Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

"Huh?"

For a moment, I didn't know what they said, and Subaru had a grunting voice.

Svalbard with his eyes round and his mouth wide open. Emilia stared at Subaru like that, shaping the thoughts in her.

"I'm so glad Subaru is saying that, thinking of me, and acting out. It's very, very reliable, and I rely on it very, very much.... but you can't try to find your way out like that"

"So, no... to push such a one-sided problem!

"I'm the one who decided to try. There's a place I have to get to, and there's a gateway I have to get through to get there, and now I have to work hard to get over it. I don't want to make excuses for that."

Tie your lips tight and Subaru is struck by shock in front of Emilia, who dwells her determination in her eyes.

Her face of perseverance is filled with a brilliance of strong will. There's no such thing as a weak girl where Subaru reaches out and can't even walk down the road without pulling her.

Why, why not. Subaru shook his neck sideways as the words of doubt filled his chest,

"Emilia's, I think you're ready for that. But that 'trial' doesn't go too well with you. Winning... I don't think I'm innocent of trying to fight a thin battle."

"... the winner, he looks thin after all"

…………

No word came up to fix it, and Emilia smiles bitterly at Subaru for silencing her. The faint drop of my eyebrow butt is the result of being honest about my appreciation of myself.

I couldn't even choose a word to follow. I didn't seem like a human being enough.

"Can't we at least wait to find the thread? If I could just get some time, I would... try to create a better situation. Then, don't worry, even Emilia..."

"Yeah, no, Subaru. I know somehow. - I'm sure there's no shortcut or way out of that graveyard."

――――

"Strange, what is it? I can see that. Even if I take the time, if I don't have a good mind to challenge, I'm sure the result will be the same, you know that."

"Ah..."

Words of denial don't come out.

I don't even know the details about the nature of the 'trials', because Subaru was also in agreement on the rules that Emilia is feeling.

Neither the content of the Trial, nor its quality, can be harsh without soothing where the challenge has been repeated many times. The same conditions, the same contents, greet the challenger. Without changing the nature of the 'trials', you get different results with one mind on the challenging side - something Echidna seems to prefer.

It was surprising to Subaru that he was broken through the rest of his mouth and that Emilia was grasping the essence of the 'trials' more than she could have imagined.

Still, if Subaru desperately tries to connect words,

"Hey, Subaru. - Why is Subaru trying to help me?

――――

The inquiry given ahead of time has important implications that have been given before.

How desperate Subaru has been to give the answer to that. How much misery have you survived to tell Emilia that?

So Subaru does not hesitate to answer the same question and can answer it clearly.

"I want to help you because I like you. - Because I love everything about you."

"- Yeah. Yeah, I know. Subaru loves me."

――――

"I'm so glad to hear how Subaru feels. Wow, reliable. Wow, I'm counting on you. Subaru's just looking at me that way, and I'm sure he'll work really hard."

With his hands on his chest and a faint blush on his cheek, Emilia glances.

With a sense of panacea, she went on to say "so,"

"I have to do something, don't even think about it. Because Subaru just looks at me, and I can work hard. If you want to do something, if you want to hear about my selfishness, I want you to stay by my side. I want you to hold my back."

"Emilia......"

"Because when you're going to fumble, if you have a hand to support your back, you're sure to stop. I want Subaru to stay by my side when it rocks like that"

――――

"Thank you for always walking in front of me, trying to get the stones off me so I wouldn't fall, make way, cut open the grass, and pull my hand. But if they do, I'm sure I'll be sweet on the sloppy Subaru. Me, because the roots are sloppy."

"Tsubo, Ra..."

I try to have the usual exchange, and yet the words don't come out.

Inside Subaru's chest, he can't control his swollen emotions. I can't put it into words, it's hard to understand. What is that? However, Subaru continues to face Emilia by biting her back teeth off so that she doesn't take her emotions to root for it, which strongly claims to exist.

