Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

"Balth. It's evil. Are you getting ready for you?

I put down Emilia, who was tired of crying, and that's what Ram called me when she came out of the building.

With his hands on the door, Subaru narrows his eyes to the rum, which seems to have been waiting for him to leave.

"It's evil, Kumi. I hope you don't because people are too surprised."

"The two men will be there and plotting to hide all sorts of things around them. I won't say anything about that merchant freeing the 'sanctuary' because Master Roswar has acknowledged it..."

It must be Otto that Lamb called the 'merchant'.

Even though we spend most of our time in the same 'sanctuary', the time we have dealt with Ram and Otto, who devote most of their time to the care of Roswar, is very short. At best, while waiting outside for Emilia to come to the 'Trial', it's like whether she has a chance to exchange words just a little bit.

As for Otto, there are parts of Subaru that have been brought in arbitrarily, which is definitely lacking in credibility from a ram that doesn't know who he is or what his achievements are.

Even for Subaru, Otto's prowess as a merchant is unknown regardless of who he is. Even when Roswar and I engaged him, it only seemed like Subaru was bought more aptitude as a tsukomi than his future as a merchant.

Nevertheless, it is true that Roswar allowed Otto's stay in the 'sanctuary'. That's why we can't just blatantly drain him, and that's why Ram's eyes on Otto remain tough.

"Well, that's the part where he should work hard, so I'm not going to bother correcting him from me,"

"That's a worthless statement, my friend. That's all you care about, so why don't you just reward Balth for a little bit?

"Friend Kofi...... right. No, I mean, it doesn't even sound like a ghoul, but does it look like me and that guy are friends to you?

"With all those feathers off and dealing with intimacy... you think we're not friends? If you can dance to someone else in the red with no connection, that's the other way around."

Ram holding his own shoulder and putting in a trembling gesture. To her reaction and words, Subaru laughed in the back of her throat with her cheeks small and loose.

You creeped out that Subaru pressed killer laugh, with a ram holding your shoulder, one step back and creating distance from Subaru.

"So, Balth, I'm going to repeat the first question. - Evil. Are you getting ready?

"It's a little difficult to navigate," he said.

Whatever the details, the sincerity of the thoughts is discernible and natural.

The position on Roswar's side, which is in conflict with the contract, is the ram. I don't know how credible it is, but instead of Roswar, who is injured and unable to move, it would be Lamb who is the eye and ear.

It was also inevitable that we were paying attention to this trend. You know, it's like rum around asking me that honestly.

"You're the one who came for Emilia, aren't you? Why don't you just talk to me and waste your time?"

"You've seen Balth coming out, at least until he's asleep, haven't you? I wouldn't wake up after all that."

"... That's a tough one."

"It would be an objective and frank opinion. Reference."

Abandoning without a nibble, Ram stares down at the side of Subaru, who lays down his eyes.

Subaru pushed her exhale inside and killed her, under barometric pressure from her gaze.

- Emilia's contract with the pack was broken about two and a half hours ago now.

Even though I had heard from Puck beforehand and had some understanding and readiness for Emilia's upset, confusion and mourning after the contract expired, the grief I visited Subaru when I saw her in action could not be compared in words.

Emilia crying after losing her only stronghold and becoming semi-frequent.

Shaking her beautiful silver hair, nailing her white skin, throwing what was around her as much as allowances or depends, Emilia was revealing her passion like a child's eclampsia.

It should be said that the choice of using magic to storm around was not in her confusion, a blessing in her misfortune for both her surroundings and hers.

Either way, Subaru, who knew Emilia's shock beforehand, waited outside the room and jumped in as soon as she heard her scream and scratched herself.

It is now that, two and a half hours after that, even the voice of an uninterrupted Emilia, with a groan, and a weak impulse of destruction in one hand, has come out, leaving her asleep.

I guess the change of clothes and the encounter with her with the arrowhead who wanted to leave her to the ram to wipe her body was because she was waiting for her to do the same. I could feel somewhat saved by the way he had water and cloth in his handkerchief.

To Subaru who feels that way, Ram has a small voice,

"Balth. - Are you sure, you expect that one?

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"If you look at Emilia until yesterday, there's not a single brighter ingredient that would survive the 'trials'. Besides, the situation got even worse when I didn't even think it could get any worse. The Great Spirit left Emilia, didn't he?

"... you know that much"

"As loud as it sounds outside the building all that, and if you scream over and over again, even idiots will notice. If it's a balus or a lamb, it's a lamb. Of course."

"I think the equal-fool formula is in place, but I can't deny it. It's also an inescapable fact that Emilia's situation is even more recessed."

