Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

To the call of a cold voice, Subaru literally tasted the thought of his heart freezing.

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Front, nestled at the entrance to the room looking back, the ram quietly looks to Subaru, holding a flame freezing in thin red eyes.

There was an iron skin that Subaru had had for a short time but not by dealing with her, which rarely gave her emotions an expression - a fever that could easily betray such an impression.

"Nah..."

"What are you so wolfish about? Ram asked. It's Balth who answers… No, it's your job"

"Oh, I just..."

"Just?"

Like, if I have to make excuses, Subaru's head starts turning.

We must somehow move our tongues, scold the first blunt brain, and get through this place with a godforsaken tongue.

But after being thumped into something that I had not assumed at all, Subaru had not been able to handle the last minute events in the first place - nor the upset that Mairi's remains had disappeared.

I wasn't prepared to say escaping words, nor was I prepared to calmly accept the events in front of me.

What Subaru was able to do was unnecessarily open and close his mouth and not make a silence.

Even if that attitude itself eloquently corroborated Subaru's suspicious behavior more than words.

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Ram's eyes narrow in the silent Subaru. Even though it seemed absolutely zero, the coolness of the gaze further decreased, and the illusion of exposure to sharp, sharp snowstorms struck Subaru.

Trembling knee, desperately containing it, Subaru quietly gains an understanding that is too late.

- Have you been set up?

If the remains of Mary were not found, the discussion at the dinner table itself bluffs.

Subaru, who missed the opportunity to contest the bullet, was relieved by reporting that no body was found.

Desperate searches are also empty, and we cannot find the remains of a girl who has only been properly covered up. Subaru fueled the seeds of anxiety by accepting the convenient truth at his mercy, even in such an undeniable situation of unnaturalness, that his bad luck prevailed.

The result is this unparalleled act.

Hasn't Subaru seen it many times on a number of television shows?

A murderer with a perfect plan comes back to the scene where the detective and the police keep an eye on him in a decisive setting to bolt out. And such a comedy moment when you are exposed to the offense by exposing yourself to immobile evidence.

Subaru thought somewhere in his mind that he would not be exposed to such a dump.

Style beauty in crime, many humans who see mystery drama will see the last stuffing as a ridiculous one for the foolishness of the wrongdoer.

It was the shock or misery of the fact that I played it out in the exact same way - no, with less variety.

"- Fake"

and a quiet rum whine hits Subaru, who is struck by the incompleteness of his own actions.

With just one word, Subaru's brittle walls of mind peeled off like they had been mortared. His complexion gets worse, and Ram exhales into Subaru, which makes his lips faint.

"That's what they said and you have no objection. Proof that I was aware of my inability to act. I don't know enough to find out who I'm dressed for. There will be limits to not studying."

Without hiding the tone of contempt, he mouths the basis on which Ram surprised Subaru.

Pointing to fakes, incompetent acts, and a lack of understanding of "Natsuki Subaru," Subaru began to break his cracked heart and even feel the bloody pain, instead of making any grunt noise.

In fact, Subaru is chewing off the ends of his own lips, with sharp pain and blood.

Fake, fake, fake, fake, fake, fake, fake, fake, fake, fake...

Natsuki Subaru's, badly done, fake...

The idea bubbles up black sludge on the bottom of Subaru's belly.

The mud filled Subaru's body, and the knee tremor stopped at its weight. Instead, the chisel gets hot in the back of the eye and ignites the ignition line of dark emotions.

People might call it hostility, harmfulness, malice - or, you know, intent to kill.

"There's no way I'm going to turn a blind eye to that unnaturalness except for people who can't afford it. That's what Julius and Anastasia... if not about Echidna"

"... shut up and say whatever you want."

――――

"It's fake. There's a limit to what you're saying. What do you mean, you?"

"You know what?"

On the undying tongue of the ram, Subaru tries to argue even though he remembers the pain.

Sure, she's totally right. There is an unbridgeable isolation between Subaru and 'Natsuki Subaru', even if one cannot snort at its harsh description of 'failure to do so'.

