Pure Love ✕ Insult Complex

513. Mana's determination - 1

"Right here."

Sister Keiko took me to Mana's sleeping room.

"Thanks...... Um"

Mana and I... we should talk alone.

"I'm here. If anything happens, call me."

Sister Keiko sees how I feel... and tells me so.

"When you were alone and couldn't talk well... because you might need a little grown-up sister"

... Huh?

"Of course, sometimes you and I can talk more honestly... but sometimes we don't know if it's a woman."

I... am a man.

I can't tell you how I feel about Mana...

"The conversation inside...... can I listen?

Sister Kazuko takes out the earphones.

I guess I can hear audio from a hidden microphone mounted in Mana's room... on a machine like a small radio.

"Yeah...... please. Sister Keko."

I decided to ask my sister Keko to help me.

"Me too... that's more comforting"

... Mana is.

Unlike Misuzuya and Rukiko's "Kazuki Family Group" or Meg, who was born in "The Mansion".

Shirazaka Chuansuke's... daughter of fruit.

The shock at the end of Shirazaka Chuangsuke will be deep.

"Well, I'll be there."

"... Yep"

I knock on the door of the room.

◇ ◇ ◇

... Concon!

"Mana... we're going in"

I walked into the room without waiting to hear back...

The air is getting worse.

I decided to leave the door open.

The room keeps the curtains closed...... dim.

"... Mana?

Mana was... in a bathrobe instead of a pyjama, sitting on her bed.

Cat back, bowing down small...... leaning down.

"Brother... are you back?

Nagging, Mana said.

"He came back about an hour ago. We had breakfast, and Meg and the others went out. I've been worried because Mana won't wake up."

"Yes... sorry"

Mana is not well.

I grabbed the window... and opened the curtain.

"Look, it's a beautiful day out there. Anise and the others are playing in the garden. Why don't you go to Mana's for breakfast?

"Yeah... right..."

Well...... can't you?

Well, if it's where Anise and the others are, Mana will care.

"Last night, thank you for taking care of Anise. Mana's been working so hard, I heard from you."

"... because I'm your sister... and I made a promise to your brother."

Mana sighs...... ha.

"... TV broadcast, did you watch it?

of Shirazaka Chuangsuke... look unharmed.

"I watched... with everyone. In the room below."

"... right"

Mana, stay down.

"... you know, brother"

"Hmm... what?

Mana squeezes her sheets cuddly, with force in her hand.

"I... will go to your grandfather in Ichikawa. With your sister Yukino."

... Huh?

"I'll do it for you. Snow told me not to put your sister in a mental hospital. Sisters... I'll live at your grandfather's house."

"No, wait... Mana"

"... Since last night, I've been thinking about it. What's the best part? For everyone...... for your brother"

For me...?

"Because so many people have become 'family'... brother, isn't it tough? It's just gonna annoy me and your brother the whole time... and I think we should get out of here."

"No, I... nothing, I don't think Mana's annoying or anything, do I?

"... annoying. I can't do anything to help you."

... Mana?

"I... like the missouri, I don't have the power of the Kazuki family. Like your sister Meg, I'm next to your brother, and I can't always encourage you. Like Keiko and Ning, he's not an adult... he's got his feet together, I don't know."

Mana... stays nagging.

I don't want to look at me.

"Besides, I... because I did something wrong to Snow Sister"

... Huh?

"It's me... yesterday, even to the point of criticism... Sister Yukino thought she had no choice but to be disposed of with her dad. Yeah... I wish I was dead."

Poop, Poop...... a drop of tears falls on the sheet.

Mana, let me shake your shoulder...

"The more my brother tries so hard to help my sister... the more I see that... the more I wish my sister was dead. I'm a sister..."

... Mana.

"In the morning... I was alone in a bed where there was no Mako or Aniez... and when I calmed down and thought about it, I was freaked out. to myself yesterday. I... I think I need to spend the rest of my life trying to make amends for my sister. I'll take care of your sister for the rest of my life at my grandfather's house in Ichikawa."

... Guilt of Snow.

The... Atonement.

"No, wait... Mana!

I get close to Mana.

"Don't come! Brother!"

Mana screams.

"When your brother hugs you...... because your decision is dull!

Then... even more so.

I hug Mana's body from the front...

Grrr, strong......

"... even though I said my mind was blunt"

"Sorry."

I apologize to Mana.

"Me... what am I supposed to do? Being here is bad for your brother's legs... and it's bad for your sister Yukino... even your grandfather and mom in Ichikawa are pathetic as it is."

