Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)
Chapter Six 58: It's It, This Is It
- Let's find out if there's any Reid books in the "Tigeta" library.
That was what Subaru wanted to suggest was necessary for the most recent two-tiered offensive in attacking this tower.
As soon as I heard about it, the facial expressions that make the car seat become surprising.
"Give me a book?... Are you serious?
"Oh, Emilia, you meant it with the book right now. It's funny."
"Ugh, Subaru!
I frown at Subaru's reaction and Emilia gets angry with her pretty cheeks red. With a sense of happiness for its adorability, Subaru said, "Okay?" and looked around at everyone's face.
"Look for Reid's book, I think this is the quickest way to attack two layers. Doesn't everybody think so?
"I heard earlier, why not? I'm not opposed to looking for a book. I just don't know why I'm looking for Reid's book. And..."
"- Is Reid Astrea's book really in that library in the first place?"
Upon Subaru's suggestion and Emilia leaning her neck, Julius takes over the second half of the word.
As it was, Julius, gathering everyone's gaze, looked overhead with eyes bordered by long lashes. Beyond the ceiling, like a peek at the two layers that would be ahead.
"It's hard to believe, but Yingjie, named for historical facts, Reid Astrea awaits our challenge by calling it the 'exam' on two levels. There can be no doubt that he was a person who existed four hundred years ago and that he is the same person... but the death is now beyond question in me"
"Yeah, and when I saw you pimping, I thought you weren't actually dead? It's a theory I didn't really think about, but don't you have that line either..."
In fact, Subaru also listens to Emilia and just has the perception that he is a dead man hundreds of years ago.
If you meet with him without knowing those circumstances, it is very hard to believe that Reid is dead, etc. In the first place, it's too lively. He is only an energetic dead man.
"That line, though, is a level you hardly have to think about. I don't even think I can live long enough for hundreds of years, and normally I should be dead. Hey, Beatrice."
"Betty's still alive for 400 years."
"Me too, maybe a hundred years, huh?
"Me, too, if I think about it in my lifetime, it'll be about 400 years. I've been awake for a short time."
"Ah servant! Ah, servant, master! Ah, servants, wait here for four hundred years! I missed you, Sz! I demand a hug for four hundred years, sss!
"You have so many long lived characters!? Emilia too!?
I meant to ask for your consent, but my mouth opens to unexpected objections.
No way, I didn't think half of my accompanying members were long-lived characters. The average age of the party jumps all the way up with momentum that doesn't get stylish.
Especially since Emilia and Beatrice's age doesn't keep their open mouths blocked.
However, I see some parts that I find satisfactory.
"Oh well. Emilia is a half elf...... I'm also convinced she's a beautiful girl of the world. Half an elf promises to be beautiful and live long."
"Uh, yeah, I do.... Subaru isn't afraid of half an elf even if he doesn't remember?
"When I say if I'm scared or not, I'm scared of that cuteness. Seriously, murder weapon. I was awake and caught off guard, and my eyes were crushing. I still honestly often do."
"... already, idiot"
Angry at Emilia for dyeing her cheeks slightly, Subaru kinda feels like she had a good vibe right now and admonishes herself not to make such a dumb mistake.
Emilia is so sweet, she's going to think she cares about Subaru by accident. Don't shake my heart, my heart. No, sometimes is good.
"Ha... in that respect, you feel at ease like you're home, Beatrice"
"I don't know if it feels convincing.... but well, I'm stroking your head, so I'm going to take a big look at you."
Emilia's disturbed heart tone calms me down as I stroke Beatrice's head. Beatrice's mood seems to have been fixed, so he earned it all.
And, to such a derailed exchange, "Okay," Echidna raised her hand.
"I don't even know Julius' concerns, but I honestly want to deduce Reid's theory that he's a dead man. It's kind of like being in contact with someone."
"What about that heart?
"First of all, as Natsuki-kun put it, Reid Astrea is not considered a long-lived species. He must be a lot of substandard people, but he's still human. Secondly, his character"
"Personality? Um, something awesome and healthy?
"I guess you should turn your energy and call it a wreck. I can't imagine such a magnificent character being stuck in a tower for four hundred years. She... didn't even meet Shaura, which means she would have been in that two-storey room the whole time. It's very hard to believe. My casual impression, but he'll be out in three days."
