Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- "Corridor of Memory" and "Louis Arneb".

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Yes, Subaru silences in front of Louis, the blonde girl who answered this question.

An unexpected white space, where you meet a girl you never expected. And I wonder if the girl will have an atmosphere where she talks a lot with a translator's face...

"... in the first place, witchcraft, 'bulimia', taizaishikyo"

"Aha."

Arm together, Louis puts his hand on his mouth and breaks his face to Subaru's words with his neck tilted.

Cut only at that moment, the location is likely to be one of famous paintings, such as a girl nestled in a fantastic White Asian sight, but Subaru's instincts are loud and loose from earlier.

The survival instinct of Subaru, which is unlikely to be of much use as a result of growing up in peaceful modern Japan. It goes without saying the heterogeneous presence of this girl because that makes so much noise.

And since this is the result of an unexpected situation, there is no choice but to do so in half - it seems that Subaru does not have enough knowledge of the existence of this translational face.

Now, witchcraft is the Bishop of the Great Crimes, whatever it takes to make it a corridor of memories. Maybe it's common knowledge in this world, but there's no such combination of common sense in Raw Hate and Subaru.

Hence, it is difficult to throw developmental questions -

"- Witchcraft is an early story, a gathering of haters in this world."

"Oh?"

"Didn't your brother hear about the name 'Jealous Witch', too? Witchcraft is deeply connected to the witch... well, you can think of her as a believer."

"... So, just now, you mean Bishop of the Great Crimes"

It has a strong atmosphere of conflicting things as a combination of great sins and bishops, but the sensible name of Subaru is twisted.

Anyway, if you ask me that, in one shot,

"I know it's a bad guy's name."

"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no."

Louis holds his thin body in Subaru's gaze as he shakes his head aside reluctantly. However, there is no way the grin disappears from its mouth, and the only thing it refuses to do is shape.

It's a girl with no real heart. - No, it's vague. Should I say I don't have a grasp?

"In those words, don't jerk off the girl you want, brother. We're gonna get scratched, aren't we? Because you are the owner of a heart that is twice as delicate and scratchy as a person Sa"

"You're not convincing. And is that one person meant to be characterised? Or is it a cool appeal like a solo army? It's just us. It's not stable."

"Ahhh... you don't have to worry about it. Hey, there's too much ego, I'm just fluffy about which one's going to be the subject. I'm tired of you, Sa."

Saying, Louis turned his gaze lightly down, and continued with the words, "But,"

"You have no choice, do you? It's a gift from your brother and brother, and if you don't get it right, you're disqualified as a sister. We need to help each other because we're brothers and sisters. Sa"

"... That's a pretty sister with a brother in mind. I envy you because I'm your only child."

"Really? Maybe your brother has a brother or a sister by now, huh?

"Will you not say something scary!? I don't want to imagine!?

Nevertheless, my parents are a good couple, so I'm not kidding about that.

If that parent, with Subaru gone, they'll have the next child. - No, it can't be.

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If Subaru is gone, it's Subaru's parents who keep looking until they find him.

What did my mother think of my son, who didn't even say hello when she left? How would my father feel when he heard the story?

Please, I think Subaru's interracial summons was a reincarnation.

If it's enough to give parents a taste of the pain of continuing to search for their missing son, I want you to tell me that Subaru is dead and has come to another world. That's much easier. All the time, there's salvation.

So...

- I get it, brother.

"- Huh! Don't be ridiculous!

Grabbing his hair to fill the floor with both hands, he exasperates to Louis, who peeks Subaru in from the bottom.

I wasn't talking about my current anxiety. I just saw the dark look on his face and he just told me to figure out Subaru's mood.

That was terribly angry, and Subaru yelled at Louis, turning his back.

"You know what I mean! I don't know what to say..."

"- You're sorry about your father and your mother, aren't you? I regret not being able to say a single goodbye to you, what an unfaithful son you are. Yeah, I've always had regrets. Not now, not ever, huh?

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Yes, I get it. Louis softly embraces Subaru's back as he continues to make his understandable remarks.

Small, light body. Subaru stuffed his breath and stiffened himself.

To be leaned against by a girl, not. The content of the girl's words, in itself.

That understandable statement, but no doubt, referred to one end of Subaru's mind.

"How do you know? You know what I mean. Because there's not a single human being who knows more about your brother than us or us."

"-Don 't touch it!

"Amen."

