Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

Chapter IV.2: Cursing and Appreciating

- Oh, Subaru, I'm sorry you're going to die.

He fell asleep and shook his head as he was boggling, Subaru waking up his torso and looking around.

I'm supposed to wake up well, but isn't consciousness sure because it's not like pure sleep? Working my head to remember what happened before I lost consciousness, I first thought of something that looked familiar to me where I was.

"Living room of the Mansion...... right"

"Oh, Subaru, are you awake?

It was Emilia who opened the door and let her peek into her face shortly after releasing a muttering to be sure.

Binding her silver hair into three braids, she brightened her expression slightly, breaking her hips and gazing at each other as she walked under Subaru lying in her bench.

Jizzed by round eyes, Subaru shrunk his shoulders small,

"Uh, what happened, Emilia Tan"

"As soon as I got inside the mansion, I heard Subaru screaming. Both Otto and I are already surprised. So I jumped inside..."

"Me, did you sleep or something?

"I have a bit of a narrative... but the big frame isn't wrong, maybe?

Emilia tilts her neck with her fingers against her lips. From that attitude of hers, nothing like a sense of urgency about the situation Subaru spoke of.

Early on in my wake, I had decided that Subaru had not become a matter of high urgency either because she was in a relaxed state, but I can't wipe the magic out of doing so.

Sure, there was some sharp fang creature just before I lost consciousness--

"Dear Emilia, may I ask you a few questions?

A door was knocked from the outside, and a woman's voice called Emilia. When she turns her gaze to you and replies affirmatively, "Yes," the door slowly opens.

Looking casually at its open door, Fufu Subaru wondered.

- Well, it seemed like something I'd never heard of right now.

And such his doubts will soon be cleared by the other side of the door.

"Drinks and a replacement hand wipe. - Oh, you woke up."

Saying, Subaru's eyes nailed at the figure smiling.

A woman with long, clear golden hair and correct spine. Sophisticated things converge in the standings and in every part of the making, and I don't feel some waste in the streamlined movement.

The outfit is a uniform for service that we are used to seeing at the Roswar Mansion - that is, made-up clothing, cute and functional. I wear that again correctly at the fold.

The basin in my hand was watered and hand wiped as previously mentioned, and I put it quietly without sound to the table in the center of the living room. - If you're going to score, perfect and full.

Except that Gatai and his smile are vicious.

Although folded correctly worn service clothing, it is little different from that of a muscular physique on top of the wearer's slightly higher height than Subaru. If you are a man, you will pass with strength. It is also a difficult situation when you replace it with a woman.

And even the smile that occurs as the end point of the perfect work - the mouth that hits it is ruined by a crowd of fangs so sharp that it can be seen clearly from the outside. If you calm down, the sharpness of the narrowed eyes was not normal, and the pupils of the green eyes dwelt on the carnivorous glow of the feline family, which set out to target the prey.

"I'll see you first. I, Frederica Baumann, am a servant at the mansion of Uncle Roswar L. Mazers..."

"Face scared -!?"

While blocking him from introducing himself in a polite tone, Subaru's mouth leaks his feelings of being too forthright. And the look on the face of the woman, the party who heard it in front of her, faintly solidified, after several blinks of its vicious eyes - jitters, tears.

"Huh..."

"Is that it?"

"Subaru idiot!!

Subaru flashed at the woman who turns away from her mouth. Shortly afterwards, the pain of being pulled in the ear with anger struck Subaru.

"Ouch. Ouch!," he said, turning his gaze in a scream, and there was Emilia, who was stirring up her tender brow,

"What do you say to a girl? How devoted Frederica is to Subaru..."

"Oh, please don't, Emilia. That's okay. It was my fault. I'm so glad you called me back to your mansion, and you were in good shape. … also forget that I don't look liked by people"

Pull the sleeve of an angry Emilia, and the woman - called Frederica - swings her face sideways. She hid her mouth with the opposite hand from pulling Emilia,

"I'm sorry to surprise you. Also, I was very rude earlier. I can't believe you mistake Natsuki Subaru for a suspicious man."

