"So you think the seniors are thinking too much?"

"That's not true." Wen Ming Yi looked down at the bed sheet, "I just feel that I'm too sorry for him, I shouldn't have been like that back then, he must have felt very bad at that time."

"What happened back then is in the past, there's no use in regretting it, so it's better to move on and just get along well with senior in the future."

"I know." Wen Ming Yi said forlornly, "I'm just afraid that he will feel bad when I think that we will have to part in the end."

"You're just afraid that he'll feel bad?" Li Yuanqing pulled over temporarily, intending to concentrate on the phone call with him, "Do you feel bad about yourself?"

"Of course it's hard too, but is now the time to consider my feelings? I only care about whether it's hard for him now."

Li Yuanqing somehow had a headache, he thought about it, and Wen Ming Yi Road, "Mingming, modern society is very advanced communication, especially you two still live next door, as long as you do not move, he does not move, even if you two are married, each started a family, but also can see each other every day. To take a step back, even if you both move and your new home is not yet together, then you can still visit each other, as long as you are not like high school, either avoiding each other or quarreling when you see each other, in fact, there is not much difference whether you are separated or not."

"Just like Yun Fei is now attending college in B city and Sister Ella is here, but they still contact each other on the phone, and will also see each other after Yun Fei comes back in summer and winter. It doesn't affect their relationship, they're still close siblings, aren't they?"

But ...... "Wen Ming Yi opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but couldn't. Li Yuanqing waited for a moment, and when he didn't, he continued, "Family or friends, they will be with you for the rest of your life.

Li Yuanqing waited for a moment, and when he didn't have any further information, he continued, "Whether it's family or friends, they will stay with you for the rest of your life, but they may not be the closest people to you for the rest of your life. The senior has been good to you, and has done a lot for you, and you rely on him a lot, but you can't live together forever, you will always leave. But leaving is not the same as not seeing each other again, and you can feel better about that if you think about it."

"And he, if he's conflicted about it and wants to do something to ease his feelings when the time comes, you can let him do that too, you ......"

"But I don't want him to be that distant from me," Wen Ming Yi interjected, "It's not easy for us to get back together. Wen Ming Yi interjected, "We've had a hard time getting back together, and I don't want him and I to keep our distance now because of these things that haven't happened yet. We're not married now anyway, we're the most important people to each other, so why should we deliberately distance ourselves for the future?"

When Li Yuanqing heard his words, he laughed helplessly, "Of course you don't care, but didn't you just say that? If you don't let him take precautions, what are you going to do when the day finally comes when he can't accept the separation? What about him? Don't you think about his feelings at this point?"

Wen Ming Yi was stunned.

Li Yuanqing said squarely, "You can't do this, it's too selfish and unfair to him."

Wen Mingyi was silent.

He held the phone, but at this moment, he didn't know what to say.

Li Yuanqing sighed and comforted him, "In fact, your relationship is very close, even if you are a little distant, it doesn't affect anything, it won't change too much."

However, Wen Ming Yi did not want to, he looked at his own bed sheet and did not speak.

Li Yuanqing took him to be a little helpless, "You don't need to change now, just take your time, or, you go and fall in love and give your time to someone else."

"I don't want to. I don't want to fall in love before my brother does, and I'll do it when he does."

"Then you can supervise the senior, he's just putting too much energy into you, caring too much about you, so he doesn't even have much time to look at other people's personalities."

Wen Ming Yi didn't want to either.

Li Yuanqing asked him, "Why don't you say anything?"

"Because I don't want to." Wen Ming Yi said bluntly, "I also don't want him to fall in love now, I just reconciled with him not long ago, I don't want others to intervene between us at this time."

"You don't want that either, so what do you want?" Yuanqing Li asked him, "Do you want to stay with the senior forever?"

Wen Ming Yi was silent again.

Li Yuanqing felt that he was particularly twisted tonight, "Speak, what do you mean by not speaking?"