Louis points his lips at Subaru, who shakes off his arms and roughs his breath and takes his distance.

What the hell? Are the inexperienced women of this world not hesitant to take a skinship against a man? It's too tame.

Together, I'm afraid I'm going to entrust my weak mind to that temperature.

"You, what the hell! What are you trying to say!

"We just want your brother to feel safe. It's okay, it's okay. Honey, I've set a line between my feelings for your father and your mother. I intend to face it, even if it may be unilateral. He said he was refreshed. Apparently."

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As he shrugged, Louis stood his right-hand nail on his left arm. With disappointment, momentum enough to make it painful to watch, she began to hurt those thin, white arms.

To Subaru frowning at the deed, Louis showed a slightly red, long tongue,

"On the surface, it's perfectly healthy. You don't even seem to have it in your heart. You're good, brother. You're sad you're good, brother."

Terrible, Subaru bent his lips to a statement that scratched the inside of his chest.

If we shouldn't be dating any more, we follow the instinctive alarm that makes a difference in the way it rings.

"I'm not sure what you're trying to say. I don't know, but it's gonna scratch, so don't. So, it's a catch ball for conversation. No fastballs. Let's worry about a ball of mountains."

"To each other?

"To each other. Yes, for example… let's continue with the Bishop of the Great Crimes just now"

I didn't want Louis to be put on track any more, and Subaru moved the topic back one time.

If Taizaishikyo is known as the Bishop of the Great Crimes, he knows the relevance of the word 'bulimia' to the great crimes.

"If you're a 'bulimic', why don't you have six more similarities?

"If I included your brother and even your brother, would that be just six? Yeah, but I've lost two recently, so maybe four now. I wish those two had just died."

"... At that rate, fellowship seems low"

"Of course you do. I call myself the Bishop of the Great Crimes, but what a bunch of haters we are in the world anyway. I'm just calling it different, and I'm with The Witch."

That said, Louis kneels down on the spot. Then it sinks itself into long golden thread hair, what a strange atmosphere.

Subaru scratched her head and lowered her back in a position where she wouldn't step on her hair and said, "Witch?," he tilted his neck.

"With a witch, they say it's not right to do it. With a witch?

"Exactly, 'Jealous Witch' doesn't want us to be together because it's worse in nature than we are, Sa. The others are together. Both the 'witch' and the Bishop of the Great Crimes are the same thing just because they call it different. Because bastards who fit the witch factor are just being called differently in times and positions."

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"Well, your brother now forgets about 'witches', the Bishop of the Great Crimes, and us, and maybe either, Sa. I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, but I know, I just want to know..."

"Ugh."

"Amen."

Gdagda and Subaru put his hand on his chin, stopping the words from striking him like a wave.

Somehow, but I also feel that they are listening to important stories. There's not a single pin in Subaru, but we're not going to have to go back under the Emilias without any gain.

However, Subaru's idea here is not justified by the presence or absence of such a procedure.

Subaru's idea here was no longer inevitable discomfort with Louis' answer so far - no, it was a feeling that should be known.

For that reason, if there's anything you can think of...

"Are you a god?

"What's a god system... Oh, is this it? Something like a different world reincarnation? I don't know, but it's got nothing to do with us. Sure, it could be a weird place."

Dull and shuddered, Louis turned around on the spot with his blonde hair laying on his ass, showing the white world with fluffy hair with nothing.

"This is the place, as you can see. It's a place that goes away for Nan too, so a place where there's nothing. You look like the patron saint here because you're all alone in a place like that."

"Odo Ragna's rocking cage, is it? I don't know one thing from head to ass, including the name Corridor of Memory."

"Mm, mm-hmm, yeah. … Quick story, this is where souls are filtered."

"Filter your soul?

To an unfamiliar expression, Subaru puts a question mark to his mind.

Filtering, which means the same thing as filtering, but I don't hear much about using it against my soul.

It's just that Louis was happy to pull his own knee and say, "Yeah, yeah,"

"I used the rag once, when I washed it and dried it, I would use it again, right? My soul is a fool, too. Remove sticky dirt and reuse it in clean condition again"

"That, clingy dirt... do you mean memories, experiences?

"If that's easier to understand, wouldn't that be okay? Whatever your brother wants."

Beh, he crooked his cheeks at Louis, with his tongue out, and Subaru circled his neck around him.

As always, in the white space - the corridor of memory, something novel does not exist. In an endless white world, there is no palpable physical evidence like Louis told us.

