Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me
Chapter 1153 Monologue
"You are not curious, why am I so sure that something really happened between you and Yuanyuan, rather than bluffing you?"
"I know you are bluffing me..." I no longer have the ability to think actively, and it is completely following the topic of Dong Xiaoye, but I still have some self-confidence for some subjectively determined things, "but I don't I know why I confessed to you, not lied to you... You said lying was at least thinking about retention, but confession is already prepared for loss. These words seem right and wrong. I’m very brainy now. Chaos, but there are only two things that I know clearly-I really did not want to keep you... Not wanting, but understand that it is delusional delusion, you know that I am a very realistic and practical person, for the impossible , I never fancied..."
"It's so ridiculous to say this from your mouth, haha, hahaha!" Dong Xiaoye cut off my words, but he didn't smile, saying, "I don't know that you are a very realistic and practical person, I really have to ask you for advice. I jumped out of the car in the middle of the night and scolded the woman at the car. Is this kind of person realistic? Really? The gun is on the forehead, and I can laugh wildly and hijack it with bombs. Hundreds of hostages talk about the conditions of the desperate desperate murderers and murderers. Is this kind of person realistic? Realistic? Take one life and change the lives of two women. One of them was cursed by him jumping in the middle of the night and finally poked with a gun. Has the stinky girl jing in his head been realistic? Is this kind of person realistic? Really? Let’s not mention it in the past, let’s say it didn’t pass. Now, who do you help? Xu Heng! Long Xiaotian shot and hijacked under the eyes of that public eye Hundreds of hostages and masterminds! Have you proposed conditions to Jing for him, have you thought about the consequences?! Haven’t seen the consequences yet, your head is already tied to the waistband! How many people think you and Xu Heng is a gang, how many people want your life? Reality? Reality? Since the day I hit you, have you done something that makes me feel realistic and practical? In the company, how many people look forward to it? The eye-catching opportunity to climb up, Bai gives you that you don’t want to, at home... you and your sister have talked about falling in love, you are so embarrassed to say that you are a very realistic and practical person? Fear of trouble, trouble, this If you hang on the corner of your mouth all day long, there is a lot of trouble. Which one did not come back by yourself, including me, should be regarded as the trouble that you caused? I just boasted that you would not lie, and you would talk nonsense to me with your eyes open , You don’t blush, I blush for you!"
Where can I not blush?My face is very red now, "How can you be bothersome... And, that, me and Yuanyuan are not brothers and sisters..."
"what did you say?!"
"Nothing... I mean, I..." I don’t know how to explain the contradictory result of this kind of thing contrary to wish. After a long time, I had to continue my own words, "I said there are two things. My heart is clear, one is that I don’t want to, can’t force you to stay, and the other is... Although I didn’t want to keep you, I’m really not prepared to lose your mind. These two things, I’m not I started thinking tonight..."
Dong Xiaoye didn't say a word, it seemed to be waiting for me to say that I was barely sitting upright, with my hands on my knees, and still felt a little weak. I couldn't help but bowed my head and smiled slowly, saying: "From the day of the incident, I was thinking, How to explain to tassel, how to explain to Xiaozi, how to explain to you..."
"How else to explain to Murphy." Sister Tiger added with an emotional socket.
I smiled and continued, "I am a person with low EQ. I haven't been sensible since I was born, and my mom is gone. I'm left with my grandfather. You have seen my grandfather, a very serious old-fashioned person, and no emotional intelligence." Gao, he married my stepmother, not because he liked my stepmother. In fact, he liked another person at that time, but he still married my current stepmother, just because he felt that Yuanyuan needed a dad and needed a complete 'S family...hehe, it sounds familiar? Zheng Xuedong may think that her story is very special, so she told me and asked me to take it as a warning, but she didn't know that it was almost the same in my house. Story-After Mo Yiran married Wu Xueqing, Zheng Xuedong married into Duanmu's house, and never met Mo Yiran again. Why did my dad and the woman he really liked in his heart not be like this? Sister Yue also married someone Is also the words of her parents’ matchmaker. I think her motive for marriage may be similar to that of Zheng Xuedong, and until today, she would not meet my dad... the only difference between the two stories is that My stepmother and Wu Xueqing are two people. A woman like Wu Xueqing is simply not worthy of being compared with my stepmother, so although Sister Yue is loved by my stepmother, she is still the best friend with my stepmother. She just doesn’t see my dad, but I often know my father’s current situation through my stepmother, and my stepmother will tell my dad about Yueyue. After Yueyue got divorced, she tried every possible means to meet the two..."
