Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter IV.89: The Memory of Snow
- After a secret conversation with Ryuz, Subaru was walking alone, in the woods.
Say you have something to think about, crown left in front of the crystal. Girl with the same face as herself - what is it, too, to think of the original before?
It was of endless interest, but I don't know how far I can step in. Either way, the crown I was able to talk to is an ally for Subaru.
There are four of them, a replica of the crown.
Previously on Ryuz, there were two people who had never been 'tested' by the cemetery. And it meant that there were two crows who had tried the 'trials'.
And Subaru thinks that the crown on the side who challenged 'The Trial' is doing some sort of penetrating wisdom to Garfiel.
Four replicates, possibly without unity of will.
Because of the assumption that he was playing the same one person, it was a vendetta to consider the four crowns the same existence. The four of them are separate beings with their own mindset while playing the same one.
If one of them is one who has had an experience that another crown has not had, there is nothing strange about coming to a different idea.
For convenience, the four crowns are each referred to as α, β, θ, and Σ.
Alpha and beta crowns who don't know 'Trial'. The crown that knows "Trial" is θ and Σ.
I really wanted to call it cool Ein, Zwei and Dry in German, but the prospect was frustrated because the fourth didn't come out.
Whatever.
"You can meet θ and Σ in question in at least two days..."
Time limit for the Great Raven to strike the 'Sanctuary' - technically, the deadline for directing the Great Raven, which had come so close, with the massive magic of heavy snow, but that's five days later.
The fact that we have three days left does not in any way mean that we have been granted a long respite, beyond the fact that the measures of opening up will not be created as soon as we discuss them.
To stop the liberation of the 'sanctuary', Garfield ends up slaughtering the villagers.
More than letting him do that, the thoughts of crowns θ and Σ are easily swayed. Given that some of that persuasion, I had to say that the lead was dark.
"Just instead of more obstacles...... I see a breakthrough for Garfiel, eh? If we can finally convince the two of you to get out of the way, the problem is we can get rid of it."
If Garfiel's outrage has a crown θ and Σ influence, their persuasion remains equal to Garfiel's offensive conditions. Directly, it was more finely unreliable than I could see a way to abbreviate Garfiel, but it was definitely in the light.
At present, Garfield will have not only solo combat power, but also a crown replica other than the epitome - a pure copy without will, but also command of these twenty bodies.
The copious body was a mechanical force that did not even hate its own death, and Garfiel had not had as much resistance to exploiting these unwilling.
That split should not seem too harsh for Subaru.
I want to avoid bumping into each other with Garfiel, even with such sentiment as another issue.
I knew it, but it's impossible to shut Garfield up by force.
If Garfield, who led them to theta and si, turns to the enemy in full form, the Subaru's chances of winning will be even lower.
"You can't fail more than you've made a big deal and even made a deal with Roswar. I'm not even going to. Wherever insurance works, you have to step on your own."
Tightening his cheeks that seemed to lean weakly, Subaru shook his head and admonished himself.
Then you see your face facing the front of the
"Either way, the only way to deal with crowdsθ and Σ is to bump into each other. I know it's touchy to hit Garfield... but I'm behind you."
Through the woods, back inside the 'sanctuary' settlement.
The sun was also completely up, and residents and Aram village evacuees were starting their daily lives here and there in the settlement.
Returning them sideways, with his hands raised to greetings that can sometimes be directed at him, Subaru takes his feet all the way to such a place of business and isolation.
From the cathedral and from the settlement, that place just a short distance away.
- To Emilia, to her sleeping quarters.
- If I close my eyes, I can still remember clearly what happened then.
It was a white, white world.
Inside the silver world on one side, the young Emilia was walking alone.
- You mustn't remember!
The voiceless goes up, but it doesn't reach the little Emilia walking on her leanings.
He looks around meticulously, and walks to drag his feet in the clouds and snow, discouraged by his expectations being betrayed.
- Get back here! Please! Do nothing more!
The young Emilia exhales white and looks uncommonly at the jaws coming out of her mouth. Over and over again, Emilia exhales repeatedly. Only that outfit is a skin outfit made of thin cloth and a cape-like outfit that covers your body perfectly.
I was dressed too thoughtlessly to spend time in an extremely cold world, but I had no choice.
Anyway, for Emilia, it's the first time she's seen snow or a world so cold.
For her, the world she saw is a forest filled with green and warm light, unlike the world today, where all things are buried in snow and ice.
The place you should have been used to seeing gives you a look you've never seen.
That was strange to young Emilia and had made her forget how she was supposed to react.
