Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter IV.82, "Deception"
"After all, it's not like it's your fault or anything wrong..."
Placing his hand on the crystal in front of him, making sure he could not feel any signs from it, Subaru pressed his forehead against the hard, cold crystal and spilled it to mourn.
The girl who sleeps there in the crystal - the original Ryuz Mayer does not return any response to Subaru's mourning. Originally, she would never respond to Subaru's call to sleep in perpetual robbery, but there would be no reaction apart from that.
That is,
"I've taken away my credentials, so even if I touch the crystal, I won't be delegated the authority to direct Mr. Lewes' replica..."
Lewes Mayer's command over the replica is an authority that only The Apostle of Greed can possess.
It would mean that Subaru, who rejected Echidna and was disqualified by her from challenging the graveyard's 'trials', was judged unworthy of the role.
Enter a standing facility with air that makes your chest feel bad, and make sure of it. Subaru holds his head to the feeling that the light that you should have seen turns away.
Worst, really worst, I could also think that the trauma of being shown a second 'trial' until I confirmed this made Subaru hesitate to step inside the cemetery. If that's the reason, it's one of Subaru's minds that's the problem. He could have tried again and again with a rough cure and twisted his weak heart.
But if things get out of Subaru's hands, you'll be fine.
The fact that you can't even get inside the cemetery also means that you can't even get a direct verdict on Echidna to qualify again.
Before that, I could instinctively understand if the witches who did and broke up would show up before Subaru again - that would be no more.
And understanding it means that Subaru's eyes have disappeared breaking through the 'trials', and the liberation of the 'sanctuary' is left to the hands of non-Subaru.
I mean -,
"Let Emilia do that...?
With his most fearful circumstance in his mouth again, Subaru wants to be cursed from the bottom of his heart at the viciousness of Echidna's plot.
Echidna was able to read Subaru's memory. Only she should have been able to observe the world as it has been repeated by Subaru. So Echidna should have known Emilia, who would be crushed, had her heart been broken by the fact that she kept trying alone.
I should have known Subaru was desperate to avoid it, and he was trying to turn himself over.
Still, does "The Witch of Greed" impose hardship on Subaru and Emilia?
"What to do, what to do, what to do, what to do..."
Burning his thoughts and incandescent his brain, Subaru searches for a way to open them. But even if you use your brain so badly that the synapse burns, the next best thing doesn't come out right after the light you've grabbed is loosened.
The situation is on the way to deterioration, and only fewer people can rely on it.
Someone who, knowing the circumstances, has just the understanding to listen personally to Subaru's words.
Drink down a bunch of information you can't reveal and still the conversational opponent.
I can't find anything even if I'm thinking about it alone. I can't rely on Echidna anymore.
In that case, only one more person could be seen by Subaru to share this issue.
"I never thought you'd visit me late at night like this."
"... Instead, isn't it a way to wait and feel ready? Instead of turning out the lights to sleep, I feel like I just replaced the fire."
"Aha, that's tough. I hope I'm wrong."
With pillows on his back, Rosewar, waking his upper body on the sleeping table, loosens his cheeks to welcome Subaru. Though the lights in Roswar's bedroom had been turned off, the candlestick flames on the small table by the bed had just been replaced, illuminating the room brilliantly as the orange light swayed.
The sickeningly white Roswar face creeps shadows on the demonic and shaky color of the fire. With that in sight, Subaru was about to come to the conversation small and breathtaking.
If Subaru's knowledge is true, the conversation with Roswar is...
"Oh, so? He came all this way to crawl at night. I don't know, you brought me oral complaints that caught my interest, didn't you?
"... dictating, I guess the part is not a mistake. Roswar, is there a way to get through the 'sanctuary' without 'trials'?
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With just that one word, Subaru feels the quality of Roswar's smile gave him a frigid chill.
In fact, the clown smile increases the percentage of lips ripped sideways, Roswar stroking his own blue hair nodding over and over, staring at Subaru with his yellow eyes,
"Subaru kun. - How many times are you doing this now?
The inquiry led to a restraint that we knew each other's superficial layers of information.
Roswar gets the fact that Subaru is' back to death ', and Subaru gets the fact that Roswar is in a position to know it, each as information.
Subaru will have to revise Roswar's information while withdrawing the concession.
Exhaling briefly, Subaru dares try shrugging his shoulders with a distracted trick.
"I'm sorry, but counting is a stupid number of times, too. I can't even remember how many times I've had this kind of belly exploration with you."
"Really...? I see. That's how you cut me off. That's what you're going to talk about... is that what you think, okay?
"Well, what do you think?"
Subaru with a distracting gaze and a burning attitude ahead of the story.
But Subaru hasn't missed a strong rosewar cheek on these words during the conversation. And that the first hand would have taken the lead.
- Roswar, even though he knows the facts surrounding Subaru, doesn't mean he can carry around the memories just like Subaru.
That's what Subaru found out in the loop the time Roswar discovered he knew 'Back to Death'. And after understanding his own death and end, he also learned of the incomprehensible Roswar obsession, which seeks to reach the results sought by Subaru's Return to Death.
Even now, I can't help but remember to dislike and reject that way of thinking of him...
"I'm still in the middle of a lot of trial and error. I just want you to help me out."
The split, which can be called contempt for himself, made Subaru come up with an act to make him illusion that he was' moving exactly as Roswar thought he was'.
At this stage, there is no doubt that Roswar is more familiar with the internal affairs of the 'Sanctuary' than Subaru. With regard to what happens ahead, it is difficult to reconcile it because it is unclear how far Roswar's 'gospel' describes it, but I am guessing that there is not so much detail in it to recall his grunt when he looks at the Great Raven.
