Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter Six, 57: Once You Put It Down and Like This
"Honestly, I was made to whisk. But it was Subaru's favor."
"Your master is an immortal man, Huss. Uh, I wasn't worried or anything, sss. Instead, the moment I stood behind your master, I doubted the possibility that the little one II would explode and disperse."
"Ah, uh..."
With that said, I slowly saw her face coming up the spiral stairs, and Mary blushed her white cheeks and stuck her lips in words as she puckered.
With that Mary change sidelined, Subaru raises his hand to the shadow of the stairwell.
"Thank you for stuffing me. I'm relieved I managed to fall."
"... No matter how much Subaru says, it's doubtful if I forgive him if he's going to fall for it. So I guess I'm lucky in that regard."
Hmm, and it's Beatrice coming up the stairs holding the hem of the dress with her nose. Behind her is also the figure of Shaura with her hands behind her head, coming back from far below the spiral staircase to two friendly people, one over and the fourth floor.
"Hey, hey... oh, brother? I wonder what those two are about...?
Mary looks back at Subaru with dismay at the appearance of Beatrice and Chaura.
Subaru put his arms around the upset of the girl who just said he hadn't heard.
"No, I don't know what to say, but that was a pretty roundabout of an operation earlier... I don't really want to think that's the case, but there could have been a pattern where I would be thrust down on you and die normally, right? It just so happens, I'm glad I got your arm this time."
"So, but even your sister was watching over us...?
"Well, I mean, even I know Emilia is more powerful than she looks like a nasty cutie, but sometimes, in case. If Emilia accidentally falls down with me trying to help me, it won't be stylish."
In fact, at the end of the previous circumference, Subaru and Emilia together welcomed the fall from the heights. I held her, but I couldn't save her. - It's poking deep into this heart.
If we are in the same situation again, this time Subaru will push Emilia to safety, and I would argue that I want to do something about it, but I can't help but guess what I can't take data about my ability to act in extreme conditions.
"Why did you hit your hand so that didn't even happen? The two of you downstairs... if Beatrice and Shaura would just watch, we'd be fine for a moment."
I've seen with this eye that Beatrice is an amazing wizard, and although it's unclear what the details are with regard to Shaura, it's still confirmed that she's not as powerful as she looks.
During my request for cooperation in this operation, I was definitely asked to lift Subaru just in case.
Most of all, I have the princess hugged in front of Emilia and Beatrice at the root.
"That's it... there's an easier, smarter way to go."
Listening to Subaru's explanation, Mary shrugs down. Shame on you for being seen with embarrassing scenes is fading, but what's the bad feeling of a bat instead?
To her words like that, Subaru scratched her cheeks with his fingers, "Right.
"I think you were right, there was a smarter and easier way to go. I think..."
"I think so. Oh?
"At the level I can think of with my head, it's easy to compromise and on the back, and smart is cheating neighbors. I... yeah, I didn't want to compromise and cheat"
――――
Hearing the words, her pupils narrow with Mary's eyes and slightly bite her lips.
Staring bitterly at it, Subaru clenched his fist.
Everything, I thought I'd do something about it.
All, I wanted to do something about it.
Then I want to do everything I can to do something about it all.
"So I'm not hesitant to ask Emilia or the Beatrices."
"Um, yeah. I was surprised when Subaru told me this story at first."
That's what I said, Emilia, holding Mary from behind. She put her jaw on Mary's thin shoulder and stared softly upwards at Subaru,
"But I knew at a glance that Subaru was awesome and serious. And..."
"And?"
"- I was glad Subaru talked to me. Subaru is always ready to finish it all when I realize it."
A smile is added to the upper hand, and Subaru stuffs his breath at that purple blue eyed girl.
To Subaru, who stiffened her cheeks, Emilia on the contrary nodded as she loosened her cheeks and lips.
"So I was glad he talked to me about what to do now and made me think with him from the start. Heh heh heh heh heh."
"... I can't help it, but until yesterday I'm really angry. No, but it's my privilege to see this face and be able to hear this voice, so it would rather fit me happily until yesterday...? Emilia, what do you think?
"Sorry. Hey, I don't know what you're talking about"
With a smile on his face, Subaru dropped his shoulder, rustled away with bullshit.
and beneath those three, finally the two of them merge up the stairs.
"Again, I'm so relieved that nothing happened."
"Nothing happened, there's a little bit of a narrative. Think there was all kinds of consciousness reform in Mary... nothing,"
"Oh, Master, that's ssss! Seriously, I don't know what you're talking about, Sz, but if I just let you say something cool about the atmosphere, I'd like something out to the right. Shh!
