Problematic Sister Fell In Love With Me

"You are indeed a fool who does not know what other people are thinking..."

I'm like a folded stem that has been soaked with water toward the ri sunflower, and the withered head is hanging down, and the whole person has only a hard, almost unconscious body, which is empty, winter When I talked about Xiao Ye, I listened to my right ear with my left ear, and I didn’t think about it at all. I just continued my own monologues, “Love is not the same as friendship and affection. For friends, as long as you are honest and cherished, you will not To harm anyone, to the family, as long as they are tolerant and tolerant, they can live in harmony, but what about the woman they like? Candid and cherished, tolerance and tolerance will not hurt her? Mo Yiran and Zheng Xuedong's feelings So it’s a tragedy, it’s really because the two are not honest enough, but why are they not honest? Is it because of tolerance, do you say they don’t cherish each other? If they don’t cherish, they won’t endure each other... before you said Mo Yiran Abandoning Zheng Xuedong should not be too hateful, but when I returned home, you told me that frankness is more terrible than lies. Then I asked you, when Mo Yiran broke up with Zheng Xuedong, was he honest with Zheng Xuedong? Lied?"

Dong Xiaoye shouted, it seemed that Yu had stopped talking, not knowing how to answer.

"Actually, I don’t know if your words are right or wrong. Maybe it’s right for you and me today, but it’s just the opposite of Mo Yi and Zheng Xuedong. Is that contradictory? Contradictory, but contradictory It doesn’t seem to be our reason, it can only be that love itself is too contradictory,” I shook my head and smiled: “Love is a very deep learning, but there is neither a teacher nor a textbook. Everyone’s own professional course, you can’t learn the love of others, and others can’t copy your love, so it’s happy and happy, or frustrated and desolate, it’s a sorrow, a white-headed age, or an instant fireworks like Zheng Xuedong and Mo Yiran. I have forgotten all my talents and Wuxing. I regret that I have no talents, and I don’t have Wuxing..."

"Xiaozi and I grew up together, and when we were very young, I felt that it was a matter of course for us to get married after we grew up, so I protected her and took care of her, and it was a matter of course, but until she was ten When I went to the United States at the age of eight, I only realized the feeling of'taken for granted', that is to say, I was like a living dead man who lost my soul during that time. It's not exaggerated, but it wasn't just that she teared Xiao Zi I am more angry with myself. I haven’t told her that I like her for so long together, otherwise she may not go away. In a word, it almost became a wound in our life, but this sentence is over. I still didn’t learn it in four or five years. In these four or five years, I am afraid that the relationship between tassels and me is good. Only the word “like glue” can be described. Except that I said that she is my buddy and my brother, who doesn’t say that she is like My daughter-in-law? Don’t I want her to be my daughter-in-law? Do I really want to be her brother for life? Unless I like not a woman, but a man... But I dare not admit it, I’m afraid to confess Even the brothers can’t do it. If the risk of pursuing love is to make me lose the joy of being together every day like now, then I would rather not chase her, so I would rather deceive myself and only treat her as a brother. .. Oh, I’m stupid, and tassels are as stupid as I am. If it wasn’t for me to think differently and fell in love with Murphy at first sight, I think the two of us will continue to deceive ourselves..."

Dong Xiaoye did not speak for a while, and then asked softly, "What do you want to say?"

"I want to say that I am the same with Yuanyuan, and I want to say that I am the same with you," I exhausted my whole body and lifted my heavy head, looking at Dong Xiaoye, said: "I A person who is very slow in feelings, sometimes I just like it, and I may not be aware of it. Even if I am aware of it, I may not know how much I like it, but always when it is about to be lost or after it has been lost. To understand what I really feel..."

Dong Xiaoye's face was tight, and the socket asked, "What do you really feel now, like me, don't you like me?"

Of course I like her, so I think she is ridiculing me, ridiculing, and not answering her, and then continued: "I confess to you that I and fate are neither trying to keep you, nor even I think It doesn’t matter if you are lost or not, whether you believe it or not, for me and fate, it’s just one thing, not a secret, from the beginning I never thought of lying to cover up, just like me and you, me As with Ziyuan, I just don’t know what to say, so I just waited until I thought the right opportunity appeared..."

"You and I also want to do things about Ziyuan... We both are small... cough," Dong Xiaoye coughed dryly and said, "I mean, you and me, and Ziyuan's things, you and Yuanyuan Is the matter of a xing quality? You and Tassel have not registered for marriage, and you can’t take things from me and Ziyuan as secrets, and it makes sense, but you and Yuanyuan...you are a brother and sister love! You don’t take it as a secret? Can I believe this?"

