"Are you saying that she was so stingy since she was a kid? She saved money just for the book one day in the future?"

"Two things, saving money is one thing, writing a book is another. I mean, she's going to do something that may seem naive to you, just like iron Grinding the needle with a pestle or moving the mountain with Yugong, if you have a clear goal, you will persevere and do your best, until her seriousness makes you no longer think that she is just naive," I sighed: "This is also a talent, it is an advantage, It’s also a shortcoming, but it’s not stingy as you said. You can save as much as you can without flowers, save flowers as much as possible, but those who should or shouldn’t save flowers, she will also be happy, you see Has she bought snacks with soft hands? Are snacks much more expensive than toothpaste? She can save a tube of toothpaste, why can’t she eat fewer bags of snacks? Because the former is frugal, but the latter is abusing herself, she can cultivate frugality into a habit , But will never cultivate abuse into a habit. This is the same reason that many people will open source and cut costs in order to buy something they want or do something they want to do. The same reason is that you used to be for Zhu Danchen’s primary school. Isn’t it possible to save as well? But who can say that is stingy?"

"You think she seems to have a particular sense of dependence, it's just an illusion caused by the weak body and body. In fact, the girl is very assertive. No matter what she does, there must be her purpose and plan. Do you still remember what she said to Zheng Xuedong in a daze?'You don't need to ask yourself so many why, as long as you believe in your feelings, you can't be wrong', so she won't have any doubts about what she wants Or hesitate, people are afraid that there is no goal. With a goal, everything becomes simple and easy-just work towards the goal. This is her strength, but also her shortcoming. If a person knows what he wants too much , The pursuit of the goal will also become more firm and persistent, even simple goals, but what if the pursuit of the goal is too high, too big, too far? Your so-called'stuck stingy', it is actually her This kind of serious and almost terrible execution force, the stubborn person does not hit the south wall and does not give up. She is more stubborn than this kind of person. She will not give up when she hits the south wall. She will use this wall as a new starting point. Find a way to overthrow it, turn it over, or dig a hole and drill through it. In her dictionary, there are no words like "impossible" to give up "unrealistic..."

Dong Xiaoye said: "For example to you?"

I looked at her and answered the question, "She looks like you."

Dong Xiaoye blushed, and for the first time tonight, she took the initiative to avoid my sight and said: "I am not as smart as she is, so I know the goal and what to plan..." Tiger Sister did not refute herself and Chu Yuan Is similar, because they are the same kind of people, honest, frank, dare to love and hate.

"Innocence and seriousness do not contradict each other, but fate is serious, but it is more naive. The ideas and ideas for writing this novel were made by the little demon Jing when he was a netizen last year and Yike. This kind of ghost idea , Probably only the demon jing came up with it, so fate began to save money from an early age, certainly not for the purpose of publishing this book, but for other purposes. Considering the age at which she started saving money, this purpose is definitely Very simple, not too complicated, nor too realistic."

The purpose of Chu Yuan’s saving is to be afraid that I will start a family and start a business by myself, so she wants to buy a house for her, so she wants to buy a house for me, so that she can live with me justifiably, even if she quarrels with her future sister-in-law. She was on her hips to blow her sister-in-law back to her mother's house without the reason that she was swept out of the house... not complicated, or even a little ridiculous, because it was childish innocence, unrealistic, and even a little ridiculous, because at that time she did not understand what is called. reality'.

I didn’t tell Dong Xiaoye about this because I used to think that this was a childish child, and then I thought it was a little girl’s paranoia, but now I understand it, this is actually a true fairy tale, only belongs to me The romance of it is in my heart, it will always be sweet, and in the heart of Dong Xiao Ye, it will definitely be a bit sour.

And I don’t want it to change its taste, even if I stand across from Dong Xiao Ye-a woman who is as important as my life...