"A suspicious person... Oh, wait. Somehow, I'm beginning to understand the connection."

Temporarily released from Emilia's cage, Subaru intrigues Frederica's remarks as she strokes her ear. And I got an approximate picture of the situation to this day.

I mean, the mysterious person Svalbard encountered as soon as he entered the mansion...

"He was back at the Mansion, Mr. Frederica, and he defeated me for mistaken suspicion. So, Emilia, who came in later, I talked to you, and I solved the misunderstanding, and now I... what?

"You're absolutely right... you're spinning your head faster"

"The fact that you can't read it in the stream... no, before that"

Just make sure you were right about Frederica's affirmation, and Subaru squeezes her jaw behind her and sees Emilia showing Frederica. I know what that trick means and what's in Emilia's heart to arm. Subaru therefore stepped out of the bench and confronted her,

"I'm sorry I said something terrible all of a sudden in my first meeting. I think I did something that a woman wouldn't allow me to do, like wake up or kidding. If you boil it, you cook it… it will help if it doesn't hurt too much"

Clean, or somewhat feeble and conspicuous, Subaru bows his head.

It's true that we got off to a start that didn't make a good impression on each other in the first contact, but unlike her who was intent on a suspicious interception, Subaru's side statement is a complete silence.

As the word goes, we have to accept any treatment if her anger clears up. I hope there is no pain in my body if possible, so that I can be choosen by cursing gossip.

However, the readiness for such a subaru masculine and feminine apology is

"- Heh heh, you're funny."

and is pushed away by Frederica's smile, which hides her smile with her hands on her mouth.

In front of Subaru, who floats a question mark, Frederica lowers her head to get that clear blonde hair, and when she is in the same position as Subaru, who apologizes,

"It's my pleasure to apologize. I have tried Subaru according to Emilia's words."

"Try?"

To Frederica's point, Subaru and Emilia tilt their necks at the same time. I don't know what that means.

Subaru still doesn't make sense to float question marks all the way to Emilia if you believe her words. but Frederica deepened her grin when she saw two similar tricks,

"Even though I had a sense of purpose to protect the mansion, I have been disrespectful to my guest, Lord Subaru. I am no longer prepared to take responsibility for anything more than to offer my neck."

"No, that's too soon to decide. You can tell by discussing it, man. Me?

"And that's how Emilia insisted. That's harder, lining up the beauty lines to Subaru so much that this one you're listening to is about to blush..."

"Huh!?

Upset by the unexpected Frederica's words, Subaru looks at Emilia with an odd voice. There's Emilia blushing and trying to mislead it...

"Hooley Daily Ca"

No, Emilia, with her hands on her hips, stares at the maid with a swordswallowing eye that is not like hers. With that, Frederica flatly responded, "Oh, I'm afraid so,"

"As always, Master Emilia is not cute, is she? Normally, in this situation, it is beautiful to blush and panic regardless of the authenticity of my statement."

"Oh, yeah... because I'm not fooled today. If I'm always fooled, I'll learn. Yes, Frederica looks away when she lies!

"I didn't know that. By the way, does Emilia notice that you have long ears when you speak lies?

"Shh!?

Emilia, who was pointing at Frederica with a winning face, rushes to her words to pick both her ears. but Frederica wins when that reaction can no longer be elicited.

The impatient Emilia still doesn't seem to have noticed her defeat, but Svalbard watched it step by step as she leaked her exhale and shrugged her shoulders.

"Thank you. You feel like a complete defeat.... My name is Natsuki Subaru. Do you introduce yourself?

"Yeah, of course I'll take it. Again, shall we get to know each other?"

Frederica shows a smile lined with gibberishes and fangs, with the exception of her hands, who said so and hid her mouth. Unlike her earlier reaction, Subaru was weakened only this time after seeing her scratch like she was even using that laugh as a weapon.