"You, do you really have respect for me?
Whatever you're told, there's a verse I'm thrilled about in conditional reflexes, Shaura, but when Subaru talked to me about wanting to help Mary, she was the first one to agree with me.
Regardless, I don't think deeply, and I only have in mind what Svalbard wants to do, but I'm sure I can help her exist like that.
"Um, Beatrice... you're not mad about me?
"You must be angry. But you managed to get stuck in front of Betty's dick. Sometimes in the sand dunes, maybe I'll write it off for now."
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"Ta-da! Now the only thing I'm going to write off is what happened on this journey. Are you still guilty of burning down the mansion in front of Betty's safe house? As long as it's there, Betty won't forgive you."
Short arms together, Beatrice answers Mary's query with a harsh eye. Mary stuck her breath in the words, but soon Emilia laughed "hehe,"
"It's hard to understand, because Beatrice said 'for the time being' now. I'm telling you, if Mary had been a good girl, she'd forgive me. You're so sweet."
"Emilia! I don't know what else to say!
"... whenever possible, I'll be careful wow"
Emilia laughs at Beatrice, who has been exposed behind harsh opinions and blushed. Seeing how it goes, Mary responds that way with a small voice.
Watching it, Subaru nodded satisfactorily several times.
Finally, can we say that there has been a visible advance?
At least, in an attempt to kill Subaru, I could stop a girl from behaving that way. Still, it's only one of the tragedies that happens in this tower -
"- So, Master, are you sure?
"Yeah?"
Next to thinking, Shaura, standing right next to Subaru, calls casually. Next to Subaru, Shaura stared at the sight of Beatrice and Mary interacting Emilia in the middle, narrowing their black eyes.
And to Subaru, who frowns and is surprised, without changing the tone of his voice.
"It's my daughter, Les, who tried to kill your master. Are you sure you're okay with this?
"Ask me something noisy, you.... That's okay. If you blame me, Mary took it first. But it's like that because no one taught you exactly why you're to blame. I'm going to teach you that."
"Your master said it, too, sss, but so what if I tried to kill your master again?
"That's what I'm so poorly taught. But I'm not doing it alone."
Subaru replies that way to Chaura's pursuit.
Subaru alone, if you were told to change your ethics as an assassin cultivated from a very young age, that would be very difficult, and honestly, it's not the weight of the responsibility you can carry off.
But Subaru is not going to do anything on his own.
We also relied on Emilia and the others to stop Mary's murder. Ask Emilia and Beatrice to hang out.
"Naturally, I'm gonna need your help too, Shaura. I can't believe we're talking about individual values. This guy's gonna be a long shot."
"... Ah, servant, is that a ss?
"That would be right. You're... well, I feel a little like a teacher on the other hand that it's you, but I'm not going out of company or anything. You're full of motherhood, so help me break Mary's stubborn heart."
Subaru shrugged his shoulder, saying at ease to Shaura, who pointed at himself with a surprised face.
It's a mystery of what you're so surprised about, but Subaru didn't pursue it in depth that it would be part of those reactions only to her, who has a lot of overreactions.
To such Subaru's judgment, Shaura pinched her face with her hand,
"Ah servant, sss. Uh, together, with your teacher, uh... eh, eh. eheheheheheheheheheheh..."
"Yeah... what's up, you..."
"Nothing, sss! Uh, I made up my mind, sss! As your teacher said, I will raise you and your true human!"
Pa brightened his face, and Chaura ran out - all the way down to Emilia and the others. And she gently lifted Mary's little body and hugged it to her own busty chest.
"Aah!? Hey, what's up, naked sister? I'm suddenly surprised. Wow!
"Good, good, sweet enough for you, little one number two. Uh, Shino's breasts belong to your master. Ssss, but only now I'll give them to Chibiko II as well. Something rich, something destitute to impose!
"Hey brother!? You blew another weird thing into your naked sister. Oh!
Mary, who is to be good to Shaura, decides it was Subaru's fault and raises her voice.
"Well, think of it as the price that worried everyone, and adore me in a good way. It's okay, it feels like I saw it. No offense."
"... at all. There's no choice. Wow. Fine, I'll forgive you. But don't tell the others about this place."
That said, Mary swells her cheeks and is caught between Shaura's chest. but to such a merry word, Subaru scratched his head "uh".
When Mary frowns at the reaction, Emilia answers on behalf of Subaru.
"You know, Mary, it's so hard to say..."
"... I have a bad feeling wow"
Mellie's, if that nasty hunch has been taken care of.
The answer quickly came to light in her reaction to Emilia's continued words.
It's...
