Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- Slowly, hold your breath only the moment you twist the door knob.

Somehow, I had a feeling.

Thus, when you calm down and walk around the mansion, only one door can catch on to your consciousness.

Leaving Emilia and the others in the living room, who only got a little time, Subaru strolled alone through the mansion and found it as he stepped into the upstairs aisle of the main mansion.

Reach, the moment you touch the door knob, the hook turns to certainty, and there is no question whatsoever about the moment you push the door open.

If you just take 'it's just there' and step inside the room,

"Oh, it's been a while."

A forbidden library, unchanged from before, is spreading in front of Subaru.

The girl, the lord of that dim room, was also about to turn the book, sitting on the steps of the stepladder replacing Subaru with an unchanged figure - a chair.

"- If you thought the mansion was noisy, would you have come back?"

The girl who lifted her gaze and reflected Subaru in its eyes - Beatrice growls so bored. She dropped her eyes on the book as soon as she lost interest from it,

"The fact that you're back should mean that you're back. I wonder if you'd care to feel that girl and the other extra bugs on her."

"The pack doesn't come face to face if it's charging energy, and you don't like to treat Emilia Tan like she's following you. I'll ignore Otto's treatment at this time, but only for bugs."

"It's weird."

Beatrice snorts at Subaru's boring light mouth, showing her how to reassemble her legs in the skirt of a luxurious dress. With that in his eyes, Subaru slowly makes words as he walks towards her in the forbidden library.

"And it's been a long time since we've met. Last time was Pete... no, that's none... was the last time before the King's Capital left? It's been about ten days."

"I wonder if that's still the case. Betty tells me that while I'm in this room, I'm not really interested in how much time goes by outside."

"I don't know. That's a story. And when you talk to people, raise your face from the book. I'm glad you haven't seen me in ten days, and I know how it feels to be blushing."

"Can I spit blood out of your often slippery mouth right now and pale your face?

Subaru's cheeks unwittingly unwind in the words of a girl who does not hide her frustration.

When exchanging words with the girl who is the keeper of this forbidden library, Subaru can't help but think of breaking that look on her face that doesn't break her compelling attitude with clarity.

Slap him lightly, tease him with his actions, stir him up even more outrageous, and he gets slapped out.

Myself with a verse I even enjoy interacting with like that. Though I can't correctly recognize how she feels all the time.

"If you're back, can we just see that the noise has subsided for a while?"

"I was aware... is that natural? Emilia Tan and Lamb said they were looking for you, and you should apologize later."

"Betty? Apologize? I have no idea who I need to do that to."

A well-shaped nose sounds and Beatrice rises from her stepladder when she makes a noise and closes the book. Then she puts the thick fitted book back on the bookshelf and stretches back to pull out the book right next door again. Seeing her struggle quite tall, Subaru stood next to her,

"Look, this is it"

"... next door. If you want to bake extra care, you should bake it out properly."

"Thanks Lori... hey, don't drop it. Drop it on the back of your foot and it won't be stylish. It weighs, this."

The book I pulled out weighed a little surprisingly when Subaru tried to hold it with one hand. Carefully handed over in an easygoing manner, Beatrice in his hand receives the book as holding it in his chest. I ran my eyes on this one and the title of the book, but I still didn't have the language skills in Subaru to read it, which was driven by anything other than the letter 'a'.

"I don't know if I can thank you."

"It's a regular pattern dialogue of tundelles and silent characters, but blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

At least, goodness is known at a time when we are deciding that this is an occasion to thank. Beatrice turned away when she frowned abominably at Subaru's allegations, and Subaru scratched her head in such a stubborn manner.

"You don't have to thank me or anything, but tell the both of you right. We were both worried about leaving you in the mansion."

"I can't believe you're worried..."

"Don't say it's lame that you didn't ask for it. Most people in the world are born without asking me to, and I worry if I don't want to be worried. In the second half, I'm talking about people who are nice, not you."

Needless to say the good balls of Emilia and Ram's sexual roots. Emilia is full from her usual predisposition, and Ram is inferior to her usual predisposition, but what's in it.

