Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (WN)

- The choice, but also the brutal choice, was eroding Natsuki Subaru.

Twitching and the sound of something burning in the back of my chest.

That's my humanity, my belief in myself, my feelings for 'Natsuki Subaru', and all kinds of things like that, burn.

With her hands around the girl's neck and ridiculed by the girl who pushed her down, Natsuki Subaru stood on a scene that shaped her fate, that of 'Natsuki Subaru'.

――――

Heart beating, inaudible. It's absurd to breathe, but my lungs probably aren't working. Even though this was all a stuffed situation, I didn't have one cold sweat floating around my forehead.

That must be because the flesh of Natsuki Subaru on this occasion is not real.

Reading the book, not transferring from one flesh to another, but only the spirit was pulled - and so on, and making considerations that are not relevant to the situation, are there also things like the business of making reality escape?

Thus, Subaru's mind tries to gain temporary relief by flying his thoughts to the other side.

But no time, no space, no opponent will allow Subaru to escape like that.

"Sa, what are you gonna do, Sa, brother?"

The girl being laid up looks up at Subaru, stiff and lost in choice, and is abusive.

She glimpsed her tongue like licking those eyes as she peeked into Subaru's black eyes,

"Lay the weak girl together and put your hands on that thin throat. Aren't you freaking out? Or is it common to have experiences like this when you're in a physical condition like your brother?

"-"

"I'm shaking, okay? That's how you can make important important choices?

Leaning his neck, Louis on his back kisses Subaru's wrist. It reminds me of that frivolous trick and the sight of the enthusiasm poured out of her streams, the gruesome words, in Subaru.

That's the first sight Subaru has ever seen, a ruthless sight. - But the way it looks is the other way around. The sight of a girl who was relative to Subaru, not from Subaru.

The sight of Subaru pushing himself down, looking evil, strangling him.

Exactly as in the present situation, the sight of 'Natsuki Subaru' strangling Mary...

"Ugh."

- The moment I realized it was a sight of approximation, Subaru's whole body, cheeks, stretched.

"- After all, there's a verse that comes to mind?

"Bullshit! Just kidding......"

"I'm not kidding, Sa. Instead, isn't it your brother who's not serious? Be more serious, be serious, be serious and love yourself."

――――

"Ah, yes, yes. Love yourself. Look, love. - Like the people your brother wants to cherish, your brother needs to love himself, too, sa"

In a light tone, a wave of words like that slips up.

Are you willing to make me ask, or from the start, are you dying of features to make others empathize? Are you after or natural, mocking or comforting?

Ambiguous. The way Louis Arneb was, in all things, ambiguous.

It's vague, it's vague.

Louis' words, her words, are like leaves of a tree whose foundations are lazy and shake the surface unstable. Will even this stray clear up if they are all arbitrary and twisted?

No, in the first place, how dangerous it is to think of her words as a premise.

"Your... do as I say, and you'll be right, the proof is"

"Proof?"

"Evidence is that if I get Natsuki Subaru back, I'll disappear now...!

"I don't. No, I don't. Because there isn't. I don't. Even though there isn't. I'm talking about no. So there isn't, Sa.... is that comforting?

――――

"It's a grand tour, brother. Even we can't talk about things we don't know. If we, your brother, or brother die, I wonder if they'll return what they've eaten. - Honestly, I've never returned what I ate. Because I ate it."

Uh, and Louis opens his mouth, showing his sharp dog teeth and red tongue, making it look subaru to the back of its throat, appealing to him that there is nothing.

If you call it 'eating' to take away the memories of others, the memories of someone in others, those things, there can't be any physical traces left there.

But Subaru felt terrible, and the word 'eaten' felt heavy.

"What are you gonna do, Sa, brother?"

On top of that, Louis asks Subaru.

During the questioning, Subaru's hands remained on Louis' neck. Without being able to exert force or, conversely, pull his hand completely, Subaru continued to throw questions into his existence.

"Gu, gu..."

Dying is scary. Horrible.

But that's a different fear than Subaru's "Back to Death," which he tasted four times.

The proposition that now hangs on Subaru's soul is death on the scale of 'loss of self'.

