Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- That's it, this is this.

Discussions settled in those ways, and Subaru and Julius shared a strange feeling.

Honestly, I'm not sure I've leaned on Julius' complicated mood. A better word, the perfect way to do it, makes me think that there was a beautiful way to treat you.

That's what 'it, this is this' is not an abusive conclusion, but a more sophisticated language, a way to be able to override irrational reality.

"But it seems to be you. For better or worse,"

"... I see. I don't know how much I was dabbling with you until yesterday, but it's about my identity now."

"Speaking of self-establishment, a while back I was a lot shaken up, too. Shall I advise you as the first to taste the same predicament? - That's it, that's it."

"Don't make me laugh!

Subaru barks at Julius, who laughs lightly and sneers at the last minute conversation. Julius shrugged his shoulders at the objection and looks relaxed.

I see, seriously, he managed to rebuild his mood a little bit. The thrower was an immature and awkward word, but something like the recipient was competent and helped?

Either way, when the two of you are in such a way...

"- Master, are you finished?"

"Oh? Shaura?

Behind you, Chaura peeks into your face from the top of the stairs to the third floor and calls out to you.

Peeping downstairs, she looks at this one with her busty chest pressed against the floor as she hangs three black braids from her shoulders down.

"Why are you so modest? You, were you such a character?

"Well, when your teacher talks to someone alone, it's a lot to talk about, isn't it? So, I was told a long time ago to stay away because the atmosphere breaks when I'm around, so I'm protecting you. You forgot the ss... and, Master, I forgot all about the ss!

"Poking certainty and atmosphere breaking, hey..."

Subaru frowned in surprise at Shaura's words, who laughed openly. Leaving room for that Subaru reaction, Shaura jumps "oops" down the stairs in a breath.

Chaura jumps over more than twenty stairs and descends to the floor without sound. She rushes over to the side of Squirrel and Subaru, holding that arm in her own chest.

"I've told you many times, stop doing this. Emilia misunderstands me."

"Huh. Master Emilia?

"Heh, no. I think it's a bit possible. Even if you can't stop looking for a needle that fell in the desert, it's probably zero."

Saying, Subaru forcefully untied Shaura's arm. to that attitude, "Ahem," said Shaura, swelling her cheeks in dissatisfaction,

"Don't be a teacher, sss. I'm starving for warmth. What a treat."

"If you're hungry for warmth, stick with Mary or Beatrice. They both have high temperatures because they're children... Beatrice, you're four hundred years old and you're a lot warmer"

In light of the shocking facts just discovered and those already confirmed over and over again in his embrace, Subaru shook at Beatrice's high level of toddler power.

Conclusion, no matter how many years you live, your toddler is your toddler.

"Hmm. I wouldn't even give a blame report to such a thin teacher, sss. My goddaughter Strikes. Managers listen to the workers - Shh."

"Oh, already, okay, okay. I will do a positive good job of improving treatment, so let me hear the report. What happened to you?

"I really doubt you'll do any good for me, Sz. But, uh, I'm an honest, cute goddaughter. Why do you answer that, sss! - I found Reid's book."

"... what?

Perfectly, I let three knits and a jump on my shoulder, and Shaura smiled and said so.

To the abruptness of the word, Subaru rounds his eyes. Julius, similarly, looked out.

"Ms Shawla, now, what?

"I said - kara, I found Reid's book, sss. I think you should bake a book with that scumbag's name on it. So is your master, isn't he?

"Ha, ha..."

"Ha? Master, are you laughing?

Shaura breaks her hips and peeks into Subaru from below. With that pure of hers, she stared back at her black-eyed eyes, which contained nothing, and Subaru opened her mouth.

Yell.

"- Say it quickly!!

"Ah! Subaru, look! I found Reid's book!

And when I noticed Subaru sneaking a peek at his face from the stairs, a painfully broken face Emilia said so with the sound of a silver bell.

What she's happy to show with her hands is the thick book that Ram holds. Apparently, that's Reid's Book of the Dead. Much, much quicker to find.

