Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

Encouraged by two (one and one) Otto and Patrash, Subaru was saved from a first mental predicament.

Honestly, there are many parts of what happened at Dream Castle that haven't swallowed up yet, but they also have to be chewed up one by one to feed themselves now.

"Firstly, Echidna's cooperation will not be gained any more..."

Echidna, the "Witch of Greed," had observed Subaru scratching his feet wearing the skin of a friendly attitude towards Subaru. I'd like to think now that we've had our last exchange that that's not all, but it's also a creature called a witch who can't bend his own doctrine on it.

I was looking at the other five witches - Secumeto, Daphne, Carmilla, Tefon, and Minerva - and I deplored it. They were never evil-stained beings from Subaru's eyes. But I can't tell you that it's a goodness being, even if my mouth is torn.

Even Minerva, whose creed is to heal people, is. The attitude of losing one's own hands and feet but discarding everything to heal others was more pronounced in magnificence than in height.

And the last witch, Satella - about her, I want to think later.

The inexplicable emotions that gush from the inside of Subaru, felt against Satella. I could instinctively understand that giving answers about them was more 'dangerous' than I could afford in the current situation in Subaru.

Finally, the words we exchanged during our breakup. And the last look I saw of Satella - just remembering that, Subaru's chest is going to be scratched and torn by crazy emotions from the inside out.

Therefore, Subaru consciously avoids thinking about Satella, while dividing his thoughts into another issue. That is, whether Echidna should pepper the last piece of advice that Echidna sent over and Satella's words.

"That's what I said about taking care of myself..."

Relative to Satella, in the overlap of the first and second 'trials' at the cemetery, Subaru learned the fact that those who do not want him to die will grieve Subaru's 'death' in the same way. - I also realized what I meant, that I didn't want to die.

But so what? The fact that there are few weapons available has not changed one thing.

It hasn't changed that too many problems have solved anything. On the contrary, there are so few people I can count on to solve it.

My mind just rebuilt a little, but I'm only retreating instead of moving forward in other parts.

"I told you to rely on someone who cares about me... what am I supposed to do..."

Does that mean open up and rely?

But there is no other satire that forbids it - no, if you follow the flow of conversation in that setting, does it mean that it is the character of the jealous witch that forbids Subaru to 'go back to death' out of his mouth? Does Satella have a different claim to another personality? The meaning of the last call is -.

"- So now is not the time."

Thoughts are about to advance towards Satella so that it flows, and the brakes are applied.

What is needed is a concrete solution to the problem of disposition, its presentation and reflection.

"Garfiel is afraid of the outside world..."

This is the last piece of advice Echidna gave me and the information she gave me that I would need to break the situation.

Just as Garfield's first 'trial' in the past was already confessed from his attitude, will Echidna's words take the form of a supplement to it?

The question is what did he see in that past and become afraid of the outside world?

The failure to follow Frederica, who tried to leave the 'sanctuary', in order to be troublesome in Roswar's mansion, is probably not unrelated to that trauma either.

I don't even think it's an issue where you can ask from the front and be honest with me.

"When that happens, I just have to hear it from someone I know... because both Frederica and Mr. Lewes seemed to have heavy mouths around..."

If Frederica also trusted her own words, she would not be able to chase Garfiel into the graveyard, and as a result she seemed to be in a position not to know what the 'trials' were about. On the contrary, if you're a crown who jumped inside and brought Garfield back, you can assume that any of the replicas have had 'trials'. I wonder if Garfield is also likely to know what the 'trials' he saw.

"When that happens, I don't really want to do it... but I'm pretty sure you're going to get command with the Rhews Mayer crystal and ask me to crack your mouth open"

Even Ryus, the leader of the replicate, who is entrusted with the representation of the 'sanctuary', had remarked that he could not ultimately defy the existence that gained control. There is a compulsion there to make you perform even against your will.

Even in the sense of getting twenty or more collaborators, there should be more value in doing that than getting information. Yes, I want to convince myself.

――――

Floating behind Subaru's brain are burning 'sanctuaries' and swarms of white rabbits. Desperate to escape from it, it's a shallow memory of defending themselves with successive replicas of the crown.

We have to rush under Emilia. With that in his great name, Subaru ordered the crowds with a selfless obsession, and rushed into the graveyard as he was full of creation.

I haven't had anything to spare or regret since the deeds I did then, but if I calmly stood back like this, I'd be horrified myself how insignificant it was.

If you don't want to die, you've become aware of your cuteness, all the more so now.

More arrogantly, more terminally, wouldn't I let them throw their lives out? Even though I didn't want to do that, I couldn't trust myself enough.

"My head hangs on...... I'm going too far for the negative, damn it. I think about it all the time, so I'm going to go over my brain's capacity. One at a time, crush it from where it can be crushed."

Problem where Question and Answer connect directly. We should start by cleaning them up one by one and then tie together the answered problems and head to a solution to the big problems.

For one thing, Subaru looks for a problem that could be upward. First,

"The liberation of the 'sanctuary', this is the end of the first 'trial'. I should do it. There is no need to put Emilia under any further strain. I mean, not because too much pressure can make Emilia's mental state a big deal."

In the "sanctuary" covered in snow, the figure of Emilia is recalled, who leans over to Subaru thanks to his love.

It is self-evident that Emilia will become a result of continuing to challenge the Trials and breaking her heart. Keeping you in the face of 'trials' doesn't tie you to good results.

"Taking the clearance of the trial as my problem... the next thing I care about is the second 'trial'? Pretty much enjoyed it though... Am I supposed to have cleared that up in the first place?

Now that it's possible - in that name, the world if the choices are different. It was the second 'trial' that made me feel the so-called parallel world.

