She Become Sweet and Cuddly

He didn't speak, so he stood stiffly in front of her, and after a while he let the door open, Lin Qingqing pulled his luggage and pushed out.

She moved into the dormitory, formally applied to resume classes, and rarely went back.However, Yi Zeyan often came to see her. Sometimes she came alone, sometimes with children. Every time she came, she would buy her a lot of things, food, clothes, clothes, jewelry, many, many things. She refused. Many times he still wanted to give it away, but she had no choice but to accept it. She gave it to the people in the dormitory if she could eat it, and she gave it to her sister.

She was afraid that others would know the relationship between him and Yi Zeyan. Every time they met, she would be in his car, and then he would let people drive around the school around the school, but even so, there is still one more thing related to her in the school. Rumors say that she was taken care of, but Lin Qingqing didn't care.

As the days passed, she kept herself busy. She didn't want to see him and the children, so every time he came to her, she could avoid it.

That night she came back from the library and walked through a small wood. There was no one in it. It was very quiet. The quiet environment made her heart quiet. She sat down and took out a cigarette to smoke.

Just clicked and took a sip, and stretched out a hand and took it away unceremoniously. She looked up and saw that the tall man was standing beside her with a bad expression.

"Why are you here?"

"When did it start?"

"It has nothing to do with you."

After Lin Qingqing finished speaking, she turned and left. However, as soon as she turned around, she was caught by the wrist. He only heard the man behind him say: "Today is Obuchi's first birthday. Don't you go back and accompany him?"

One year old... Time flies so fast.

The child is one year old, but he hasn't figured it out yet and still doesn't want to divorce her.

Lin Qingqing threw his hand away, she didn't look back, and said coldly: "I said, he has nothing to do with me, he is your child, not mine."

As soon as the voice fell, the man behind him suddenly hugged her. He hugged her from behind, Lin Qingqing smelled a smell of alcohol on him.

His heat and the smell of alcohol on his body puffed up in an instant, Lin Qingqing only felt that she was about to suffocate, she seemed to be stabbed, and hurriedly broke away from him, stepped back, she frowned and looked at him angrily. "What are you doing? Why do you hold me?"

He walked towards her step by step, the steady, atmospheric man, his aura could not even cover the darkness, but he said in a hoarse, pleading voice, "I miss you so much, I really miss you."

Lin Qingqing turned around, not wanting to look at his expression, "Let's go, I don't want to see you again." After she said that, she hurriedly left, not knowing what happened to him afterwards.

After that, she avoided him even more, didn't want to see him again, didn't want to see the child again, and that home, she almost never went back.She graduated in a blink of an eye, she had no plans to go to graduate school, and started looking for a job after graduation.

But the job is not easy to find, she almost hit a wall in a month.

That day, she just came out of a small studio. The interview failed. She went to the interview without breakfast. When she came out, she was so hungry that she bought a sandwich at a nearby bakery.

There is a building opposite the bakery. There is a large LED screen upstairs, but seeing news on the big screen, Yicheng Group has completed a new round of acquisition plan and officially entered the film and television industry.

At the ribbon-cutting ceremony, the man was crowded onto the red carpet. He was surrounded by countless elites, but he was still so dazzling when he walked among a group of elites, handsome in suits and leather shoes.

The representative of the film and television company that he worked with walked beside him. It was a woman with a high ponytail, also wearing a suit, and high heels on her feet but walking in style, capable and high-quality.

The two walked side by side on the red carpet. Yi Zeyan finished the cut and took a group photo together.

Lin Qingqing looked at the man, and she seemed to cross a galaxy after a screen. This man is her husband. He is so good, really good.

The person standing next to him should be able to rival him like that woman.

Only the same good woman can be worthy of Yi Zeyan.

Lin Qingqing returned to her home, her sister's house. For several days, she was making a resume and submitting a resume. Most of them were Shi Shenhai, but a few replies all asked her to become a tea girl.

It is really difficult for art students to find jobs in related majors, unless she is very good, and Lin Qingqing, who temporarily transferred her major, is not the best in her major, so it is difficult to find a job.

This day when Lin Qingqing was submitting her resume, her sister came up and told her that Yi Zeyan had come to look for her.

"He said he would not leave unless he saw you."

She had avoided him several times, and this time she probably couldn't avoid it.

Lin Qingqing went downstairs, and Yi Zeyan was indeed in the living room. Seeing her coming down, he said: "Come to a place with me."

