Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter 4: 65: Passion in the Snow
He is taken rampantly to the front of the cemetery and thrown out near the entrance to roll.
Whether it should be snow or frost, a sorbet exhales the discomfort in his mouth, and Subaru looks back just at his neck as his exposed skin illuminates the pain as paralyzed.
"Much... handled, but cluttered"
"I'm not smart enough to take care of you. It's still better if you're treated in a cluttered way. Or is this woman treated more like a mess?
A white exhaling garfiel shows off the lem in his arm as he looks down at Subaru on the sidelines.
hostages, I don't know if Garfiel has such an idea, but it could rightly have been a blackmailing material against Subaru.
"To Rem, just a strange imitation... sorry"
"As long as Mei Ye intends to meet our demands, I will."
Speaking in a quiet voice, Subaru reaches the thin, snowy ground and manages to stand up using his grumbling hands. Standing right beside me, I was looking at Subaru, blurred by the replica of the crown that had carried Subaru so far.
As always, he's just a mess of boroughs. Though in this cold, I find myself too poor a minister as a gear.
"What can I do about these kids' outfits?... It looks cold, I don't need to see it."
"You know how they are, don't you? I can't believe you feel the cold. You're stuck on the edge. If you're buying time, there's no reason to go out with him."
"Don't wear it. I don't think it's going to make things any better if I buy time."
In his snowblowing sight, Subaru listens to Garfield's advice on his back and turns back toward the cemetery.
A stone ruin that floats in a white world. Echidna's cemetery awaits the challenger, creepingly spreading its mouth, even in front of a natural phenomenon that sifts wildly.
There's got to be Emilia in here.
"How long has it been since Emilia walked in?
"Since last night. So it's time for the second day. Honestly, I don't care what happens if you're dead."
"If it's your position, you will.... you didn't have a choice to go inside and pull it out?
"I can't go to the cemetery. That's the kind of contract we have."
With rhetoric to include, that's all Garfield stands for.
I don't know how many of the inhabitants of The Sanctuary know, but Garfield has still stepped into the graveyard. And I meet Echidna, and I get my rights as an apostle of greed, and I'm qualified to take command of a replica of the crown.
I don't see why he would hide it and let the 'sanctuary' loose on it.
"If you go inside and ask Echidna... do you understand"
"You're not talking about bumps. I told you, get in there. Pull out the half demon inside and make this snow scene stop. I don't want to do it. I have to do something."
Gently lifting the lem in his arm, Garfiel lets him try to squeeze his cheeks up at a sharp angle. It's an unsuitable way to laugh, but Subaru knows he's the one who can actually carry out that demonstration. Whatever his true intentions may be, in order to protect the 'sanctuary', he will easily nail one or two of the girls with the same face as the thinker.
"To Rem, don't do anything. - That's my deal."
"... go"
In the cold wind, Svalbard turns his foot inside the cemetery, leaving him with the most cold voice he can. Behind you, Garfield stares at Subaru's back.
I don't know his true intentions. And I remember forgetting to tell him something.
I forgot to tell Garfield, my brother, about Frederica's death.
I just think it was cold, angry, and my head was working it out.
Am I normal now? If it is normal, how can it be normal?
Petra died, and Frederica, who doubted, was innocent, and the returned 'sanctuary' was like this. My relationship with Garfiel sucks, and I can't imagine how cheap or cheap the face remains in the other 'sanctuaries'.
With all this bad environment going on, how can we stay normal?
You must not stop thinking. Do not give up. I have to stack something I can stack up to look ahead, look up, and grab the future I need to grasp.
Otherwise, why, Subaru...
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Only Subaru's shoes were hitting the dry floor of the cemetery intermittently.
Unlike outside the cemetery, inside I can barely feel the effects of the cold sifting through the fierceness. Unlike the illusion that the cold is shaking off, etc., the effect is faint as a matter of fact.
Subaru's stepping into the graveyard works out a graveyard function that welcomes qualified ones, with a hint of light inside the ruins that were dark.