The 'trials', which pseudo-experience a number of worldlines different from the original currents, may have been merely a matter of seeing and hearing a parallel world for humans other than Subaru. But only against Subaru, 'Trial' stripped his fangs in the original sense.

In the form of showing how many worlds Subaru has made wrong choices, ahead of them.

There were various forms of regret, the consequences of various tragedies, and various cries mourned Subaru's 'death'.

Subaru's heart was shattered by this eye, skin, and taste.

Even now, if I recall, I can't avoid being attacked by a feeling of cold running all over my body and paralyzing my hands and feet.

That's how I was brought to the castle of my dreams where I was squatting to be swallowed up by the screams of my heart - in fact, the question, what was the treatment of 'trials'?

Definitely in a very unlikely situation, such as cleared.

How would I have completed the second 'trial', which was different from when the first 'trial', and I had no idea.

"Even if you're worried, you don't have a choice.... you have to do what I can."

Shaking his head, Subaru pushes his mind just lost and rises. It is the darkness of the entrance that puts your hands on the wall of the cemetery you were keeping on your back and stares at it.

Svalbard, who was thinking of it, is alone, and Patrash and Otto, who until earlier watched Svalbard looking worried, are not on his side.

The last exchange embarrassed the fool, and Otto pulled Patrash back to the stables. Until the end, while I felt something to be saved by the emotions from Patrash watching Subaru worryingly, I wanted one person's time to sum up my thoughts with all sorts of things.

"The main problems we have to deal with are the 'sanctuary' and the mansion." Sanctuary "is" Trial "and Garfiel and the Great Rabbit. The mansion is Beatrice and Elsa... multi-purpose."

None of them disgust me with all the difficulties that I haven't found a solution to. but I can't afford to be doomed. One problem at a time, steadily crushing.

Disposable lives, etc., and without thinking about things like what you've achieved.

"For starters, check the Trials. If the second" trial "starts, that's fine. If it's over and the third" trial "starts, that's better."

At least, the situation moves a lot if the unbundling of the junction is speeded up. Garfiel will also have to figure out how to move, and at worst, he will be able to evacuate outside even if the Great Rabbit comes. It's hard to believe that Garfiel will continue to be mean until he makes the Great Raven threat current.

The problem of the 'sanctuary' is to unbind it, perhaps to resolve it.

Think that far, Subaru feels relieved that the fine light has opened in front of him.

Because I was plagued by a bunch of issues that scratched my head, but at least it seemed like something of a muscle path to get to the answer.

――――

Stand at the entrance to the cemetery and breathe in front of the stone aisles visible beyond the dim darkness.

If you go inside and "Trial" begins, you may be confronted with another unlikely present. That sight, for Subaru, is never something you get used to seeing again and again.

But we know it is something that we cannot allow to ignore or forget.

If you can't get away with it, you have to try.

Subaru takes a deep breath, then holds his breath, feet forward.

Trying to step inside the cemetery and challenge the 'trials' to liberate the 'sanctuary' -,

――――

Shortly after I stepped in, the feeling of punching my skull in the sieve rocked Subaru.

Directly to the brain, there is pain like a needle piercing, and the moment I wonder if there was light scattered in front of me, my feet get stuck. The upper body was shaking about, and Subaru had collapsed on the spot without being able to stand very well.

Intense nausea and stomach fluids spill into the sores that squeeze the contents of your stomach. Coughing, but repeating it doesn't make your body any easier.

The alarm, the alarm, the alarm are ringing.

Subaru rolled gasping and went outside the cemetery in a chain of malaise and discord that wrapped around his body. I instinctively guessed. That if you step inside, if you go deeper, the malice that erodes this body will wield further fierceness.

"Ugh, wow... ha, wow, wow"

Rolling out of the graveyard, Subaru puts his hands on the grass and vomits repeatedly.

As soon as the body is completely away from the cemetery, the suffering that was causing Subaru until earlier is turned away. The headache, the vomiting, the paralysis of the hands and feet faded, and the teary-eyed Subaru raised his face,

"Oh, uh... what's that now...?

As I saw the entrance to the cemetery and reached over to crawl towards it, a sense of rooted rejection springs up inside Subaru.

That's not a trauma fearing the contents of the earlier 'trials' or anything of that dimension. - To the cemetery, I can clearly tell they're rejecting me.

"hey..."

Upon understanding that he was being rejected, Subaru quickly realized what had happened to him.

Patrash, who stepped inside to take Subaru out, was wounded. Roswar was also seriously injured when he entered the cemetery in an attempt to 'try'. The cemetery rejects those that are not qualified to challenge the 'trials'. Suppose that effect was also applied to Subaru.

"That shouldn't be... 'Cause then..."

Standing up, in a fluttering foothold, Subaru challenges himself resolutely to the cemetery.

But one step, even the moment I stepped in, my headache and nausea came back, crushing Subaru with an overwhelming negative feeling that I couldn't even stand.

"Ha... ha, ha..."

Later on, taking a rough breath away from the cemetery entrance, there was nothing else than Subaru's acknowledgment of the facts found out in the current challenge.

"Um, sexual evil...... eh"

What floats in the back of your brain is a white-haired witch in mourning.

At the break up, she was certainly asking Subaru this.

He told me to choose whether to take my own hand or Satella's.

And Subaru took not Echidna's hand, but Satella's.

If this is the return of interest to the deed, then it is too...

"The light I saw because of it...... Huh!

At the end of the day, he just gave me a hint of favor, and I thought I'd review it at all because I thought so.

"- I'm not wrong at all, though, am I?

of a witch who couldn't possibly hear, heard a prank, and Subaru looked up into the night sky,

"Like disqualification...... I didn't ask you, Echidna!!

- Natsuki Subaru was disqualified from challenging the 'trials' that liberate the 'sanctuary'.