But that's unacceptable. Admit it, you can't get away with it.

I can't stop my legs. In the middle of the road like this...

"The rhetoric is rhetorical. My ears are itchy and I can't hear you."

He shrugged his shoulders, distorted his cheeks, stared at the ram, and Subaru said away.

Footprints the falsehoods that I find white, as if they were truths in this world.

"About as much as I was walking out in the middle of the night. I just wanted to think about it for a second, and you were just taking a walk at a time when no one was around. That's your sister... carefully where I don't feel any sign of Rem's sleep or Patrash..."

"- You didn't think anyone saw anything?

What Ram said to Subaru was a quiet inquiry.

Her words are short, but sharp as deciding into a steep field.

――――

Subaru holds his breath in inquiry and is made to rot in exploring the sincerity of his statement.

Seen, seen, not seen, not to be seen.

- Ram's, "see" is the word where it took me. What does that mean?

The remains of Mary. Or is it Mary before the wreckage? An unfaithful cover-up where Subaru worked on the deceased Mary. Or -,

"Even if nothing, no one was going to see you, the Ground Dragon was watching your suspicious behavior properly. And Lamb looked at it the same way."

Place your finger on your lips and let Lamb show Subaru a trick that doesn't fit in here.

"... what are you talking about?

I don't know what that action means, and Subaru has no choice but to return the confused words.

However, I remember the trick itself most recently. That's the way Subaru himself showed the Patrash opponent before he left the Spirit Room.

I don't know how that now overlaps with rum on this occasion, but...

"Lack of study, excellent here, 'I can't do it' -"

Subaru found that one of Ram's words, which did not hide disappointment, was an ultimatum.

――――

So far, even the willingness to exchange words with Subaru scratches out from the cold but not lost attitude of dialogue.

The moment he saw the color of those eyes, Subaru concluded that there was no point in the excuse.

Whatever Subaru may have missed, Ram no longer has ears to listen to.

Then Subaru has nothing but to push through this situation.

- Moments, disintegrating, but Subaru examines in his head how to kill Ram.

――――

Think about killing. There is no longer a sense of resistance to that.

I've already killed one. Not one or two, not much different. Before that, I had the experience of taking a large number of lives.

From here, there is no obstacle in transferring the Book of the Dead plan to execution.

"- That sister, but you."

Where innumerable choices in Subaru have broken apart making noises and only things of noisy content remain, the phantom of a girl who had kept silence so far pinches her mouth.

An invisible, but breathless phantom that seems to be right beside you. That hugs Subaru's body from behind, gently whispering in his ear to seduce him.

That, the sweet seductive content-,

'- I'm sure it's because of the bad condition. left center of gravity, unbalanced wow'

What a sweet whisper brought about was the weakness of the Rin and the harsh girl - in other words, the guide to how to kill.

inferior in stature, inferior in strength and inferior in experience of killing.

If you have the knowledge of 'me' who spent a long time with a pitch-black slayer, you don't have as much creation as killing a woman.

'Step in from the left side of the opponent and slap him from the head against the wall. That's all. Wow.'

Taking into account my health differences, appropriate advice flies from 'me'.

Just follow it, the girl's skull will crack and blossom bright red on the stone wall.

Thin red, bright red hua the poor girl deserves...

"-"

No signals, no cuts, Subaru matched his opponent's blink and stepped in.

Subaru does not hesitate to step into the rum, backed by the audible applause of the phantom and slightly stiffened himself. to her 'right' side.

Keep pushing Ram's body against the wall -,

"If you get stuck in words, appeal to violence. A barbaric, boring conclusion."

A flash of defense, Lamb's lips spin words just before that Subaru arm reaches.

His gaze staggered, Subaru breathed in the cold of Ram's eyes.

"- You thought a weak ram would challenge such a savage man alone?

Rather than mocking, the crackling sound of air overlapped the words of the pitiful ram.