"Because it was just sweet and sweet and sweet... so don't do that this time, I'm going to try. Every time I fail, I'm just worried about Subaru and everyone... because I'll be able to get over it as soon as possible so I don't"

To Subaru, who does not carry on the words, Emilia smiled with a temperament,

"Keep an eye on that hard work beside me working that way. - That's what I'm asking you to subaru."

"- Huh!!

Cut the wind. Keep your legs off, keep your mind racing.

Running like flying on a slope with bad scaffolding, creating abrasions to the pain of being rubbed in the cheek by a branch tree, rolling over and over, but continuing to run as long as your breath lasts.

――――

He raises his voice without a voice, opens his throat just to tear it apart, looks up at the sky from the green gap that blocks the darkness at night, stares at the blink of the moon and the stars that gleam blue and white against the clear atmosphere, and screams.

- That's how I wanted to spit out the stupidity of stupidity and empty everything out of my body.

- Emilia's smile at the end of the show, with a strong determination, is burning in her eyes.

The smile, the readiness to be told and Subaru's own misunderstanding. I finally figured out who the impulses swelling up from the inside, like burning my chest, were when they combined.

And because we know who that impulse is, Subaru is and cannot be, and as soon as he breaks up with Emilia, he impulsively jumps into the woods and runs around like a beast.

A passion that doesn't allow you to stop, doesn't even let you escape to sleep, and almost erupts fire every time you remember Emilia - this emotion that people call 'shame'.

Shame, dominating Subaru's entire body, does not allow him to stand up.

"I... I... ugh!

Too stupid. Really, really stupid, irresistible.

When Roswar called Emilia down as alle, Subaru ate and hung furiously. I stripped her of her fangs, speaking out loudly that I would forgive her disparaging words and attitudes.

Shortly after that exchange, I met Emilia and revealed the length of my thoughts that I wanted to give her, and she refused to do so, and I realized it for the first time.

- It was Subaru who didn't trust Emilia's readiness, her determination, her strength the least.

I have to protect you. He doesn't want to make me feel hard or sad.

Subaru was putting up those words and putting his thoughts around to keep Emilia away from the ordeal. I tried to take the place of the shoulder of "Trial," looking for a sidewalk that wouldn't have to be "Trial" if it stopped coming true, and if I even thought it was dangerous - worst of all, if I could do something about the Great Jubilee, which was the cause of the time limit I had to take off the "Sanctuary," and I was just worried about how I didn't have to hit Emilia on "Trial" from all directions.

Even while Subaru was a solitary, unsolicited asylum craving and plotting to protect Emilia, Emilia said she had decided to consolidate her readiness and determination to be Emilia in one night and not run away from the 'trials'.

I was hoping Subaru would support me in my readiness to do so.

No other Natsuki Subaru was the best, underestimating a girl named Emilia.

"- Huh!"

The moment he realized about it, Subaru was struck in the head by unbearable shame.

He gave Emilia an inseparable response asking for an answer from Subaru and walked away from the scene raising his hand to her worried and fleeing. And then he fled into the woods on his feet, like this.

In the former king's capital Subaru hurt Emilia with a similar solitude.

Knowing neither Emilia's thoughts nor her readiness, thinking of her power, which she had just gained, she did not convey to her the sincerity of her selfish behavior, which created a separation between Subaru and Emilia.

Because of that, I established my feelings for her and the way I indicated my thoughts, Subaru can thus stand on this occasion now.

- And yet, once again, Subaru was wrong.

Instead of Emilia, he scratches, shoulders Emilia's ordeal, and makes his way for Emilia.

The way you don't pride yourself on Emilia or tease others about it seems a little more forward than before - its fruit, its essence hasn't changed anything.

It's just a better way to hide the scratches.

I was just bragging about my wounds and lurking in pride.

Nothing has changed how you push yourself to Emilia and yell that this is the right thing to do.

"I... I... shit"

The moment I ran out of breath and raised my face to gasp, a thick branch struck Subaru's forehead running. The moment you turn your back on the pain, the feeling of your feet crumbling and scratching the universe.

Overturned, rolling down the soil and leaf-painted ground, Subaru becomes a large letter on the soil.