"Speaking of which, you've heard a bit about it. I had a maid who quit a while before I came to the mansion. I've been at the Mansion for a month... quit for, like, three months?

"You will. I resigned at my own convenience. I remember I missed you so much to leave.... sooner than I thought, though I was going to come back"

Frederica laughs at hiding her mouth with her cuffs. If only you could hide your mouth like that, it would seem like a beautiful blonde with a barely crisp, passing eye.

The element also seems to be a prank lover personality and the mouth of the fangs is really going to knock it out.

The location remains the same in the living room of the Roswar Mansion, and now Subaru and Frederica have just had a brief exchange of information other than their names. Thus, in listening again to her introduction, she remembered that the name sounded familiar.

"Three months ago, you knew Emilia, didn't you?

"Hmm. That's right."

"I heard a lot about you. And the obstinate way. You smell old and cute, Oi."

And Emilia, who doesn't even look at the inquiring Subaru, sits on a bench and doesn't come into the conversation with only her hearing pointed here.

Her condition has been this since she realized late that Frederica had done it to her.

Whatever.

"We've been back for the last couple of days, haven't we? Three days after we left the village... no, four days, including travel time. Sounds like quite a mistake though."

"I was surprised when I went back to the mansion. Luckily, I left a letter in my husband's office, so I didn't have to be so confused."

"Letters?"

"Yeah, from the ram. Calling her to come to the Mansion, and then appropriately contacting her... it's too spoiled to think she's there."

Frederica's bitter laughter felt something with the season in it, and I think Subaru would have marked a cool month for her and Ram dating. That, at the same time, must be having just the same month as Lem, who is also disappearing from her memory.

"What do you mean Ram called Frederica back?

"I'm not sure why. However, if you have Emilia, who is a party, you will understand."

The water is pointed at me, and then Emilia, whose gaze is also bathed on its cheeks. At the time, she still turned away without breaking her attitude of 'Me, Because I'm a Hot Cock Pump Round Now'. Nevertheless, I can see you wandering around with a slight glance, conscious of your gaze.

"Emilia, heal your mood... I mean, I didn't piss you off this time in the first place, and Frederica will apologize."

"Forgive me, Master Emilia. I was wrong about earlier. It's been a long time since I've seen you, and Frederica's stuck with the devil."

"... don't you make fun of me that way anymore?

"Yeah, I won't. I will not make fun of Emilia with my current M.O."

Imaichi, Subaru, Frederica's excuse for not clearing up suspicions of manipulation. But Emilia, where we are goddesses, seems to have taken her word for it lightly, releasing the grumpy look until then to the feeling of "I can't help it,"

"Okay. I'm not angry anymore. Is this it?

"Yes, I'm sorry, Master Emilia. - Yes, it is."

The second half of the whining only sounds subaru for some reason, and I look at Frederica unexpectedly as a gyao, but she looks strange. And not even realizing what seemed like a little bit, Emilia put her "so," standing finger on her cheek.

"Eh, why Ram called Frederica back to your mansion...... right"

"Oh, that. It's enough to summon the person who made me quit, and there's something urgent to do... so was there a verse that occurred to me?"

Until recently, this mansion and the village of Aram were under threat of witchcraft. Frederica must also have some combat skills like a suspicious maid in the Roswar Mansion, based on the skill of subaru in an instant.

I mean, Ram called her as a mansion force in an emergency -,

"Because Ram's ability to do his chores is devastating and the mansion is getting worse...... right? In a few days, we're running out of places to live."

"It was the real reason! And really not as much as his mouth... No, he was self-analyzing that he couldn't do it himself! You were right, but make an effort to pay back a little!

It was the reason why my chest seemed to rip open to truthfulness out of deep reading.