"- The Rams who are not here have been properly consulted by Subaru."
Mary glanced at her grandiose face.
The room used for meals and discussion, I would call it the 'big room', but the first to welcome the Subaru back to that big room was the ram standing up with his hands on his hips.
"Yes. You cleaned up safely. It's not a bad job, I'll give you a compliment."
He welcomed the five Subaru men back safely, and with quiet eyes Ram said so.
Subaru takes it positively that it is perhaps her own great admiration. Either way, I slapped her in the mouth about Mary, too. I'm so relieved that I didn't have to regret my grand language.
"I may not have to tell you, but she's been waiting for you to come home, standing like that."
"... you really don't need to tell me. Heavy yourself, Echidna."
"At present, as soon as I know it's me who's manipulating this body, this attitude. Preferably."
And that's what made Ram's eyebrow butt so tough was Echidna, who was sitting back on the big room floor. She takes Ram's tongue with a smile, then sees Subaru and the others.
"Mm."
"So why is she so annoying?
Echidna pointed out that Mary is negatively on Shaura's back.
Mary, with a sinister face and roaring, does not even answer Echidna's query, turning her face away in a murky manner. I was totally obstinate.
"No way, you think you're being stopped from planning your own murder and angry about it? In that case, I have little anxiety about leaving her without restraint..."
"Oh, no, no, no, no, no"
Slightly noisy Echidna's assumption would be an indication of his desire to protect a woman named Anastasia, the vigilance he had shown Subaru even in the previous circumference - the Lord of the Body.
Subaru firmly denies that it can't wait to create a weird misconception.
"I'm simply saying that my thoughts are obvious, and the only thing that everyone knew about it is that it's not a good idea. You're so childish and cute."
"I also find it odd that words come out about being childish when you think about what you tried to do... Hmm. Something like losing your memory doesn't change its essence easily? Don't be surprised, Natsuki-kun."
"If you're enjoying yourself, it's an honor."
and winks at echidna's gaze and laughs at it with her nose "hah" at the ram. Then Subaru looked around the room all the way,
"Um, Julius isn't here, is he? Where is he? Toilets..."
"- It's out-of-heart to think of it like that when you're involved in something important."
"... small, you're not limiting it to. Maybe it's some business for you."
A voice is called from behind, and Subaru looks back distorted cheeks at the voices he has heard. It's Julius with his fingers around his forehead who gets that bad grin.
Emilia tilts her neck at him as he returns from outside the big room.
"Julius, did you have a stomachache?
"Dear Emilia, may you not take his words and actions too seriously. Sure he must be in a more trustworthy position than anyone, your one knight, but from time to time, there are also words and deeds that are beyond your sight..."
"Come on, don't blow anything extra into Emilia. Mostly, you're the one who wasn't there. I don't know what to say when I say" toilet. "
"-. Huh."
Staring at the biting Subaru with his yellow eyes, Julius loosens his lips by placing a beat.
The way he laughed out of breath, he seemed really disturbed and suited his appearance, but Subaru also seemed to laugh at it somehow, not firmly.
"Emilia, and Natsuki, don't worry. Julius was on guard outside after the conversation. If Mary really tries to do anything more than manipulate the Warcraft, it's the presence of the Warcraft outside the Tower that should be most at risk."
"So I was watching outside the tower from the balcony I found last night. Luckily, I didn't see any anomalies outside the tower, so I thought it was safe inside..."
Saying, Julius turns his gaze to Mary. On Shaura's back, Mary noticed Julius' gaze, pointing her lips uncomfortably.
But in such a way that Mary looks, Julius loosens her cheeks all the time,
"Apparently, everything's fine. I lost my memory and when you said that, I felt half as comfortable as the heavens and the earth had turned upside down..."
"You exaggerate that too much. No, I can't remember. It's not what I can say."
"Right. The heavens and the earth turn upside down, is a little excessive. A little.... What, I'm glad you're okay anyway. I ask Emilia to help me, and I cannot salvage that phrase with failure."
"Oh, I'm relieved, too.... me and you, you fit in with this sense of distance."
"- Huh."
Julius laughed disgustingly again as Subaru pointed at him and told him.
Seems like there is no earlier slight hesitation in the next laugh and Subaru is satisfied.
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This is my fifth encounter since I began to lose my memory.
In the meantime, I haven't had much serenity, but I should have spent more time with Emilia and the others in those serenity hours. In that, I'm sure, there would have been a way of treating them, being 'Natsuki Subaru'.
From there, Subaru wants to follow in the footsteps of 'Natsuki Subaru' as politely as possible so as not to grieve the Emilias too much.