Somehow, when it comes to the topic of Chu Yuan, the heavy atmosphere in the house has been diluted a lot. Perhaps, this is directly related to the expression of Dong Xiaoye's expression becoming richer. Tiger Sister must now have a new understanding of Chu Yuan In the past, she only regarded her as a pure child, but now she found that the pure one was herself, and she was preemptive, so that she ignored the things that should be clear at a glance.

Dong Xiaoye apparently spent some struggling before accepting this reality and sighed long, saying: "You saw ri Ji...No, did you know that Yuanyuan likes you after reading the novel?"

"Ok..."

Sister Tiger has a complicated expression. I wonder if I am surprised or angry at my hindsight. I am forced by her momentum. I added: "But I was aware before, but I'm not sure..."

"When did you notice it?"

"After she moved to live with me, or... earlier, she didn't like to hear me talk about tassel-related topics..."

"When did you start to like her?"

I was startled, "I don't know."

Dong Xiaoye's straight brows frowned, and contained a dignity, "I don't know?"

The way to ask questions without letting people breathe is the occupational disease of Tiger Sister. Reasonable questions and calm thinking are the most direct and effective way to solve doubts. This is common sense, and Dong Xiaoye is good at it, so even if she is At the moment, the vinegar smells soaring, and the current atmosphere is still like the emotional crisis that jing examines the prisoner more than the young couple. Therefore, her aggressiveness will not only make me feel nervous, but will allow me to relax a bit. —If she really broke her heart, she wouldn’t ask me so many questions so calmly, she was okay, she was strong... even if she was just pretending, she just didn’t want me to see her fragility, I would rather believe that this is true.

I was very scared, afraid of hurting Dong Xiaoye as much as I once hurt Chu Yuan, and afraid that she, like Chu Yuan, was sad for someone like me who was not worth it at all.

How much is contradictory in my heart, whether it is Ziyuan or tassel, I have clearly discovered it, but I have never studied it deeply, so this is the first time I have the opportunity to reveal the secret in my heart, and gradually, I finally have a feeling of relief, because in Before that, the only woman who had a relationship with me was Dong Xiaoye and Murphy, who were unaware of it. Dong Xiaoye and Murphy were different. I had too many obstacles with Murphy, and the burden was too heavy. She is a swan, even if it’s not a toad, it’s just a frog. She has a sky that belongs to her, and she shouldn’t be flapping wings for me. Winter Xiaoye is the swan without wings. She gave up the sky long ago. Suspicious, she only trusts me and depends on me... So, confessing to Murphy, gave her a reason to fly, I don’t even need to hesitate, but confessing to Dong Xiaoxiaoye, but spreading salt on her wounds , So that she didn’t believe or expect love, she was even more discouraged, she violently abandoned herself, and now I see her not crying or crying. I’m relieved, but I can’t help but feel a little lost. This complex state of mind makes me worry. Laugh-I'm afraid she's pretending, I hope she isn't pretending, but I'm afraid she's really not pretending...

So while I explained, I noticed the change in her expression, "When my grandfather and stepmother got married, I was twelve years old. I knew what I should understand, and I understood what I should not understand. A girl who says that she is my sister can really treat her as a sister in her heart? I think it's easier for me to treat Xiaozi as a sister than for Yuanyuan as a sister, because Yuanyuan appears too suddenly, It's more like an aggressor or a predator, let alone accept her, I'm wary of her too late, and the fate is timid and suspicious. When I was four or five years old, my stepmother was often left alone at home. 'The concept and fear are too strong, and we will not easily accept new family members. The two of us are like two strangers who have to live together for a long time. We have been familiar with each other, understand, just..."

"Ri long love?"

My old face was hot, and I nodded to a small extent. "Almost, so you asked me when I started to like her. I can’t tell you clearly. It may have been like it since I was a child, or it might have started when she grew up. I like it... the time I met Xiao Zi and the time I spent with each other was longer than the fate, but I don’t even know when I started to like Xiao Zi..."

"But I know it clearly," Dong Xiaoye whispered, "You are a lover when you play small, radish!"

I am speechless.

[Ps: Don’t stay up late, there is really no time code, and I can sleep for two and a half hours, and lie down...