Emilia grinned bitterly at Subaru's cry, then turned her gaze to see the whole area of the mansion through - no,

"But your mansion is clean thanks to Frederica's return. I think Ram is right to leave it to someone who can, rather than being weird and making things worse."

"Emilia, I really don't think you care, but it hurts my chest. An approximate dialogue! And I don't even think that's a reason for him to give up instantly!

"Regardless of Ram's rating, as far as I'm concerned, it's been a long time since I've had a rewarding job. Luckily, you were all away, so I spent a lot of time cleaning and cleaning up the mansion."

Frederica has a tremendous sense of the worker's first single scale. Subaru, on the other hand, had to be painful as she breathed into her prowess as such an emitted house helper.

The power of 'bulimia' brings with it the power of filling the world with the obliteration of Rem's existence.

"Lamb can't turn the mansion by himself, so it's only natural to rely on someone..."

Therefore, Ram contacted Frederica, who had resigned, and called him back to the mansion. Frederica as an alternative to Rem in order to make the Roswar Mansion still work without Rem's presence and unable to maintain its function.

But only Subaru knows such a sad truth. Frederica responded to the need, leaving Lamb unsure why there was so much difference in capacity between herself and the Mansion that she suddenly needed her strength. That's all we're talking about.

Most of all,

"What are you snuggling around on your own...... hey, do you have to be some kind of irony to be the maid of a Roswar mansion?

…… At the time your husband is your employer, what is Subaru saying?

"Awesome disgusting persuasion!

That's the only answer to the stability that settles the questions I've had so far.

Take it, Frederica nods satisfactorily, then sets her posture right and stares at Subaru. "By the way," Frederica said, dropping her voice.

"It's a dragon car I stopped in front of the mansion, and your man has been left alone for almost an hour now... are you sure?

"Yeah? Oh, you mean Otto. Right, leave it for an hour...... yeah, well, it's not okay, nothing. Patrash wants to put him to rest in a proper stables, but Otto doesn't have to worry about that."

"It's a good place to be thin, Mr. Natsuki, even though we were friends who crouched the dead line together! I didn't think it would take precedence over the Dragon!

The flashy opening of the living room door as I said it was Otto who rose to the topic now. Making his shoulders angry, he is snorting rougher at Subaru, exposing his displeasure.

Subaru slowly stood up to his appearance like that, shaking his neck to the side and spilling his exhale,

"No, you're wrong, Otto"

"What is it? Now it's too late to withdraw what you just said..."

"It's not a lower priority than the ground dragon. It's a lot lower than the dragon."

"Bottom two! I'm sorry, isn't it?

Satisfied with Otto's reaction to stepping on the group thickness, Subaru turns his gaze toward the window. That's the front gate side, which means the dragon car led by Patrash is supposed to be stopping.

After that gaze, Otto noticed the intention, with a sinister face,

"Patrash is in the stables. She's very temperamental and difficult to handle, but she doesn't seem to want to bother Mr. Natsuki, so she's obedient."

"When I hear it from your mouth, don't doubt the effectiveness of the protection of the 'Spirit of the Word'. If it's anthropomorphic, it's a couderette whole thing, isn't it, Patrash? When did you flag it?

"I don't know, dude. than that......"

I don't know the source of Patrash's feelings that seriously exhaust me, and Otto waves another topic at Subaru, who twists his neck. That continues to be about the treatment of dragon cars, which means -,

"What do you want me to do, girl you're letting sleep inside? It's pathetic to keep it in the dragon car all the time, and if you're busy, I'll take you to your room..."

- Don't touch Rem.

No offense Otto's offer. But the coolness of his voice accordingly contained a surprising cleavage of Subaru himself, and I could see him accidentally gnawing.

whispered it. It is low and dark, reflecting a heavily sticky will. Fortunately, they didn't reach the women's ears, even though Subaru was faintly upset by the anomaly in that voice out of his own throat.

"... I'll do the hauling, you're fine. Girl, it's not a good idea to hold up and make your hips scream."