- No! Not beyond that! Go back! If not, go ahead......!
The more his throat is torn, the more he crumbles, the more he begs to spit blood, the younger Emilia won't stop her legs. The voice remains unreachable, ruthlessly the girl advances her legs forward.
It's an unfamiliar snowpath, and the barefoot footing that I lost my footwear is painful.
Barefoot, which will not feel cold or painful at all, is scratched with branches and stones hidden under the snow, dripping blood and leaving a mark on the girl's path.
Still diligently, forget the pain, hide your fright of strange worlds, and what is it for you to move forward alone?
- Stop, please... I don't want to see it anymore... please...
I can't even get a plea. Wishes don't come true. All I want is to be cut off.
The reality you should have known is that even the world of dreams pushes brutal facts. It's also about showing off your past self and the form of your greatest mistake.
"- Eh."
A young Emilia's purple blue eyes shine as she saw hope beyond the snow smoke blocking her sight.
Ahead of her gaze is the trunk of the tallest great tree in the world, as far as young Emilia knows. Its great tree, known as the 'Great Tree of Prayer', is a divine tree to offer prayers for the invisible and sacred, an irreplaceable being that everyone in the settlement has cherished.
Young Emilia was also stubbornly convinced that she could feel its great grace on her skin just by touching the trunk of its great tree.
How comforting it was for Emilia at this moment that Daiki kept that ambitious figure in her usual place.
How much was saved by Daiki, who just keeps me everyday while the scenery I see has transformed me into a place I don't know.
Exhaling a lot of white breath, Emilia rushes to the great tree in an obsessive foothold. The snow falling was enough to reach the knees of a young Emilia, a short distance to reach the great tree, and the girl fell over and over again to leave traces of her body in a pure white snowfield.
Eventually, by falling off his face many times, Emilia, reddened to the cold of the snow, reaches the roots of the great tree.
Relieved, the expression that was so tense until then is slightly relieved. Even though it had stiff muscles to the cold and was only a slight shake.
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Thus, reaching out to one of the roots of the great tree, the young Emilia looks noticed something. Slip your hands to follow the roots and dig back with your frozen fingertips buried in the snow.
- Stop!!
Dig back, dig back.
Even, however, the young Emilia digs back the snow, still stirred up by a sense of impatience.
- Stop it! Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop!
I don't want to see it. I don't want to remember.
I want to turn my face away, block my eyes, smash my ears, and tear the world apart with my voice.
You cannot delude a non-existent face, a non-existent eye, a non-existent ear.
A young Emilia's fingertips reach something in the snow.
And the girl slowly, with her own hands, the last shard of snow...
- Stop it!!
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- I didn't mean to help you.
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"A testament to sin. A sign of filth. Cursed, cursed, cursed, at the end of suffering..."
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"Be dead. - You demon girl."
"- Emilia? Emilia? Hey, you okay?!?
"Ah, uh... ah, soo, ru...?
As he shook his shoulders and continued to speak, Emilia, with her eyes open, called Subaru's name. She was often shaking her head trying to regain her ambiguous consciousness,
"Why is Subaru here...?
"You have to do it for a reason. If I were Emilia's face, I wouldn't get tired of watching her all day."
"Not... eh"
There is still anxiety in Emilia's answer as to whether she is not yet sure of consciousness.
Subaru tried to get rid of Emilia's anxiety like that, slapping her knee and laughing as she stood up,
"I'm in a lot of trouble getting defenseless like that in front of me. I'm glad you trust me, but I'm also one man with a fierce wolf under my clothes called reason. Emilia, I want you to be more human."
…… I won't forget about Subaru. I was just a little awake right now so my reply was weird... but I can't believe when I fell asleep... "
There is a feeling that the sincerity of the Imaichi word was not conveyed, but there were clear signs of awakening in Emilia's voice in response. After making sure of that, Subaru shrugged his jaw in front of Emilia, frowning like he was in trouble,
"I know what it's like to be tired, but he said if you're going to sleep, you should sleep in bed properly. Because if I can sleep on the floor like now, my heart is going to stop as soon as I get in."
"... Oh, I'm sorry. I worried about you, didn't I?
"Determination I just renewed, but I was really anxious to see if a new event had occurred and ruined everything. I can assure you that Emilia Tan's sleeping face today was more inspiring than usual"
In fact, Subaru's shock when he walks into the bedroom and finds Emilia is hard to put to the brush tongue.
It's something I haven't heard back from when I knocked, so I walked into the room considering the possibility of being away, spreading my silver hair on the floor in front of the bed and Emilia was falling.