Subaru uses his limbs to attack the graveyard, as the light he tries to light invites him to the back of the wall to tell the story, and the blood in his body is starting to freeze.
And then there's a space that's pompously open up ahead through the passageway that I felt for a long time.
Between the first trials, the 'trials' that face the past.
That's how we got there, in that place.
- Subaru?
The long awaited silver bell voice was welcoming Subaru softly.
In the dark, Subaru, called by his name, gazes into the shadow on the front.
Subaru called out her name without being overwhelmed as her eyes began to get used to the darkness of the ruins and her long silver hair and sucked purple blue eyes popped into her sight.
"Emilia."
"Yes. That's right, Subaru.... it's me."
Make a short four-letter sound and Subaru is about to collapse for having responded to it.
I think it was exaggerated, but it was an overwhelming emotion.
Fatigue, tiredness, loss.
Anyway, there's a lot of feeling that I beat Subaru, but with Emilia in front of me, I got my knees broken by them that I didn't get so stuck and aware of.
An arm that has been stretched out catches Subaru, who is about to fall at the front.
Soft and warm. Shortly before I looked up, the white beauty was staring at Subaru, forgetting the situation. Subaru stuck his breath in surprise.
I'm being gently held by Emilia right now.
"Oh, my God... the power, it's falling out..."
"It's okay. I did it on purpose, or I did it for you - I don't doubt it. Even if I was after him, I would have taken it this way."
Put your words on Subaru's excuses and Emilia will block this escape route.
Subaru exhaled deeply in relief because it was something to follow gently rather than blame - instantly realizing that Emilia was doing something wrong.
Emilia's condition remains the same as usual.
Gentle, serene, a little natural, full of compassion, cute, and somewhere childish attractive - too different than usual.
Emilia's usual street nowadays is the usual when she's having a peaceful time at the Roswar Mansion.
Not as usual in Emilia, who couldn't break through the 'trials' and was stuck in a sense of purpose.
"Eh, Emilia... while I'm gone, the..."
- Something like a change of heart coming?
To ask that, Subaru chooses words.
But before it could be conveyed out of Subaru's mouth, pounding,
"- I missed you."
"... Huh?
Emilia's whining is not clearly heard, and Subaru listens back with a frown root.
The silver beauty is right next to you if you raise your face. Staring into her eyes at such a breathtaking distance, Subaru becomes conscious that it is now time to miss every word she hears.
Staring head-on at Subaru like that, Emilia said.
"I was rushing you, Subaru. - 'Cause you're leaving me."
"Ah... no, that's... different. I didn't mean to leave you..."
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"In the letter, too, I think I wrote... thanks for having to do it. So just for a moment, I couldn't be with you. It's a real reflection that made Emilia rush. I even made you think that, but I had to do it, but I didn't do it properly, and so..."
"Phew."
Quickly, Subaru lay an excuse on Emilia's eyes as she stared. but before that excuse is over, Emilia erupts in such a way as to be overwhelmed.
To that reaction, Subaru can only doubt his eyes.
In the middle of the conversation, which is also a conversation in such a tense setting, Emilia erupts?
Where were the laughing elements? Before that, Emilia shouldn't be the kind of girl with the personality to choose such a reaction.
"I didn't excuse you so hard, I'm not mad at you. When I subaru, I blued my face... heh."
"What, Emilia...?
"Because it's okay, Subaru. Subaru left me a proper letter, and he wrote a lot, a lot, a lot, for me. I was rusty, and I wanted to cry, and I thought... letters, because I read them over and over again"
With a bully in his mouth, Emilia deepens her smile.
A sweet whisper that grabs Subaru's chest for an adorable grin that seems to fascinate him. Subaru's heart is going to float with enthusiasm just because she was asked, such as taking care of Subaru's letter, which was also like a support for her heart.
But subaru can't help but feel a twofold and unpleasant feeling in Emilia's modulation, stirring up his self-consciousness, which is about to be pushed away by that enthusiasm.
Something's wrong. Something's wrong. The discomfort I've been feeling since just now has come this far without ever being corrected.
What's wrong? Where is it uncomfortable? Emilia is so loving.