In fact, it is not an illusion of the ear, but an air interrupter whose atmospheric moisture rapidly solidifies and is forcefully altered from gaseous to individual.

"Huh..."

The sound came from Subaru's stepped foot, a pile of white, frozen ice poked up, and took its advance rampantly, causing it to stop with pain.

"Ko, ice......!?

Bounced back by a cold, hard shock, Subaru doubted his own eyes.

But change doesn't stay just that. The born ice pile was not just one under his feet, but stretched from the next to the next - enclosing Subaru, transformed into an ice cage.

"You're lying...... ugh. Is this, no way, magic......!?

Just one second, between blinks, the ice cage was complete and Subaru's movement sealed.

Grabbing that ice lattice by hand, Svalbard shakes it and tries to break it flashes to the strength of the ice. I'm not even scared. I tried to beat him up to kick him out of the blue, and the confidence I could break was as if I hadn't gushed.

And subaru trapped in that ice cage...

"- I wish it was all, Ram's mistake"

Emilia appeared from behind the ram, staring with sad purple blue eyes.

Speaking of natural accomplishments, Subaru is stunned like a monkey in a cage.

――――

Ram and Emilia, it was natural for the two of them to fight together.

Unlike Subaru, they have the option to cooperate. Conditions are not the same as this one, which forces the lonely struggle.

From the beginning, I wouldn't have even floated to a choice, such as trying to relate to a dangerous person by myself.

In the end, Subaru continued to be danced in their palms on all occasions.

"It's not like I'm slapping an unfounded big mouth on this occasion if I can't even pretend to be thin. As an actor, I'd say it's nothing but second-class and third-class."

Looking at Subaru in the cage, the ram holding his own arm throws up like that.

Look, her position hasn't moved a step since her first appearance. On the contrary, I wasn't even able to make him change his posture.

That's all, that's what Subaru and I said about actors being different from her.

"With an act like that, you can't fool anyone but someone who can't afford so much. Then you won't even have to think about who was the most mentally tough of the Rams."

"You're complimenting me on that way of saying it, aren't you? Thanks."

"... you're welcome"

Next to the slightly tannic reaction ram, Emilia steps out to leap her silver hair.

From Lamb's attitude and behavior, this ice cage is made by Emilia's hand - that is, this is a form of magic she can use.

If it weren't for this situation, Subaru would also have appreciated that fantastic ice magic suits Emilia well, the owner of mysterious beauty, etc.

But if you actually become a prisoner in an ice cage, you can see at a glance how powerful this is and how disadvantageous it can be on top of the overwhelming difference in power.

The difficulty of implementing the 'Book of the Dead' plan, and the ranking of its disorders varied greatly.

But before that...

"- Subaru, what were you trying to do at this hour? Really, weren't you supposed to give me a break in my room?

"It's..."

Emilia, who seems worried, asks Subaru for her sincerity throughout this period.

It's a sincere worry to dwell in her eyes, but I just think of it as stupidity and a piece of paper stupidity leading up to this situation. I'm mistaken that there's a good reason for everything.

Even Subaru has a say.

The reason this happened is because it does exist. But we talk about grabbing clouds like that, and who the hell would believe Subaru's words?

"Dear Emilia, from what I've heard, it's no use. I don't think that answers this question properly. If it's a balus, I doubt we'll ever treat it that way."

"But Subaru is Subaru. And to Ram, you know that, right?

"It's just crude stuff that looks the same...... that's what Ram judges it to be"

Either that or it seems to be Subaru's idea, and Ram embarrasses Emilia's thoughts.

Perhaps it was Ram who doubted Subaru and suggested monitoring his late-night behavior. Emilia must have been in a position to wait only as a backpack and prepare herself for something.

In other words, in the ram, dealing with Subaru, which is not so much 'Natsuki Subaru', is a story with answers.

All you have to do is do painful confirmation work there.

"Thanks to Master Emilia, he was thus seized without harm. If you look a little painful in the eye, would you be willing to tell us what the Rams want to hear?

"You're hurting me... even torture me? Not only is that a dos, it's a famous story that requires advanced knowledge."