As far as I can see, a vast library of stored books - I don't know when it's been around, but if this records all the dead in this world, it doesn't feel like a metaphor, the collection feels like there are as many stars.

"From that, you've often seen books of purpose. I'm Julius' counselor... therapy? Aromatherapy? While you're doing that."

"Kansai Ringu...? Ha, I don't know, hehe, that's amazing. But I'm not the one who found it."

Tell Emilia, who stretches her chest, that her accomplishments are not her own.

You'll soon find out what that means by her actions that follow. Emilia gently pushes out the dark-blue-haired girl holding onto her hips,

"It was Mary who found me. It's a trick, isn't it?

"I don't want to ask you how you handled it... leave it alone, did Mary find it for me! That's definitely a big deal! You did a great job."

and praise Emilia for her words and Subaru for her unexpected merit.

Mary, who had turned her arms around Emilia's thin hips and had her head stroked by her, shyly turned away from the words of that Subaru,

"Beh, nothing. It was just a book in my eye, so I just happened to say hi. I just found it a little early and I don't think it's a big deal wow"

"You idiot. You can be proud of what you've done. That's great, Mary. You just put the negative back to zero for trying to poke me!

"It's so easy to get it back!?

I peel my eyes and marvel, Mary, and Subaru caresses my head. "My hair's messing up. Wow!" I was disapproved of Mary, but Subaru loosened his cheeks.

"That's okay. It was an attempt, and let's just say I made it up to you with a big handle."

――――

"So, it's Reid's book... no one's seen it yet, right?

To Subaru, who laughed, Mary said something, but spoke.

With such a merry hesitation at the edge of his sight, Subaru turns first to the book where the topic was discovered.

One book that Ram holds - a print painted on the back cover, that's a letter that Subaru can't read.

Just at first glance, there's no different feeling of feeling Reid from the book itself.

"Doesn't that mean we're even singing to the book that recorded it, no matter how unorthodox we are?"

"It would have been easy to understand if the fitting had been pointless or if the title self-assertion had been intense. I'm so glad Mary found me for that."

"Look, look, Mary! I praise you for everything you've done to Ram! Um, the ram! This lamb! I knew you'd be happy...... ghhh"

"Shut up."

The flank is decided with a finger and Subaru is extinguished on the spot. Ram, who thus shut Subaru up, gently rocked the book in his arms,

"Something about balus. It would be tough if you accidentally imitated it sooner and lost your memory like a balus. So I didn't show it to anyone."

"It is not yet confirmed that my memory has fallen out because of the book..."

"Ha!"

My own unconvincing remarks were laughed off with my nose by Ram.

In fact, there is almost no possibility that amnesia and The Book of the Dead are irrelevant. Even if I could find the book of purpose, it was an inevitable flow to rub it with how to handle it.

"So I found the book safely. And then I wonder how to use it."

That, following the same stream of thought as Subaru, Beatrice cut it out so.

Taking her word for it, the tension over which the book paints the joy of being found presses everyone in the library. If you mistreat it, your memories can fly. That's no different than telling me to take a suspicious drug of unknown identity. Resistant and natural.

"Let's talk about some of the dangers that can be inferred"

"The dangers you can guess...... is that so, Echidna?

"Though only speculation from what happened and fragmented information"

That's what I say, echidna shrugging her shoulders lifting her hand.

In her hand, when she stood her index finger,

"Firstly, the danger of the Book of the Dead...... it is easy to understand and, as Natsuki-kun's current situation shows, it could eliminate one's own memory. Apparently, talking about Natsuki-kun, spilling memories are fragmented... in this case, is it more accurate to have fragmented memories?

The spilled amount and the amount that remains, the former is overwhelmingly more. Echidna's words are correct.

What slightly flaws me here, however, is that Subaru is using the loss of memory and residue for camouflage to hide the 'Back to Death' thing.

In fact, the first time he lost his memory in the true sense, Subaru wrote provisionally that he had lost all his memories - ever since he came to another world.