That's what 'death' is supposed to be.

If you die, you will lose consciousness of its existence and you will not be given the opportunity to start over or anything else.

So maybe I don't have the right to complain about Subaru, who has a chance to start over even if he's hemmed and keeps sweetening on to it.

Maybe it's a luxury story just because they have the choice between disappearing or not disappearing and have time to worry about that.

But it's my life.

If you have to choose for yourself whether or not to blow out that fire, Subaru's heart, placed in such a situation, cracks every second.

――――

In this other world, Subaru has already died four times. All in all, it's a short time.

Throwed into a strange world, he met people he had never met, and the inevitable circumstances that befell him shortly afterwards drove Subaru to death.

The time spent in a state of consciousness, when summed up, would be less than two days.

Short, short time. - But Natsuki Subaru has seventeen years of time spent in the world he was in, besides two days in this other world.

My father was there. My mother was there. Friends, too, are few, and it's a delicate relationship to call them friends, but they had enough people to give me back my greetings. Looking back, there were people in elementary and secondary school who were close, and many neighbors knew each other.

Well, I wasn't able to. Subaru, life sucked.

But when it didn't work, there was a trial and error time, and there was no such thing as a life-threatening scene, but I was still going to scratch the big stage of Subaru.

Do you give up all that, all that time and the pile of memories?

If "Natsuki Subaru" returns, what happened to them will not disappear. But I did think of those hours, and now I'm gone.

Make an appointment with Lamb, swear to keep Mary, inscribe Echidona's forgiveness in your heart, scold Julius to fight, believe Beatrice to be loving, and Emilia -.

- Do you like Emilia, who you are, disappear?

"I don't like it..."

That awareness cracks the Subaru flesh present on this occasion without metaphorical representation.

There was a crack in his cheek, and there was also a spider's nested crack in both arms raised on Louis' neck. There is no pain. There is no overflow of blood from the cracks. Wonder, there was darkness behind the crack. Unnatural darkness, not flesh or bone.

As I guessed, I didn't bring the flesh of reality.

Subaru's body here is not real. And because it's not real, it directly reflects my current mood, and Subaru's body cracks and crushes.

The cracks spread and the surface peeled off.

That must be the shell of deception called 'Natsuki Subaru' that Natsuki Subaru was entangled in.

It peels off and peels off, and at the same time peels off to the vanity.

"I don't like it, I don't like it... I don't like it..."

"That's right. Naturally, sa."

Shake your head reluctantly, denying the fear of death that awaits you and - no, the fear of loss.

Why should it be lost? I just admitted that I like someone I like.

"I don't like it..."

"Yeah, yeah. I know. I know. Because I know. I know. Sa."

"I don't like it......"

"It's your brother's life. Why do you have to give it to someone else?"

"I mean, everyone... everyone and more..."

I want to be with everyone, more together.

I like it. I like it. In less than two days, I suspected them not once, tried to kill them, tried to escape, and was surrounded by suspicious ghosts.

Subaru liked them. Now they are loving.

If you're with them, if they think it's important to you about Subaru, even if you hate yourself, you might like it.

I thought so. Positively, it seemed so.

Even though I'm a yang fool who finally shot into Subaru's life, which has always been backwards.

Why do you have to let it go?

That's not...

- I don't like it.

"That's right. Yes, it is. - So, what do you think we should do?

"... I'll stay me"

"Yes, brother, stay brother. That's right. I took it away once. It's a chair removal game. In an empty chair, the guy who sat is King Sa."

――――

"I have to ask the person who pushed me to leave. Admit it. Your presence. You should scream out loud, 'cause you're real! Oh, yeah!

Immediately below, at a breathtaking distance, he opens his shitty, shining eyes and Louis barks.

With a biting momentum - no, in fact, she engraves the commandment, with vivid pain in Subaru, wristing Subaru around her neck.

Looking at the shaking black eyes, Louis Arneb shouted.

"Admit it! -" Natsuki Subaru "is the closest other person to your brother!

A barking voice appeals to you to establish yourself.

I want to die for someone, etc., and I want you to stop being such an idiot.

Why, someone needs to sacrifice themselves for someone.