If this is where Louis said it would be, could there be human souls floating or filtered memories and experiences being visualized in some way?

"It's not that easy to understand, sa"

"That Odo Ragna is a lot mean to you."

"God is no great substitute, that kind of thing. That doesn't have such a splendid idea or anything. Just how it works sa. It's a way to keep the world from ruining itself."

"How it works…"

"No witch factor, no protection, no 'sword saint', no 'witch', it's all in my eyes, sa. If there's anything good about Odo Ragna, it's just equal, fair and indifferent."

He narrows his eyes boringly, and Louis pinches his own face between his drawn knees. With her cheeks crooked with a white knee kid on her side, Subaru exhaled small.

So far, she's a much more honest girl to talk to. Probably not even lying about it. That's why Subaru exhaled.

Spit, suck, spit again, then, look at her.

And I inquired.

"- Mine, you're the one who took my memory until yesterday?

"Am I right?

The lousy man answered Subaru's query without hesitation.

――――

The inquiry was lightly affirmed and Subaru closed his eyes.

Denial, I didn't feel like much. That's not the kind of arrangement that I felt I'd been able to detect, with only a small amount of time.

Louis knew too much. She was deep and knew too much about Subaru's mood.

That's what Louis Arneb was familiar with about 'Natsuki Subaru', including even what he doesn't know in Natsuki Subaru today.

That is not the kind of rare observational eye that can be deluded by words, which is why Subaru asked honestly and obtained its affirmation.

Wonder, it's not anger that springs up in your chest, it's convincing.

I mean -,

"- Yesterday I did the same thing."

"Technically, I came a little different. But, well, the purpose was the same. The results were just slightly different. But that's amazing. That's nice. How many times have you been here?

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"Hey, answer me, brother. We gave you an answer. - How many times have you been my brother since we ate you?

Chills rushed up Subaru's spine to ask that Louis question.

Her eyes, inquiry, are clearly the way of knowing the certainty of 'Back to Death'.

No, naturally. Naturally.

If she took away the memory of 'Natsuki Subaru', then there is no wonder that she knows' Back to Death 'if she is free to view that memory.

"Back to Death" is not the only power that Svalbard, who lost his memory, will undoubtedly be the power that "Natsuki Svalbard" had before he lost his memory.

I'm sure 'Natsuki Subaru' has used this power to overcome many difficulties. The result is a testament to the trust of Emilia and Beatrice and their colleagues, in other words, Cheat-Zulu.

I'm not going to blame Subaru for that. Whether it's cheat or against the law, you shouldn't hesitate to use it if it's an occasion where someone's life was at stake. The choice of 'Natsuki Subaru' is correct. So now that 'Natsuki Subaru' isn't here, Subaru will do it.

Thus, the power of 'Back to Death', which acknowledged its value for use and swallowed it up.

But on its readiness and back, there was a strange anxiety in Subaru, a concern, in its chest.

Louis Arneb is invading Taboo with that inevitable fear.

It's...

"- You mean they shouldn't know? If that's the case, it's too late, brother. 'Cause it was yesterday already when we met your brother, wasn't it?

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"If it's a 'rule' that shouldn't be known, it's broken a long time ago. But events in the corridor of memory don't easily leak outside. That's why the scary, scary 'witch' doesn't work."

Softly, with his hands and feet on the ground, he faces Subaru, where Louis scratches his horseshit. She had an ageless luscious grin, peeking at her tiny red tongue.

"Hey, brother. How many times?

Subaru tastes the pain of being paralyzed by the sound of his tongue directly following his cerebral cord.

Then, slightly trembling his tongue and throat,

"... for the fifth time,"

"-! Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow. Because I admire you for being awesome... rambling! Raging!"

"Guh!"

"I can't wait to taste your brother as much as I can chop my stomach off! From our experience, I think appetite and lust are similar. Sexuality, I mean, love, right? I mean, we're talking about your brother."

Pushing Subaru, Louis, the horseman, exhales hot in his excited face. With an upbeat cheek, lucid eyes, Louis did not hesitate to crawl his tongue around Subaru's neck.

As it were, I could imagine the words she tried to go on, what it would be like...

'- I love you'.

And, in the last loop, the words of love thrown over and over again were remembered by Subaru, who wanted 'death' under desperate circumstances, and his heart blew up.

"-Say, don't freak out, you old fuck!

- Uh-huh.