Put your back on the cold soil to suck up the heat and look straight up into the sky with a rough breath. Poughty, the night sky can be seen from a space where the gaps between the trees are empty.

In this world where there are no street lights or anything else, the stars shine powerfully in an atmosphere that is clear enough to sting your skin. Overlooking by the starry sky in full heaven, Subaru melts into his tininess, his invisible anxiety ahead, his shapely fears and the whirlpool of emotions that make him invisible.

More and more, tiredness is pushing me and I can't stay conscious.

It was time for fury. Not only the fatigue accumulated in the flesh, but also a number of fatigues accumulated in the spirit drag Subaru into darkness.

"Back to Death". Witch's Tea Party. The sincerity of Roswar. And I thought of myself and Emilia ready to stand alone.

In that thought, Subaru himself has an answer for what he does...

"Much better, isn't it?"

Skin chills and a throwing voice were the first things Subaru felt when he woke up from sleep.

Shivering his eyelids in the cold sun, Subaru, with his eyes open, blushes. I looked directly at the sun peeking from the flock of trees, trying to wake my body up in tears.

"Duh, it hurts... duh"

The sound of stiff joints makes Subaru groan his throat in pain.

Sleeping on a hard ground, the body was also hardening everywhere, combined with the coolness of the soil and air, complaining of dull pain every time he moved to loosen his joints.

"I don't know what that means, but I don't recommend sleeping on a roof." If there's gauranium on the roof and on the floor, we can live. "

"Gauran is... no, more than that"

Shaking his head, Subaru looks down at Subaru, the Lord of the abusive voices that are thrown at him - the Subaru sitting on the ground, looking up at Garfiel, who is chewing his dog teeth.

At the same time an awakening of consciousness came and Subaru also remembered what situation he was in.

"Well... I fell asleep yesterday..."

"When I got around to my morning routine and the smell of Mei was coming from the woods, I wondered what was wrong. I thought you might have been darkened by someone sooner."

"If you're not the leading candidate, no one will.... What time is it?

Put your hand on your forehead and ask Garfield with a slightly heavy head shake. Garfiel snorts, "Ha,"

"I'm not in such a hurry, it's before breakfast time, I'm sure. I guess it's about us waking up early in the morning."

"Then isn't it making a scene that I'm not coming back or something?... before that happens, I need to go back to the cathedral. Trouble... no, now it's better than that..."

If Subaru did not return within the night, it is possible that Otto, who returned earlier, would make a noise suspiciously. Separately, that in itself does not have to be a problem, but I want to avoid spreading anxiety among the evacuees in the village of Aram. It's the worst taboo you should not do, such as bring discord with your carelessness, where problems pile up.

"... last night, I didn't know you had a different face."

"Ah?"

He stood up as he clasped to the tree beside him, and Garfiel said so to Subaru, who was turning his neck. Looking back, he scratched his short blonde hair.

"Unlike yesterday, when I couldn't afford it... it's so refreshing."

――――

"Shit, that's something else, too. Shit, I don't know what to say... hey, what are you laughing at"

"Ku, ha..."

To Garfield's point, Subaru puts his hand on his cheek. And he felt his mouth faintly loose, and he exhaled a trembling grin from the back of his throat.

low, seemed to hold on. It gradually grew larger and

"Ha ha! I'm so refreshed! Well, that's what it looks like."

"Holy shit! What's so strange..."

"The other way around, Garfield. Totally, quite the opposite."

"Ah?

Pushing and killing the urge to laugh, Subaru pokes his finger at Garfiel.

And

"I didn't do anything refreshing. I have a bun of goose bread in me, and honestly, it's about to burst. Everything I tried to do was denied, and everything I was uptight about having to do... I don't really care what to do."

――――

"When I find out I'm seriously stuck, it makes me laugh the other way around. If you can't do everything you've been trying to do... again from the beginning"

Squirting powerlessly, Subaru drops his shoulder.

If you've been thinking differently from the very beginning, then all the thoughts you pile up afterwards are wrong.