To be honest, Ram's concerns also speak for Subaru's anxiety as it is.

It is true that Subaru still supported his proposal, although he did not pepper Puck's words from his head.

Word is that the existence of the pack makes Emilia herself a stopper to confronting the real past. The change from loop to loop that I had a lot and Roswar's doubts about the Gospel that he had. Beatrice's cry, Echidna's testimony, the existence of the pack.

Various elements intertwined, Subaru supported Puck's decision and threw Emilia into the cage of solitude. As a result, for the first time in her life, she is truly alone.

All you need to get out of there is time and hang-up.

But both of them are missing from Emilia today. The situation doesn't give her a respite to calm down and face things, and the only cuts that can be detonators are in her.

The latter cut has to be found by Emilia herself. Lamb knows that, too, and I guess you can't believe that detonation.

With the exception of the last part, Subaru also fully agrees with Ram.

"Still, I'm counting on that kid, and I believe you."

"... a sunny face. How the hell can we make that kind of weather decision?"

"Believe what you have to believe, that's what you decided. Saved by the presence of 'friends' who work hard for me and the presence of love dragons... for a little while, I can believe it myself"

"So how does that connect with believing in Emilia..."

"When you can believe yourself, you want to believe the spearhead of your thoughts, too, don't you? I like Emilia and I want to help her. Sometimes I like that kid because he looks like a super-favorite visual... but the real part is something else"

Staring back at Ram's frigid eyes, Subaru shrugged his shoulders.

Subaru began to be aware of Emilia, which, of course, was nothing short of the first thing that tended me to when I was summoned to another world, when I had no one to rely on or hope to be able to rely on.

After being saved lives and then in touch with her, Subaru knew a girl named Emilia and wanted to help her. The name of giving back, was there too, but the truth was that I didn't know it then.

Then he lost her in front of him, redone the world after 'Back to Death', and lost the memories he was supposed to have had the first time with, yet Subaru rescued her from the fate of death to change the future.

Both the events at the Mansion and the battle against witchcraft, which began in Wang Du, are all the result of the passion that began with that first thought, which has kept me running with my back burned.

He saved his life in the first king's capital.

He saved his heart, which was about to break in the mansion, again.

Saving my life and heart, I wanted to reward her for it, and I hurt her with solitude.

After a time of parting, we grew grooves between each other, and a chance to look back at our deeds, we got up.

Why did you drop the white whale, defeat Petergius, and still do this?

Why are you aware of your close association with witches, swallowing your past obsession with your temporary first parents, and still being driven by unknown forces?

"Because I like her."

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"That kid I like is a hard-working, hard-working, honest, and can't say I want to cry when I want to... he's a kid who can work hard for others without hesitation"

"That could be Balth's assumption. Sure, Master Emilia was in the nature of giving priority to someone else over herself... but isn't that because she was protecting her own mind by doing so? Wasn't it a means to protect yourself, the origin of being insulted? You don't have the anxiety of being put on that manifold properly and being used in a good way?

I don't think so.

Lamb mumbles concisely in just three letters to a long questionable word.

Feeling something petty about her rare reaction, Subaru looks back at the building with only her neck.

Even now, think of Emilia lying on the sleeping table.

"If it's used as a good idea, that's fine. Even if Emilia was planning on using me as much as a tool that wouldn't crush her, that's fine."

"Are you not dissatisfied with being a tool?

"It's not. I use tools, but I'm glad you're still willing to walk. If that's how you still have the energy to raise your face... there's as much you can do to help me. As much as you like, just use it."

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Ram narrows his eyes in disgust at Subaru's statement of stance.

Subaru felt something fresher, rather to her attitude with less expression. How it goes to Subaru, who embraces the word 'tools' without abomination, it's as if she's the one -,

"I thought you were better off splitting it up."

- Why would you think that?

"Your attitude and behavior so far, it's cool... because I have a sense of what I've been seeing. I thought you had an understanding of other people's stances."

"If you see a problem in someone else that hasn't digested out in you, then everyone will have these emotions. All the more so if you know someone else was chewing up the problem of not being able to chew it off"

After speaking up quickly, Ram turned a blind eye to be ashamed of what he had said. Then he exhaled small, and she waved to the Subaru still standing in front of the door,

"That's enough. If it's a tool, it's like a tool, you just have to work hard for the owner at best. If you are a lamb, let me take the liberty of the lamb. It would be freedom on the side of the ram"

"Oh, yeah. You can do it yourself. - Just like that."