I don't know anything about the future of Snow... yet.

I know the Minaho sisters are thinking something... but I don't know.

Old Man Ichikawa and Mana's mother...... as relatives of Shirazaka Chuangsuke, she will live with her hind fingers exposed by the public in the future.

No, the whole White Slope clan... carried some damage.

"So... when you go to the City River house, Mana just feels hard."

The old Ichikawa men... are watching Mana have sex with me.

Those people...... would treat Mana as a girl tainted by a prostitution organization.

Mana...... will live every day in the chilling gaze of his relatives.

On top of that...... if I even had Snow.

Snow Na thinks that if he only has Mana to hit his grievances... he will suffer Mana.

"There's something wrong with school."

Old Man Ichikawa is already being watched by the press.

Even if Mana throws away Shirazaka's name and becomes' Ichikawa Dance Summer '...

Secondary schools to be transferred will soon be identified.

Such information spreads quickly online.

If you are known as Shirasaka Chuangsuke's daughter...... you cannot want a peaceful school life.

"If I were here... Sister Minaho would do something about it. I hope I helped Ji from Kazuki. I'll take care of it. Get a new registry and a past..."

"So I... it's your brother's nuisance!

... Mana.

"I can't give anything back... it's bad to have you do that!

"I'm good enough for you to stay on my side!!!

I said...

"You don't have to give me anything back! Stay here! You can stay here forever!

I embrace Mana with all my strength.

"... thanks brother"

Mana says that in a small voice......

"But... no. I... I've made up my mind."

face up...... mana.

Big eyes look at me.

"No matter how hard it is... he said we have to live hard"

... What am I supposed to do?

If this is the answer Mana figured out and decided......

Do I have to admit it to you?

... but.

He said he lived with Snow in the old man's house in Ichikawa... I don't think Mana will be happy at all!!!

"Well then, you... you can't be happy, can you?

"I have no choice. That's my destiny… I just have to accept it."

... Really?

"... you can't run away. I'm sure."

... I am.

"Oh, you can run away. I mean, do everything you can to escape."

... Keko sister?

Sister Keiko enters the room with a smile called 'Hmm to'.

"Fuck you, Genjitsu, it's just spicy! Go to happiness and do your best to escape!

"I... you don't have to be happy. No more."

Mana tells Sister Keko.

"It's not yet... what you can say because you don't know true despair"

With a serious eye...... Sister Keko answers.

"Not yet... that's how you come up with such a big deal because you can be sweet about his warmth. So, go to Yukino's house with Ichikawa... when you taste the real bottom, it's too late. If you can't get out, you can't get out."

"I don't... I'm ready"

"Your little girl... she won't tell me what to do!

Sister Keko smiles at Mana.

"The sisters who were in this mansion... have all been kidnapped and corrupted by whores... but many have made the choice not to return to their families when they retire from the whore. Some people, like the lady, have lost relatives while they were imprisoned here... but there are people left in their homeland who didn't return."

... Keko sister?

"Now that you're back home... you can't tell anyone what you've been up to since you were kidnapped, can you? I just talked to you...... what happens? They took customers as whores... and they just got better at sex..."

Sister Keko...... stands in front of the window and sees the view outside.

"We... we didn't become whores from ourselves. It's not like some stupid high school girl around there was running away from home and playing and living in an aid society. But how we talked... from the eyes of the public, they talk just like those girls." The lady in the house over there, I haven't seen her for a while... but she's been prostituting herself in Tokyo, "she said, rumored in the neighborhood... I can't believe my family had to stand it."

The public eye is...... cold.

"I can't go home. Especially if your parents work for a firm company... or if your brothers and sisters are discouraged from going to school or getting a job or getting married. I think it's better for the family to stay missing than to go home."

"That's... those who were whores, maybe they are... me. I... have a place to go."

That's what Mana says.

"Oh... really?

Huh... Kiko sister?

"Mr. Ichikawa, or your mother... do you want Mana or Yukino to come back? Would you be happy to accept it?

"... it"

The answer is... no.

To the old men of Ichikawa...... I am more important to myself and the Ments of the house.

Otherwise... I can't believe we're going to imprison Snow in a mental hospital.

"But I'll do my best. Um... because it's my family. I can't help it if it's hard."

Mana also looks down.

"... because the blood is connected. Someday you'll find out. My grandfather, my mom, my sister Snow...!

... I am.

"I can't believe the blood connection... don't believe it"

"... brother?

"Because blood is connected, people can't help us with that alone! That's a trick!!!

... I am!!!

