This was not what Si Junduo expected, he did not expect that one day Wen Ming Yi would say such words to him. He looked at the young man who still had red eyes in front of him, sighed helplessly, and reached out to wipe away his tears.
"Why are you still crying, how old are you, still crying."
Wen Ming Yi unconsciously lowered his head, pillowed on his knee, quiet and good as an obedient little beast.
He always knew that the past three years were a scar for Si Junduo. It's just that Si Jun Duo never bothered with him, he didn't say, and he didn't want to think back, so the two of them just turned the page over.
But how did Si Junduo live his life where he could not see it? How did Sigundor feel after he got angry again and again but couldn't do anything about it?
Wen Ming Yi is not unexpected, but dare not think, do not dare to recall what he had said and done at that time. But now, Si Junduo told him for the first time how he felt at that time, Wen Ming Yi felt sad, not for himself, but for Si Junduo.
He lay on Si Junduo's knee, crying silently, his heart full of guilt and repentance.
If he could, he would like to be reborn to the time three years ago, to the time when he hadn't moved out because of his rebellion, but he can't. All that has happened is that he has been reborn to the time three years ago. He tried to pull out the nails on the fence, but the nail holes were still there.
At a glance, it was full of scars.
Wen Ming Yi hugged his knee, crying with sadness and regret.
When he said those words to Wen Ming Yi, he didn't want to fight with him, but simply wanted to tell him the reason why he was crying. But now Wen Ming Yi is crying uncontrollably because of his own words, and this is not what he wants to see.
He stretched out his hand to lift Wen Ming Yi's head, but Wen Ming Yi refused, Si Junduo saw this, and did not force him, stretched out his arm around his neck, a good voice coaxed, "Don't cry, I told you those is to make you cry?"
He took some paper and handed it to Wen Ming Yi, "Wipe your tears, there is nothing to cry about, I'm not blaming you, you're crying like it's me and you settling accounts after the fall."
Wen Ming Yi didn't say anything, Si Jun Duo put the paper into his hand, and said softly, "You don't need to be sad, nor do you need to feel sorry for me, what I said, I will never blame you, so you don't ever need to blame yourself because of me."
"Adolescence, everyone does something inappropriate, it's not your problem, it's a characteristic of this age, you're just one of the countless people going through this age, so it's normal."
That's what's not normal, Wen Ming Yi spat in his heart, rebellion for one day, two days, one month, two months is normal, but rebellion for three years, that's not normal at all! It's all because of Jiang Zimo's rise to power that he had to go through all this! Ginger! He will never let Jiang Zimo go!
Wen Ming Yi lowered his head and took the tissue from Si Junduo's hand, and wiped his tears on the side of his head.
Si Junduo looked at him and only felt that the childishness in him was still very heavy, and although he was not young, his bones were still very simple.
"You won't be like this in the future." Wen Ming Yi with a little nasal voice, muffled voice.
Si Junduo looked at his reddened eyes, sighed helplessly, and nodded his head.
Wen Ming Yi was just relieved, and assured him, "Don't worry, I'll definitely get married later than you, and I won't live far away then, just live at my house, if you want, we can still see it as soon as we push the door."
"Don't wait for me, I don't know if I'll get married in my whole life. If you meet someone you like, you can get married if you want. No need to wait for me."
But Wen Ming Yi was very firm, "I don't want to, I'll do what I say, I'm not in a hurry to fall in love anyway, wait until you have someone you like in the future, at that time, I'll fall in love again."
Si Junduo looked at him and opened his mouth slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he swallowed it.
He looked at the young man who had just cried in front of him, and was further afraid that he would be surprised and disgusted, and that he would be unable to let go when he took a step back. For the first time, Si Jiunduo felt that the matter of emotion was very difficult, and the dilemma was indecisive.
He stood up, and even smiled at Si Junduo, and then, just as Si Junduo was about to smile back at him, he leaned down and embraced Si Junduo.
Sigurdur was momentarily startled and at a loss for words.
Wen Ming Yi leaned on the neck of Si Jun Duo's shoulder and hugged him very quietly for a while before slowly releasing his hand and standing up straight, "Then this chapter is over."
Si Junduo silently nodded his head.
Wen Ming Yi then smiled again, "Then you read the book, I'm going back to my room."
"Hmm."
Wen Ming Yi turned around and walked toward the door.
Si Junduo watched him walk out, watched him close the door, and only then did he look down at his own knee, a damp patch.
That was Wen Ming Yi's tears.
The faith that was so strong in the morning only lasted half a day before it collapsed again.
In their relationship, Wen Ming Yi is always the dominant one, he can easily decide how they get along, how close they are, and the final direction of their relationship.
This is the right that Si Junduo gave him, the right of a lifetime.
Wen Ming Yi went back to his bedroom, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling. At one moment, he thought of the three years he and Si Junduo had been separated, at another moment, he thought of what Si Junduo had just said, and at yet another moment, he thought of their future. He pulled the blanket over his face and closed his eyes.