He goes too far next door and speaks out through a ram that puts his hand on the door. A stopped ram looked back at Subaru with only his eyes and nodded even though he was looking for the end of the word,

"I'm not doing anything to Emilia for free."

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"I'm me, and I want Emilia. What I want can only be done with Emilia's help. I told you earlier that even if she used me to include the plan... I'm trying to use her to include the plan, too."

It's a bad way to say it, but having thoughts and being in touch is inevitable in engaging with others.

Polar theory, it is desirable that everyone on this occasion has reached the future that Subaru wants. In other words, it goes without saying that Svalbard used everyone up when he completed his future.

To be used by Emilia, where I want it. Because Subaru is also willing to use Emilia to hold on and force her to hold on for the future that Subaru wants.

――――

No longer silent, Ram steps into the room without speaking to Subaru.

The door was about to close and her little body was about to be blocked,

"It's already off the Gospel description. - In this world, Roswar is free now."

There was no such answer as to whether the last call had reached her.

Make a noise, the door closes, and Subaru doesn't know what's going on inside anymore.

Nevertheless, there would be no chance that Emilia would wake up and work rampantly on the ram. For once, there is some reckoning that Emilia, tired of crying and sleeping, doesn't have that much strength left, but she still needs time before her body wakes up.

"My destiny is tomorrow. Preliminary day, day after tomorrow... Either way, it's critical."

If you give me a time limit, Roswar will make it snow and the Great Raven will come. Then the 'sanctuary' is over. This challenge is also frustrated in the middle, and most importantly Subaru is tied with a contract.

As per his contract with Roswar L. Mazers, Natsuki Subaru will have to live a 'no choice of means for just one' way.

- When I thought so, I also thought it was now.

"The only future I can't give up is because it's the same now"

- Currently, the Battle of Subaru in the 'Sanctuary' is entering its third day.

The deadline for the contract with Roswar expires on the sixth day. On the sixth day the disaster that strikes the 'sanctuary' and the mansion should be inevitable, so the substantial deadline is until the night of the fifth day.

I mean, only three more times, including tonight, and Emilia has no chance to try the cemetery.

However, on the first day of those few triple opportunities -

"Tonight, I guess I'll have to shake it on the stick"

It was before noon that Emilia, knowing the loss of the pack and crying down in the morning, fell asleep tired of crying. Then he stays asleep unconsciously and still sees no signs of waking up.

Even if you wake up by night, how much time does it take for the awakened Emilia to recognise the reality that the pack is gone - the bond between her and the pack shouldn't be short or thin enough to digest in a matter of hours.

Only when we don't have time, all the events that happen require the passage of time. I also want to curse the evil divine extraction, knowing it's useless to curse it.

"All that crying about being gone... I'm a little jealous of you and I hate you a hundred times that, Pac"

Thinking of a gray kitten figure in the back of his brain, Subaru shakes his head small before coming forward.

At present, there is nothing Subaru can do for sleeping Emilia. At best, it's Sekiyama who's holding your hand for you. If that helps protect her from nightmares, there is a desire in Subaru to do so for hours.

But neither does Subaru, lest Emilia have a respite of time.

There's still not enough to stack up against the bet.

It is an operation in which some elements of uncertainty are involved, but the chances of winning are finally five and five minutes by gathering and collecting what has buds and adding everything possible to the hand tag. Slightly, that's a good idea, too.

"So I'm counting on this discussion, Mr. Lewes."

"I'm counting on Sioux Boy, too.... from the last two, I'll be pushed."

I hear a kick in the gravel, and a small figure shows up at the rendezvous point - the crown.

She created a tannic surface that did not suit her young appearance and went on to say "but......" when she glanced around Subaru's designated meeting place,

"I didn't know you'd choose this place to meet me... and Sue Boy wasn't a bad character."

"I don't think that means I can get in the way. It's a pretty good choice, though. I'm going to say I don't need it before the crystal, and I don't see a future where I can get used to the smell of my nose bending over there no matter how many times I've taken my feet in the first place."

Pinch your nose and show disgust at the laboratory like invading your nostrils and staining your whole body with odor. A crown that took the form of a birthplace, but I guess she herself agrees with that. I laugh small at Subaru's words and nod, "That's true, too," he said.

"So I wonder if the alternative place is Garbo's secret base. When it comes to safe houses... there would have been other candidates."

"In the settlement, you don't know who's listening. Garfiel and Frederica's House of Memories...... that wasn't too bad, but it's me and Mr. Lewes who's in a position to be in trouble when people ask me, right?

"Must be."