"Where to go?"

"I'll know when I go."

Lin Qingqing thought for a while, and finally went with him. The car drove to the newly built area, and he took her to a newly opened commercial building.

Lin Qingqing looked at the words "Qingqing Studio" in front of her, and looked at him with a look of confusion. Yi Zeyan asked someone to open the door, and she went in one after another with him.

"This is the studio I prepared for you. You don't need to find a job anymore. I can help you if the studio needs to hire people in the future."

This is a large music studio with two floors, but currently only the first floor is equipped with equipment. Lin Qingqing glanced at it. These equipments are all advanced and many are imported from abroad.

He gave her studio.

When she was desperate, he held such a studio in front of her and told her, Lin Qingqing, you don't have to ask for help, you can be your own boss.

She knew that he had been making her happy, no matter how she refused, how dismissive of what he gave her, but he was still tireless, holding what she needed, and what she liked came to her.

Just like now.

After being rejected by countless people, he gave her such a gift when her heart was down.

To say that it is impossible without feeling, she even wanted to cry.

Yi Zeyan, why do you want this?why?

I am not worthy of you at all!You deserve better, and the person with you shouldn't be like me.

She held back the tears and adjusted her breath for a long time with her back facing him. When she turned around again, she lifted up the chair with a blank face and smashed the studio mirror to pieces. Then she smiled at him indifferently, "Yi Sir, I don’t need your kindness."

It was like she had thrown his mind to the ground again and again before.

She thought he would be angry, and she trampled on his kindness like this, he should be disappointed, no matter how disappointed, his kindness was trampled again and again.

However, he just stared blankly at the glass that was smashed by her, just like every time she refused his kindness before, his eyes were dim, his expression faintly disappointed.

"Is something wrong with you? I'll do it again."

Lin Qingqing is really about to collapse, because of her cruelty, because of his pity, she really is about to collapse.

"Don't you understand Yi Zeyan, I don't love you at all, you make me sick, make me sick, very sick! I don't want your stuff, do you understand?" She endured choking and kept on There was a sore nose, "So, divorce me quickly, do you know?"

"Five years have not arrived yet."

She didn't dare to talk to him anymore, she didn't dare to face him again, she was really afraid that she would collapse, she bent over and kept calming herself down, until the mood was almost restored, she said: "I will go Don’t come to me anymore.”

But he grabbed her hand, "Go back, okay? Go back and live with us. The child can walk now and call people. Will you go back and see him?"

Lin Qingqing wanted to shake off his hand, wanted to run away quickly, wanted to be more cruel to him, but in the end she did nothing, and she went back with him.

Obuchi really already knows how to walk, and even calls her vaguely.

"Ma Ma, Ma Ma, Ma Ma."

He is so cute, with big eyes, fleshy, white and tender, and she wants to hug him every time she sees him.But she knew that she would leave one day, so instead of asking him to suggest a relationship with her, it was better to let him dislike her mother.

She is a bad person, she is not worthy of having children, she told herself.

Therefore, she avoids him and does not want him to come close, and he is very good, he will be far away from her, but can see her, play with his toys, and then sometimes look up, sweetly calling She said "Ma Ma."

The job search didn't go well, so she started to compose and submit her own music. However, she would be rejected every time she submitted her song. She could no longer sing, and she had no job. Her talent was not appreciated. Could she really accomplish nothing without relying on Yi Zeyan?

How can she catch up with him?His company is now getting bigger and bigger, he has become a man of the North City, he has become the best young entrepreneur, he has gone farther and farther, but she is still standing still.

She can't catch him, maybe she won't catch him in her life.

Looking at the rejected manuscripts scattered all over the place, she really felt so powerless. This sense of powerlessness forced her to suffocate. She fell in love with drinking and liked the feeling of being paralyzed by alcohol, but she always hid in the room. People drink, do not want to be seen by children, do not want to smoke to harm the children's body, so she hides, always depressed by herself.

However, that day, he opened her door. She had already drunk a lot of alcohol, and her head was a little dizzy. She saw the little boy walking towards him step by step on unsteady steps.

"Ma Ma, Ma Ma do not cry, Ma Ma Xiaoyuan loves Ma Ma."

He walked over and said to her slurred, then he stretched out his fleshy little hand to wipe her tears.

Lin Qingqing didn't want him to see her like this, she wanted to push him away, but she forgot that she still had a cigarette in her hand, and she became dizzy after drinking, and when her hand shook, the soot fell on his arm. .