With his eyes open, Subaru grabbed the collar of the pressing girl and pressed it hard straight to the white floor. I switched positions, and now Subaru will be the horse rider for her.

Thin, light body. Long blonde hair spreading on the floor, in a position as if she had been pushed down to sleep on a golden bed, Subaru held that neck with his hands and stripped his teeth.

"Caught off guard, did you? I'm sorry to hear that! If you're in this position, I'm overwhelmingly in your favor! If you don't want to be strangled like this, remember me..."

"Give it back? If I don't give it back, will I strangle you? Our, weak girl's neck?

With his neck grabbed and his right to a biocidal robbery, Louis stared at the rough subaru of his nose and loosened his lips with his eyes where earlier excitement would not fade slightly.

And from his loose lips, he asks in a cursely voice.

"How can you do that to your brother?

"- You think you can't?

"I mean, you know what I think. 'Cause right now, we know more about you than you do."

Saying, Louis follows his cheek with his index fingers on both hands and tilts his little neck to provoke. Stuffing her attitude like that, Subaru looked down at Louis' right hand grabbing his neck.

A little, to show you Subaru's seriousness, all you have to do is put your strength into your arms.

If you prove you're serious, Louis should change your mind, too.

If you ask me if I can kill you, that is certainly difficult. Difficult.

Interference and such a great name prevented Subaru from waving a stone down his fellow's head.

So even if you know you're the enemy, strangling the girl in front of you, hard.

No, I can do enough to strangle you. Necessary.

Think of Emilia, Beatrice, Lamb, Mary, Julius, Echidona, Shaura, Patrash, everyone.

And -,

"- You've lost your strength, brother."

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"I didn't mean to resist, did I? 'Cause here it's just a weak girl to keep an eye on us. Unlike your brother and brother, we can't help ourselves if we don't look like the people who ate them."

Yeah, and with a finger that Louis had on his cheek, I put on the right hand of Subaru, who was grabbing his neck. With that weak force, Subaru's palm unwittingly took off her neck.

"Shit...... Huh!

"Don't be so depressed, brother. You're good, you're good. 'Cause honestly... we didn't think your brother would come back here."

"You think that's comforting?

The pushed down position continues, and Louis, sleeping on the ground, has already crossed his face. Break that face and look for words to pass your demands, but I can't find the exact one.

So in the end, when I saw Subaru speaking like a loser, Louis raised his voice like he observed a fish swimming in the tank with "haha,"

"But well, good for you. If I regain my memory of" Natsuki Subaru, "my current brother will be dead, and I don't have to imitate suicide like a fool. Sa"

"... ah?

"That, what's that weird reaction? Didn't you realize? When the memory returns, it is overwritten by the present self, and its existence is extinguished.... This is the same as dead, isn't it?

- Subaru is rigid enough to hear Louis' natural answer to the mystery.

Die. It disappears. Yeah, let me get this straight.

At dawn when the memory of "Natsuki Subaru" returns, Subaru's consciousness, which is now here, tells me that the memory will be overwritten and disappear.

If you ask me if that's 'death', it's...

"- 'Natsuki Subaru' is dead now, isn't it? I'm not anywhere. But if 'Natsuki Subaru' returns, now your brother dies, right? I'm not going anywhere."

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"You know, is it worth getting 'Natsuki Subaru' back? Even your brother should be able to do the same, right? Even your brother shouldn't have liked the people around him the same way. Even the people around me like you like your brother as much as you like. - What's wrong with that?

"What..."

If they say it's bad, I'm sure nothing's wrong.

There's nothing wrong with "Natsuki Subaru" or Natsuki Subaru, I'm sure.

Subaru is a man of many faults. As much as I hate myself, I'm full of flaws. If someone asks you who you hate the most in the world, you can answer that it's about you without getting lost.

About that, there's nothing I can do, there's not enough Natsuki Subaru.

However, there is nothing wrong with Subaru regarding this issue.

- All I have is the irresistible fact that there is only one share of sun deception.

"I told Emilia and the others..."

I wanted to give you back "Natsuki Subaru".

So I was going to be ready in myself that way if I had a chance to get my memory back, I wouldn't hesitate to take it.

But completely, it was turning away that my presence disappeared.

To put it conveniently, I was hoping that such a miracle would happen that the two memories would be mixed up, that the existence of Subaru today would remain somewhere in 'Natsuki Subaru', or that it would be settled in some good way.