Will they definitely be separated? He wondered, would he be willing to leave Sigurdur? But what if you don't want to? The day will come when even the closest brothers will be separated, let alone them.
Wen Ming Yi felt himself very tired, he wanted to sleep for a while, and when he fell asleep, he didn't have to think about it.
Just for a while.
When Wen Ming Yi woke up again, it was already more than 7:00 pm, Ji Si Yao and Wen Wei were not there, and Si Junoduo had cooked dinner.
Wen Ming Yi sat across from him, Si Junoduo helped him to serve a bowl of soup, and he said, "If you don't wake up, I should go and call you."
"I was only going to sleep for a while, but I didn't expect to sleep for so long."
"Why isn't Hanhan back yet?" Si Junduo asked him while helping him with the food, "What time did you ask Li Yuanqing to play with her?"
"Don't worry, I'll be back before nine o'clock." Wen Ming Yi Dao.
Si Junduo nodded, and didn't say any more.
At half past eight, Song Shuhan finally came back, she carried a big bag, Wen Ming Yi leaned in to look at it, all dolls.
"Did you buy this?" Wen Ming Yi asked her.
Song Shuhan shook her head, "Li Yuanqing caught them."
She explained, "We went to the mall for dinner and passed by the crane machine, I thought it was cute, so I changed the coins myself and started catching them, but I couldn't catch them, so he helped me catch them. Isn't that cute?"
Wen Ming Yi nodded, "It's very cute."
"Then which one do you like, give it to you." Song Shuhan was very generous.
Wen Ming Yi shook his head, "It's better for you to keep it, it's useless for me to hold these dolls. But you and Li Yuanqing are getting along pretty well."
"Not bad." Song Shuhan smiled, "He's really professional, he knows every place so well."
"Right, didn't lie to you." Wen Ming Yi smiled proudly, "Then tomorrow, let Li Yuanqing accompany you still."
"Huh?" Song Shuhan was surprised, "Wouldn't it be nice?"
"It's fine." Wen Ming Yi said, "Didn't I tell you, Li Yuanqing is my good buddy, my best friend, so you don't have to worry about that."
He looked at Song Shuhan and whispered, "My brother is not in a good mood today, so I want to stay with him tomorrow."
Song Shuhan nodded at the words, and said knowingly, "Then I'll go out early tomorrow, so I won't disturb you."
Wen Ming Yi patted her on the shoulder, "Good girl!"
Song Shuhan smiled and returned to her, "Self-cultivation of fans."
Song Shuhan's room was on the third floor, and Wen Ming Yi's was on the second floor, so the two of them separated at the stairway on the second floor.
Wen Mingyi waited for her to leave before sending a message to Li Yuanqing: Tomorrow, continue to be a tour guide ah, 9 o'clock to pick up people.
Li Yuanqing is still driving on the way back, took advantage of the red light to take a look at the WeChat, called him and said, "Do you have a salary? How can you pay me my salary if you order me around every day?"
"My God," said Wen Ming Yi, exaggerating, "such a beautiful girl to accompany you, you still want salary, human officer?"
"Then I'll leave the pretty girl for you, it's just as well, you're still single."
"Are you my godmother? How and my godmother the same idea." Wen Ming Yi pushed open his own door and walked in, "It's a deal ah, you come over tomorrow morning, you can be about half an hour late."
"Got it." Li Yuanqing asked him while the red light was still on, "What happened to you today during the day? Why are you suddenly going back, what's wrong with the seniors? What's going on?"
Wen Ming Yi sniffed and instantly sighed, "That's a long story."
"Then you make a long story short."
Wen Ming Yi thought about it and asked him, "Do you think my brother is good to me?"
Yuanqing Li: ......
"Can you find a better person than he is to you?"
"Do you think, then, that my three years of high school did him much harm?"
"Is this a big or small deal?" Li Yuanqing felt that he was simply asking in vain, "Don't you have any idea what you did in those three years of high school?"
Wen Ming Yi sighed, depressed: "I'm just too pushy!"
"So what really happened today?" Li Yuanqing felt confused by him, "Why are you suddenly talking about those three years in high school again? The senior is not the one who will settle accounts with you afterwards." "He won't settle accounts with me, but he's a bit PTSD about it.
"He won't settle accounts with me, but he's a bit PTSD about it, so when he found out that my godmother intended to set me up with Hanhan, he immediately thought that I would get married, start a family, and move out. In order to make himself feel a little bit better and not to abandon me, that's why he deliberately left time and space for me and Hanhan, deliberately trying to distance himself from me so that when I move out again, he won't feel as bad as last time."
"There's nothing wrong with his thinking about it." Li Yuanqing saw the red light end, switched to green, and started the car again, "It's not like he's all out of your mental shadow, so it's normal that he wants to lessen his trauma as much as possible."
"How is that normal?" Wen Ming Yi thinks this is too abnormal, "I didn't say I was going to get married now and move out, so it's completely unnecessary to think about this so early."