"Ah."
Subaru leaked a combined voice of convincing and giving up on Echidna's opinion, who shrugged his shoulders.
Emilia and the others also look at each other and recall the restless attitude of Reid. They are also satisfied with the credibility of Echidna's opinion.
Seeing them, Echidna pointed her light onion gaze at Julius.
"And I'm under the impression, can Julius be convinced?
"Convinced, I have to. Indeed, given the actual impression of Reid Astrea, it is not a figure that makes it a good idea to stay in one place for a long time. Should we think that the reason why we can't do that is because he is still tied to the 'exam' of the tower and the present..."
"The tower and the existence are attached,"
Listening to the conversation between Echidna and Julius, I am reminded of the end of the last loop.
Reid walked freely around the mayhem tower until he went outside. He went down from two to four layers without any hesitation, and even smashed the back of Subaru's head.
Subaru didn't look very much like that one was tied to freedom.
In fact, if not for the last heartbreak, he must have popped cheerfully out of the tower with his legs intact. - He didn't do it.
"-? What is it? Something for me?
"No..."
"Phew. I think you have eyes, nose, ears and mouth on my face, too, even there abnormality?
"Oh, I missed the selection because unlike Emilia's, she's not cute. Whatever..."
The story was too uneven from the point of view, Subaru took his gaze off Julius.
And again, back to the first 'Reid's Book' thing.
"Well, that's the first story where that Reid came together in the opinion that he's a healthy dead man. Tygeta has the Book of the Dead, no doubt about it, right?
"That's the perception so far. The memories of the dead flow into the human head that I've read… that's where Barus and Julius confirm it. Hate, I think I've lost my memory."
"I'm sorry, don't hold it in your roots. - So, that's the focus of this story."
Ringing his fingers, Subaru points its tip at the ram. That trick was unpleasant, he twisted his pointing finger to the ram and said, "Guh!" Subaru experienced pain.
Beside that exchange, Beatrice lowers her voice "Ah".
"I see, I guess so!
"Beatrice, did you find out what Subaru was trying to say?
"I got it. Well, I guess so. - That means using Reid's Book of the Dead as the ultimate book for attacking Reid."
"That."
Waving his winged fingers, Subaru affirms Beatrice with a bad face.
When I heard that explanation, Emilia also curled her purple blue eyes and murmured "Sooka".
- The attack of the dead themselves, using the Book of the Dead.
Early stories, "The Book of the Dead" is a record of the person's lifetime, while at the same time it can also be described as an "offensive book" that clearly records how the person died.
And let Subaru, the veteran player of 'Death', who has already died four times, say - the cause of death is not something that can be easily avoided.
"So if you read The Book of the Dead, you'll know the cause of his death. This is a fine tactic. Maybe the Book of the Dead is for that to go a long way, huh?
"That was... a blind spot. But if you ask me, sure. So much so that we are deliberately placing the dead as examiners. Aim is not strange even if it was there."
"No, you don't really have to take it that far..."
Subaru laughs bitterly at Echidna, who rounds her eyes and shows more inspiration than she expects.
Nevertheless, it is certainly not a difficult place to find this as a tactic or to define it as a way out, just in situations where it does not materialize that way.
"There's just one thing I can say with certainty... I don't remember right now, not me, I remember, but I think I tried this tactic."
"… is that satisfactory? There's no way Subaru's gonna try this."
"Not the right way, the wrong way. That's what Balls is going to do. I'm convinced of the rum."
"Mm-hmm. These cheats, Subaru are really good at it."
"I don't want to hear cheats..."
"-!"
When I scratched my cheek at the unmistakable assessment of "Natsuki Subaru," Emilia suddenly sparkled her eyes. Subaru is surprised by the reaction, but Emilia quickly snapped her own cheeks with her fingers.
"Ugh, you shouldn't. The hardest part is Subaru. If I don't hold on..."
"Dear Emilia, I know how you feel, but your cheeks turn red"
I suddenly take Emilia's hand, which made me jerk myself out, and Ram is watching out for the deed.
Every now and again from earlier, there are hypersensitive reactions from Emilia and Beatrice, but there are probably remnants of 'Natsuki Subaru' that they feel around there.