"You said you believed that, and nothing would happen! Blood is not love!!!

Mana... with a surprised face, looks up at me.

"I... my mother dumped me. My father dumped me, too. He said he left me a bank ledger...... one day all of a sudden, if he was gone, what would he do!!!

Surprisingly loud myself...... I was screaming.

"In such a dark house...... I'm all alone, what are you going to do now!!!

"... brother"

Mana's looking at me.

"It's okay. You have us. This is your home...!

Sister Keiko hugged me from her back.

"We're all here... with you"

"But, Keko sister... Mana did"

I hold Mana with my trembling hands.

"Mana... dumped me... said she'd be gone..."

"I'm not gonna be gone. Yikes! It's okay!

Mana... is looking at me.

"You're this guy... my mother hasn't given me any love at all. And your mother divorced your father while this guy went to an all-door middle school... and she went home. I haven't heard from this man."

"He's not my mother!

That's what I said... to throw up.

"And this man's father... disappeared on the day of his high school entrance ceremony"

"... missing?

Mana is stunned.

"Adult runaway... I threw this guy away. Because I left some money behind... there's no way a freshman in high school can live alone."

I... remind me of the pitch-black night I slept on the onboro couch.

"This man pours tremendous love into our 'family'... because there's a big hole in this man's heart. This guy... the truth is, he wants love. But because people have so little experience of being loved... on the contrary, they give love to people."

... I am.

"Mana, please... don't leave me. Don't throw me away... don't throw me away..."

"... brother, me"

"When you're gone... I'm sad, I miss you... I want you on my side!!!

I know that's my ego.

... but.

"What are you going to do, Mana? There are people here who need you so much... you go to someone who doesn't want you?

Sister Keko...... asks Mana.

"... I am"

Think about it, Mana.

"Fine. Let's make it a break for once. Let's go to the dining room and have some tea. Because I don't think the kids who went to your garden will be back yet."

Sister Keko smiles at us.

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In the dining room...... make tea, sister Keko.

Mana is still in the bathrobe... sitting in a chair.

"With that said... did you both go to the library at the Mansion?

Sister Keiko tells me that.

"The library? Is there such a thing?

When I ask...

"I do. I don't care if it's the library... the historical hookers just accumulated the books they were reading."

of the whores...... books?

"We're all trapped in the 'Mansion'... because we have nothing to do. Even in a time when there's no internet, I could have picked up a book. He used to ask Morishita, the superintendent, to order from the bookstore. It's from a book from the 1930s. Well, mostly cartoons."

Historical whores have been left with the manga they were reading...

"Because whore fun is reading or watching movies. It's full of old videotapes and laser discs. Have you ever seen a tape of beta or a VHD? Of course, there's a Blu-ray movie right now. This place was up and running until last fall... although the number of purchases has decreased since I've watched online delivery in the last few years"

Sister Keko laughs, saying so.

"Ning or something, I was immersed in it. And Kyoko, too. Because we both love old cartoons and movies. Margot, it's just the movie. He doesn't seem to like cartoons."

Oh, so... Ning, you know a lot of weird stuff.

For the past two years... Ning has been in this mansion for a long time.

"Me too... the first time they brought me here, the lady told me. Be sure to read" Glass Mask "," Belle Bulb "and" Royal Seal "."

"Uh... why?

"My oldest sisters and I need it as a basics to talk to each other."

...... ha.

"Apart from that... there are some books that you should read for work. Business books and economic books sold at that time... and maybe with cartoons and movies when customers were younger. Because I need it as a story."

"What?

"Um," Ninja Martial Arts Book "or" Iga's Shadow Maru "..." Father's Soul "and" Robot Long Island "..." Tomorrow's Joe "and" Giant Star "are definitely... because being my customer, many people had adolescence in the sixties. The sex of the times around here needs to be studied. Also," Gorgo 13 "and" Wolf with Kids "are a must read. You know, the chairman of a big company. But you read it."

And the whore...... it's tough.

"So, well... there are not only girl cartoons in the library, there are also boy cartoons. Even your sisters, many of them liked and read the boy cartoons."

... heh.

"So well... I've been reading all over it, too. The book in the library starts at one end. So... I'm reading a love comedy piece of a boy's cartoon."

...... Love comedy?

"It's a boy's cartoon, and it's been around since the early eighties that love comedy became popular... this is what I found out when I saw the issue year behind the cartoon."

Ugh... yeah.

"Love comedy in the beginning... the main characters boys and girls become aware of each other in a good way... of course, there's a lot going on along the way, and the two of them end up kissing each other in the final story"

Last but not least...... kiss.