From this, it is better to assume that no palms and hearts can be added to the memory of disappearing. As yet, Svalbard's amnesia is a bad example just because he wasn't losing himself.

If you had lost not only your episodic memory, but even yourself.

Thinking about it, it's frightening.

- At the same time, such a question sprouts inside Subaru as to why, not in another world, the memory of the original world has not disappeared.

"It's the reason I lost my memory, but this is speculative too. First, the memory is lost as the price of reading The Book of the Dead. This is hard to think of once because of the difference between Natsuki-kun, who read the book, and Julius, who also read the book"

"... I don't really want to think about it, but it's possible I'm losing a little memory. If the amount of reading is proportional to the amount of memory lost, could that inference also be made?"

"I agree. In other words, what makes Subaru and I different is the difference in the number of books we read… will be consistent with what Miss Mary witnessed, Subaru did last night"

――――

Beatrice argues with Echidona's reasoning, and Julius affirms it.

While carefully picking up the conversation of the wise member, Subaru returned a convincing nod to the reasoning.

"I mean, do you think the amount of books you read has something to do with memory loss?

"I can think about that, too. If we affirm this reasoning, we should look through Reid's Book of the Dead, rather we have never read the Book of the Dead. I've already read that Natsuki-kun and Julius may be dangerous"

――――

There is a conflict between the opinion that an experienced person should read and the opinion that an inexperienced person should read.

Both ways of thinking make sense, and it's hard to think which is wrong. It's just that that's where I'm concerned...

"Well, I'm losing my memory once. What happens in my case? If the loss of memory condition is the accumulation of information in The Book of the Dead, am I being reset? They didn't?

"That's a liberal question. Again, I can't believe Balth missed his memory and had to give the same explanation... just thinking about it would be frightening."

"I'm freaking out, too, but the way I say it!

"Mmm... I'm so worried about that, too. I can forget everything about Subaru again. I hate it."

Emilia and Ram affirm Subaru's concerns from their respective directions.

As a matter of fact, I don't know, it's over. I don't know if a lot of people I've read disappear, or if fewer people are more dangerous.

I can't stand it, but Subaru also remembers reading Mary's Book of the Dead in the last loop. Does that count for one book I've read this time as well?

"... what? I thought maybe I could read it to the sinners. Aww."

"There's no way. You said something stupid, I blew it."

"It's abuse. Wow. It's worse to treat a prisoner than it was in your mansion."

Subaru scolds Mary for taking her gaze at herself and making a funny joke. Mary swelled her cheeks about it and grabbed Emilia and Shaura's hand and hid behind them.

What a cash thing, but kids can be cuter like that. Subaru looked back to Echidna, smiling bitterly at Mary's attitude.

"So, do you have any other ideas?

"Right. For one book, we can afford more inexperienced than Julius. Whether we read, Julius, the experienced, or Natsuki-kun, who may have overflowed once..."

"Awesome. Can I make a selfish statement? - I think I'm the best at reading."

"Subaru......"

Beatrice holds Subaru's hand when he says so in front of Echidna, who raises his candidacy. Anxiety, more in the eyes of a girl with a darker color of worry, Subaru winked.

"I'm not kidding. Subaru remembers himself…"

"No, of course, I don't want to lose my memory. But this decision is appropriate for risk management. Whatever you think, I'm the one who's unlikely to push everyone into danger as a result of losing their memory. I'm the weakest of them all."

No, I just want to say that there's nothing weaker than Mary, but it's a well-known fact that you can't beat any of the other faces.

It's easy to seize, and it's easy to deal with because you've already lost your memory once.

The problem is that Subaru also has accumulated memories that should not be lost.

So...

"I'm not trying to forget. But we're a team. We all need to take on some role for everyone."

――――

"When Julius fights, Echidona fights for the intellectuals, Rams for the poisonous tongue, Mary for the cute, Beatrice for the cute, Emilia for the beautiful girl heroine, and Shaura for the gravure scene, I should be in charge here."