No one will be able to blame Subaru for the blood drawn to this and the despair.
However, I soon realized that it was also worrying because of the warmth of my body when I held it up and the definite breathing and heart sounds.
It's just...
"If that's all, I wanted to keep you asleep... because it seemed like something was done. Did I wake you up and do something wrong?
In Subaru's arms, sleeping Emilia was sweating on her forehead and twirling herself with a terribly painful sleeping face. Subaru has some experience, but he doesn't even have the means to escape a truly painful nightmare. Only a call from outside the dream is the only way to escape its spiciness early.
to Subaru, who exercised it, Emilia shook her head sideways, "Yeah,"
"Thank you so much for waking me up. Hey... yeah, because I had a very bad dream... yeah, thanks"
"Emilia, what a terrible dream to suffer from. My cousin said it was a little silly, but it seems like she doesn't like to recall it."
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Silent, seeing the bitter smile later Subaru considers the cause of Emilia's nightmare.
Probably a nightmare with overlapping negative situations and the consequences. I don't even know if that was something that involved a specific image.
"... well, then I won't be forced to ask."
From Emilia's attitude of removing her gaze from Subaru and avoiding pursuit, she decides that it must have been a nightmare with a clear image.
If it's just a vague nightmare, it's easy to flirt with words. The inability to do so was proof that the form of the nightmare was clear.
I've been in contact with an unfortunate Emilia, but this is also difficult considering how to take the story after this.
Emilia looked up at Subaru touching the head of her nose as she worried about how to cut out the story with a difficult face.
"So... what happened to Subaru? No way, really, you didn't come to see my face for no reason, did you?
"No way, I don't think that's so unexpected."
"Yeah, that's not true. 'Cause Subaru's always busy running around and it's tough. You can't just use your time like that about me, can you?
"Emilia, how diligent am I to be in a tan? I'm a man known for his stench enough to agree from the bottom of my heart to the enactment of" Why, Thanksgiving Day "?
No joke or exaggeration, Subaru knows that his temperament is irresistible lazy. If there is only one role, it is a man named Natsuki Subaru who is indefinitely corrupt.
That's why even in the original world I didn't fail to drill numerous daily muscle tresses and crappy hobbies and stunts. Because as soon as I was lazy, I knew I'd be a helpless person.
- I would never call a person lazy who has no purpose and can continue those efforts, but Subaru doesn't realize such a natural thing.
Is it also what you want to say to Subaru's underestimation, the temperature of Emilia's gaze when she hears the answer now increases the raw warmth? Subaru frowned at the reaction, but quickly Emilia kept doing nothing about it,
"It's okay. Anyway, Svalbard tells me what he's been up to. Ha, ha, ha."
"I don't know why you suddenly look like such a child... uh, right. Take a little walk outside to change your mood..."
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"Doesn't that make you feel much different?"
To Emilia, who shuts her mouth, Subaru scratches her head knowing her loss.
Thus, Emilia's treatment in the 'sanctuary' is by no means good, as can be seen from the fact that she has placed her bedroom only one person away from the settlement.
The inhabitants of the 'Sanctuary' and Emilia should be in a pattern that can be described as between the detached from each other's original race, but I guess the bad image surrounded by the presence of a half elf among them is still something special.
Even for the refugees in the village of Aram, the credit for the safe escape from witchcraft belongs to Subaru and does not directly revalue Emilia.
Emilia's treatment in "The Sanctuary" was the same as that of the King's Capital for swelling.
It's only when I'm with Subaru that I'm behaving in a temperament, but that can't be pleasant. When you are alone, how do you deal with the gaze from the surroundings that can be directed at you?
Bringing Emilia outside will only put more strain on her than we need to, than we have been able to improve the situation.
"This is what I am..."
Subaru gives me a fist bone on my forehead, angry at my insensitivity.
He switched his mind to the pain of fist bones hitting his forehead bones, and then Subaru turned to Emilia, who was rounding his eyes on what he was doing now.
"Emilia."
"- Yeah."
Seeing Subaru changing his expression, Emilia must have realized that the atmosphere had changed again, too. He sets his residence right and stares back at Subaru with quiet emotions in his purple blue eyes.
To that attitude and expression, Subaru understands the pointlessness of cutting into the distance. I only worry for a moment about the first word about how I should spin it, and then
"Do you feel like telling me what you saw in" The Trial "at the cemetery?
- Subaru did see with his eyes that the purple blue eyes moistened with fear and sorrow.