But Beatrice didn't nod at Subaru's attempt to round that up, but on the contrary, he bit his lips small with his face turned away.

"But I wonder if Kaiku left the mansion.... put the betty down"

"What the hell. I guess you're not saying you didn't want to be left behind. Keep away from yourself with the door drawer. I'm not talking about annoying smells."

"It's through the door. I don't know if I'd change it to a crappy name if I didn't mean it. … and it's an insult to Betty to be speculated on."

Without acknowledging Subaru's words, Beatrice, who remains looking in the direction of the day after tomorrow, does not break only his tough attitude. Feeling an unusual danger to the behavior, Subaru frowns and falls on his way.

Even if I've been in such a grumpy mood before I got to the point, I can't even cut out the topics to be cut out. Or so there's no such thing as a combination of special effects to re-establish her mood.

"Well fine. If you're so tough, Emilia, I'll tell you how much I've been thanking you for your tears."

"Don't make it up. I don't know if I've been crying for a long time."

"What, are you embarrassed to cry or something? If you think about that from among the kids, you won't know how to get emotions out of them when you grow up. Don't think about it later, Peppy. Cry."

"The words of a man who cried on the lap of a woman he liked have an inclusions."

"Could you forget that!?

The black history of Subaru, which Emilia also cares about or doesn't dig up.

When Taga, like Akane, was blamed for hiding his true intentions with a tension that came off and seemed like a ripped off embankment over a layer of impossibility.

On Emilia's lap the embankment of tears broke and Subaru burst into tears, exploding the emotions she had accumulated since being summoned by another world.

When I think of that time, I get so hot that my face is going to burn. Though as much as its heat is also a memory that does shine out in the back of the chest.

While scratching his cheeks and enclosing those memories, Subaru glances at Beatrice here and there. Looking as boring as ever, she lowered back to her stepladder again and slowly began to run her eyes on the content as she opened the book Subaru had given her.

It's an attitude of rejecting conversation by the obvious, but then pulling back doesn't make any sense that Subaru came here.

"Anyway, leave me crying or not crying... I need to ask you something, okay?

"Good or bad, if you just say so, it's your freedom."

The response, which faintly makes the sound of turning the page, is not cooperative because it says, "Whether you answer or not is another story." Not cooperative, but nevertheless considers that a single permit has been issued. Subaru nodded one "okay," trying to cut out the main point that took him to this spot -.

- No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

But it wasn't what I should have thought of leaving with Subaru's mouth, it was a statement like a re-burning of the conversation earlier.

Beatrice's gaze lifts to the words of Subaru, who until then had dropped his eyes on the book. Subaru breathed small as she felt herself reflected in her clear eyes,

"Oh, it was so hard out there while you knew him, huh? The unscrupulous surround the mansion..."

"Stop it."

"Without me, who brought back reinforcements from Wang Du, what would have happened by now? Besides, I'm not the only one who came back..."

"I don't think so."

"Beyond the quimby journey to the tears, to the crying surface, to hear and to tears... Huh!

The dry sound bursts and Subaru's quick mouth forcibly interrupts there.

If you look, the source of the sound is Beatrice's hand - the sound of a thoughtful closure of the book that was open. to Subaru, who looks awkward by perceiving what that Beatrice intended, but the girl turns a relentless sharp glance,

"You just have to get to the point. - You weak man."

"... ah"

Words of denial do not appear.

Beatrice's words were correct and he was discerning Subaru's weakness in trying to escape. its weakness to try to go far, afraid of the answers to the queries to be asked.

"You..."

Breathtaking, gazing, listening to the heartbeat.

Beyond the closed lid, because I could see her smiling darling.

"You remember Rem?

- The inquiry became a sound, and I could play it into a reality that I couldn't turn back.

In the post-White Whale crusade world, Subaru talked to Beatrice only once in the forbidden library.

I exchanged words with her for the purpose of evacuating her from witchcraft, but that was an exchange that was turned down and that ultimately produced the result of leaving one girl in the mansion.