Such, Subaru's uncertain expectations--

"What do you think? Remember, I've never seen anyone come back."

Louis shows his teeth as he mocks Subaru's grid, and the cat stares at the rat.

The bad guy who took this memory, irresponsibly, didn't know what happened afterwards. This is not a lie, it must be a fact.

Louis Arneb does nothing to return what he takes from others to his original opponent.

So really, I don't even know what will happen to Natsuki Subaru as a result of my memory coming back.

"Brother, this is the life you were born with, so you have to sing."

Such an irresponsible usurper keeps staring at Subaru's face right around the corner.

"Your brother is here as a result of our eating memories of 'Natsuki Subaru'. I mean, we're not like your brother's biological parents. It's not like he's unfaithful to try to choose the option of dying in front of his parents, brother."

"That's ridiculous..."

- Memories shape people, brother.

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Low, cold, Louis erased his expression and said only one word of it in a serious voice.

Unexpectedly, Subaru breathes and silences at the sharpness of its sound.

At the same time, I felt that it was not the first time I had heard the words. The sound of it, the words, or indeed, just before the second 'death' -,

"My current brother has a relationship that my current brother made. You should try a new, positive re-life. I think that's one hand, we are."

――――

"And what if I said this..." Natsuki Subaru "doesn't really feel like an ideal male portrait, does it?

Close one eye and he punches Subaru in the mood with a look that Louis can't seem to say.

She still looks at these black eyes with dreaming maiden eyes when she hands together in front of her chest while being horsebacked by Subaru -,

"Poor Emilia! Just because that birth is the same as a former witch, poor daughter who is repelled from everyone! Oh, how sweet of me to still be with you!

"Nah..."

"Weak and fragile Beatrice! There's nothing you can count on, a lonely girl who's had her lonely time alone! You have to help yourself on a dark and dangerous path!

In front of the amazing Subaru, what Louis continues to cheer on is the names of the two girls who prayed for Subaru's safety and sent him out and their mindset for the badly distorted ones.

Whose mind is that, and Subaru knows what Louis is trying to say.

I know, but it is.

"Dedicated, pro bono love, Rem! Stupid, beautiful, how clean. I'm sure she's an incomplete being, other than herself, who gets a real sense of life by being desperate for someone. This is what I have to do!

"What... what are you going to do!?

"If it's a proxy for what 'Natsuki Subaru' thought. What I want is a sense of superiority. I never thought it was for anyone, Sa. Only the convenient ones are around, drunk with the pleasure of reaching out. I don't even feed puppies I don't miss. Keep away."

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"Are you really going to give yourself away now to such a 'Natsuki Subaru'?

Again, a question that can be overlaid.

That's Louis' request for a confession to Natsuki Subaru.

Speak for yourself, Louis wants Subaru.

If you don't want to die, I wonder if you want to die, assuming you do, for a guy like that.

- No, Subaru dies not for 'Natsuki Subaru'.

- No, Subaru didn't mean to die in the first place. For Emilia and the others, even if you want to give 'Natsuki Subaru' back, that and your own death.

- No, but can you really trust 'Natsuki Subaru'? At least, 'Natsuki Subaru' kills Mary, engraving her into incomprehensible wall letters.

- What do you want, brother?

"-"

Saying, Louis grabbed Subaru's hand with his thin arm and lifted it up to his neck.

Even so, now he guides himself, and Subaru's arm hits Louis' thin neck. With both arms, it will break easily.

I just concluded that I can't.

But not doing it would be the same thing, or the choice to kill 'Natsuki Subaru'. - At least, that's what Louis says.

Assuming that you break this thin neck, and then 'Natsuki Subaru' returns and the present Subaru disappears, will the consequences of that action also be invisible?

If so, what's the point of Subaru squeezing and acting without courage?

"Sa."

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"What do you say? What do we do? What do you think? What are you gonna do? What are you gonna do, Sa? What do you want to do? How do you want to do that? You can do whatever you want. I don't care what happens to you. 'Cause I don't care what you do, Sa? I forgive you for what you've done."

Louis' words strike Subaru's tympanic membrane, as he mocks, as he curses.

Louis Arneb, "bulimia," but the Bishop of the Great Crimes, the thin girl, the hateful being, the birth parent.

I urge Natsuki Subaru to make a choice as to what to do with 'Natsuki Subaru'.

"Sa."

Come on.

"- What do you want to do? Brother."