Honestly, I'm sorry. Quick, I want to give Emilia and the others back Natsuki Subaru.
All in all, as Emilia and the others' impressions were, it is quite possible that Subaru will reach a tactic using The Book of the Dead until yesterday.
And when I heard Subaru's thoughts like that, and Mary put her hand on her mouth, "Ah,"
"... With that said, I saw your brother spreading a lot of books in" Tygeta "last night wow. I wonder if that's what happened."
"Subaru was in 'Tigeta' last night? Hmmm......"
"By the way, you didn't see what book I wanted to read?
"Uh... I don't know that far. Wow. Sorry, Aye."
Mary lays down her eyes as she is put on Shaura's lap and stroked her head around.
Waving to her like that, "Never mind," Subaru also cautiously referred to the memory of "I", which was not his, and drew the same conclusion.
Even to the point where Subaru was spreading more than one book in the memory of Mary, confirmed in The Book of the Dead, I did not see any further details from there.
For that reason, disappointment is not great when it was a hopeless question. However, by the time I was in the "Tygeta" library, I'm pretty sure there was some sort of anomaly in "Natsuki Subaru".
Before spreading the book, or a little later -,
"Or does the very act have something to do with losing your memory?
"Was it spreading a lot, or what?... No way, reading The Book of the Dead, which exceeds the tolerances, overflowed with places to keep your memories, what are we talking about?
"I'd like to think not, but I can't say enough about it. Whatever, amnesia!
Julius and Echidna sighed simultaneously at Subaru, who stretched his chest and pointed at himself.
It has also been about the board to reopen amnesia quite a bit, but Svalbard doesn't really suspect that there is a cause in the book for his memory soaking up either.
So even if I found Reid's Book of the Dead, I wanted to avoid letting someone else read it.
If you're going to read it, once the memory disappears, and once again the Subaru has less impact - no, now there are too many memories of Subaru having trouble disappearing as well.
――――
What happened in the last loop, what happened in the previous loop.
Plus, there's what I've decided on my mind around here, my promise to Ram, and my vows to Mary.
What, it's so full of arms that you've just repeated four times for just a few days and you should not forget it already?
So, memory is honorable and hard to let go of. - Don't forget.
"Subaru?"
"Oh, uh, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine. Uh, oh hon."
Emilia spoke on the silent side and Subaru rushed to calm down.
Then I cough up, and I look at everyone's face,
"That's why I suggest we head to 'Tygeta'. Heroes of the past and legends are the ones in positions whose feats will be told to future generations. Instead, there will remain failures and weaknesses, so let me be honest with you because I think it's a famous tax."
"I'm confident I'll tell you what I've been hearing."
"Hehe, I didn't think this tactic would give me a chance to use it in real life. Once you know their true names, you can also identify the cause of death and treasure gear. Coming up, contemporary knowledge cheats......!
"Real name?"
"I wonder what the treasure is..."
Emilia and Beatrice lean their necks at the same time to Subaru's words, which strongly cemented their fists.
I won't go into detail there because it's a Yotai story, but there's no doubt that Reid Astrea was famous enough in this world to be famous for his history.
"I mean, his defeat is famous taxes... isn't this novel as a weakness?
"- I see what Balth is after. I was also convinced. Not without anxiety, though."
"Is it well worth a try? Oh man. Don't get weird just thinking about how hard it is to find one of those huge amounts of books for a purpose."
Listening to Subaru's light mouth, rams and echidnas raise their hips. They followed them, as did Emilia, Beatrice, Mary and Shaura.
All right, and Subaru also gets up with a knock on his knees, then sees Julius getting late.
"What's up? You disagree?
"... no, there's no other way to open it. Admit that it is valid, including your proposal."
"But you have something to think about?
"-. This would be my own problem. I hope you don't mind."
Loosely he shook his neck to the side, and Julius stood up on the spot all the time.
Don't worry, it's impossible to really care when people say it, so as a Subaru, I care more than just...
"Once, put it down. - By the way, apart from The Book of the Dead, how famous are you about Reid? Sounds pretty nasty though."
"Sounds like you had such intense memories. The memory seems to have fallen apart.... Reid Astrea is one of the three Yingjie who defeated the" witch "that existed in the past."