"I will if I have to. Besides, I don't like to hurt you, but I'm good at it."

Trapped in a cage with only about one tatami space, Ram does not condone the fortifying Subaru.

Her fingers white and thin, but the modest claim that she was' good at hurting 'seemed somewhat convincing to Subaru.

If nothing can be done as it is, if the means of counterattack do not float, even if explored, they will be washed away and searched through the bottom shallow belly bottom, revealing only senseless and miserable ugliness.

"- Wait. You can't hurt me. I won't let that happen."

But it was Emilia, who binds Subaru to the ice cage, who stopped the ram from trying to implement the drastic conclusion.

She shelters the cage with Subaru on her back and confronts the front ram upright.

"... Didn't Emilia agree with Ram?

"I thought Subaru was weird, so I agreed that I wanted to hear the story. And I thought this might happen... so I thought I had to be here."

"I didn't want this to happen, so I asked Master Beatrice to deal with Julius and the others. I can't even hear Emilia... my thoughts are too sweet."

Without concealing his frustration at the disagreement, Ram pointed to Subaru behind him over Emilia. As it were, she uttered a thorny word, "Okay,"

"That is obviously too lacking in what should be in the original balus. Watergate City...... I heard what you said in Pristela. I hear there was a Bishop of the Great Crimes who changed his appearance."

"... Yep. Undo the Bishop of the Great Crimes, the people who have been transformed into different figures, is why we have come here."

"Then what are the possibilities that the Bishop of the Great Crimes is turning into someone of the Rams?

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"You don't have to be the Bishop of the Great Crimes himself, if you're free to change your appearance, you can't count on your appearance. Normal behavior, the feeling I've tried to talk to you about, if that's not the case so far..."

To Emilia, who confronts her with emotional theory, Ram responds with anger but rationality.

Honestly, it's just an outrageous reasoning for Subaru, but it's just as if the ingredients to deny it are on hand.

And more than that, Subaru - no, 'I' rejects the current topic.

"-"

Flashing back, white memory.

It does not belong to Natsuki Subaru, but to a fragment of the memory glimpsed in The Book of the Dead, when "I" was "I".

-... and the manipulation of 'me', which was so called.

I was engraved with numerous fears, but the scariest was when I was transformed my body into countless' frogs'.

Even though only one individual has his own consciousness, countless subdivided selves jump anywhere they want and run away.

The collapse of the value of being as life, brought about by the fear of becoming irreversible and the feeling of forgetting the "ex" in the first place, is a gratitude to the "mother" from the bottom of her heart, the moment she was restored to normal.

At the same time, you must never defy the word, so engraved in your soul.

"-"

Recall that fear directly, as my affair, and Subaru's vision will be dashed.

Your figure is directly linked to your root identity. Messing with that all you want is blasphemy against its existence.

Most to spit on, of deeds, in one...

"Such an extreme story, it doesn't sound like a rum! That's like sealing it from the top!

"Can you tell me that there isn't? That, in front of the man behind you..."

Emilia and Lamb's rhetoric continues to leave one distressed Subaru behind, savoring the feeling of his stomach flipping.

But Ram's claim is like 'demon proof'. Even if we can prove that there is, no one can prove that there isn't.

This, that Natsuki Subaru is not the 'Natsuki Subaru' they want.

In explaining that logic, the power of someone to change their appearance was useful, easy to understand - and at the same time, it was heartfelt unbearable for Subaru today.

That, sparing the emotions within himself to rebel, Subaru suffers and gasps -,

"Right now, you should let me crack your mouth! To ask the real Balth and where Mary is."

"-?"

Subaru's consciousness was captured in a separate frame in an unintentional lamb appeal.

That should be an unexpected word, Blue Sky Thunder.

――――

With his face up, Subaru sees Ram and Emilia continuing their rhetoric. I can't see Emilia's expression from behind, but instead I saw Ram's face clearly.