I don't remember everything I exchanged at that time clearly. But there was certainly only one fact that I looked back and noticed that should not be overlooked.

Beatrice was only once certain of the remarks that led to Rem, who was supposed to come back with Subaru.

At that point, my parents' books were blank when I got back to the mansion.

I mean, that's proof left that Lem was after the time he was attacked by the Bishop of the Great Crimes, and that Beatrice said something about Lem-

"Answer me. You remember Rem from this mansion, right?

I want you to remember, so you must remember. The end of Subaru's words change.

It is also undeniable that it gained certainty in the memory of resurrection and that it was a strength to encourage excitement in the mind that was about to sink into weakness.

Beatrice looks quietly at Subaru.

I don't have emotions in my eyes and can't read what I'm thinking.

I'm usually that easy to understand girl of emotions, but only at this moment can I read that at all. Subaru's burning heart is burned by the feeling that the matter is teething and that time has stopped.

"Hey......"

Why, why won't you say anything?

I know, I don't know, but it's supposed to be a question that's not hard to answer no matter how. Of course, there's only one answer I want. When Beatrice knows Rem, she expects him to laugh off the idiocy of Subaru's inquiry.

It's a ridiculous story to be eaten of memories, swallowed of names and lost from the world.

I hope you taste that just like Subaru and feel righteous about the irrationality of the world. Or even better, if you want to explore together who Subaru and she are the only senses that hold in common.

So tell me you know.

Don't tell me, like Emilia, like Krush, like Wilhelm, like a lot of other people, that Lem - forgot that kid, etc.

I want to hear the answer. I don't want to hear the answer. A burning heart twists contradictory feelings.

And Beatrice to Subaru, who shakes his heart violently on the patrol,

- I don't want to answer that.

He distracted himself from looking at Ji and Subaru and returned an answer that was neither YES nor NO.

"Ha," he breathes out, Subaru stops thinking for a moment. Then he hurried and waved,

"Ma, wait. What do you mean you don't want to answer? The only question I have right now is either YES or NO, right?

"I wonder if neither Jesus nor No can make sense. Besides, that's the same answer Betty gave me. I don't want to answer."

"I'm telling you, I didn't!

Swinging his arms down from top to bottom, Subaru steps in front of Beatrice, strongly.

The girl sitting on the stepladder didn't even look at its fierce behavior, she was firmly pulling her lips together. That stubborn attitude burns a heart that was burning with agony. I won't stop.

"That's not what I want to hear from you!

"I wonder why Betty has to say what you want to hear.... I hope you don't make too much noise. I wonder if the library will be disturbed."

"You...... ugh!

Momentum, Subaru approaches Beatrice.

I was going to force that face over here that I wouldn't even look at Subaru. Face to face, I'll ask you why you say such a thin thing. I was going to. Yet,

――――

The moment I tried to touch him, Beatrice saw Subaru.

And as soon as I saw the wave of emotions swinging in its eyes, Subaru's hand movement had stopped. 'Cause it's like she's...

"Your question now is a question about someone who was eaten by" bulimia. "

"-! After all, you..."

"If I knew about this, the power of bulimia, I'd see a point. Roswar and Chaura know that."

"Roz......!?

An unexpected name pops up and Subaru's throat stuffs unexpectedly.

Roswar knows the power of bulimia - that means he could remember Rem again, too? No, before that,

"How much do you guys know about witchcraft? Roswar knew that if Emilia knew she was a half-elf, Witchcraft would work. But I had to move. This mansion, this village, it was out of control. What's going on?

…………

"Both Rem and Mr. Krusch said he couldn't have hit any measures. But it just seems like I didn't take any precautions. 'Cause otherwise, something terrible like that..."

"I wonder if Betty can measure how far Roswar was thinking. It's just... I don't think it means Roswell didn't hit anything."

Subaru frowned at Beatrice's statement and tries to find the part where Roswar's thoughts worked during his battle with Petergius. But no matter how much I explore my memories, or make my thoughts go around, it doesn't seem like there was such a scene.

"Isn't that a mistake? Or a buyout. If Roswar was doing something, I would have had such a hard time..."