Even though the time limit for having to crack down on the problem is approaching, it feels like it's just too late to realize that I was getting the formula wrong from my head. What's even better is that once again, the problems we face seem to be problems of the kind that have not yet taught us the solution.

Garfiel wrinkles around his nose wondering what to say to Subaru, who looks like he's sinking. Asking Garfiel is merely a motivation, beyond what we know will not return a clear answer.

Between each other, awkward silence falls - that's when.

"- Shall I tell you what to do?"

――――

To the lid, Subaru looks back in haste at the voice coming down from the top. Garfield, who looks up to the same one as Subaru, has no surprising color, probably because he had guessed the signs.

At the end of the gaze you look back, you walk here sewing through the gaps in the trees,

"... Otto?

"Yeah, thanks, good morning. Yes, it's me."

The dry sound of stepping on the branches rang and Otto, with a white smile somewhere, walked over here. Subaru is black-and-white with his eyes at its abrupt emergence, but Garfiel smashed his tongue small before

"I'm telling you, I wanted to see you, too. Didn't you just follow me? I didn't mean to forget about your brother."

"I don't doubt it that way. Mr. Natsuki also seems to have been found unimportant and most importantly. - Most importantly, can I ask you a favor?

"... say it"

"Mr. Natsuki and I were wondering if you could leave us alone. I need to talk to you."

Otto and Garfiel exchange words in front of Subaru without swallowing the situation. And Garfiel teeth at Otto's last offer, and then sends a glimpse to Subaru,

"It's not a strange imitation."

And, that's all I have to say, keep my legs off this spot.

Garfiel tramples the grass and returns through the woods to the 'sanctuary'. Put that back down and drop it off in your shoes, Subaru dampens his dry lips with his tongue,

"Oh, and while I don't know, it looks like Garfield and I are getting through to each other."

"It's not like I didn't do anything either while Mr. Natsuki was flustered. Quite a bit of interaction with the people here and those who have evacuated... well, I don't care about that now."

In response to Subaru's doubts and discipline, Otto stares at Subaru with his eyes as he interrupts the conversation with a gesture. No, my eyes are too strong when it comes to staring. It was clearly the strength of the gaze that reached the gaze range.

"What the..."

To the uncomfortable of that gaze, Subaru makes a weak voice as he tries to cloud his words. Otto, who heard it, spilled a small exhale,

"It's a fluke, but I was listening. A lot, Mr. Natsuki, don't you think you're being hunted down, for all kinds of things"

――――

"Until the details, of course, it's outside the mosquito net, so I don't know. You're stuck, aren't you? What am I supposed to do? 'Cause I could hear weak noises."

"Then what?... you said what to do."

Listening to the voice of some spicy otto, Subaru mentions his first remarks when he has been interrupting.

Otto has certainly said and interrupted the silence of Subaru and Garfield. Where is the sincerity of the word?

"You know what to do..."

"Yes, I know. It's easy."

"Easy..."

"Do you want to know?

There was something unexpectedly catchy about the way I said it.

This is all the pain and suffering that's exposing us to inhumanity. Towards that opponent, it's nothing but a way of saying it backstrokes your nerves.

"Oh, I guess it's taken for granted! You're kidding! If there's anything you know, give it to me..."

"Then I'm ready"

"Ju, get ready...?

"Yes. Slowly, breathe heavily first..."

Reaching over here, Otto gives Subaru instructions for a deep breath as he gestures. Even though he doesn't know what it means, Subaru breathes to follow its instructions, closes his eyes and inflates his lungs -,

――――

At the next moment, a sharp impact was striking through the horizontal plane, overthrowing Subaru on the ground.

Svalbard turns his eyes, falling from his face into the earth without even being able to take his passivity. He shook his head, looked around to see what had happened, captured Otto waving his fist, and realized he had been beaten.

And in front of the breathtaking Subaru, said Otto, who consolidated his fist that turned red.

"In front of my friends, stop snuggling, Natsuki Subaru"