Her eyes burning in anger can't feel the ruse of catching Subaru in vain on this occasion. What you're saying, at least she's serious.

In other words, Mary's remains have not been found by the Rams.

The only thing I've been waiting for on this occasion to dispute Subaru is Subaru's suspicious behavior, about which he can't play 'Natsuki Subaru'.

That's why we found out where the chasing of the chigu ram was. But at the same time, I don't know.

If it's not Ram or Emilia, who the hell moved Mary's remains?

Not Subaru, not the Rams, another thought is working -.

"Real, fake, don't make that decision! Because Subaru here..."

"- I have amnesia!!

"Is...?

Grabbing the ice lattice, Subaru screamed to interrupt the two of them.

When I heard that scream, it was the lamb that rounded my eyes and was taken aback. A complete, unexpected blow from an angle seriously creates a blank in Ram's consciousness.

If this was a rape meter to disrupt her consciousness and poke that gap, it would be a great success. But it's not. This wasn't, it was Subaru's real cry.

"-"

Since I screamed, Subaru himself, I don't know why, I just said it at this moment.

This time around, Subaru hid that he had no memory from himself and tried to pretend that he was still the same as his previous' Natsuki Subaru '. For what it's worth, there hasn't been a situation around here where Subaru's life is taken.

No, or comparable, or even more stunning, things will flirt with and chase Natsuki Subaru from next to next.

Indeed, hiding amnesia made everything obstinate this time around.

That's why what happens when you reveal it now.

"Throughout this period, what are you kidding...!

Now, once the stopped thought moved, the look on Ram's face stained with anger.

If you try it on her, it's a distressing falsehood such as Subaru's statement now - it hasn't even reached such a role, it's just bullshit.

But for Ram, though...

"Ram! Subaru says this! I knew there was a reason!

"I'm serious, Master Emilia!? This is not worth believing...!

Both hands widened and Emilia, standing in front of the ram, took sides in Subaru's words.

If you think that just luckily jumped at this absurd opinion, Subaru might have abstained from continuing to say any more.

But in contrast to the ram that cuts off instantly, Emilia remains strongly forward,

"It's worth believing! That would be our time so far!?

"-"

To Emilia's appeal, Ram's cheeks were slightly stiffened.

For a moment, the stray that occurs in thin red eyes. In the head of a satiric ram, I can see various thoughts going around. As it were, she opened her tightly tied lips and

"Ram, let's talk about Subaru together..."

"- What happens to Rem?

"-"

Moments later, a lamb with moist eyes closed turned its small body and leapt to Emilia.

At a slight discretion, he goes back and Emilia finds herself in a position to seize the ram. but the ram moving faster to step in and Emilia's left hand was captured in the right hand of the ram.

"Get out of my way!

"Ahhh!

As I said, my legs twitched and my body twitched, moving my wrist and shoulder joints to a minimum, and the ram threw Emilia's body away in a way that worked to the maximum.

Emilia thrown lightly, in a way that resembles a lateral retreat. She instantly grasped her condition, surprised by the sight she turned around, and attempted untimely with her long legs about the floor.

"-"

That, in the position where Emilia's foot lands, is the lamb's stripped shoes. Stepping on it, Emilia's posture control collapsed and she was splattered crawling to get her hands on the floor.

Defeat Emilia in the melee, with its skill and taste alone, and the ram slips into the gap.

She stunned Subaru to the tip of her nose, poking her thin little wand over the ice lattice.

"Forget it, say it again"

"Well, not..."

"With that face and a voice. I can't believe I forgot Rem again..."

I can see the ram gathering something on the tip of the trembling cane by biting my back teeth hard.

Seeing an invisible, perhaps build-up of power to be called Mana, Subaru couldn't carry on two sentences.

I couldn't think of a word to stop the lamb, the crying girl in front of me.

Not Natsuki Subaru, but 'Natsuki Subaru', could that have been done?

"No, Ram! Stop!!

Emilia screams as she rebuilds herself and goes to stop the ram.

But I can't make it.

――――

The white light blinks across the ice lattice and the impact swallows Subaru.