"'Sage' Shaura, 'Divine Dragon' Volcanica and then 'Sword Saint' Reid..."
"Ah, not" Sage "is about your teacher, sss."
"Your reasoning tells me I'm hundreds of years old too. What the hell? You're spending too much tumultuous time getting out of the convenience store and waking up this morning..."
Aside from talking half the way through Shaura's words and deeds, listen with about 10% salt plums, and Subaru digs deep into the legend of Reid, which is told as its Sanyingjie.
It is Julius and the rest of Emilia's gaze on the subject.
When Julius received that gaze, he touched his forehead with his finger,
"Indeed, there is no leisure time to list the legends that Reid Astrea has left everywhere. In famous terms...... the battle that slashed a hundred dragons or the six thousand undefeated fights recorded in the Arena of Swordman Lonely Island. There are also variations, such as being called the god and winning over drinking."
"It all sounded like an idiot, but after seeing the person..."
"No exaggeration, I feel. Knowing its strength, he is indisputable... no"
――
"To my knowledge, much of the anecdote about him is all about that out-of-standard feat. its humanity or a record of human failures and defeats, I don't remember those things"
With his forehead paid with his fingers, Julius closed the scene of knowledge disclosure that way.
After listening to that story, Subaru shudders just a little at the fact that there is no record of defeat. I hope I just don't have any left, but I guess I've never lost.
Subaru shudders when it's a lifelong undefeated, sufficiently likely story.
"And you got it."
In a paragraph of the conversation, you arrive just in a room with a staircase leading to 'Tigeta'.
If you keep going up there, the library filled with the Book of the Dead, the three layers of "Tygeta," will welcome the Subaru -
"- Ram, will you take the lead for a bit of everyone? I need to talk to Julius for a second."
"With Julius?
I stopped my leg and Lamb frowned at Subaru for offering to do so.
The same is true of Julius who is surprised by the word, but for one thing he says nothing about whether he has any objections. In such a way Ram narrowed his thin red eyes, peeking into Subaru's black eyes, he exhaled.
with a sigh, or a breath like a sign of giving up,
"Don't take too long. When you come up, if the Rams' memories are falling out just like Balth's, you won't be able to clean them up."
"Don't be scared. It's a sight to see if the lamb that I've lost track of makes it look sober and sophisticated..."
"Lamb is not going to forget anything any more"
"... right. Weird book, please stay away from me if you find it."
With that said, the lamb, shrugging his shoulders, leads the way up the stairs.
For one thing, you probably shouldn't worry about misjudging her if you leave it to her. Trust in that sense places the highest regard on rum as being among this member.
From that point of view...
"Be a lady, Mary. Emilia and I need you to hold hands."
"That's awesome. Wow. You don't have to be treated like such a troublemaker. Hey. Mostly, my naked sister grabbed me by the hand, and I didn't catch her, but I felt like I was caught."
Bhu, swelling her cheeks, took her right hand to Shaura and Mary, who was held by Emilia with her left hand, to "Tygeta". As Beatrice continued on its back, Echidna at the rear gently put her foot on the stairs and looked back.
"Natsuki-kun"
"Yeah?"
"Please be gentle."
Echidna, who left behind, went up the stairs.
Dropping off that back, Subaru scratches his head. He told Echidna somehow that Subaru might have foreseen why he left Julius on this occasion.
And so, when the women were gone from the spot just like that, only Subaru and Julius would be left in front of the stairs,
"So, what's the story? I mean on purpose, keep Emilia and the others away. Even if you think that's about it?
"I don't know...... well, you do. I guess."
"That's an unclear tone of voice."
"It's a tough deal to clarify, this is it."
With the stairs on his back, Subaru, facing Julius, scratches his dark hair with gasp.
I stopped Julius on this occasion because I had to make sure of a few things. That's also confirmation of the part hooked up in the conversation earlier -
――――
"Subaru?"
"Wait, I'm sort of sorting out my head right now"
Relax the thread of the problem more easily tangled than you thought, Subaru conceives.
I asked Emilia and the others to search the book and stop Julius. That, naturally, does not brace itself from the fact that its greatest focus is' Laid Astrea '.