A disgruntled crown pulled his jaw at Subaru for shrugged shoulders and consent. Then the crown steps inside an inappropriate cabin, assembled in waste and aged wood.

"I'm sorry, but I don't have a comfortable sofa to sit on. I hate that I don't have a chair to give up."

"Oh man, you mean let him stand talkin '? I don't mean to whip an old body into a young person these days."

"Oh, that line smells so old. There's no need for an elderly appeal."

He slapped his hips, not even bent, and laughed bitterly at the crown disguised as the wind was gushing everywhere. Then Subaru asked her out in the middle of the cabin and she put her arms around her and leaned against the wall.

"It's not bad for me to keep talking to a pretty girl like this."

"I'll tell you what. Girl, I'm just a little too old to call you that."

"When I talk about age, my main heroine is pretty old, too. Well, it's so obvious that appearance and mental age aren't commensurate with that."

Around the actual age of 100. Appearance age eighteen. Spiritual age fourteen.

The complexity of Emilia's genre is wonderful, it really doesn't bore Subaru. I thought it was Lori Baba or even a fact to say Baba Lori.

I finally see why that kid is young, weak, high ideal for what he looks like and his remarks smell a little bubbly. You can't be lost.

"Even for that Emilia, I want to do what I can. - So let me ask you a lot, Mr. Ryuse si."

"Shh... what?

"I'm sorry, I called you that on my own. It's hard to call all four of them Mr. Lewes, so conveniently, just me. Alpha, beta, si, theta."

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In Svalbard's remarks, he puts his hand on his mouth to contemplate.

While frowning at the unhappy, and scarce, reaction, Subaru stood his finger against si while not being pursued.

"Torima, it helps me to respond to the discussion. And... from Mr. Lewes' stance today, there should have been plenty of choices not to fit me."

"I don't care if it's hard to call you si. I think it would be better to divide names than to talk about individuals. I've never had to do that before."

"Really? Well, that's sweet of you to say. If you prefer a cuter one, you can replace it with the other three names."

"-No, si is fine. No, si would be nice."

Before and after, somewhat nuanced crown answers.

Subaru blinked, but apparently the crown doesn't intend to continue this topic any longer. "So," she said, turning the story around.

"I'm trying to understand... what does Su Fang want Nong to talk about? What do you want to know about the situation surrounding the Sanctuary?

"All I want to know is everything I don't know... for the moment Zubari, si saw in the cemetery,. Yesterday's Alpha told me that both of you tried" Trial ". Σ is one of them, no doubt?

"Definitely. Non is not one of the two crowns who entered the cemetery. Even so, it was only once that Non entered, and for a short time... he ignored the code and stepped in to bring the Garboy back into the cemetery."

What Ryuz si said was when Frederica also asked me before.

Talk about when Garfiel, who aspired to liberate the 'Sanctuary', entered the cemetery and his sister asked Ryuz for help for not returning from the 'Trial'. It means that the crown on which Frederica relied at that time was the “ hand number ” in front of this.

"I just stepped in... even though you did, you saw the body inside, didn't you? Si, too, the... his, his past."

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"If you're totally hated by the cemetery like Roswar, your body will be rejected when you try to get inside in the first place. Roswar was talking about his body bouncing, and Patrash, who came in to help me, was scratchy. An unqualified guy jumps in there, that's what's supposed to be as ready to challenge 'the trials'"

"It's possible that Noon was prepared for the wound, right?

"That's a beautiful story, though.... Then I don't know where Si really opposes the liberation of the 'sanctuary'. Tsuji doesn't fit."

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Information that wasn't even confessed - Lewes si and θ all spoke out against the liberation of the 'sanctuary', but si chose silence to not deny it.

In other words, it was the same thing that I affirmed silently.

"Si is in the cemetery, you must have seen your past. Because of this, Si shunned the possibility that the 'sanctuary' would be liberated. What the hell did you see?"

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"If it's possible, si the possibility before and after birth. That may be when it comes from the crystal, or maybe..."

"Lewes Mayer's past, I thought it might be?

Prior to Subaru's words, si poked at the core.

Svalbard, who tightens his lips silently, silently thinks that would be for sure.

Since his birth, he is four of the replicate epitomes he has behaved as the representative of the 'Sanctuary', in the name of Rhus Mayer. If they had a past worthy of regret, Subaru thought it was before they were born - before they became the crowns of today.

It was also seen from the current sigma reaction that the allegation was not absurdly off.

"If it's the past of the real Mr. Lewes in that crystal that I saw... si somehow understand why he's scared. The reason it's sealed in the crystal is why."