"I want to sleep." Wen Ming Yi changed the subject.

"What are you sleeping for at this time of night, why are you so awkward tonight, what do you really want, you tell me!"

Li Yuanqing feels that he is now simply the emperor is not anxious to die eunuch, Wen Ming Yi this emotionally dull still have the heart to sleep? I'm dying for him, okay!

"I wish I knew what I wanted!" Wen Ming Yi was depressed, "I just don't know, that's why I don't know what to say, how to say it. I don't want to be separated from my brother, I don't want to fall in love now, I don't want anyone to come between us, but it's impossible! All brothers and sisters will be separated one day, let alone our kind."

"Of course I know that at this point, if I keep my distance from him, then it won't be so hard to be apart later, but I can't! He's the person I rely on and trust the most, I'm used to living with him and I don't want to be apart from him."

"It wasn't my brother and Song Shuhan that my godmother wanted to set up in the first place. I watched my godmother and my mother make up her room, and the thought that in the future, I would move out and my brother's room would be occupied by other people made me feel annoyed and depressed. But what can I do about such things? I still have to accept it!"

"As good as the relationship between Sister Ella and Yunfei is, when Yunfei was growing up, he had parents, other relatives in the family, you, and other friends, but I am not, for a long time, my parents, family, friends, and relatives were all Si Junoduo, I don't have anyone else, I only have him!"

Wen Ming Yi is very frustrated, "I also don't want to be so selfish, so unfair to him, but what will I do if we are separated? He's never left me alone, and even when I ignored him during my rebellious period, I knew he was always silently watching out for me. But wait until later, when I move out and someone else moves in and he goes and cares about someone else, then what am I going to do?"

"You and Yunfei can't be with me all the time, and my parents aren't with me either, so if he's gone too, I'll be all alone!"

Wen Ming Yi was instantly saddened, "So I don't want him to fall in love, but it's not fair to him, so I don't fall in love either. Isn't that okay? He will be with someone else for a long time, half a lifetime, and will naturally be distant from me then, so why should he be distant from me now? What I want to cherish is only this time before we start a family."

Li Yuanqing listened quietly, vaguely hearing the cryptic tone in his words, "You're crying?"

"No." Wen Ming Yi retorted, "I just feel bad."

Li Yuanqing sighed and didn't know what to say.

Wen Ming Yi didn't know either.

He had never said this to anyone else, not even Si Junduo. He seemed to have always been very fearless, not afraid of anything, and didn't care that much about anything.

In his relationship with Sjundor, he seems to have always been in the upper hand, unscrupulous. When the rebellious period came, he left Sigurdur behind, and when the rebellious period passed, he returned to Sigurdur. It seems that Si Junduo is not that important, and he is not indispensable.

But only Wen Ming Yi knows that he has everything, and the only reason he can be so confident is because he knows that Si Junduo is always watching over him.

He knew that even if he left, he moved out, Si Junduo still cared about him, he knew that Si Junduo would not leave him behind, so he dared to be unruly.

However, once he realized that he might no longer be the only one for Si Junduo, and that Si Junduo's eyes might shift to other people, all his fearlessness would end, replaced by panic and bewilderment.

Wen Ming Yi remembered the time when he stood in front of the house once again and rang the doorbell after leaving the house for three years after he went to college.

At that time, X University had just started, and the September day was still very hot, so he and Zhang Heng bought lunch after class and prepared to return to the dormitory. When he got to the bottom of the dormitory building, he heard the whispering of many girls and heard the name of Si Junduo.

Wen Ming Yi looked at it with cold eyes, thinking that he should have come to see him, after all, this was Si Junduo's alma mater, and he was here now.

He thought of a hundred ways to love and ignore Si Jiunduo, and then he saw another person running out of the dormitory building next to his own, ran to Si Jiunduo's car, knocked on his window, and Si Jiunduo opened the passenger door and let the other person get in.