"I don't know, I think there were too many useless positions..."

"That's right, Sz! Colour scenes matter when the scenes turn dark or something! Ah, and if it's for your master and your art, take it off, sss!

"No, if you take it off any more, I'll pull it off, so you don't have to work hard."

"I'm off the ladder, sss!

Members on this occasion know that that is the reassuring rhetoric of the Subaru stream. The first person to sigh at Subaru's words and actions is Beatrice, who holds hands.

She exhaled deeply and stared at Subaru with her eyes.

"If I get stubborn like this anymore, I wonder if Subaru will even move. That kind of thing doesn't change when you lose your memory. I don't know if I've ever felt comfortable with Mary."

"Hehe, but you like me like that, don't you? Illuminating."

"Don't get on with it!

Bishibashi and Beatrice, who turned red in the face, are slapped around the waist.

There's just no nuance of denial in her words. And that seems to be the same thing for all but Beatrice.

"If you forget your promise to Ram, you'll be ruined."

"Now what at the right time I was monologuing that sounds good!?

"I don't know if I can get a nanny."

Hmm, sniffles, and Ram pushes the book he was holding in his arms to Subaru.

Slightly, he tasted the feel of a heavy book in his arms, and Subaru grinned bitterly.

"Don't be impotent. Tell me, Subaru is going to be impotent.... I think it's really cheating. I'm always worried."

"All I can say is I'm sorry about that. But as worried as Emilia is about me, I'm worried about you too... what do you think? Do you mind?

"I'm glad Subaru thinks that way. So I'm awfully complicated. I will definitely come back... and if I promise, I won't promise you because I will break Subaru"

"Until yesterday, when you don't trust me, you're thrilled the other way around. What have you done?"

I shrugged my shoulders at Emilia's delightful words and Subaru said around me, "Hey?" I hear. Then, a face other than Shaura and Mary turned away.

Regardless of Beatrice and Lamb from the same faction, it seems Subaru's breaking promises permeate Julius and Echidna. Serious habitual offender.

Whatever -,

"I'll read it, so there's no objection, is there?

"... in the end, no inference leaves the realm of evil inference. If I could, I wanted to take the least dangerous option for everyone on this scene."

Echidna lowers her eyebrows with regret to Subaru, who lightly lifted the book.

I have no doubt that the words are true and that she tried to take them all into account. So Subaru can honestly tell her not to get sick.

"Well, for one thing, let's just say I'm gonna tease you. If my memories blow up, ice-cream them immediately and preach to them."

"Such a violent imitation, no one will stop..."

"I know. Because you're sweet."

Pompong and stroking Beatrice's worried head, Subaru pressed that wide forehead. Beatrice swells her cheeks in dissatisfaction and steps back.

As he gathered everyone's gaze, Subaru slowly lowered his back to the spot, scratching his horseshit and exhaling deeply.

- On my lap, I have Reid Astrea's Book of the Dead.

――――

Conscious, I feel a definite calamity in the book.

Mary's, I had a similar feeling when I tried to read her The Book of the Dead, but the intimidation I feel in this book outweighs it. After all, whose book did you take in your hands change the mood of the recipient as well? - What the hell kind of life are they reading?

And can Subaru's memory stand it?

――――

Hands on the cover of the book, Subaru turned to everyone watching over himself, only once.

Beatrice, Mary, Lamb, Echidona, Julius, and Shaura are watching.

And -,

"- Subaru"

"Then I'm coming. You can have dinner first, because you might be late."

"... idiot"

Such, dropped off by Emilia's smile, Subaru turned the cover of The Book of the Dead.

Moment after moment, the letters in the book rise and you are struck by the illusion of tapping information from your eyeballs into Subaru's brain. Thus, consciousness is taken into the book during the moment -,

- Consciousness, from library to darkness, was disconnected.

- The feeling when I read Mairi's The Book of the Dead is quite obscure.

The sight she has seen, of the life she has followed, the trajectory is quite clear.