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It was the 'Witch of Greed' Echidna that sealed Rhus Mayer in the crystal and incorporated it as a device to produce a replica.

If he recalled the 'time' sealed with the witch's hand, it was well thought out as a reason for si to give up crossing the 'trials'. But...

"How the hell do you know Sue Boy?"

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"It is extremely limited in this' sanctuary 'to know what happened to Rhus Mayer in that. I don't think anyone will let Sue Bo talk about it."

Something hesitant to pinch the word was on the side of si now. Without gazing at the wordless Subaru, Σ looks up at the prominent ceiling of the hole.

"Neither Rozfang, nor the other crown who knows the cemetery besides Non... I don't think I'll let you hear that. If you did, Sue Fong, I wonder where you've heard that from."

――――

Here, Subaru lost track of what to answer.

It seems to be an inquiry without other love, but it is not easy.

I can feel changes in the air that irritate my neck muscles tingly. Signs of an iron fire that Subaru has tasted many times - again different from the exchange of life. This is what shapes the 'place' that shapes the subsequent exchange of life.

A feeling similar to when you asked for help before your battle with the White Whale in the Krush mansion.

That means nothing more than that the way we turn the discourse at this moment now is an important thing that leans towards the future of the 'sanctuary'.

――――

With renewed silence, Subaru ponders deeply.

The answer Si wants from Subaru largely depends on the future.

Originally Subaru is not a well-perceived person when it comes to the emotions of the minds of others. Rather, it's too negligible on the fly. It's not enough to turn your head, so I guess it's about burning enough to erupt a fire and finally being crowded.

On this occasion, the answer Subaru should give is -.

"Echidna told me. In the cemetery."

"- Witch, from"

Hearing the spinning witch's name, si's expression is slightly stronger.

The strong significance of Echidna's name has been greatly painful during the time spent in this' sanctuary '. While Roswar doesn't like to call Echidna the' Witch of Greed ', I think Garfiel and Ryus and others avoided the name' Echidna '.

Echidna's name is probably taboo for them. Whether that means good or bad, it's definitely going to inspire the past.

It's a bet on how the outcome touches contraindications, but Subaru chose to make a decision.

"Now I've been disqualified, but I was eligible to try the cemetery for a while, too. So I know roughly what happens in" Trials "as a practical experience. Maybe what Echidna is up to and why she's creating this' sanctuary 'to produce replicas like Σ's."

"... I thought I understood too much just because Roz Boy asked me"

"So, well, I'm going to know more about the situation than Si assumed. I think it would be useful to reveal this to me as an ingredient for selecting information that I can judge."

"I'm telling you."

Si smiles bitterly at Subaru for coming here and making a statement that draws a step back. Then she put her little hand on her forehead and took a long sigh.

That was the ritual she needed to make her decision.

"If you are even known for your involvement with the Witch and the 'Sanctuary' and about Non and Ryus Mayer, it would be rather unnatural to hide them..."

"Then..."

"Don't rush. I don't even know how Sue Boy feels... but it's not that easy. - Sioux Boy said he wanted to hear about the past that Lewes saw in Trials."

Yes, affirming, Subaru muttered subtly uncomfortable.

Σ now dared to use the word 'crown' instead of 'non'. The sincerity of it goes hand in hand with Subaru frowning and Si grunting "remarkable,"

"If Non asks about the past he saw in the cemetery, Non's answer will be 'I don't know'. Anyway, Noon hasn't been subjected to the" trials "of the cemetery. I'm pretty sure he came back from the cemetery."

"... I mean, what do you mean?

"It's a simple story. In the first place, didn't Sue Boy wonder? There is only one chance for crows to enter the cemetery in order to bring Garboy back. Even so, there are two replicas of Ryus Mayer who entered the cemetery. This discrepancy in opportunities and numbers."

"Ah..."

For the first time since being pointed out, Subaru thinks he was too dumb. Sure, you're right if you ask me. If there are two crows in the cemetery, and yet there's one chance to get in - and there's an answer to this inconsistency, that's one.

"Unlike Mr. Lewes, who went inside, and Mr. Lewes, who came out..."

"That's not what I meant. If you say it like Sioux Fong...... the crown that came out is si non. And the crown that came in is a crown that is θ. It was θ who saw the past, and Non only took Garbo outside in charge. It's more about neutralism than opposing the liberation of the sanctuary, even as a standing position."

Therefore, Ryus took over the words, and saw Subaru, who was about to be discouraged, and said:

"- If there's anything I can tell you from Non's mouth, it's not what Garbo would hide, the past he saw, the fragment."