Keep going behind your back, your body slammed into the ice lattice thoughtfully and struck you in the back of the head.

"-"

My head shakes about and my consciousness is sumptuous.

Natsuki Subaru's consciousness interrupted there without even making excuses in time.

"- Ugh?"

Minor, weak groans are leaked and consciousness is led to awakening.

Consciousness that slowly, slowly, emerges from the sludgy darkness. Somewhere out of the ocean feeling, that's gradually, gradually accelerating, realistic, eventually -.

"- Buh, huh!? Huh!?

The moment his consciousness approached his awakening, he was dragged up with a strong force that grabbed the root, burning Subaru's brain with sharp, hot pain.

Subaru, who makes his body jump and groans in pain, wakes up on a hard floor.

"Ouch, ouch, ouch, ouch, what, what is this...?

With his body in intermittent pain, Subaru reached for his left shoulder. The moment you touch it, intense pain burns your brain again. My left arm, it doesn't move at all.

"Is this your shoulder off...? Dislocation? I've never..."

Hanging out, shoulder to shoulder doesn't reflect will. However, when he tried to move it, or when he touched it, the severe pain ran, so Subaru stood up with great care.

Look around. No one. And this place...

"The room where you hid Mary..."

In other words, nothing more than a room that was conscious until just before.

In that evidence, behind Subaru remained the ice cage magically made by Emilia. The strange thing is that Subaru was rolling outside that cage. From what I've seen, the cage doesn't look like it's been opened, and you shouldn't be able to get it out by normal means -

"- So, shoulders, huh?

Think that far, Subaru realizes the connection between his shoulder dislocation and his escape from the ice cage.

The gap in the ice lattice in the cage was an interval that would not have been impossible to slip through if it had managed to be a child. Forcefully, that's the only way I could have gotten through it if I had even removed it on my shoulder.

The question is, how did the unconscious Natsuki Subaru exchange it?

And...

"- Where did Emilia and Ram go?

I don't see them in the room, arguing or even developing to kill each other earlier.

That was too unnatural a situation.

- No, it should have been more of a horrible situation than unnatural.

Subaru's consciousness blew away, and he had a shoulder dislocation he couldn't remember, and he couldn't see Emilia, who was supposed to be there.

What the hell happened while I was unconscious, has anything strange happened, Subaru looks around the room - I realize.

"Upper Natsuki Subaru"

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On the wall, I saw one day, the wording is engraved.

Engraved wording, like sharpening stone walls, writing and beating on rough, blank campuses.

Did you do that with the stone shards falling by the wall? Apparently, that's the end of the stone mass that was behind the room, originally used to hide Mary's remains.

Using its stone shards, the inscription 'Natsuki Subaru ascended' inscribed on the wall. - If that's all, it's not as impactful as the same wording engraved on your arm.

You could have laughed off that there was no big deal, such as the surprise that the second fry would bring.

But, but...

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"- Oh, ah."

Surprisingly, pathologically, engraved wording to fill the walls throughout the room.

It is also natural that Subaru did not first notice discomfort. That was so morbidly obsessively engraved that it was half-illustrated that there was such a pattern on the wall anymore.

Inside the room, for what, carve these letters...

"- Ahn? Nah, that's disgusting. No room, Oi. It's disgusting. It's not decorative, Omei."

――――

Zorr, standing up Subaru gets scared of his voice from behind.

That I didn't feel any signs, not that. In the first place, Subaru was now completely deprived of consciousness by the letters on the wall. I wouldn't have noticed anyone approaching me.

So surprise didn't arise for that.

Subaru's surprise now is that his, crude, thrusting voice color made him sound familiar.

I also have such abominable memories that I want to forget immediately...

"Omei, what are you doing in this mess, juvenile fish? You promised to feed the fish, the juvenile fish that strayed from the herd, Omei."

That said, behind Subaru, who couldn't look back, the red-haired man laughed like a scythe.

The man who wasn't supposed to be here, he was, for sure.