- It's also to let you meet someone you like, who's not you, who's another being who names you, who you'll never see again.

To give them the time to live with them, the days of honor and hardship.

Is there something stupid about that?

"Sa, kill him! Let's kill him! Let's kill him! Kill him! Kill me! Kill me! Let's kill him! Kill him! Kill him! As long as you kill him! If you kill them all!

"Natsuki Subaru..."

"- Your brother is the only substitute for anyone in the world, Natsuki Subaru!

"-"

The only one in the world, no one's replacement, Natsuki Subaru.

Connect your hands with Beatrice, slap each other lightly on the ram, let Mary have a swollen surface, swap smiles with Echidona in a tale of no other love, keep your backs with Julius, receive Patrash's free love, live with Emilia, qualify.

If it's Natsuki Subaru who has it, Subaru takes the man.

――――

My vision blurred because of what I put in.

The spirit directly affects the flesh. Heart beats and painful lung breathing must be able to feel clear now.

But the strongest thing I feel right now was an unbearable tear.

Is that anger or sadness, jealousy or envy, guilt or fear?

Subaru has no idea what the hell it was the passion attributed to. I just don't know. But in that tearful vision, Subaru sees.

――――

Someone's looking down on Subaru, Louis.

He lays Louis together, hands on his neck, and stares at the pathetic Subaru that makes him cry.

There was only one person in Subaru as far as I could think of who that was.

"... did I come out scared, 'Natsuki Subaru'"

――――

The blurry shadow says nothing.

He stands on the white floor, turns his back on the white world, looks white and sumptuous, and looks at Subaru.

Subaru squeaks his face and tells the existential person who jumped out in a hurry.

"I... I don't want to disappear. I don't want to die. So I..."

――――

"I want to be with everyone. I like everyone. So I..."

――――

"So I..."

Like an excuse, crying is superimposed.

On Louis' neck, just like when he put his hand on it. - If he doesn't want to be lost, Subaru has come to a conclusion. So tell that to the shadow who showed up this way.

That's even by killing the person in front of you, I'm sure, who looked the same as you.

Because, he said, 'Natsuki Subaru' is the closest other person.

So Subaru should have that right.

Natsuki Subaru killed Natsuki Subaru for one minute.

"So I am, not you! You and me...!

I told him so clearly that it was something different and tried to cut off the possibility.

Yes, I tried, it was a moment.

"... who are you talking to, brother"

Quite frankly, his eyes are round, and Louis asks him that with a face that looks like he's been broken in the hip of the story.

She tilts her neck, stares in the same direction as Subaru and tries to see the figure. But she frowned with surprise, trembling its sharp canine teeth.

- Nobody, nobody, but who are you talking to, brother?

――――

He shivers his claws and fangs, and Louis groans so with an incredible face.

She hated it, erased her expression until then and looked frightened of something,

"This is our place... we're not supposed to get in the way. Talk to anyone but us in this place... stop it. Your brother is ours, ours... ugh!

But Subaru's consciousness moves no dust in Louis' words.

Subaru's consciousness was still focused on the indelible shadow in his sight. Blurred vision with tears, shaking shadows, its contours just a little, clear.

I have no idea who it is, a shadow.

The figure, whose contours gradually become clearer, appears to Subaru to be smiling.

Shake your head, blink hard, and see that smile, trying to see it more clearly -,

"- Why, are you trying to pick just one of them?

An inquiry was thrown.

With a voice you've never heard, and you're not supposed to be here, with someone else's voice.

I've never seen you smile - a blue-haired girl, smiling and standing.

The girl who smiles, to Subaru who silences herself, stays smiling...

"- Stand up!!

- The opening is the best.

- She yelled at Natsuki Subaru, the toughest voice in the world.

"- Stand up!!

Voices beat, beat, beat and beat cracked Natsuki Subaru.

Without mercy, without hesitation, the anger cracks Natsuki Subaru to accelerate that crack. - It's like standing your nails unconstructively on the peeling mind.

"Stand up!

A blue-haired girl raises her voice towards Subaru.

Staring at Subaru, the girl barks loudly. Barking. Barking.