"I'm telling you, pedestrians carry heavier products with their work patterns, so I don't think I'm as weak as Natsuki thinks I am."

Otto rides on after a moment of hesitation, to Subaru's light-hearted mouth that deludes his earlier remarks. Thanking his measure, Subaru spills his exhale.

Whatever it is, the overreaction is too much right now. Though not intended - no, it's a problem because I was unconscious. My nerves are getting too hypersensitive to be hostile to anything that tries to interfere with Rem without good intentions or malice.

"That's a bad trend...... damn, that's pitiful. Why am I always like this..."

You're supposed to have gotten over one thing, but you're going to stumble right over to the next stone again? How can you not have something strong to stand upright forever?

If Rem was there, if he could just stare at Emilia - if that was with both of them, I'm sure he would have had that unshakeable.

"I deserve it... no, I'm letting Rem pay for that bump. You're such a hippo, I am."

There must have been a better way to do it.

I assumed that I did the best I could until just before the end of the loop a few days ago. But I'm sure it was somewhere with the best and best results, more perfect and without some gaps. Subaru could only retrieve the path to find it and make it through the path there with a willingness to compromise to an incomplete future. Rem's sacrifice is the price.

If Subaru had been smarter, he would have noticed.

Before evacuating Emilia and the others from the mansion, the parent book that Subaru had made the Krush messengers hold was blank in contents. That was replaced by a witch who was accompanying the messenger, who decided it was an attempt to stir this one up, but that's odd.

I don't think that witchcraft could have grasped the threat of the Subaru line at that point, nor would I think that they would use far-fetched means such as planting distrust on the Emilian faction by switching parental books. More importantly, if you do that, it would be more effective to alter the contents than to be blank.

Then why was the parent book blank? If it's not at the hands of a witch, there's only one answer to that.

"The contents of the parent book were written by Rem. I was the one who asked to deliver it, and it was Mr. Krush who made me have it, so all I had left was the facts of the delivery, and only the contents disappeared."

That's the end of a memory and name-eating existence traced by the power of 'bulimia'.

It obliterates its existence from the world and leaves a world full of joints that I don't understand. Any discomfort that you do not realize unless you are conscious cannot even be conscious in the obliteration of existence.

If so, whose existence, for what and for whom...

If we had taken that fact more deeply that the parent book was blank, if we had considered it more properly and nursed the truth, could we have done something about it for a moment?

In retrospect of Emilia's remarks, it was on the eve of the last day that the parent document arrived. If the contents were blank at that point, it would be around that time that Rem was attacked by a bulimic. At that point Subaru has not yet passed since he broke up with Rem. The eyes of the rendezvous, though minimal, should have been left behind.

But in reality Subaru overlooked that opportunity. I no longer know how I missed it. Wasn't it uncomfortable?

How could Emilia, who should know that the Rams of Ciscon had left with him in the King's Capital, if these two didn't talk about Rem in any way...

"- Ah."

And then I realize.

At the moment he realizes, Subaru speaks a dumb voice and puts his hand on his forehead. Then he walks over to the wall in a flowing motion and slaps him on the head thoughtfully.

Shock and pain. But it's not enough once, and I repeat it twice, three times.

"Hey Subaru!?

The three of them were flattered by Subaru's eccentricity, but the first Emilia who returned to me flew to Subaru in surprise. She grabbed Subaru's shoulder from behind as she was, letting him look back at him striking his forehead.

"What's the sudden matter? Subaru does weird things isn't what it started right now, but whatever it is right now... uh, look, my forehead made it so red"

"I was just heartbroken by my idiocy, seriously."

Subaru shook his head thoughtfully and expressed his mockery as he felt the cold on Emilia's fingertips touching her forehead. As I said, I can't even look at too much of my stupidity.

Subaru stared straight at nearby Emilia,

Emilia, please.

"Hey, what? Hey Subaru, your face is close and your eyes are scared..."

"I can't help but curse me for being stupid."