But my memory while actually seeing the sight, in a tangible way, becomes one with the person in the title of The Book of the Dead, the feather of experiencing its subjective thoughts, scenes.

Quick story, the journey that follows the contents of The Book of the Dead is assimilation with the other person.

At that moment, Natsuki Subaru looked at the contents of the book as "Mairi Portruto".

That is why it is believed that at the edge of Subaru's consciousness was always to be accompanied, as' I ', by a strange sense of self-consciousness bearing the shadow of Mary.

If that is the effect of The Book of the Dead, what Subaru sees at this moment is Reid Astrea's life, which should be his subjective world in a difficult form of thought to understand.

What he thinks, what he likes, what he dislikes, what he loves, what he hates, what he exchanges.

I was supposed to be one with Reid Astrea's philosophy and be able to show off that life.

Therefore, Subaru immediately notices an anomaly.

- Now, where I am, it was clearly not that, Reid's past.

"... ah?

I was standing in a white, white place.

There is a vast, endless white space of falsehood around, Subaru doesn't know where he is, and he can twilight along the way.

Look at your hands. Look at your legs. Round his neck, he had both his torso and his hips.

I mean, there's Subaru's body. At that point, it is not engaged with the phenomenon that occurred in Mary's Book of the Dead. I was thrown into an unnatural situation that didn't match.

From what I've seen, Subaru's outfit is the same as when he decided to read The Book of the Dead.

Is it the result of the Subaru spirit's recognition of the 'status quo' as this figure, or else the will, the will of something like the Spirit of the Book, worked to recreate the Subaru of this figure?

I don't want to think that the moment I read the book, something happened to Subaru that took in every flesh -

"- Oh? If I were your brother, would I be here again?

"-"

Pfft, Subaru is not his own, make him jump his shoulder when he hears a third party voice.

The voice came from behind, Subaru accidentally jumped forward and turned forward, alerting him all the way back. To that subaru's episodic behavior, the person behind him is circling his eyes.

- You are.

With that opponent in his eyes, Subaru shrugged in dew of confusion and perplexity.

It's an encounter with someone completely unexpected, not even Subaru's imagination, a stranger.

Standing there was a girl Subaru had never seen.

She has long, really long stretched beautiful hair like thin, clear golden thread. It spreads over the white floor, filling the feet of a standing girl like a golden sea.

Large, round blue eyes and white hands and feet like clear ceramics. On the other hand, the body is wrapped with clothes that are disguised like a coarse thin cloth, undermining its beautiful impression.

――――

I've never seen it, it's a girl. It should be.

But Subaru narrows his eyes to the appearance of such a girl and rubs his lid rampantly with the back of his hand. It's like a trick to regain Xia's sight, but her appearance in sight remains the same.

Look again, a girl I don't know. - I felt a slight pain in my memory.

"A little calm, brother?

"This is... No, you are? Which way do I start?

"You're greedy, brother. But I don't hate it when you spit out your honest feelings about wanting to hear both. We love greedy people so sa"

With that said, the girl tore her lips to the side against the bewildered Subaru.

Yes, when I said it, it was a smile other than to describe it that way.

Girl who is thirteen or four years old and has a slightly younger impression nonetheless.

That neat look goes hand in hand, no doubt, even though she is a girl who looks good with a smile.

Subaru's eyes have her smile, disastrous and visible.

As if instinct had guessed that the girl's soul had scorned many lives.

So in front of the warring Subaru, she tells.

"This is the end of the lonely, white, soul. Odo Ragna rocking cage. - Corridor of Memory"

"Of memory, corridor......?

"Yes, yes, the corridor of memory. And -"

Subaru looks out for the unfamiliar word.

Satisfied with that Subaru reaction, the girl said,

I said, in the form of a girl, malicious, in disgust.

"- We are Louis Arneb, Bishop of Witchcraft's Great Crimes, in charge of 'bulimia'"

――――

"Anyway, again, for a short time, it's nice to meet you, brother"