Stay on your knees, lay the girl together and create a crack in her flashing face, Natsuki Subaru.

"Stand up!!

Repeated, anger.

Over and over again, it ruthlessly beats Subaru's heart out of hand.

Why should I be hit with words like that?

It hurts. It's painful. It's hard. It's sad. My heart is going to be torn apart now.

In life, being able to bump so many tight decisions from next to next without getting your mind ready, etc. Not so. - Why did you stop mourning such a predicament?

So at the very least, I came to a conclusion. So that's enough, okay?

"Stand up!

The girl in front of her is never good enough for a weak voice, a stubborn conclusion, a heart frightened by loss, to stir Subaru's heart. Resolute, willing to reject, overlap words forcefully.

I made up my mind. You can affirm it. At least show me about the distressing bareback. That's good. Trouble enough. But why did she do this to Subaru?

"Stand up -!"

Don't forgive Subaru for making a decision with a broken heart.

"Stand up -!"

You still say that?

Why, this voice, the girl...

It's so hard, but it's painful.

"Stand...! Get up! Get up! Stand up!"

Who is it, this girl?

Where are the memories, this girl?

I've never even exchanged words. Even memories are not in Subaru right now.

Who you are, who you are, who you only know on the upper side.

There can't be any reason to stay on foot, that's the relationship.

And yet, why, why are these breasts so hot?

Why is there so much heat coming from the back of your chest?

"Stand up, Natsuki Subaru! Stand up! - Lem's Hero!!

The tears of a girl I don't remember, her voice screaming whether she's a hero or not, my heart trembles.

Something stupid like that makes me want to laugh, and Subaru's heart trembles.

Cracks, cracks, accelerating.

That's literally the sight of letting Natsuki Subaru break the shell of 'Natsuki Subaru'.

But what sleeps on the inside of its shell changes slightly with it just before.

- No, if it's really going to change, it's from here.

Stand, as desired, bite your frightened heart, and stand.

"If you could get up, go. I said," Save me, save me everything. "

Everything, what is it? Everything, what is it?

Too blurry a way to say it. What the hell is all this about?

"Everything is everything. Everything. All, everyone, myself, even the closest others!

What, that.

Can you do that, or something like that? Do you really think you can, this girl?

This, all sorts of things are missing, I can't even save myself, to myself.

For those who like Subaru, for those who care about Subaru, for those who wanted Subaru to care, for those who don't want to be lost.

Do you seriously think that even Subaru, who tried to let go of just one, can do it?

"You can do it. Because."

Because.

'Cause what?

Give me the power, give me the answer. If you will, in that language.

If you will, Blue Girl, in your words, to me...

"- Subaru is Lem's hero."

――――

Shit, something fell in the back of my chest.

It was staring black, purified as if it were a girl's confession of love. - No, like a confession of love, not. That was a confession of love.

One more reason why I don't want to return my place to 'Natsuki Subaru' though.

"- Yes."

At the same time, that is not the only thing that has increased.

Purified by the girl's words, she stared black, which increases her radiance and changes her appearance.

And start pulsating where you want the strongest core of Natsuki Subaru.

――――

Pulse. It eliminates everything and is left behind by everything.

Still, if you don't want to take one thing away from this hand if you want to ask for it and stop it all, you don't even want to let go with your own hands.

In response to such a rare, timid 'greed', it blossoms as a force to fulfill one's aspirations.

- Shaking factors are linked to existence.

"Come here, - Cor Leonis"

Within Subaru, the seed of 'Greed' sprouts that was losing its way.

That's how you stand as a firm thing, like that -.

――――

Only the smile of the blue-haired girl blessed the moment.

"- Brother?

――――

Slowly, I look up to Subaru, who stood up on the spot, and Louis calls me that.

Drawing a hand on his neck, Louis wakes up in a golden bed with his hair laid down, blinking bewildered, with a bewildered expression.

"What's up, Sa? Look, just keep going... keep going, okay?

――――

"Continue..."

Said to go on, Subaru dampens his lips with his tongue.

If you think of it as a spiritual being, this is also a rest or only a pointless behavior close to habit.

It's just one trick, and I notice something.

- I'm so surprised myself, I'm staring at my head now.