Wen Ming Yi's footsteps instantly stopped.

He watched as Si Junoduo's car moved, turned around and prepared to leave the campus. But he only had in his mind the person who had just gotten into the car, the one who ran out of the next dormitory building, who was also a student.

He stood on the way of Si Jiunduo's leaving the school, Si Jiunduo seemed to have seen him or not seen him, he did not stop, just directly, without hesitation, passed by him, and drove out of the school gate.

At that moment, Wen Ming Yi fell like an ice cellar.

He didn't eat for the whole night, but found out who the person who got into Si Jiunduo's car was, and that person's name was Jiang Zimo, who was a few grades higher than him, and was also from the Department of Journalism, and was said to be going to Si's for internship.

Si's internship recruitment is long over! At this time to get into the Si, it's simply clear who's connections are gone!

Wen Ming Yi was angry and furious, but he couldn't help being afraid.

He was afraid that Si Jiunduo's patience with him had reached its limit, so he gave up on him. He can be nice to his neighbor's brother, and naturally, he can also be nice to his own alma mater's younger brother. In particular, this younger brother was much more obedient than him.

So, he kept investigating and keeping an eye on Jiang Zimo, his every move, and also every meeting with Si Junduo. He watched Jiang Zimo's different faces in front of Wen Bo and Si Junduo, and watched him fawn over Si Junduo and say thoughtful words to him.

He asked Yuanqing Li, "If someone says these things to me and does these things to me, what kind of feelings does that person have for me?

Li Yuanqing didn't even think about it and directly replied: "Of course I like you, you can't even see this, you are really slow."

Wen Ming Yi didn't say anything, just took the same question to the side of Bian Jinyuan, and emphasized that the other party was a boy.

"It's not like you haven't seen a gay person before, you must like him or her. It's just that if you don't like the other guy very much, I don't recommend you to be with him." Bian Jinyuan admonished him sincerely, "It's not an easy road to take, Yunfei and I are together because we like each other very much. But if you don't like each other very much, but only have a slight affection for each other, then it's perfectly possible to take an easier path."

Wen Ming Yi said thank you and sat silently in his rented room.

For a long time, he stood up and angrily kicked over the table in front of him, he never thought that one day, there would be a boy who would like his boss, even more, he never thought that Si Jun Duo would allow him to stay by his side!

What qualifications does Jiang Zimo have! What right does this fartless white lotus have to drag his brother down the other road! He doesn't deserve it!

Wen Ming Yi returned to his familiar villa area that evening. He stood in front of the gate of the house of Si Junduo and rang the doorbell, he looked at the lighted villa and waited for someone he knew to open the door for him.

He waited for someone he knew to open the door for him. Si Jun Duo came out and was stunned when he saw him, but quickly walked down the steps, crossed the courtyard, and opened the door for him.

Wen Ming Yi looked at the person in front of him, after three years, he finally came back again.

He didn't know what to say, so he could only stand quietly.

Si Junduo also didn't seem to know what to say, their quarrels were too many, and every time, they started with Si Junduo's concern and ended with Wen Ming Yi's bad words. So much so, when facing him, Si Jun Duo sometimes didn't even know what to say, how to say it, what tone of voice and opening remarks to use in order to make Wen Ming Yi not resist him so much.

So this time, Si Junoduo just asked him, "Do you want to come in?"

That was the first time that Wen Ming Yi realized that there was indeed a gap between them. From the time he was born until now, he had been in and out of Si Junduo's house countless times, and every time he was righteous and unafraid, as if he was coming home.

But now, Sigundor asked him, "Do you want to come in?"

It's not, "Come in," it's not, "Come back," it's, "Want to come in?"

As if he was just a passerby who accidentally rang the doorbell, the owner opened the door without knowing the other man's intentions and asked politely, "Would you like to come in and talk?"

But he was not a passerby, he was supposed to be a returning guest.