"I just want to be a secret, and only a few people need to know it to be successful," I smiled bitterly: "Ziyuan knows from an early age, the East was known three years ago, but one year ago, even Shu Tong knew. Is earlier than me..."

"She?" Dong Xiaoye didn't wait to see Shu nerd, only to hear her name, she couldn't help but sink.

I sighed: "Don't Yuanyuan say that she is writing a new novel? The true face of the novel is actually an integration of her feelings from small to large. The people and things described in it are all Really, although I changed the name of the character, but... her name is "Murong Yuan", my name is "Murong Nan", but I just swapped the surnames of my parents, the Eastern pity is called "Eastern pity", you She went to the middle of the name "Little" called "Winter Night", Murphy called "Murphy", Xue Ziyuan called "Xue Xiaozi", Shu Tong's "tong" son was replaced by the pupil of "pupil", The tassels are just like all the dragon set angle se, they have not changed the name at all, and they are also called "Cheng Liusu"...except Xiao Yi may be called "Xiao**", which may make people not respond for a while, even Yang Wei's name "Yang Buju" is not difficult to match the number? So as soon as she publishes it and is seen by people around us, you know at a glance that the story is about her and me. You said, I put Does it matter if it’s a secret? Yuanyuan didn’t take it as a secret at all. I don’t admit it now. It’s because I’m younger. If I say it, not only will no one take it seriously, but she will laugh at her growing up. It was written as a novel...if I was afraid that the manuscript would stay at home and be discovered by you and me, so she also took it with her to school. A while ago, she happened to be discovered by Shu Tong at school, and Shu Tong told me... "

Dong Xiaoye digested it for a while before saying: "You are too exaggerated. She is a 16-year-old girl who has no money and no way. If you want to write a book, how can it be so easy? Someone will watch?"

"You are too young to look at that girl..." Sister Tiger was always deceived by Chu Yuan's innocent appearance, and she didn't know that there was a small devil living in that girl's belly. "No way? You forgot, my dad." Just like your dad, he is a person who eats pen and rice. He teaches and writes. The novel has been published several times. Speaking of it, he loves to write since he was a child, or is he influenced by his ears? Not a ready-made way?"

Sister Tiger surprised: "She kind of told your dad this kind of thing?"

"She was afraid that others wouldn't write this novel. If she wrote, she was afraid that others wouldn't know..." I couldn't help thinking of Yue Ma's attitude towards this issue and her step mother's reaction when she came to the house that day. .. The cowardly shy Xingzi of Chu Yuan, I am afraid that the least concern is to tell this matter to her parents. As a result, her parents are the closest and most trusted person to her, and the one who loves her most and loves her most. , Secondly, the old man and stepmother, who have fallen in love with our brothers and sisters, never seem to have any conflicts, and even often make some hints or encouragement jokes, this kind of ridicule almost accompanied us to grow up together, Chu Yuandang I am a partner in love. I regard her as a spouse selection criterion. I am afraid that I cannot get rid of these. Sometimes I even feel that they are the culprits of me and Chu Yuan’s sister....

"You said she had no money, it would have been bigger to forget Xing," I would have laughed if the atmosphere was not suitable, "The steel shovel that was so small to buy food and change, to the house check of Li Xinghui, she saved money to accumulate money You haven’t seen the skill, as long as you don’t break the law, whether it’s her money, you dare to give it, she dare to collect it, and she doesn’t have a soft hand, but all her money, regardless of the pentagram or the hair, want to wipe zero, door I didn’t even find it. I found it in a piggy bank and put it in a bank and sent it to the bank. Other girls went shopping, bought clothes, bags and cosmetics, and spent money to collect them. She went shopping. Buying this one is reluctant, buying that one is also reluctant, even if she can’t spend it, she can only pay for it, only the beggars on the street... look back at the cup on the sink and buy two tubes of toothpaste at the same time , How much did you use, how much did she use? Every time she brushed her teeth, she squeezed half less than you, just to make a false report when buying toothpaste, and secretly save the money saved... Can the little vault be shabby? It’s not an exaggeration to say that she just doesn’t find a way, she can publish herself. Of course, you can say that her idea of ​​writing a book is naive, but can you call her perseverance naive? Can you say that she is not serious at all?"

Dong Xiaoye froze for a long time, suddenly turned around, and really went in to check the toothpaste on the washstand. When he came out again, the face he brought in was suspiciously gone. It seemed that what I just saw was not toothpaste, but drowned in the bathroom or yin. The ghost of the soul, the expression is difficult to describe in detail, "You mean that she has been so stingy since she was a child? She saved money just for the future of this book?"