Until just before, that unintelligible confusion and frenzy, both as the waves drew, were calm as rowed out in the middle of the sea of the

So...

"You don't have to say anything anymore. I'm sick of your, uh, gut-bent explanations."

I could also plainly admit that the chunk of malice in the shape of this girl in front of me is twisting Subaru's will and trying to use it as he pleases.

To that Subaru pointing out, Louis shook his head sideways, "No, no, no, no.

"My guts have bent... it's terrible. We just thought about you and your brother and advised you a lot..."

"That way, stop using the words I know for what it sounds like. It's no use trying to rock me like that. - I can't shake anymore."

――――

Louis narrows his eyes to the words. She doesn't know much about the changes that have happened to Subaru. Even Subaru, I don't know exactly.

However, unshakeable 'greed' in nothing confirmed Natsuki Subaru.

Subaru also defined Subaru himself.

Nothing else, he yelled at Subaru at that moment, to the shape the girl wanted.

――――

Him and Subaru turn to the other side of her, not Louis.

There's no sign of the girl who was throwing a relentless word at me earlier on towards Subaru. The moment Subaru stood up and turned forward, he disappeared.

But, maybe, that's fine.

It is not here, nor Subaru, that she really should be reunited.

No, that's not accurate either. However, she should be reunited with Natsuki Subaru, who has regained her memories and feelings for her.

And there's no need to distinguish that 'Natsuki Subaru' from Natsuki Subaru.

"Many times, many times... I was told"

- Even if I lost my memory, Subaru said it was Subaru, that's what they said.

It was the burden of Subaru and the chain of curses when I was trying so hard to distinguish clearly, in isolation, when there were differences within me.

But how about that?

If what needs to be done now becomes a consolidated Subaru, it is a sign and a thread of hope.

Hand to hand, hand to hand, to the loved ones who have the tip of that thread, they will surely lead Subaru straight, without straying.

So...

"- Clean up the knife and fork, eater runner. There's no tamen to feed you."

――――

I opened my eyes.

Louis Arneb opens his eyes and stares at Subaru poking his finger at himself. And I saw in Subaru's expression that there was no emotion whatsoever, and I leaned down.

"Ahhh..."

Lie down, the plundered exhale leaks.

Whatever it was, it was an exhalation conceived of unspeakable emotions.

Louis, waking up his body, shivers his shoulders, pulls his knees together and circles over his own blonde carpet.

And slowly, lift your bent face -,

"- Ah, shit, shit, shit. One more step, one more step."

With a hateful look, Louis glanced at Subaru and squeezed out so with a cursing voice.

――――

"It was just one step away, nah. It was a shame, huh? Why, why, screwed up, huh? - I don't know who left your brother."

It was such an irresistible hatred of isolation that the dead, from the bottom of hell, envied the way of the living singing paradise on earth, was a faintly boiled voice.

With such a hateful voice, Louis continues.

"In one more step, I totally let 'Natsuki Subaru' and Natsuki Subaru peel...!

"... what the hell. Why would you do that?"

"- That's up to you because you can't eat the same person twice!?

"-"

Louis screamed in a blood-soaking cracked voice, smearing the sound of a suspicious Subaru.

She stood up on the spot with her hands and feet on her hands, and a strange look as before - staring Subaru in the face like a beast who had lost her humanity.

"It had to be separate! 'Natsuki Subaru', which I ate once, and Natsuki Subaru, which was left to eat, had to be separate. For that, I got this hobby... it's all par! You make me laugh!

"... it's not funny. Not a single thing."

"Really? I guess so!? But your brother doesn't like us either, does he? I hate you. Aren't we sad and fun? Feels good, doesn't it? Your brother... you're the only one who could fill us up with boredom... and you're the only one who's hungry!

To Louis with his blood-running eyes, Subaru mutters "satiety" in his mouth alone.

If I hadn't misheard, the title she named should have been 'bulimia'. That's why we're talking about 'satiety'.

So bewildered in front of Subaru, Louis said, "In the first place!," he looked up at the white sky and yelled,

"And Rye the 'gastronomer'! And Roy from" Bad Eating "! You don't even know! Next to next, eating scattered in indiscriminate wildlife like fools...... for those of us who are stuck here and have no freedom to choose? Don't make me laugh, no, bro!