"If you don't know, it's something no one will ever know."

With the color of disappointment on his exhale, Beatrice shows dismay at Subaru's incomprehension. Uncomfortable with that attitude, I realized that the story was starting to slip away in the first place.

"Wait, more about witchcraft than that. If you know anything about witchcraft, I'll have you wash up and tell me what you know. The same goes for the Bishop of the Great Crimes and for 'bulimia'. All I want to hear is a bunch of things... about this."

Next to next, if Beatrice finds out she's in a position to know, she'll get what she wants to hear. An inquiry that the pack haunted and could not be heard out. If the answer comes from her, there is hope that she can hear it.

It's the black fitted book that gets into my pocket and pulls it out. cover and defiled the interior with slightly darkened blood. It was a loot gained in the battle against the mighty enemy a few days ago,

"I know this guy has something to do with the profound part of witchcraft. I can't read the contents, but the keeper of the forbidden library is in a position for you..."

"- Gospel"

That's how I looked at the book in Subaru's hand and Beatrice opened her eyes.

She faintly shivers those peachy lips to gaze at the Gospel that Subaru has. unreadable letters on that cover - running my eyes at it, with an incredible face,

"Why, more importantly, do you..."

"It wasn't even the book I wanted as much as I took it away. I told you, witchcraft surrounded the mansion and it was bad. I took it from the mastermind. The owner... is nowhere else in the world"

"I took it away... because that's"

Beatrice trembles her voice and reaches out to the Gospel that Subaru holds.

Even as she was perplexed by its fingertips, which trembled in detail, Subaru handed the gospel off to her with all due respect. received, she checked the letters to see the cover at her fingertips,

"Did I tell you that the owner of this... is dead"

"... oh. He's dead. The wheel bit me... I killed him."

Looking at the results, the killing of Petergius was not directly handed down by Subaru.

But the cuts that do, and the readiness that they will, are all inevitable realities that were on the extension line of Subaru's deeds.

Subaru tried to kill Petergius. My soul understood that if I didn't take my life, it would never come true to decide between that man and the female male.

Therefore, Subaru has no doubt whatsoever that he had the 'will' to kill Petergius.

I wouldn't say I didn't hesitate, nor did I regret it after I got my hands dirty. I wouldn't lie about it to my own heart because I didn't strengthen anyone.

Forget that I killed him or that he was about to be killed.

I don't even say sentimental things about living with that man's taken life - etc.

Petergius was supposed to die, and Svalbard believed that again and killed him.

That's all we're talking about.

However, there has been no response from Beatrice to a word of Subaru's omnipotence.

She just shrugged quietly, "Yes......" and, as usual, kept her eyes off the Gospel.

"I wonder if you left Betty, too, Juice..."

"-? Who?

"You don't need to know. Besides, if you're the one who killed Lazy, what happened to the witch factor?"

"Witches, factors......?

To Beatrice's inquiry, Subaru leans his neck with a wrinkle between his brows.

Beatrice looked suspiciously at Subaru's attitude and narrowed her eyes to even try to find emotions from Subaru's expression. But Svalbard doesn't feel like he can see you like that. Put the frustration on your tongue,

"Don't let someone who doesn't know anything about the situation flirt with jargon. What the hell is a witch factor? I don't think that's a good impression."

"I don't...? No way, really? Then what the hell did you kill Lazy for? I don't know what that means."

"I just paid for the fire powder that's going down! What are you trying to say?

Subaru cutting paralysis into unmeshing conversations, but Beatrice's attitude is beginning to draw closer to silence as opposed to Subaru gaining momentum. Put the back of your hand on your lips so that you can think of it, and in some of the books you receive, you just zip your eyes and stare at the cover,

"I don't know about this. … it's beyond Betty's discretion."

"Convinced of what? - Whoa."

Beatrice, waving her neck sideways, abruptly casts the gospel toward Subaru, who is surprised.

thrown in. I received it in a hurry, and Subaru leaked a breath of relief before

"What the hell is going on? I'm not saying it's a dangerous book, but it's not gonna turn into a creepy book. Be more polite!