I don't want Emilia and the others to face that reality when they're losing 'Natsuki Subaru'. - Besides, I'm sure you won't have to face that reality.
If Natsuki Subaru is gone and 'Natsuki Subaru' returns, I'm sure.
"So let's attack the tower with our nascent friendly team. Different?"
"Yeah, I don't. Good luck."
"Well, a friendly team is a little resistant to the name."
Either way, Emilia and Beatrice agree with Subaru on both extremes with his fisted submarine opinion. I was relieved that there were no other objections.
"I don't have a problem with her, you can take it that way, right?
"Oh, that's good. I don't think you're going to dare to kill me for a few things anymore. But it's up to Mary to look at our backs and grow up, so be careful not to show a cool back or something bad."
"I see. Is that a matter of appearance? Then I'll take care of it."
He glances at Mary, and Julius pulls his thin jaw to convince Subaru of his words.
Looking good, even sounds slightly worse when told, but showing others their backs - in other words, Julius does look apt when it means being a model.
Now, I can't say Subaru now that I've been with him for a long time, but I can still see Julius excelling in strong self-esteem and all things he does.
It was a gift of his own talent, a sign of the goodness of the family he grew up in, and at the same time a sign of his own efforts to wear such things.
It's what I wore, trying to be right. It was something honorable.
"- Subaru, are you okay? Do you think we can discuss this?
"Wow!?
Two, he touches Subaru's arm, which was stuffing his breath, and Emilia looks worried and peeks into his face. Subaru hurried back to me because of Emilia's distance.
Seeing that Subaru overreaction, Emilia whispered, "Ah......"
"I don't know, after I woke up... yeah, I said I lost my memory, and then Subaru isn't just surprised at me? Me, that weird? You got something on you?
"No, that, at all. Just got cute eyes, cute nose, cute lips and cute ears."
"Pretty...... heh, thanks. But then why?
"I wonder if Emilia's cute is because she feels like she's bouncing off multiplying rather than adding up for each part. And my voice is cute. My hair is cute too. No, this is an angel."
Dazzling and invisible, Subaru covers his face and sees Emilia through the gap between his fingers. And when I heard Subaru say that, it was Beatrice who reacted suddenly.
"-! What would happen if I said that more subaru!?
"Ha!? Oh, what!?
"So say the word Emilia looks like an angel, like Subaru."
"What humiliation!? Oh, no! I'm embarrassed! Beatrice, you're as cute as an angel! Don't be stubborn!
"It's true that Betty is cute as an angel, but I don't know if that's what you mean..."
Disappointed, Beatrice drops her shoulder and disappoints. Guilty of the way it looked, Subaru stroked Beatrice's head and everyone made a car seat in the big room.
Thus, we often have a place to discuss. However, it is troubling that we do not see any noticeable progress each time, so it is time to proceed boldly.
"So once again, Mary joined our team. I want to get out of such a sandy tower as soon as possible for a fully-fledged social tour of Mary. What's your opinion?"
"It really makes me suspicious that I don't have any memories.... but the lack of memory of Balth is lighter among the serious problems, but it's still a problem."
"Yeah, right? I can't lose my pong all of a sudden, so I need to get Subaru's memory back somehow..."
"Uh, that's the thing, why don't you just put it away?
Subaru, who raised his hand for an opinion, waited for Ram and Emilia to discuss it. To the words of Subaru, not only the two of us in the matter, but everyone who participates in the discussion says, "Huh?" I'm surprised.
I'm not surprised it's about Shaura, but as things stand, she's really into taking care of Mary with Subaru's words, so cut it out for a moment there.
"Subaru... I don't really want you to worry about the Betties. I'm surprised you just lost your memory, but you don't have to go back. How dare you throw yourself away?"
"Yeah, that's right, Subaru. Maybe you don't want to bother us? But Subaru talked to me about Mary. And like you said, we think about Subaru's memories together. Please, okay?
"Rapidly heartbreaking persuasion! No, but listen to me for a second! Nothing, I'm not saying this out loud, either. There's a good reason!
To Emilia and Beatrice's concern, Subaru managed to excuse herself, even though she was heartbroken. And then Subaru said, "Okay?" and put your fingers up so that they could all see,
"I'm sorry that I lost my memory from my head in this situation, and I'm so glad everyone thinks I'm going to get it back. However, no one thinks the existence of this tower has anything to do with this memory being lost, right?
"Master, I hit my head on the toilet potty before, and I can't remember. Guess what, Sz."
"Shut the fuck up for a second out there! Don't listen to that, either. I'm telling you, it's okay now!
While angry with the tea in the field, Subaru said, "Anyway!" and re-divide the story.