Holding his own blonde hair, Louis shakes his body and begins to spit.

Subaru doesn't know everything about her words, what they mean, that can stand. Rye, it's Roy, and it came out. Is that a name?

Just a few, the existence of 'bulimia' and memories and what you can tell from them -,

"Are you supposed to be with your buddies and describe other people's memories, names...? Anyway, that's what I'm taking away from you. He's eating it all up. Right?"

An example of being devoured by memories and losing sight of who I am is Subaru.

An example is Julius, who was devoured of his name and cried that he had been forgotten around him.

And Lem, who was probably eaten both, forgotten from the world, and fell asleep without awakening.

All of them, of "bulimia," Louis and the work of the people whose names just came up -,

"What the hell are you doing that for? What's your purpose?

- It's about being happy.

――――

In a breath, he is asked an instant answer, and Subaru breathes.

blind to that reaction, Louis rattled his teeth with his seemingly mentally unstable eyes,

"It's about being happy. What else is your purpose? Being happy is the purpose of life, isn't it? Or did you think the haters were twisting from there? No. No, I'm not. No, I'm not. It's different. Because it's too different. It's different. 'Cause you're saying it's different! Ah, my soul hurts...... ugh!

"The relationship between being happy and depriving others of their memories..."

"- Brother, have you ever thought that life is unfair?

"There is."

"Haha."

The back of his own white hand, with his teeth up there, Louis asks Subaru. When Subaru nodded instantly at the inquiry, Louis said bitterly, "Hey."

She crawls her teeth-shaped hands on her thin chest as she groans.

"We do, too. I mean, life is unfair itself. You can't choose your birth, you can't choose your parents, you can't choose your environment, you can't choose your future, you can't choose one thing. I already have a system that way. I'm on a belt conveyor."

――――

"- But what if it wasn't?

Louis tilted his neck in front of Subaru, who pushed silently.

"What if I could choose to be born? What if my parents could choose? What if we could choose the environment? What if we could choose the future? What if all the options stayed as you thought?... Everyone chooses a better life, right? No?"

"That's... maybe it is"

Subaru is surprised to see where the connection is between that and Louis' assault.

But to such a Subaru question, Louis rattled his teeth,

- That's it.

"... ah?

"If I could choose to be born, if my parents could choose, if I could choose the environment, if I could choose the future, if all the options were as I wished, I would choose a better life for everyone. - So we're looking for the best life for us over time."

――――

"It must be somewhere! We stick our chests out, like us! I'm glad I lived this life, there's a rosy future that seems so! Until then, when you can travel through your destiny's life, eat, roam, eat, tweeze, shake, devour, and drink! Raging!"

Shimmering his eyes, Louis Arneb shouted loudly at his beautiful ambitions.

From the bottom of her heart, she believes so much that when it is the pursuit of happiness, it is the only way to grasp the best future for her.

In his life, Louis has no hope, no expectations, no headlines.

Because in her, the life of a girl named Louis Arneb was poorly placed. The starting point was wrong. - So I want to decide that I didn't.

I want to win myself blessed with everything: birth, parents, environment, future, talent.

That's what I define as the condition necessary to maximize my life.

So...

"For that, take away the memories of others, eat...?

"If we can find the life we want, we'll stick 'memories' and 'names' and we'll live that life with our hearts open. Unfortunately, we've all missed the selection so far... there's been a life with good lines, but we can't be filled with a bit of sober experience anymore."

Saying hot with a trembling voice, Louis gently crawled his fingers into his thin body under clothes full of calves, and a glossy trick unsuitable for his age - no, it's not.

If her, 'bulimia' words are true, she has so far eaten countless other people's lives, and it is that that that is the experience of a quantity that no ordinary person can experience.

Man, woman, child, old man, or even a hedge of race or organism jumped over to indulge and taste the experience of all beings, the satiety of life.

Just like Louis called himself.

She's tired. To eat someone else's life.