With so much love, Emilia is responding to Subaru.
"Emilia... what happened to" The Trial "?
"Trial......"
"That's right, it's a 'trial'. That's why you came in here, isn't it? I'm sorry I let you go alone. I want to apologize for that, too, and I want to know what happened. No, but I don't think so, but this is what I'm doing right now..."
"No, you didn't, did you? I can't get past the first 'trial'. I'm sorry you're worried about me with your expectations."
"Ah..."
To Emilia's answer, Subaru regrets the plundered voice leaking out of his throat.
The sound of it now may have sounded discouraging to Emilia. If so, Subaru would have betrayed it shortly after he told her "I don't care".
Subaru was driven by such a sense of impatience, but a smooth feel to the head on the pretend.
Emilia slipped her finger into Subaru's short black hair and stroked her head with her palms.
Not knowing the sincerity of his actions, Subaru makes his eyes black and white. Emilia grinned at that Subaru surprised face, dyeing her cheeks red,
"Subaru wants to touch my hair once in a while, right? That's why I thought I'd do this to Subaru once in a while. Heh heh, Subaru is full of gaps -"
"Emi, Leah......?
"As it were, I don't know what I would do if Subaru was gone while you left me... so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so much thought. Wow, that's what I thought I was afraid of. So when Subaru came earlier, I was happy"
The only thing that shows up in Emilia's eyes is Subaru, even though she said it was right after she told her that she had failed the 'Trial'. My eyes with fever, my moist eyes, are staring at Subaru.
There, how much Subaru would have waited for the day when he would see it this way.
How scorching Subaru would have been to be called by her name with fever and stared into her eyes moistened by passion.
Everything is now, at this moment, to taste this passion. For that.
So...
"Subaru. Already, shall we stay together? Stay with me? If you were here, I wouldn't need anything else."
Subaru had never imagined that the time would come for Emilia to speak of her blind love so horrible.
With Subaru in his arms, Emilia continues to line up her feverish words.
"At first, when I heard Subaru was gone, it was really hard. I got scared. 'Cause I didn't do it right at all... so I thought Subaru might have stunned me. If you think so, you're scared and you can't stop shaking your body..."
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"But when I realized I had a letter, and I knew it was a Subaru letter, I immediately got scared. Subaru is amazing. I thought you were so scared, but you blew that feeling right away too... Yeah, I always said Subaru was helping me."
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"I was also pleased with the contents of the letter. You wrote a lot about not worrying about me, didn't you? It took awfully long, didn't it? So glad that you used your time for me and that in the meantime you must have kept thinking about me"
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"Lots of letters, Subaru said to me, 'I like', that's what you said. Even when you said it in the dragon car, I was sooo happy, I cried... but even though I read the letter, I knew I was about to cry. That's how I got the big one... that's what I thought. I noticed that."
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"So when I saw Subaru for coming back, I couldn't stop anymore. Behind my chest, deepest, little me calling Subaru's name. Then this is how I reached out, touched it, and I can't wait to do so..."
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"Hey, Subaru. I'm sorry about what I've been doing. I've been doing terrible things, haven't I? You've been putting up with me about Subaru for so long. That was really cruel, 'cause now I know a little bit."
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"It's hard to have this feeling and still be patient, isn't it? Me, in front of Subaru who's patient, you took it too personally. About Subaru... you wanted to think, you wanted to know, but you didn't understand at all"
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"But not now. I've been thinking about Subaru. I've been thinking. Subaru told me about me... you know, like you said you liked me, like you thought... now I, too, about Subaru... yes, I want to think, maybe"
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"Yeah, I'm sorry. Now, that's cowardly, isn't it? I don't care if you're afraid or don't know what I'm thinking, Subaru just told me."
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"So I, too, tell them right. - I'll tell him."
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"Hey, Subaru. I like you. I love you. I think about you, I think only about you, and I want to be with you all the time."
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"Subaru, I'm glad you think of me that way... I can't believe it"
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"Eh heh. Yeah, yeah...... I like it. Subaru...... love it"