In other words, it is considered sufficiently possible for Subaru to elicit information while deceiving Roswar if he does not even make the wrong choice of words.
"Is one end of that trial and error going through the 'sanctuary' without challenging the 'trials'...? Well, that must be a weak thing. With the power you can have, it must be possible to overcome difficulties at the end of an infinite challenge. I don't know how challenged you are... but I'll cut it out and ask for another method. - Oh, my God, aren't you ready enough?
"I don't think there's a way to get past the" trials, "but the stiff head that binds you to it. If there's a smarter way to do it, I'll choose that, that's all. It seems silly to overlook the essence by being bound by form. What we need at last is for the fact and merit to be given to Emilia that we could have taken this place off...... no, Roswar?
While remaining calm and calm on the surface, Subaru thinks in real time about whether there are any mistakes in what he says. I scrutinize the words on the verge of putting them on my tongue and scrape my nerves for spinning them out, but that's all I have to scrape my body and mind to deceive Roswar, etc., is impossible.
A terrible split - perhaps the very attitude Rosewar wants for Subaru.
There is no doubt that Roswar wants a situation in which Emilia will be king and Subaru will help her. I could also imagine that the more the method would be regarded as desirable, the more subaru would be cut off.
And an indication.
"I see... that's certainly my preferred answer."
To Subaru's answer, Roswar made him laugh satisfactorily.
Subaru barely looks at the white side with the makeup of the dogma being coloured by the Ferocious Phase by chewing on the inside of his cheek to keep his expression.
The sight of the frightened Roswar is the sight of Subaru as his own kind. That would mean that, for Roswar, Subaru was judged to have taken the same stage as him at the head of the incomprehensible. - Physiological disgust comes from the inside out.
I am aware of my distortions as to where the difference seems to be.
"On the other hand, I think I'm happy with the change in mindset, the answer to the question is a difficult one - huh? There is no precedent. Anyway, the line hasn't been broken once since it was stretched. I've never thought about whether or not there's a glitch, and if you think about the tense existence in the first place, you should abandon the optimism that there's a clue."
"Echidona junction..."
"Sooo. The 'Sanctuary' cemetery is a grave mark for her, and the junction is meant to keep the halves she used to experiment from escaping during her lifetime.... I think you've already looked into it."
"You deserve it. I'll tell you what, I know about Lewes Mayer at the facility in the woods. It's about the replica, it's about Garfield taking command."
"Ha-ha-ha, we shouldn't be talking so fast"
Subaru will carefully table his own bills to Roswar, who will disclose the information one after the other. In response Roswar closes his eyes and spills his exhale in a contemplative position.
"The liberation of the 'sanctuary' is imperative as a feat to make Emilia king. The inhabitants of the Sanctuary will not be convinced of the villagers of Aram."
"If even an escape to the outside is to be achieved, there is as much to delude there as there is to be. This is not the only time you have a chance to get a handle on it before then. Deciding it was a bad time and looking forward to another opportunity..."
"Another time? Hey, did you do that again?
Soon, Subaru finds herself silent in Roswar, who rounds her eyes and makes her wonder.
Subaru, who could do it over and over, and who consolidated his readiness to sharpen himself - is the way Subaru plays now.
If its a subaru killing mindset, there's no reason not to make it a thing if you have a chance to pick up merit right in front of you.
So that regrets do not appear on his face, and before suspicion continues from Roswar, Subaru utters, "Think about it,"
"As you know, I can run as far as I want to make Emilia king. That's why I preview all future information and bring it back. What can I say, the liberation of the 'sanctuary' is a small event with few people involved. We should devote our hearts and minds to the handling of more impactful events such as white whales and witchcraft. - This is not a stage worth putting so much effort into."
"... hey no, the liberation of the 'sanctuary' is imperative. I can't give in there. Let me make it a line. I still have to say I'm skeptical about your powers."
"Skeptical...?
"Even so," Rosewar nods to Subaru, who twists his neck to a stream different from his thoughts.
"Wow, I don't suppose I can confirm your right to start over with these eyes. It doesn't mean they haven't put you in your truck. [M] Of course, if it's accompanied by results, they'll convince me."
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"I assure you, in order for Emilia to be king, my power... the Mazers' cooperation is essential. By freeing the 'sanctuary', you make me believe that your power to help Emilia is certain, which will lead to a good relationship in the future... I just want you to think so."
Subaru doesn't even make a sound to Roswar's theory of narrowing his eyes.
All Roswar's arguments are true, and no effective objections come to Svalbard.
A backshield is essential to take Emilia, the king's candidate, to the stage of the king's race, and there are no powerful people around who are likely to be able to do it but Roswar. It is also true that the contents of Subaru's current attempt to do something about it are nothing more than squeeze the status quo, and it will not last.
It's the right thing to do to keep the patrons in the mood. The more righteous Roswar's opinion is given its legitimacy and the urgency of the situation.
Subaru, however, was uncomfortable with those waves of reason.
Because Roswar seemed to be holding too much captive to the liberation of the 'Sanctuary' itself.
"I think the story will change a little bit..."
"Yeah? I wonder?
Standing one finger, Roswar brings his neck to Subaru, which draws attention.
Looking at his eyes in different colors, Subaru said.
"Do you have a reason why you really want to free the 'sanctuary'?
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To inquire, Roswar is just silent.
Silently, slowly deepening his smile, a yellow glance shoots through Subaru.
- Once again, Subaru was feeling signs of changing air on his skin.