It was too late until Lin Qingqing realized that he was scalded with scars on his hands, which made him so painful that he immediately burst into tears.

Looking at the scar on his arm, she collapsed instantly, but she was so flustered that she was crying and crying, but she didn't know what to do.

Yi Zeyan heard the sound rushing in, and he was shocked when he saw the scene in front of him, but he was very calm. He told Aunt Hui to send the child to the hospital, and he left the emotions to appease Lin Qingqing.

The child was taken out, and Lin Qingqing fell to the ground. She blamed herself and was in pain. She lowered her head, crying almost out of breath.

Yi Zeyan squatted next to her. He stretched out his hand to comfort her, but he stretched over but hesitated. In the end, he patted her on the back and said, "It's okay."

It's okay, how could it be okay, he cried so sad, he was still so young.

Lin Qingqing saw the cigarette butt on the ground. The cigarette butt had not gone out. She picked up the cigarette butt and poked it directly on her arm. However, Yi Zeyan saw her motive and grabbed her hand when she acted. Lie, the cigarette butt stuck to his chest.

He was wearing a Polo shirt, very thin, and his cigarette butt burned a hole in his clothes until it was burned into the meat.

She heard him groan, she became anxious, pushed him away suddenly, and asked him angrily: "What are you doing?!"

"What are you doing?" he asked back.

He took off his clothes, patted the place where he was scalded, and patted off the ash that had been scalded into the meat.

"Yi Zeyan! Why are you doing this?! Why don't you get a divorce?!!!" Looking at the wound on his chest, she shouted at him hoarsely, "Are you satisfied with this?! Why do you want to keep a woman like me? At home? Why?!"

It was different from her excitement and her emotional breakdown. He sat down on the bed very calmly. He looked at the injury on his chest and smiled lightly, without blaming or even treating the injury as the same thing. .

"Why would I be like this..." He looked at him with gentle eyes, "Remember when we first met? At that time, I was seriously injured and a closed rib fracture formed a blood pneumothorax. Although I had an operation, I recovered. It’s not good. The lungs are inflamed and the situation is getting more and more serious. The doctor came to check that night and determined that I might not survive that night. The doctor gave up on me, and the people who were born and died behind me gave up on me, and my mother too. Give up on me. Everyone feels that I can’t hold on anymore, even I feel too painful and can’t hold on anymore. Do you know what my thoughts were at that moment? I think it’s better to die like this and live. What's the point? The first half of my life has been spent fighting for power. For the sake of profit, even father and son can turn against each other. I have been taught since I was a child to fight for power and gain. I live only to fight for power and gain. I was full of longing for the pursuit of fame, fortune and power, but at that moment, I was tired of it. That kind of life was too bitter and tiring, and it was really meaningless, so at that time even I gave up on myself..."

"But there is a man. There is a little girl thousands of miles away from me, but she has never given up on me. In my hardest time, people around me felt that I was going to give up and gave up when I left me. I called and she always encouraged me on the phone. She sang to me and sang a lot of songs. Her voice is really good. She also told me that there are so many delicious and fun things in this world. Wait for me to get better. , She took me there. She cried and begged me not to die, begged me over and over again, and sang to me over and over again. At that moment, I discovered that life is so beautiful in addition to fighting for power, and there is such a thing in this world. Kind and lovely person, at the moment when I was about to give up my sleeping past, I suddenly had the consciousness to live. I want to live. I want to find the delicious and fun places she told me. I want to find her. ."

His eyes were red, and his voice changed. "She was the one who made me like this selfish and ruthless world, and she was the one who accompanies me through the most difficult dark days of life, and she made me come alive again, my life She gave it to me, and I just want to live for her for the rest of my life."

"Why did I do this, do you understand now?"

He got up and walked towards her, "Qingqing, I can do anything for you."

Lin Qingqing was already crying. She stepped back and shook her head and said, "But, I don't have a voice anymore, my good voice has been ruined, and you will never hear my singing anymore."

"It doesn't matter, I don't care."

"I am no longer the kind-hearted Lin Qingqing. Everything has changed. I am no longer that beautiful little girl. I have become terrible, really terrible. The classmates in school are now afraid of me when they see me. No one dares to provoke me, because as long as someone provokes me, as long as there is a little bit of sorry for me, I will retaliate by all means, I become very bad, even I become afraid of myself. So Yi Zeyan, everything is It’s different. I don’t have anything. I can’t go back.”