At the same time, it's the last loop, the act of that mayhem, that passes behind Subaru's brain.
- A ride with Julius, chosen by Reid, who gained his freedom, as the last remnant of his heart.
In a situation where a large number of people got in the way, that was exactly the occasion to say a single hit. But the difference in strength was probably absolute with some mental problems.
Besides, from what I've heard, Julius has already fought Reid and suffered defeat once. In that situation, it should be noted that Reid had some obsession with Julius.
I don't think that's where Julius was, and that's the key to deciphering Reid. - But how should I tell you that?
"Uh, what do you think of Reid? Like it?"
"-. What does that question mean?"
"No, I was just trying to loosen up some hard air. Fate is just a few more different ways of saying it. - The way you put it, are you willing to beat Reid?"
"-"
Close one eye and Julius opens his yellow eyes to Subaru who said so. Subaru took a short breath when he saw the intense upset shaking its eyes.
Again, there is a part of it that I feel. But wait at the same time, but there is.
"I'll leave you unconscious... but you can't even freak out. It'll be a situation. I hear losing habits is hard to get out of."
"Subaru, are you..."
"No evil. The truth is, I think I should take as long as I can to rebuild your snagged heart. I think we don't have that time. You know what I mean?"
――――
Upon Subaru's inquiry, Julius stiffens his cheeks and fills his breath.
Subaru and Julius have a different idea of what 'no time' means, but he still has a similar sense of impatience.
And I'm sure Subaru couldn't do it until yesterday. This, scratched, caring for a man who doesn't notice the agony of his own heart, something he couldn't say.
Maybe Natsuki Subaru will do what Natsuki Subaru couldn't.
Believe it will now be a definite blow to crack this blocked situation -,
"Let's get this straight, Julius. Why? Because I'm invincible now."
"Invincible, that's... that's pretty big."
"I can step out a lot because I have no clue. You look at my face, you look at Echidona's face, you listen to Reid, you can't see it shrinking. I'm not talking about someone else because of my dragging nature, but I'm gonna keep my eyes open and be clear about that."
- Let's hear it.
Breathtaking, Julius stares at Subaru, who has made his residence right.
Under that straightforward gaze, Subaru continued.
"That's it, this is this"
"- Yes."
In grandeur, to Subaru, who said so, Julius looked dismayed.
With such Julius in the front, Subaru spread his hands to the left and right,
"I know you look at me and it feels giddy. Until yesterday, I probably messed with you. What I did to you until yesterday doesn't disappear from this world, but it's gone from my head."
"Right. Exactly. But I..."
"Ask to the end. Because of that state of affairs, your relationship with me needs to be made from scratch again. At least that's what you have with me right now. Until yesterday, once I'm done."
――――
To a rather rambling argument, Julius can't come back swallowed by waves of agitation from earlier.
It's a terrible and forceful logic. I haven't been told a hundred percent of what I'm trying to say.
In fact, it is true that Subaru's previous achievements in "Natsuki Subaru" - its influence on Emilia, Beatrice and Julius, and the help of such things.
But now I borrow only the good part of those influences, and the bad part gets nasty.
Because...
"You're the strongest of our parties. So you're the one who's going to be dealing with Reid. Even if we find a good strategy book, we'll leave the battle to you."
Whether it's Reid's obsession or his idea of an enemy wanting a ride with Julius.
But Subaru is not going to give up here. Even if Emilia skips what she's already won out of, she won't be able to let anyone in Ram or Chaura, Echidna or Mary, Beatrice, and Subaru give that scene away.
"I know what it's like to freak out. I also know I'm confused. I apologize that I wasn't really there until yesterday. - Include it all, switch it, fight it."
"... I've already lost to him twice"
"I know. But next time you win."
――――
I lost more often than I know.
But at this point, it doesn't matter anymore, it's the extra part.
"If you don't win, the calculation goes crazy. In my head, I've been thinking about all kinds of matchups, but before the girls have to work hard, it's a knight's name break if we don't work hard."
"- A broken name. To me now, a broken name of a knight,"
Julius lays her eyes down and squeals low at Subaru, who sticks out her fist all the time.
By reason of being surprised, bewildered, hurt, beaten, and finally brutally grabbed by the chest barn, Julius flirts with Subaru's words.