"Huh?"

Surprisingly round your eyes Emilia. Seeing a rejection of that attitude, Subaru held to not let her get away firmly when she reached for both her shoulders, bringing her face even closer,

"Please. Please don't forgive me, curse me."

"Oh, I said I couldn't do that. I don't think Subaru is bad..."

"Do something there!

"I don't care what they say..."

"Please! If you do it, my soul will be dedicated to Emilia Tan...!

"He said he'd have trouble even if he said something that heavy! I can't help it anymore."

Desperately to his perverse offer of Subaru, Emilia nods after a scattered tour. Then she coughs up small, looking up at you and Subaru,

"Subaru idiot"

"Ugh."

"Yanchan Boy, Solid, Selfish, Bad Kid, Gut Bad, Get On Right Now"

"Ugghh."

"I didn't ask for it, but I just care about other people, I don't know who I am. I like it when I put my shoulder in a half-elf of a hater. He's getting confused and depressed. He's out front on my behalf, acting like a gunless man. Don't look over there."

"Ugh...... yeah?

"Don't answer me clearly even though I'm asking, coward trying to escape in vague terms. Big idiot coming to help you when you're having trouble even though you're in big trouble. A coward who can't help it and gives me the answers I want when I want you to do something about it. It's all over, and only one of us is sleeping and lazy while everyone's running around cleaning up. Otanconas in Subaru"

"I don't ask about Otanconas... oh, Emilia Tan"

Even though I was expecting a lot of familiar words, the cursing noises I could make were not what I expected. Instead of giving Subaru's heart an ugly scratch like u, it was profoundly gentle and emitted with subaru as well as Emilia's heart hurting each other.

to Subaru's call. Emilia pointed her lips with her upper eye,

"What?"

"I don't know, that's what you thought of me."

"Really, it feels like unexpected authenticity has popped up. I left it to the momentum. I don't know what I was talking about.... you think Subaru is for real?

"I don't know. I don't know if it's true that I let the momentum come out... but I think it's hard to judge."

At least Subaru has had the experience of regretting words spoken with momentum.

Is it the real thing that came out because I always thought it was, or is it just an once-in-spot emotional outburst that left me to momentum?

I'm sure no one will know the answer to that.

"Thank you, Emilia Tan"

"I just complained about Subaru. So how dare you thank me... Subaru, are you a pervert?

"Emilia, I'm a pervert specializing in Tan. It inspires the pleasure center if you send it out to me, cursing, slandering, traffic safety haiku."

"I don't know about the last one, but it sounds like it doesn't have to come from awesome kuwa, so I'll listen to you. - So, are you satisfied?

After responding with a smile, the eyes of worry at the end.

I'm cowardly to be unable to leave because it makes me look like that in vegetables.

to her trick. Subaru showed her teeth and laughed,

"Oh, I'm fine. No, maybe not after all. Emilia, if you can be brave enough to talk to me..."

"Unfortunately, the reception desk for today is closed"

"Gaddem! I failed! How come I'm always... too late... ugh!

Emilia laughs bitterly at Subaru's appearance of genuine collapse and regret. Whatever, after a moment of remorse, Subaru barely stood up and looked around the room,

"That made it a little wild. Emilia, it's bad for you guys, but I just need a little time. I don't think it's going to take that long... what the heck, Otto, that side of it"

"I was being shown the exchange right now. I feel like claiming compensation, but the price negotiation is behind me... what are you doing?

When Otto, who was outside the mosquito net, groans so uncomfortably, Subaru arms up and twists his neck. Speaking of which, Otto doesn't know that there will still be another unfamiliar person lurking in this mansion.

If you try to explain to him like that where Subaru is going to go, what words are appropriate?

worried for only a few moments, then soon Subaru untied the arms he had put together,

"Hey, I'm pulling into a moldy room. I'm meeting Drill Lori"

And it confused Otto with words that completely renounced accountability.