook my head, "What's it like not to leave? I'm out of my life as I am now, afraid of getting into your life? I'm not qualified to ask you to come closer to me, but I know that now The so-called'will not leave' that cannot be close to each other is definitely not what you or I want."

Ziyuan did not deny that, she turned her head and muttered: "Close to you, your life will be disrupted by me. I can be yours, but you are not mine, you think this is your selfishness, but I chose it myself to be a bad woman. I have exhausted all my courage. You know how cowardly I am. So, I am not suitable for a bad life."

"I do not understand"

"It doesn't matter, you will understand sooner or later," Ziyuan looked at me and said, "Don't be afraid to hurt me, because you are hurting deeper than me, don't be afraid of me to leave, unless you are the one who drives me away, don't be afraid of wronging me, because I will I don’t want to be a bad woman. I’ve done a wrong thing. It’s enough for me to repent in my whole life. Do you remember? From childhood to big age, the choice is always on your side. As in those days, I’m just silent. Just stand behind you"

Ziyuan's words made me feel uncomfortable, "I feel that your promise is just for atonement--"

The buddy widened his eyes and couldn't believe what was happening in front of him-Ziyuan suddenly rushed over and kissed my lips. There were teardrops in her eyes, and the glitter in the crystal was unmasked anger.

"In five years, who do you think I think the most in these five years? It's you! What do you think I think the most in five years? Or you! Because there is everything in my memories Things almost have your shadow! So I finally know why I haven’t felt a little bit of happiness in these five years, because during these five years, you are not around me!" Ziyuan hugged my waist tightly, I buried my face in my chest, crying, "Atonement? No! I'm continuing to sin! I don't want to go back to life without you, but I'm afraid that my willfulness will trouble you! Because of your side I have long lost my place!"

For five years, because of Chu Yuan’s stubbornness, I tried to forget everything about Ziyuan, and forget those regrets, sorrows, regrets, and annoyances. Because of the tassels, my wounds healed slowly. In anticipation of tomorrow, five years like The running water was flowing quietly through the flowers and the flowers, but for these five years, for Ziyuan, it was so painful that she was unwilling to return

"Have you been well in the past five years?" This is a belated greeting. It was supposed to be the first sentence of the reunion. Now I just ask, it seems that I am so idiot.

Ziyuan bite hard on my shoulder, as if even the strength of breastfeeding has been brought out, I can't resist the crying, let her release and vent-this is her answer.

Ziyuan didn't say a word in the end, just concentrated her inner pain to one thousandth or one ten thousandth, and left it on my shoulder. Perhaps this is also part of her agreement with Miss San- —Before the so-called time comes, do not answer any of my questions.

Ziyuan, who wiped her tears cleanly, raised a small face full of grievances and cared softly, asking, "Does it hurt?"

Painful, painful

I shook my head and smiled: "No shoulder pain."

Ziyuan didn't believe it, because I was wearing very thin. For the convenience of work, I left my coat in the office of the comprehensive group. The thin fabric of the shirt blocked her two rows of hard little white teeth. Look, the shoulder soaked in her saliva slowly oozes out a faint red, which was bitten by her

Ziyuan was startled, and said: "Bleeding! Hurry, let me see!"

"It's okay"

"Is it okay? The clothes are all red!" Ziyuan said involuntarily, and came to unbutton my shirt. If I saw her distressed look at this moment, who could believe that she was the one who bit my shoulder?

"Eh?" Pulled out the handkerchief, lifted my collar, and was about to wipe the two rows of tooth marks on the blaze.

"What's wrong?" I stared at Ziyuan staring at my neck curiously.

Ziyuan frowned at me, her expression a little complicated, then became indifferent, and finally said a little, "It's fine."

After all, turn around and leave.

I almost didn't react and shouted Ziyuan who had gone outside, "Hey, don't you stop bleeding for me?!"

Ziyuan heard the words and turned back. The buddy had not sighed yet. The girl had already put the handkerchief into my hand, and then coldly squeezed three words from the teeth, "Self, self, wipe."

I sneered at me contemptuously, and then I never looked back. I left the bathroom angrily, leaving my face chased by the outside, confused and confused. This girl, the mood changes too fast, too low?Look at the stomp, the ankle is not good, don’t hurt it anymore

Ziyuan is not a person who can easily lose his temper, but she is obviously angry now, but where did I offend her?The buddy was puzzled, the shoulders were hot, and I grinned when the pain hurt, the mirror outside was polished, and the collar was stripped to reveal his shoulders and then the buddy was dumbfounded.

Not because I saw the tooth marks deep, but because I saw another thing printed on my neck-the color has not faded, it is still clearly visible, and the kiss marks are bright and vivid

Damn it, that's what happened!

[Ps: I have been tempted by the sleeping god for a few hours, and I can’t hold my hold anymore. I split the two thick legs and shouted, come-hug the quilt, sleep]