It makes that elegant expression change dramatically more than Subaru had the impression of him-
"As Mrs Lamb said, I'm starting to wonder if you're really losing your memory. Or aren't you pretending like you don't have any memories like this to stop me from being afraid to throw away your sword and run away, etc?
"Until you cloud Emilia's smile? Asshole, you don't imitate such a roundabout! By and large, you don't have to do that. You don't let go of your sword, you fight for everyone."
"It's... contradictory. You're trying to squeeze my fearful heart right now."
"You're not. I'm not. It's not courage you lack. Courage is stuck right here. - What's missing is winning. I'm losing."
One step, poking Julius in the chest with a fist protruded by Subaru stuffed with distance.
With those words and fists, Julius breathed.
――――
Subaru's, there are no lies in the current language.
That's what Julius said to Subaru without letting go of his sword and without turning his back on despair, while in a state of absolute desperation: the previous loop, the Warcraft and Reid.
All you have to do is give me that back, and I'll take anything but "I'll take care of this place".
Julius did say that under the circumstances.
- Tell him to leave Reid Astrea to himself.
And that was the last time I saw him say it all.
So...
"... I didn't see the settlement. I don't even remember until yesterday. So, I don't know once where you lost to Reid."
Julius, Julius Euclius, has not lost.
In front of Natsuki Subaru, for once, this knight, man, has never lost.
So, Natsuki Subaru, no matter what anyone says, does not give way to the settlement.
When Julius Euclius defeats Reid Astrea, he keeps hoping.
"I'll leave Reid Astrea to you. Um, you take down the most troublesome enemy. Instead I... reach out to everything else, my way again"
――――
"Don't you hear me, Julius? Meet Dachi's expectations."
Just like depositing your expectations, now strike your hopes forcefully.
Subaru's fist slapped Julius in the chest again.
In that one shot, Julius touched his chest.
Then with his hands on his chest, he lowers back and exhales for a long time.
Long and long, deep and deep, exhale,
"... how can you expect that from me when I lost my memory until yesterday?
"It's... it's an image. Impressions, feelings I saw. It's a comprehensive art of looks, talking, tricks, things, clothes, eating, walking."
Untouched by the last, loop event, Subaru grabbed his own chest and replied painfully.
Without trying, Subaru and Julius, both face each other with their hands on each other's chests. As it was, Julius slowly broke his hips, correcting his spine with his hands on his chest.
As if the knight of the story would do so, in a beautiful, natural manner.
"Impressions, huh?"
"Oh, yeah. The way you look. Everything about you makes me expect that."
"Right.... That's what I made you think."
With his head down, Julius's voice changed.
Until then, it seems to me that Julius's voice color, which made him feel somewhere difficult to touch, returned only slightly but with strength, softness dwelling and warmth sprouting.
Julius lifted his head and turned forward, giving Subaru those impressions.
And -,
"Forgotten by the world, even by you, the only one I remembered, I could not ascertain the presence of the Lord, and it had become vague as to where I myself was. But even in that state - not everything I've ever cultivated has been lost. Yes, you do."
"It wasn't all that smart together, but the nuances are"
Julius receives Subaru's awkward, incongruous words as clever and sophisticated forms.
Subaru just thought that he wouldn't tell you a hundred percent of what he wanted to tell you. But the recipient chose something close to that hundred percent, and felt so.
"I think it was something, a conceptual story, or just psychology, but it was a big atmosphere of mental problems, so was it fitting?
"Huh. Why are you so weak there? Wasn't it supposed to have been invincible?
"No, even Mario, who took the star, will die if he falls into the hole..."
Doesn't make sense. Even though Julius frowned on the story, no further pursuit.
Around there, in my relationship with 'Natsuki Subaru' until yesterday, it seems like meaningless light mouths are tied up with perceptions that are limited to listening, what a strange mood.
Whatever -,
"Have you been a little positive?
"Well, I don't know. Ultimately, your words lack specificity. There are many spiritual theories, and many events that have happened to me have not dramatically changed."
"You..."
"Just"
So he cut the words, and Julius narrowed his eyes staring at Subaru.
And when you loosen your lips all the time,
- That's it. This is it.
And, in words that didn't seem to be the case, it was the end of that exchange.