"Why?" Sister Tiger interrupted me very disregarding the atmosphere, forgot her present position, and became curious about my family's story. "Your stepmother wants to be a matchmaker, so that they can continue their lead? What about her? ?"
This is a question that I dare not dare to think about. The old man concealed his love history. He hasn't mentioned it to this day. I don't know who weights Sister Yue and stepmother in his heart. Heavier, but in my heart, the stepmother can’t be replaced by anyone. I lost a mother since I was a child. I don’t want to lose another one. I hope to please sister happiness, but fear that her happiness is based on the premise that the stepmother sacrifices happiness under...
This is an unsolvable contradiction, so I ignored Dong Xiaoye’s curiosity and said, "I am telling this story, not to dissect their previous generation's feelings, but to say that the people of our old Chu family do not seem to have any emotional intelligence. High, love and friendship, no matter which aspect, it is all messed up, the old man is so, I am even more so... I had no friends when I was a child, people say that children of single parent families have many psychological problems, so no matter if I am a good child, Bad children, no one wants to let their children be friends with me, and even many teachers will treat me differently, or care about me, or care about my classmates who may be affected by me, intentionally or unintentionally, let me change It’s special, there is a gap with other children, I was envious at that time, good children have a circle of good children, bad children have a circle of bad children, I even envy good children look down on bad children , Bad boys don’t look good, because I don’t have a circle, and there are no one in the family. I don’t even have the qualification to look down on anyone who doesn’t look good, so I saw that in your favorite TV series, there are those who treat loneliness as cold to the hostess. Disdainful outfit + forced male protagonist, I feel sick, people are social animals, and the fear of loneliness is innate, saying that I am not afraid of loneliness, I like loneliness, either a mental illness or a mental illness, in my It seems that only people with extreme inferiority will use coldness to disguise themselves, why? Isn’t it just to attract the attention of others, so he is still afraid of loneliness, afraid of being afraid, and dare not admit it, you said that he is inferior to no medicine Saved? This kind of poor worm can also ignore the heroine first, whether it is his luck or the mistress of the heroine, do you say such a story is too nonsense? I dare say it because I am lonely and afraid However, I feel inferior, so even bad children use the great mercy of mercy and alms to absorb me the poor worm and let me play a clown horn se with errands and miscellaneous laughs, I am happy... do you say I am stupid? I’m stupid, because I don’t even make a real friend, so I have low self-esteem and hate myself for having a low EQ... At home too, the stepmother is not a mother, and Yuanyuan is not a sister. What should I do? How can I play the role of good son and brother se, so that they won't be hated by them? You often say that I am a good person, always like to think about others, but disregard my own position, because I have only learned to watch since I was a child Other people's faces se, force themselves to adapt to other people's circles, force themselves to meet other people's expectations, otherwise I can only be an orphan, no friends, and also hated by stepmother and fate, and now, I can really say There are still few people who are friends, and Yuanyuan has never treated me as an older brother. They all prove how failed I am. I thought that thinking from the standpoint of others would make me do more pleasing things. More intimate, making it easier for others to accept me, but the result is that what others think, but they are all my own ideas, what people are really thinking, I don’t even know, in the end, I am a terrible sight of low EQ , And I like to be a smart idiot..."
Dong Xiaoye sighed softly: "You are indeed a fool who does not know what other people are thinking..."
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