Every event is a common event, a novelty, boring, and old-fashioned substitute for her, who continues to stumble upon 'delicious places' in the lives of 10,000 people.

But that way, when you know Louis' mood, sometimes you don't know as soon as you do.

It's...

"Why did you, the predator, try to sneak me up on me again with such a nasty trick? Like I can't forgive you for leftovers, being a food fighter?

"That's not such a boring reason. - Because your brother is our destiny."

――――

If he receives it on par, he sees an idiot, and Subaru stares at Louis with anger and vigilance.

But the eyes that look at Louis Subaru, there is no falsehood in his enthusiasm. She is serious, to Subaru - precisely, she is in love with Subaru's 'life'.

Why? It's...

"Old and young, all human beings, all races, all positions, we've jumped across everything and eaten a lot, but the only thing I don't know. You know what it is?"

"What is it? I don't know. Bastard's way of moaning himself or something?

"- It's the experience of death."

Pitty, Subaru stopped moving with one eye closed.

Staring at that Subaru, Louis lifts his thin arms and turns both palms this way.

"No matter how much you eat other people's memories, it's impossible. Only memories of 'death' are never available. 'Cause you do, don't you? Memory is a record while you're alive. So there is no such thing as a memory when you die. - Only your brother, the exception."

The power of 'Back to Death', so that Louis can sincerely envy, be jealous, and be in love.

For a girl tired of the world, the only man who gives me fresh moments, I can scorch.

"Hey, what's it like to die? Must be hard, huh? It's painful, isn't it? It's tough, isn't it? It hurts, doesn't it? Sometimes it didn't hurt, did it? You know, there's talk about feeling good. Really? When you die, are you really always happy? Or does it matter now? Easy win? Hey, hey, hey, hey!

"... if you remember my, until yesterday, you know that too"

"As far as memory goes! But that's because it's still old and not real! We want a more raw feeling. I am not satisfied with the old and smelly ingredients used around. What fills us is a new, brilliant, unknown frontier!

So, go on with the words,

"The only special memory in the world that no one else can experience! Not only that, but if you do something wrong, you just have to die and start over. Easy! After you find your best life. 'Cause there's a chance you could ruin it with some kind of failure, right? But if it's your brother's life, it doesn't! It's okay, I'll do it right so you don't find out!

――――

"Emilia, Beatrice, Lamb, Mary, Julius, Echidna, Chaura, Patrash, Petra, Otto, Garfiel, Frederica, Ryuz, Roswar, Clind, Annerose, Felt, Reinhardt, Grandpa Rom, Tontinkan, Kursch, Ferris, Wilhelm, Ricard, Mimi, Hetallow, Tibby, Priscilla, Al, Schult, Heinkel, Kiritaka, Liliana, nobody, he, nobody, he, nobody, he, he, he! I'll cheat you out and live happily ever after!

Louis tilts his little neck adorably in the shape of his protruding hands over this way.

"So, please. - Your brother's life, a glass of stomach, feed me?

As you can see, she must have chosen the sweetest of her many memories.

Whatever ingredients you have, it's proof that if Cock's arm is bad, he won't talk.

I don't have any bad ingredients. It was Subaru's favorite quote that there was just a shitty dish.

I've never felt so bad about that.

A lot of experience that countless, numerous, ordinary people just can't have.

Subaru had never seen such a waste of existence.

"- It's not the third time. My misery, my death, my life, everything is mine. I'm gonna give it to you. Not a single one!

――――

"Starve to death, you fool. If you can only choose one way to die in your life, that's what I recommend to you. - All over the world, suffer the most."

With his thumb, he shows how to scratch his own neck, and Subaru affirms so.

To the words, Louis turned his eyes round and then looked at his own hands. And then I cover my face with those two hands, I look up at the white sky, and I groan, "Ahhh."

"Failed, I did. Yes, I did. I did. I did. I did. I did. Because I did. Because I did...... aahhhhhhh"

He shuddered his knees as he shuddered, and Louis walked in on the spot.

What I'm seriously shocked about is that's all I really said about Subaru. The result of that seriousness is that wording, so the way out of that spirituality goes without saying.

Even as a Subaru, you don't have to break your attitude at all.