"- I wonder if you're right to keep that. What does the witch factor choose or not? Either way, you're going to have to make a choice. If that's what you're going to judge by then, maybe the juice will float."

"I'm talking about drinks floating around! You tell me..."

For one thing, Subaru squeezes his words around the uncertain content. But there was discomfort behind Subaru before he could say the word out.

- It could instinctively be inferred to Subaru that space is the sound of being twisted by paranormal forces. I didn't know why I could have guessed that.

"You're going to kick me out. You still haven't heard anything... you seriously think this is gonna pull me back!?

"I wonder why Betty has to tell you what you want to hear and what you want to hear. I want you to stop being arrogant."

"Welcome......! - Tell me what you know! I don't want any more! So yours..."

- Betty.

It pulls the hair back - it doesn't have a idiom meaning, it tries to pull Subaru's flesh back down with literal physical force.

The space distorts - if I just turned my neck back, I could see that at some point the door that should have been closed was opened and the dark space was about to swallow Subaru.

It's not like the wind is blowing, let alone being drawn to your hands and feet.

But an unspoken sense of compression hangs from the front all over his body, trying to take him away so that unseen gravity scratches his hands and feet from behind.

- Too compulsive, the true pinnacle of 'crossing the door'.

"Beatrice... Beatrice!

"It's your body, your heart that's about to leave."

"What?"

"I wonder if the weakness of a mind that doesn't want to hear the answer but wants to distract you from reality, the selfishness that doesn't want to look at your sins, will keep your body away from this forbidden library"

I don't have a voice even if I want to argue with you about something stupid.

I was afraid of the answer, I was freaked out by the reality that might return, and I couldn't make amends for my sins for not being able to pick everything up, because I was all aware of it.

Still,

"I'm..."

"Betty is... your convenience, isn't it?"

――

"When you want to hear what you want to hear, you want to hear what you want to hear, you want to hear what you want to hear... it's not that convenient."

Subaru could not carry on two sentences to Beatrice's words as he squeezed them out.

It was from a stunner like being punched in the face by a star, not by a thing, but by something totally unintended.

And the void that was born slipped the resistance of Subaru's body that had stopped there,

"Shima - eh"

As it is, Subaru's body crosses the door so that it is sucked into the door behind him.

If I cross it, they'll kick me out of the forbidden library. Grabbing the edge of the door at the soot, Subaru stood still as he was half-throwed.

exhale, eat and bind your teeth, look forward - on the front, there's a sad-faced girl,

"What do you want to know? Ask Roswar. - Neither Betty nor I will tell you anything."

"... why are you about to cry like that"

In Subaru's last inquiry, Beatrice answers nothing by laying her eyes down.

And the fingertip of the girl to be stretched rests on Subaru's finger grabbing the door - I took it off.

Sucked in. Throwed out. It will be tightened out.

From the door, from the forbidden library - of a girl named Beatrice, from the heart.

――――

Backward, jumping out into the hallway to be thrown out the door.

A door slammed shut out of Subaru in front of him, and as soon as he saw it, Subaru reached for the door, but it was too late.

"That drill loli......"

The other side of the open door was not a forbidden library, but one of the unused rooms.

I look around and see the mansion, but I can't feel anything caught up in the sixth sense that leads to the forbidden library. - I can't see her anymore today.

Only such certainty was falling into Subaru's chest.

I couldn't hear one thing I wanted to hear or know, and Subaru was picked out with nothing gained, swinging by the thoughtful girl's words.

"What the hell. If there's anything you know, why don't you talk to me, you asshole? You're the eldest son of any vegetable moon."

Svalbard exhales long after kicking in the door that should have been connected to the forbidden library until earlier.

I shook my head, trying to shake off the footage floating behind my brain - and finally, I can't shake off the look on Beatrice's face that I showed when I broke up.

Because then she did,

"You don't look like you're crying and locked up all by yourself. Idiot."

If you think you're the one who made me look like that, you couldn't do it so well, because you can't blame her for that.