"What I'm trying to say is that there's a connection between the tower and my lost memory. I mean..."
"- In other words, if you satisfy the conditions for attacking the tower, you will get the cause, or the key to it, that you no longer remember Natsuki-kun at all. Is that what this is?
"Oh, yeah, yeah. That's the thing!"
Subaru discredited himself and over and over again Subaru agreed that Echidna had said so to me. that echidna opinion, and Julius "I see," put his hand on his chin,
"If the mechanism of the tower deprived Subaru of his memory, he approaches the answer by attacking the tower. Or maybe the cut Subaru lost his memory because he got too close to the answer."
"Enough, it would be a possible story. His flickering when attacking" Taigeta "was clearly a use of knowledge that we didn't have. Knowledge that only Natsuki-kun can understand may have caused him to lose his memory after being too far ahead of us."
"Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, that's just too much to buy. It's just a pull, isn't it? Stunts are like laying the sheets on the bed nicely, and then sewing, right?
"Oh, look, Subaru. Subaru gave me this embroidery of this garment. Don't you remember anything when you saw it? Isn't she cute? It's a pack."
"Mmm, pretty cat embroidery. But I was wondering if you'd notice."
While having a conversation with much different levels of thought, Subaru's denied Emilia is fingering a cat painting embroidered on her clothes softly.
I even give it a name, so is it a cat? I don't seem to have brought him to this tower, so I want to get him home safely and reunite him with his cat as soon as possible.
Whatever -,
"I realized Balth was superfluous, and as a result, I was deprived of my memory with courage... that's a convincing story"
"There are thorns in the way Lamb says it, but Betty generally agrees. Besides, if we prioritize the Tower's attack, it's Subaru's idea... I don't like it, but it makes sense."
"Beatrice......"
Is Beatrice's dissatisfaction to a situation where Subaru's memory still cannot be given the highest priority? I'm sincerely glad you think so, but Subaru has a subaru and a reason why I can't give my memory the highest priority. - If you have been searching for memories for a long time, you will not be able to prevent the tragedy of the tower in time.
What was going on? What happens. Subaru - No, the Subaru must come together and prepare for the disaster.
"That's why I want to prioritize the tower offense. I want everyone to acknowledge once and for all."
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"Neither do I think it's okay to stay like this. It's just a matter of coming down and gushing about me. So if you're putting the initial problem ahead of you, you won't be close to your goal for long. I want to do what I have to do."
That's how Subaru seriously appeals to everyone.
As far as possible, try not to show the disadvantages of 'Natsuki Subaru' not being here. Instead, he wants everyone to help him.
We've all been out of words for a while for such a Subaru favor -
- Really, you're an idiot.
and the exhaled ram shook his head, then looked at everyone with thin red eyes,
"Losing my memory doesn't change my unfortunate nap. I mean, where my memory is back, there's no big difference in terms of my current Balth and contribution... then prioritizing Balth's memory just damages it. Attack the tower and expect to return."
"Then there's a better way to put it."
"I don't. You must have lost your memory after the attack on the tower. Then do it with me. Don't bother the lamb."
- Be sure to recall, when I got it back, that's what I promised, with Ram.
So when Subaru said he would put his memory behind him, the shock Ram's heart took is immeasurable. But because of that promise, Ram was the first to say this to me.
Because Svalbard, who seems to be a habitual offender of broken promises, and she still exchanged promises for me.
"It's not like there's a way to actively reclaim your memory. Natsuki-kun and I agree with Ram. Speaking optimistically, there's also the possibility that time will shake your memory back"
"I'm passive in favor, something like that. I don't give top priority. Prioritize Tower Attack. But if I can find an eye that can restore your memory, I'll give it priority. - You shouldn't leave Emilia or Beatrice with this sad face."
Subaru nodded deeply at the words of Echidna and Julius.
Then I also turn my attention to Emilia and Beatrice. They got Subaru's gaze, and they were still a little hesitant -
"- This time, I'll put up with it, even if it's hard. But"
"But?"
"Forgive me once in a while, as much as I worry most about Subaru"
"Ugh... sorry"
Subaru bowed his head to Emilia's offer, realizing that it was tantamount to saying so, wanting him to put his concern for Subaru behind him.
Seeing those two, Beatrice sighed,
"Did Emilia say what Betty was trying to say? That should have worked best, so think about it."
"- Yeah, I got it."
In that way, we attach permission from everyone and, once again, the policy solidifies to the priority of the tower's offensive.
Having done so, Subaru had the first thing he wanted to propose.
It's...
"- Why don't we all look for Reid's book in the" Tigeta "library?