"It's not going to be what you wanted. My name is Natsuki Subaru. That's the name given to me by Yuzuki, Hyunichi, and Hoko. - There's nothing else. I'm me."

"Even though it was overwritten and might disappear?

"I'll teach you a magic spell. - That's it, that's it."

Now is the time to beat the magic spell that struck Julius against you.

If we get 'Natsuki Subaru' back, Subaru may disappear at this moment. But it may not disappear. There may be a way not to turn it off.

You might find a way to share the sun for one thing.

"You don't even have to be polite enough for me to walk up to other people's hearts with my feet and earthly feet. That's my answer. Hair Cut, Idiot"

Speaking like a throwaway dialogue, Subaru turned his back on Louis.

Go in and don't turn your guard against her holding your head. Now it's more important than that how to return from this unknown space.

As soon as possible, we need to get back under the Emilias and try Reid's Book of the Dead again.

In the first place, why is Reid's Book of the Dead in this place -,

"- Ah, already. All you have to do is leave it to your brother and brother."

――――

Behind the contemplating Subaru, Louis leaked as he sighed.

Hearing that, he ears on the floor and Svalbard, who was tapping the ground, looks back. Louis slept over his golden hair, covering his face with his palms and slamming his legs.

Brother and brother.

More than once, Louis has spoken of it. If that's what Subaru imagined...

"-Ray and, Roy." Gastronomer "and" Bad Eating "?

"We can't get out of here. So if your brother and brother don't eat for you, you can't even choose what you eat.... That's why I asked you"

"Please..."

Rebellion of an unpleasant hunching word, Subaru urges ahead of the word.

Louis', I can feel it for a long time until the words that follow are spouted. Eventually, Louis' red lips trembled, as he saw Subaru's agony,

"Your brother came, not the second time since last night. - So your brother and your brother, they both know. Where is your brother?"

――――

- That, two threats are imminent to the Preades Watch Tower, he revealed.

"They're both intrigued by your brother, Sa. That's right. - We have a lot of experiences we've never tasted before, because you're my brother."

"Damn...! You......"

"- Ah, no cheating."

Knowing that fact, Leaving room for the trembling Subaru, Fu Louis muttered so.

Louis groans without context, the meaning of which is immediately apparent to Subaru as well.

"This is the exit!?

Behind the retrospective Subaru, a crack occurs in the white space, and the other side of it can be seen shaking.

The obvious discord, the leap in space that should not be, is what is happening in it.

In response to Subaru's willingness to return to the library.

――――

"I can't. Your brother will never be able to. I wanted you to do it, Sa."

exit existence, before overcoming it, Subaru was lost in the treatment of Louis.

It's probably true that all she has is the fighting power she looks like, including how she was strangled and the attitude that followed, after she revealed her soul gallbladder.

So it's physically possible for Subaru to end Louis here.

Think about it, and only for a moment, as soon as you turn your lost eye, you are broken through its sincerity.

"Whether it's a suspicious ghost or a self-inflicted abandonment, you can't stop killing yourself, others, or the haters. Coward without intent. - I was nice to you."

"-. No, it's fine because it hits my teeth. Correct me, fool."

Subaru stood up his middle finger and said away to Louis, who looked abominable.

Without seeing Louis snort in the words, Subaru tries to get his body into the crack of space. Just before that, a moment of hesitation arose.

I didn't spare Louis. I'm sorry if I don't have to look at that face.

Subaru spared not a goodbye to Louis, but a voice that got Subaru up.

Only for that moment, you showed up to excite Natsuki Subaru, girl.

The only girl who was deprived of her memory and her name, and therefore, called Subaru at the end of the world.

"It's okay. - I remember your promise."

Natsuki Subaru will never forget it.

So I'm sure we'll see each other again.

- Not only do I want to hear a tough voice then, but I want to hear a kind voice.

――――

With that in mind, Subaru leapt to the crack in order to return to his companions.

"Ahhhh, ahhh, chicken! Don't even look back, what a man!

"I won't allow it. I won't let you get away with it. Absolutely, never... ugh!

"Don't think that's it, Natsuki Subaru... ugh!

"Yours, life is ours. Uh-huh!!