"That's it... after the mid-eighties, the first kiss is done at an event in the middle of the story... and the final one ends with the first sex"

In the last...... sex.

"Sex... well, the portrayal implies that you two had sex. Because it's a boy cartoon. But that's where it ends."

...... hmm.

"Develop that far... The boom of love comedy brings shade, doesn't it? Because if you try to paint a romantic relationship before you have sex, you'll be a youth cartoon."

Boy magazine... you can't serialize it.

"Most of all, if you're a girl cartoon at the same time... well, I'm dealing with sex issues."

… to.

"Sex with your lover, pregnancy... and maybe rape... because if you're a girl, it's already a real problem. Even if it's a boy cartoon and there's a complaint from the PTA, a girl cartoon could have painted it as a theme. Well, it's too much and it's a problem."

I see.

"But come on, I'm a boy cartoon love comeback... and when I have sex with a heroine, it's funny."

"... why"

"Because... I'm a whore, and the first thing in a relationship with a man is sex. This means that everyone... will turn from start to finish."

Sister Keko laughs... lonely.

"I mean... you didn't like the idea that kissing or sex is an event that shows the stage of a relationship with a girl. No, even a girl has that kind of thing... and there are kids who say," What's he got to do with a kiss? "

... relationship to kiss.

"But is there someone called 'With that guy, relationship to sex'? So, what does sex have to do with it?"

Laugh, Sister Keko... says so.

"... aren't you getting married or something?

Mana ate it.

"I think it means that you don't want to get married, although your body forgives you... The relationship to sex."

"Oh, the so-called Cephre."

Sister Kazuko smiles.

"... right"

"But that's what Mana thinks." I can distinguish this guy from his relationship to kiss, his relationship to sex, his relationship to marry. "

"I... can't"

Mana... look at me.

"I... can't do that kind of staging"

Sister Keiko...

"Me too. But, look... because whores can be forced to say 'sex only relationships'"

Mana says, "Ha."

"With that said... I had a sister who said she would never kiss a customer. That's how he's staged it."

So... what happens to me and Mana when the first relationship starts with rape?

All of a sudden... Lost Virgin at the best, we started with vaginal ejaculation.

"Are you... what do you think of love comedy romance?

Sister Keiko asks me.

I...

"I'm not sure if kissing or sex... is a good guide to a deeper relationship. Me, every time I still have sex... I sometimes look at the other girl and discover it. I don't know... I don't know anymore."

"Brother... you don't know?

"Because everyone...... keeps changing. Girls are changing. My mind, my body reactions, my thinking, my consciousness... because I change. I've always had to discover."

I keep looking and discovering… I just have to go after them.

"If we don't eat it up desperately... we won't know"

I think so.

"I think it's a good thing you're always trying to feel someone straight from the front, even in a relationship where you have sex"

Sister Keko... said so.

"That's right... true love goes on forever, doesn't it? Sex or not, but... if you don't keep trying to understand all the time, you're turning into something you're not in love with or not."

"Mr. Keko... What is not love or love, what?

Mana answered.

"It's called" The Rotten Edge. "People, even with a daze... even after love or love, attachment is born"

... Adorable.

"Well... So let's get into this theory? Mana."

Sister Keko sees Mana.

"Do you... like this guy? Do you love me? Are you in love? Or are you just feeling benevolent? Or... just attached?

Mana looks at me.

"If you're just feeling thankful, get away from this man. I also have trouble attaching. To the other kids, it's annoying..."

"... I am"

"Instead, if you're in love, if you love... accompany me. Because everything else can be blown away. Bloodline, cause... it's pointless in front of love"

Sister Keko looks at me this time......

"You too...... in the same way, give me an answer. Do you love Mana? Are you in love? Or... just pathetic? Lots, I just have an attachment because I had sex? Which...?!

I...

"'Oh so I can't help it' or 'Here's the thing, here's the only way'... that kind of sweet idea, you'll regret it later. Now, after ten, twenty years... it would suck to think, 'Oh, I had to do that then' after I had a child. In a relationship of attachment alone, raising a child?

That's......

"No... not just more kids like you!

... right.

My parents... didn't love each other.

So neither of us could love our own family and......

The presence of a child named me... was a blind eye.

Even Mana, yes.

Shirazaka Chuansuke and Mana's mother, they never love each other.

Shirazaka Chuansuke has been playing with women outside for a long time...

Mana's mother also had an affair with her manager.

"Hey...... what do you think? Both of you?

Sister Keiko asks us questions….