He stepped forward and took her shoulders, "I will make you better, trust me?"

She pushed his hand away and shook her head, "It's useless, I have already drawn the ground as a prison, I can't get out."

"Qing Qing..." He whispered to her.

"You go out, you go out! I want to be quiet, you go out."

He didn't say anything in the end, turned around and went out.

Lin Qingqing leaned against the wall, her strength seemed to be exhausted, and she fell to the ground a little bit.

"Ze Yan, Ze Yan."

She called him softly, but it was so ugly, her voice was really ugly.

The work still hasn't been implemented, and the music manuscripts submitted are still falling apart, but her heart slowly calms down. Yi Zeyan still disagrees with the divorce after several troubles.Lin Qingqing began to travel, as if she was evading something, as if she was looking for some kind of answer.

Yi Zeyan didn't care about her. She let her travel if she wanted to travel. In addition to not divorcing, he did give her the freedom she wanted.

It's just that she saw Yi Zeyan in the crowd several times when she was traveling outside. When she looked closely, she found that it was not him. She thought she might be crazy, and even had hallucinations that he was following her.

Until that time when she was traveling to the snow-capped mountains, she saw him in the crowd again. At that time, they were a group of people, climbing all the way up the snow-capped mountains. The weather was very bad and everyone walked very slowly.

Lin Qingqing originally thought it was her own hallucination again, but she turned around and saw his familiar figure several times. In order to make sure, she deliberately fell and let the people behind go first, and he saw her fall and finally couldn't hide. He stepped forward and asked her: "Are you okay?"

"What are you doing with me?"

He took it for granted, "The snow mountain is very dangerous, I am not at ease."

He knelt down to help her rub her feet, "Did you twist your feet?"

She wanted to pull her foot out of his hand. He grabbed too tightly and she couldn't pull it out. She didn't know how he was so stubborn. She had to do it to the end if he knew something. He was so busy and things in the company Many, why have to follow her to the snow-capped mountains.

Why is he not willing to let her go?

Lin Qingqing was angry and angry for a while. For so many years, she had been hiding, he had been chasing, she was so tired and exhausted, she wanted to rest, but he refused to let her stop.

She grabbed a handful of Xue and slapped him, angrily said: "Go back quickly, don't follow me anymore."

He took off his gloves and put his hands into the boots to help her rub her feet. Lin Qingqing still couldn't get away after struggling.She grabbed the snowball and hit him constantly, he didn't hide, and let the snowball hit him.

He randomly grabbed the snow from the ground and smashed it at her. She didn't notice that she caught a stone. It happened when he lowered his head to rub her feet and hit him on the head.

She heard him groan, and Lin Qingqing realized that it was a stone that had just been thrown at him.

She seemed to be in a daze when she saw him, and she hit it hard when she wanted to come.Then she saw blood flowing down the place she hit, flowing across his cheeks, flowing across his chin, and quickly flowing onto his blue jacket, and then condensed into ice.

She was shocked by this picture, but he seemed to be okay. He helped her put on her boots, squatted down, and picked her up sideways. She saw his blood dripping down her chin, she was just like this. The first awakening of the dream reminded: "Yi Zeyan, you are bleeding."

He seemed to realize that he was injured. He looked down and saw that the blood on his body was dripping on her clothes. He put her in a place with few people and hurriedly used his sleeves to help her get wet. Wipe clean the bloody clothes, the blood has clotted, and it cannot be wiped clean.

He rushed to her: "Sorry, you got your clothes dirty. I will buy you a new one when I go back."

She thought he was crazy. At this time, he thought that her clothes were stained with his blood and he wanted to buy her new ones.

Sorry, you soiled your clothes.

Sorry, the blood from you stained your clothes.

Why is this, Yi Zeyan, why is such an excellent Yi Zeyan like this.

She was very sad, and angered at him again, she pushed him away and said coldly: "You go back to me, go back quickly, don't follow me anymore."

I don't know if she was too excited to see her, so he hurriedly said: "Okay, I'll go back."

Having said this, he stood upright for a while before turning and leaving.

She watched the figure gradually go away, the cold wind mixed with snow, and her face hurt.

He is such a fool, why is he so foolish.

She seemed to be unable to escape, no matter how she resisted or escaped, she couldn't escape the circle he drew for her. After walking a long circle, she still found herself in the circle.

She can't escape Yi Zeyan, can't escape her heart.

She didn't want to admit that she had fallen in love with him.